117 Love is uncontrollable

"Yang Mengzhu, it's okay if you want me to revoke my confession." I raised my chin arrogantly at Yang Mengzhu and said, "As long as you kneel and kowtow to my father, I will promise you." ”

Yang Mengzhu's eyebrows jumped, as if he was very surprised and shocked that I would make such a request, but he quickly nodded and agreed: "Okay, as long as you agree, let me kowtow as much as you want." ”

Without saying a word, she walked briskly towards my father's tombstone, and when she reached the grave, she knelt down with a thud and kowtowed without hesitation.

A howling cold wind blew, rolling up the ashes that had been burned out in front of the tomb. Looking at Yang Mengzhu, who kept kowtowing and admitting his mistakes in the flying ashes, I smiled.

I've been looking forward to this scene for 20 years, and now it's finally come true.

"Dad, you see, this is the woman you have loved all your life." I said to the picture of my dad on the tombstone: "For the sake of the life and death of someone else's daughter, she can leave her self-esteem behind and not care how much her own daughter has been hurt." ”

"Dad, what the hell are you ...... What do you love for her? ”

Feeling my face wet, I raised my hand and wiped it.

Strange, obviously happy, why am I crying?

I don't know how long it took, but when I saw Yang Mengzhu stop, her forehead was swollen high, and blood was oozing from her broken skin.

I sneered, "Why, you can't move after stumbling for so long?!" Yang Mengzhu, are you too insincere. ”

When Yang Mengzhu heard this, he couldn't care that he had been knocked dizzy, his body shook, and he hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll continue to knock, continue to knock." ”

After saying that, he bent down and knocked up again.

"No need." I stopped her and said with disdain, "You have knocked the ground dirty." ”

Yang Mengzhu didn't mind that I treated her as garbage, and asked me with a white face: "Then, did you promise me?" ”

I pursed my lips and said nothing, my eyes turned away from a cloud in the sky, and my heart floated empty with the flowing cloud.

Although I didn't answer yes or no, Yang Mengzhu saw that I agreed, and was so excited that he immediately stood up.

Seeing that she was going to thank me, I felt sick in my heart, and stopped her in time, "Shut up!" Yang Mengzhu, don't let me see you again in the future, get out! ”

Looking at Yang Mengzhu's back, which had obviously become relaxed because of achieving his goal, I hooked my lips sadly.

"Sister, why did you let Zhong Ruoqing go?" Xiao Yu's dissatisfied voice sounded in my ears.

I turned my head and saw that he was full of righteous indignation, obviously angry that I was kind to Zhong Ruoqing.

To be honest, I don't know why I let her go like this, it's not my usual style.

It's true that I hate Zhong Ruoqing, she has done too many unforgivable evil things to me, and before she was arrested, I tried my best to treat her and bring her to justice.

But now, when these became established facts, I sympathized with her and pitied her, thinking that she was still young after all, and if she really went to prison, her life would be ruined.

Forget it, as long as she doesn't make any more cheap mistakes in the future and takes the initiative to provoke me, let her go.

"Xiaoyu, your sister has her own ideas." Lou Shaotang seemed to be able to understand my thoughts very well, and persuaded Xiaoyu on the side.

Although Xiao Yu didn't understand, he didn't say anything more and walked forward angrily.

"Do you think I'm stupid too?" I looked at Lou Shaotang and laughed at myself.

"Yes." He showed no mercy.

I laughed indifferently, looked at my father's tombstone again, and asked, "What do you think of my father, stupid?" ”

"Nope." He replied as firm as iron.

I was slightly surprised, "Why?" ”

"How can you be stupid to love someone deeply?!"

Listening to his tone like a love saint, I laughed, and even sneered at his words, shook my head and said: "But if deep love ends in such a tragic ending, then I would rather not love in the first place." ”

"But love is not controlled by self-will, sometimes I repeatedly tell myself that I must not love, but in the end I still love, and I love it out of control."

As soon as Lou Shaotang's voice fell, I was momentarily stunned, not because he was reasonable, but when he said this, his eyes were straight at me, and his eyes were deep and affectionate.

Is he talking about himself?

He loves me so much that I love it out of control?

I squinted at him, not convinced.

How is this possible!

A person as arrogant and conceited as he is and has a strong sense of self-protection, even if he loves me, he will not be as unreserved as my father, and he will not be as unswerving as he is to death.

So, I chuckled noncommittally and didn't go any further into the subject.

Because I thought of Yang Mengzhu's words just now, I naturally changed the conversation and asked him: "What happened to Zhong Muhua's arrest, why did he say it was your conspiracy?" ”

Lou Shaotang's face darkened instantly, and his brows frowned slightly, as if he was hesitating.

"It's complicated." After a moment, he slowly spoke, and said, "I will explain to you slowly in the future." ”

Seeing that he didn't want to say, it was inconvenient for me to ask further, but I had a strong feeling that this matter was also related to Lou Yuanhai's arrest, but I didn't understand why?

If he dealt with Lou Yuanhai because he was fighting for "Tianyue" and eradicating dissidents, then where did Zhong Muhua offend him?

When I returned to the old house, it was almost time to eat, and when I saw us coming back, the second aunt immediately stepped forward with a smile on her face, "Come back, come over and eat, the big guys are waiting for you!" ”

I sneered in my heart, and she said that I knew very well what the purpose was for us.

But Lou Shaotang didn't know, he really thought that they were enthusiastic, and they entered the house first than me.

As he had done yesterday, he sat next to me, but he had not drunk as much as he had done yesterday, and a glass of wine had been in front of him since the beginning of the meal, and now an hour later, it was still there, and it was not missing.

It's not that his relatives don't toast him, but because I casually said "drinking hurts my body", he immediately put down the hand that had already picked up the wine glass, and never touched the glass again. When his relatives saw this, they stopped respecting him.

I couldn't figure out why he said this at the time, but I suddenly thought of how uncomfortable he was when he was drunk, and I was a little distressed and didn't want him to drink anymore.

It is estimated that seeing that the atmosphere is good now, Lou Shaotang is also in a good mood, and the relatives feel that the time is almost up, so they began to talk about their difficulties.

Lou Shaotang is a smart person, and when he heard this, he understood it all. The corners of his mouth twitched as if he were scratching, and he turned his head to look at me.

Heh, he must be laughing at me for having such a group of greedy relatives.

I'm a little embarrassed. Thinking about all my arrogance in front of Lou Shaotang before, now I was lost by this group of people in such a minute, I was very angry.

I don't know whether I was ashamed or annoyed, my face flushed slightly, and I unconsciously lowered my head to avoid his gaze.

Just as I was staring at the rice bowl in front of me, my cold hand was suddenly tightly wrapped in a warm hand.

I was taken aback, and immediately raised my eyes to look at Lou Shaotang.

That's right, that hand is his.

Lou Shaotang was also staring at me, the curvature of the corners of his mouth was not as bland, but warm and soothing, my heart was rippling instantly, but I wanted to pull it out reflexively, but he clenched it in time and brought it into the palm of my other hand.

Instead of stubbornly struggling, I let him hold it. Because at this moment, the warmth in my hand has been transmitted into my heart, making my whole body warm, this feeling makes me comfortable and reassured.

Seeing that Lou Shaotang was also pretending to be stupid about their words like me, my uncle finally couldn't help but make it clear, "That ......" He coughed twice, hiding his slightly embarrassed expression, and continued: "Shaotang, what does my uncle mean, in fact, I want to ask you to borrow some money, turn it around, and pay you back as soon as the business improves." ”

Hearing my uncle's words, Lou Shaotang turned his gaze fixed on my face to him, and his face floated with the shrewd smile of a businessman, and said: "Uncle, you know that I am a businessman, and I never say borrowing money in my dictionary, only investment. ”

I don't know if my uncle really didn't hear that Lou Shaotang was politely refusing, or if he deliberately pretended to be stupid, he hurriedly changed his words, "Oh, then invest, invest." ”

Lou Shaotang immediately laughed, although the laughter didn't show any emotion, but with my understanding of him, he must have the same contempt and disdain for his uncle as I did.

Sure enough, he went on to say, "But I never invest casually, especially in those that have no investment value." The voice was a little colder than before.

Lou Shaotang has said this, if his uncle can't hear it anymore, it will be really stupid.

His face was so embarrassed that he turned red. And the other relatives who also wanted to ask Lou Shaotang to borrow money, at this time, they all seemed to have taken dumb medicine, and they were all silent.

Just as the atmosphere froze, a voice suddenly sounded, breaking the awkward silence......

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