Chapter 102: Your Happiness Is Not Me
The work of the Ministry of Commerce is very busy, and it is completely different from the previous state in the human resources department, Yan Chuluo often can't get off work on time, and there are fewer and fewer meetings with Lu Yang, and even WeChat and phone calls are much less.
And this made Lu Yang, who was always very glued tight, idle.
Lu Yang shouldn't be on duty today, but when the time came, he still stayed in the office and buried his head in writing something. Kan Chaoyang stepped forward and asked with a puzzled expression, "Yo?" What's going on lately? ”
Lu Yang was still busy with the things in his hands and didn't look up: "What's the matter?" ”
"You! You haven't been on a date for a few days, have you? ”
"Hmm."
Kan Chaoyang was a little anxious about Lu Yang's unhurried attitude: "Well, what do you mean?" What's going on? After Kan Chaoyang finished speaking, he approached Lu Yang and asked in a low voice, "It won't be divided, right?" ”
At this time, Lu Yang was finally reluctant to raise his head and glared at Kan Chaoyang, and slapped Kan Chaoyang's forehead with his hand: "You think I'm a child playing at home, it's good today, and I'll be divided tomorrow." ”
Kan Chaoyang put down his heart and asked puzzledly, "Then what's wrong with you?" Wasn't it sticky and tight before? ”
"Chu Luo recently transferred to the department, and he is very busy and has no time."
"Oh!" Kan Chaoyang responded, and then his eyes lit up and said, "Then let's have two drinks?" We haven't played for another day. ”
Lu Yang thought about it, he had nothing to do anyway, and he was alone when he went home, he looked up at Kan Chaoyang and asked, "You don't have to go home to accompany your wife and children?" ”
"The daughter-in-law has returned to her parents' house with the child, let's go."
The two came to Song Lieyang's restaurant together.
"Lieyang, two cups together?" Kan Chaoyang and Song Lieyang are also very familiar with each other, and they are happy to see their old comrades-in-arms, and their interest is getting stronger.
Song Lieyang is also a cheerful person, and immediately responded: "Okay! ”
The three of them entered the private room and sat down, and Song Lieyang also asked curiously, "Master Lu, where is your little girlfriend?" It's been a day since you've been here. ”
Lu Yang smiled indifferently: "She has been busy with work recently. ”
"Oh, in this way, don't talk about Senior Commander Lu, you are quite a woman, and last time that Miss Xiang and Doctor Wen were quite reluctant to give up on you." Song Lieyang poured water for the two of them while chatting.
Kan Chaoyang has always been the gosipy, and when he heard Song Lieyang's words, he suddenly came to his senses: "Oh? How? Got news? ”
Song Lieyang glanced at Lu Yang and chuckled: "That's it, that girl Xiang ran to me twice in three days, she may have been detained at first, but then she simply let go, and as soon as she came, she asked me if Lu Yang came." It's really thanks to the blessing of Master Lu, and it can be regarded as pulling me a lot of business. ”
Lu Yang drank tea indifferently, and didn't mean anything to Song Lieyang's words, he didn't feel anything about Xiang Yan, and he naturally didn't care about what she did.
Kan Chaoyang looked at Song Lieyang with a look of interest, and Song Lieyang continued when he saw this: "And, do you know? The last time I saw her bring a few people who seemed to have a lot of status to dinner, it was really a bit of a boast, as if she was very familiar with Master Lu. ”
Speaking of this, Lu Yang finally got a little interested, and raised his eyes to look at Song Lieyang: "Oh? What does she say about me? ”
Song Lieyang thought for a while: "I can't remember the specifics, and I didn't sit at the table and listen to it together, but I heard her and others brag about the relationship with you or something, but I don't remember what she said." ”
Lu Yang's eyes narrowed, and his face was slightly gloomy.
Kan Chaoyang pushed Lu Yang with a gossipy face: "Hey, say, do you still have thoughts for other girls?" Otherwise, how could people say that? ”
Lu Yang glanced at Kan Chaoyang and scolded unceremoniously: "Get out, don't talk nonsense." ”
Of course, Lu Yang knew why Xiang Yan said this, from the beginning she had other thoughts, and she wanted to be with him not simply because she liked him, but because she had ulterior motives.
But it was inconvenient for him to say these things in front of Song Lieyang, and he didn't want to tell Kan Chaoyang that this kid's mouth was not strict, and he was too gossipy, and it was easy to cause trouble for him.
"What about Wen Qing?" Kan Chaoyang continued to ask, Wen Qing liked Lu Yang, and he had known it for a long time, but Song Lieyang said this, there must be news here.
"Doctor Wen, sometimes she will come to my place to eat with her comrades-in-arms and friends from time to time, but she didn't come here to find Lu Yang, but last time I didn't know what happened, I brought a comrade-in-arms to eat together, she was obviously in a bad mood, drank a lot of wine, and finally drank too much and kept crying, her mouth kept chattering, why didn't Lu Yang like her."
Kan Chaoyang glanced at Lu Yang with a smile on his face: "Look at it, you tossed Wen Qing of others, a military flower who is so virtuous and virtuous, and you are stunned to be destroyed like this." ”
"Fuck off, why don't you fall into the pit?" After Lu Yang scolded, he also gave Kan Chaoyang a big white eye.
But where would Kan Chaoyang be afraid of Lu Yang, ignore him and continue to ask: "Lieyang, what about later?" ”
Later, her comrades-in-arms took her back, but when she left, she kept talking, how could he fall in love with that little girl, except for being younger, where is that girl worthy of Lu Yang. Anyway, it's quite noisy gibberish, and it chokes her comrade-in-arms enough. ”
Lu Yang's eyebrows frowned slightly, he was still a little sorry for Wen Qing, probably because of the comradeship for so many years, which made him a little unbearable for Wen Qing.
But the emotional thing is reluctant, he will not accept her because of sympathy, nor will he be ambiguous with her and can't distinguish the boundary between friendship and love, and he always keeps a distance from Wen Qing.
Kan Chaoyang obviously saw that Lu Yang was not in a good mood, and asked, "Old Lu, you won't be soft-hearted, right?" You're a girlfriend now, you can't step on two boats! ”
Lu Yang shook his head: "How is it possible!" I haven't accepted her for so many years, and now it's even more impossible. It's just the affection of her comrades-in-arms, in addition, you know, it's also for Lao Wen's sake. “
Lu Yang mentioned this Lao Wen, which made Song Lieyang and Kan Chaoyang both silent, and this person was also an injury in their hearts that could not be touched.
"Old Wen, it's a pity!" Kan Chaoyang sighed with emotion, and then drank a glass of wine.
Song Lieyang also nodded, and didn't say anything, a glass of wine was dry.
"When Lao Wen left, let me help take care of Wen Qing, we are all responsible for Wen Qing, and now I feel uncomfortable when I see her like this, but this is not the same thing as feelings." Lu Yang held the wine glass in his hand, and his eyes were a little moist.
Wen Qing's elder brother is called Wen Xu, who is the senior brother of Lu Yang and Kan Chaoyang, who graduated from the aviation school two years earlier, and they were assigned to Wen Xu's army after graduation, and they were originally under Wen Xu's hands.
But ten years ago, they participated in a rescue and disaster relief, there was a village of people trapped on a hill, when they went to rescue people, a child was swept away by the flood, Lu Yang and Kan Chaoyang jumped into the flood without saying a word to save people, the child was pulled by them, but the three were also trapped in a tree.
It happened that Wen Xu saw them, and Wen Xu rowed a kayak to save them, but the kayak was too small to accommodate so many people, so Wen Xu let them get on the boat first and climbed the tree himself.
They refused to leave Wen Xu and just leave, it was Wen Xu, with the commanding tone of the leader, who ordered them to hurry up and get the child out and come back to pick him up. The two rescued the child, and when they came back to save Wen Xu, Wen Xue was swept away by the flood along with the people and trees, they looked at Wen Xu's body getting farther and farther away, and shouted Wen Xu's name, but when they heard Wen Xu's last words, they did ask them to help take care of Wen Qing.
Wen Xu never returned, and taking care of Wen Qing seemed to have become a mission engraved in their hearts.
At the mention of Wen Xu again, the hearts of the three of them were heavy, as if a healed scar had been dug up again, and the bloody pain made it difficult for them to breathe, and finally they all turned into wine and poured into their stomachs.
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After the three of them had eaten, Lu Yang said goodbye to the two, but walked unnaturally to the door of Wen Qing's dormitory in the barracks.
Lu Yang wanted to go and see Wen Qing, even if it was for Wen Xu.
Wen Qing opened the door of the dormitory, and saw Lu Yang standing at the door, she was slightly stunned, and then welcomed him into the room with a happy face: "Lu Yang, why are you, come, come in and sit." ”
Lu Yang hesitated for a moment, but still entered the door and sat down on the chair near the door: "I just passed by to see you." ”
Wen Qing smiled brightly between her eyebrows, and her flower-like smile made her little face shine: "You come, I welcome, I am even happier to come and see me." ”
Lu Yang didn't want Wen Qing to misunderstand, thought about it for a while, and told Wen Qing very bluntly: "I had dinner with Lao Kan and Song Lieyang tonight, and I mentioned Lao Wen, so I wanted to come and see you." ”
Lu Yang's words were very honest, but they were also very hurtful, Wen Qing, who was originally smiling brightly, suddenly froze on his face with a smile: "It turns out that it still dragged my brother's blessing, I said, why did you suddenly think of coming to see me." ”
Lu Yang was a little apologetic, and opened his mouth to explain: "Wen Qing is sorry, I just don't want you to misunderstand." ”
Wen Qing's face, which had always been smiling, couldn't pull out a smile anymore, so reluctant to smile, just replied indifferently: "There's nothing to be sorry for, there's nothing to misunderstand, you have a good face for me, and you haven't always looked at my brother's face." Otherwise......"
Lu Yang didn't want to hear Wen Qing say these words, it would only make him feel more uncomfortable, and interrupted her: "I'm sorry Wen Qing." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you'll just say I'm sorry, but I don't want to hear I'm sorry." Wen Qing, who has always been docile and elegant, roared at Lu Yang like this for the first time, as if every syllable hurt him.
Lu Yang stood up suddenly and hung his head: "I'm sorry, it seems that I shouldn't have come." I just want to tell you, don't waste your feelings on me, don't waste time on me, I want to see you happy, but your happiness is not mine. ”
After speaking, Lu Yang strode towards the door, Wen Qing suddenly rushed forward like a trapped beast out of control, blocked the door, and stopped Lu Yang: "Why, why can't my happiness be you?" ”
Lu Yang looked at Wen Qing with painful eyes, unable to say a word.
Wen Qing looked at Lu Yang and looked at his eyes stupidly: "Why don't you try it, maybe you will find that I am also good?" ”
Lu Yang wanted to open his mouth to say something, but before the words could be spoken, Wen Qing hugged Lu Yang, raised his head and kissed Lu Yang's lips.