When he opened his eyes, he looked at him with a smile, "You carried me up, then carry me down." ”

The way she laughed was so innocent that it made the night owl feel a lot of sorrow, as if someone had forcibly poached a piece of it.

Vacant

He looked at her smile and was silent for three seconds.

Bai Suye smiled, "I'm kidding, you go first, I want to sit down for a while." ”

The night owl stooped down in front of her.

She was stunned, looking at the broad back, and her tears could no longer be restrained.

The night owl didn't look back, only patted his back, "Come up." ”

Without further hesitation, she lay on his back. The moist face did not dare to touch his neck, for fear that tears would betray him. He carried her on his back and walked down the mountain, the wind whistling, brushing away the tears from her face.

Bai Xiaoye bit his lip to prevent himself from crying on his back.

She knew that from today onwards, it was all over

The night owl let her go, and at the same time he let himself go

The two of them, during this time, tortured and entangled with each other, repeatedly approaching and pushing away from each other, and they were tired

There is no entanglement in the future, and it is the most rational to break it when it is broken.

She and the night owl are actually very sensible people. This kind of ending is the best, but it is also the most painful and helpless

The road to the bottom of the mountain, the night owl has walked very slowly, but it is still much faster than going up the mountain.

Along the way, I met many aunts and uncles who exercised in the morning. The old people all looked at the two of them with a smile and sighed: "Young people nowadays, it's really romantic to fall in love." ”

Bai Xiaoye only bit his lip and was silent, not daring to speak. She was afraid that when she opened her mouth, she would cry.

"Young man, your legs are sore, your back is so far." Aunt asked the night owl with a smile.

Night Stalkers are not kind people, and when they are in a bad mood, they will not answer any strangers.

The person next to the aunt resolved the embarrassed smile, "Then you still need to ask, carrying the person you like, you can still be happy with sore legs for a lifetime."

Bai Suye was about to cry, she let go of the night owl with both hands, "Night owl, you let me down"

"Stay, don't move" His voice was low, depressed, a few words, faintly a little hoarse as a change of tone.

The white millet leaf did not move again. Looking at his back, finally, the hands wrapped around his neck again, and his face was buried in his back, breathing greedily in his breath.

later

There will be no more chances.

When the "night owl" reached the foot of the mountain, she spoke softly and called him.

"Hmm."

"In the future, find a doctor who is more reliable than Tang and Song and take out the bullet. And it must be taken out alive. Bai Millet endured the choking in his throat.

"Okay."

"And I hope you can live happily, very happily"

Even if that happiness has nothing to do with her; Even if, from then on, she is in the abyss, she hopes that he will be happy.

The night stalker didn't say anything better.

happiness

These two words are very strange and extravagant to him.

Since the day he lost his mother, there has been no happiness in his life.

Ten years ago, when he met her, he thought he was very close to happiness, but, in the end, everything was just a bubble, no, it was a cannonball that shattered all his delusions.

Since then, ten years later, until now, there is not a single day when he does not live in the abyss of pain and depression.

I'm used to living this kind of life, and what kind of thoughts do you have to be happy

No matter how far the road is, it will be completed one day.

No matter how close the two people are, there is always a moment to say goodbye.

The night owl sat in the driver's seat, but Bai Millet did not get into the car. She stood outside the car, lowered half of the window through him, and waved to him, "You go first, I'll take a taxi back by myself." ”

The night owl's hand, on the steering wheel. Tense, then loosened, and finally, without saying anything, slammed down on the throttle and drove out.

White millet leaves stood in place. The wind blew her trench coat and skirt, and her long hair fluttered in the wind.

She looked at the car, which disappeared in her eyes little by little, and thought that she would cry until she burst into tears, but at that moment, she realized that all the tears had been blown away in the wind

When the sorrow was extreme, it turned out that not a single tear could be shed.

The night owl's gaze always falls on the rearview mirror.

He thought that if he could see her tears at this moment of separation, perhaps, he would eventually reverse the car desperately, even if the future was to die with each other, he would drag her back into his life.

However, he was still disappointed.

This woman, in fact, has no tears

Bai Suye stood in the wind for ten minutes, freezing all over his body before he came to his senses.

She called a taxi back to Kyoto.

Last night, I didn't sleep all night, but along the way, I couldn't sleep at all. The head was tilted on the glass window, and his eyes fell on the outside blankly. She didn't think about anything, the whole person was like a puppet whose soul had been drained.

But

The night stalkers are finally leaving

She should be rejoicing

Don't worry about the NSA's mind anymore. However, she was not happy at all

Halfway through, the phone rang. White Wolf's phone. He called, and the first thing he said was, "Minister, I received the news that the night stalker is going to leave the country."

"Hmm."

"You already know"

"I only knew more than ten minutes before you."

"After that, will he come back?"

"You care"

"I don't care." The white wolf added: "I care about you." I heard that he found a manager to handle the company for him. Yu An, he took them all away. And Nalan, who he also took away. ”

Bai Xiaoye pulled her lips, "Nalan is his girlfriend, how can he not take her away"

Through the phone, the white wolf could feel the sadness in her tone. The white wolf groaned for a moment and said, "The National Security Bureau has sent someone to follow the night owl to prevent him from making any moves on the last day, you"

"I didn't sleep all night last night, so I didn't go."

The white wolf didn't speak again, and the white millet leaf hung up the phone.

She closed her eyes, only to feel like a hole in her chest, and the pain was terrible.

The car drove directly to the downstairs of the Champs Valley where she lived. After Bai Suye entered the house, the first thing he did was to turn out the leftover contraceptive pills that Yu An bought for him last time. Without even taking a sip of water, he swallowed the pill.

The pain in the heart is getting worse and worse.

She took two more sleeping pills, took a shower, and went to bed.

After falling asleep, nothing will be remembered again

It's just that

At the last moment when she closed her eyes, she still had the phrase of the night owl in her mind

I'll let you go

I'll let you go

... (Harrow)