314 It is hard to say, it is better not to read

Forsythia and Feng Lixing spent almost a week in Paris, taking wedding photos and trying on wedding dresses and dresses.

When he returned to Yecheng a week later, Xie Congliang did not send them.

At the end of May, invitations and invitations were basically sent out, and everyone inside and outside the circle knew that Feng Lixing's wedding, plus it was the wedding banquet of the eldest grandson of the Zhou family, which caused a sensation in the whole city.

The wedding has been roughly arranged, Forsythia was so tired that she couldn't do it for a while, and her stomach seemed to be a little uncomfortable, and she always felt faintly flipping things up, but she didn't dare to tell Feng Lixing, and told him that he would have to make a big fuss again, so it was better to hide it.

Feng Lixing worked overtime late that night, thinking that Forsythia had slept, so he took a shower in the guest bath, and when he entered the bedroom, he actually saw Forsythia still sitting in front of the vanity mirror.

"What's the matter, you haven't slept so late?" He walked over and saw Forsythia staring at an invitation in his hand in a daze, as if it made her very worried.

"Whose post?" Feng Lixing swept over and opened it, and when he saw the name on it, he couldn't help frowning.

Forsythia raised her head with a lot of uncertainty in her eyes: "Do you think we should invite them to our wedding?" She worried about the post all night, and finally didn't make a decision.

Feng Lixing smiled: "This has to ask your own heart, ask you if you are willing!" ”

"But I just don't know what I think, I went back to see my parents, you also saw it, Lu Qingzi's attitude towards me is still very bad." At that time, Lu Qingzi didn't even greet her, and her face was full of clear malice.

"So you care?" Feng Lixing seemed to say something in one sentence, "You care about their attitudes and opinions about you, which means that you have always had them in your heart." ”

"But ......"

"Forsythia..."Feng Lixing wrapped his shoulders around her and pulled her up from the chair, standing face to face, staring into her eyes, there was a lot of melancholy and sadness in her eyes, these emotions were enough to prove that she cared about them very much.

"Listen to me, Forsythia, I know that you and Lu Qingzi have always been at odds, because of the relationship between Lu Yujiang and Liang Nianzhen."

"Yes, every time I see her, I will remember that my father once betrayed my mother so much, although my mother also had an improper relationship with Uncle Yi, but it was my father who took the lead, I have never been able to understand, since my father loves my mother so much, why did he betray her?"

Forsythia became a little excited as she spoke, and Feng Lixing put his arm around her shoulder: "Many things are not clear, and not everything has a causal relationship, but you have to cross this hurdle first, otherwise it is you who suffers." ”

Forsythia threw herself into his arms with red eyes, this man is really powerful, he can see everything clearly.

"It turns out that you all know, know that I care about her very much, although we have been fighting, but she is my sister after all, Feng Lixing, my parents are gone, and I have such a sister left in this world......"

She has lost so much, and now there are only these things left in her hands, so she is reluctant to throw anything away.

Although Lu Qingzi is a scar on her, her blood dissolves in water, and as long as she thinks that she is her sister, she doesn't seem to hate it at all.

Feng Lixing knew that she was finally willing to face her heart and hold her face.

The little face was wet with crying, Xiao Nizi's mood was becoming more and more unstable, and she couldn't help coaxing her: "Okay, since you know that she is your only sister, then talk to her and send this invitation, if she is willing to attend, it is naturally best, if she is unwilling to come, then you are at least worthy of your conscience." ”

Forsythia nodded and picked up the invitation.

"Then I'll go find her tomorrow?"

"Do you want me to come with you?"

"No, there are some things I want to say to her alone!"

Lu Qingzi and Forsythia made an appointment to meet at the French restaurant that Dong Qiu took her to before, which was where even the waiters were blonde and blue-eyed handsome French guys.

Forsythia arrived relatively early, it was not yet lunch time, and there was no one in the restaurant, so she leisurely found a corner and waited for Lu Qingzi.

The two had agreed to meet at 12 o'clock before, but Forsythia had already drunk two milkshakes, and waited until they got closer to see Lu Qingzi late.

"Sorry, it's late." After she sat down opposite, she coldly threw such a sentence, completely ignoring that she was an hour late, threw her handbag and car keys on the table, and asked directly, "Say, what's the matter with me suddenly?" ”

Forsythia was used to her appearance, and she didn't get angry, but just smiled and said, "Don't worry, let's order something to eat first, and talk while eating." After speaking, he waved his hand and was about to beckon the waiter to come over, but Lu Qingzi stopped: "No, I don't have such a good life as you, you are now Mrs. Feng, the eldest daughter-in-law of the Zhou family, naturally you have a lot of time and leisure to spend the noon time on a French meal, but I can't, I still have a meeting to hold at two o'clock in the afternoon, so..."

She looked at her watch again and frowned: "So you only have half an hour, if you have anything to say, hurry up!" ”

Forsythia only said one sentence, but Lu Qingzi barred the car in an uproar.

Forsythia had already turned her face before, but now she wasn't annoyed at all, but she still called the waiter over without authorization.

"No matter how busy you are, you always have to eat lunch, don't delay you for a long time, I'll just order you a light meal." Forsythia lowered her head and said, looking at the menu in her hand, and her tone was indifferent.

Lu Qingzi was in a trance for a moment, feeling that the woman in front of her who exuded a quiet and soft atmosphere was not the Yu Forsythia she knew before, and couldn't help but look at her a few more times, she just sat on the chair so peacefully, the golden sunlight outside the window shone in and covered her, she didn't realize it, slightly tilted her head and turned the menu page by page, her long hair hung down to her chest, her slender and white arms were exposed under the sleeves of the cotton silk, and the sun shone on it with a layer of velvet light, except for the diamond ring on her ring finger, She has no extra accessories on her body, let alone makeup, and her temperament is pure and soft like a white camellia in the warm wind.

"Do you eat lamb chops? Looks good! Forsythia didn't realize that Lu Qingzi had been staring at him for a long time, and suddenly raised his head from the front of the menu, his voice was still sweet, but it made Lu Qingzi's eyes flash all of a sudden, and he hurriedly lowered his head: "Whatever, you look at it!" ”

"Then I'm in charge, can I order a lamb chop and a salad?"

"Yes!" Lu Qingzi is really not used to such a thornless forsythia, and her eyes don't dare to look at her.

Forsythia ordered a good meal by herself, closed the menu, and glanced at Lu Qingzi with a smile, Lu Qingzi was furious by her, and could only ask: "You are like this, what are you looking for me?" ”

Forsythia took a breath, took out the invitation card from her bag, and pushed it in front of her: "Feng Lixing and I will hold a make-up wedding banquet, I hope you and your mother can go then." ”

"See how beautiful you are?" Lu Qingzi's voice was cold, and he was innocent and found fault.

Forsythia was still not annoyed, and shook his head: "Don't get me wrong, I just hope that you can attend, but if you really don't want to go, I won't force it." ”

Lu Qingzi took the invitation in disbelief, opened it and said her and Liang Nianzhen's names on it, and couldn't help sneering: "It seems that being the granddaughter-in-law of the Zhou family is really different, and even this temperament has become generous, if you were to change it before, it is estimated that you would not send invitations to me and my mother anyway!" ”

"That's what you think?" Forsythia heard the sarcasm in her voice, but just smiled bitterly, "Actually, there is no need to make this happen between us, I admit that I was hostile to you before, because I have always misunderstood that those photos were exposed by you five years ago, and I also wanted to take revenge after returning to China, but if you really want to count, I don't seem to have done anything excessive to you." ”

"You haven't done anything excessive to me?" Lu Qingzi laughed, "If it weren't for you, how could Simu be in Feng Lixing's hands?" If it weren't for you, how could I have fallen to the point where I have nothing to work for Feng Lixing now? Also, I was born earlier than you, and I am the eldest daughter of the Lu family, but do you know how I have lived with my mother for so many years? We can't see the light, and we have been wronged after people, but you can enjoy the aura of the daughter of the Lu family with peace of mind, Dad still spoils you so much, you have everything before the age of 18, and me? ”

Lu Qingzi's emotions gradually became excited, tears appeared in his eyes, and Mr. Lu, who had always been very stable in front of people, was so sad at this time that he was like a little girl who couldn't please a doll.

Forsythia didn't stop her, knowing that she was full of grievances, so she let her vent.

"Do you know what my mom taught me the most as a child? It's to endure, it's to hide, it's to swallow the grievances in your stomach! But why should I live like this? I also have the surname Lu, and I also have the blood of the Lu family in my body, why should I be treated completely differently from you? ”

I feel unfair, although she has been famous in the circle over the years, she still can't swallow this breath.

Why? Because she can't get rid of the identity of an illegitimate daughter, this will be a brand on her for the rest of her life!

Forsythia let her complain bitterly, and finally just leaned back in the chair, looking at Lu Qingzi, who was trembling in front of her, and felt that she was also vulnerable for the first time.

"In fact, you know in your own heart that your grievances and pains are unreasonable! Yes, you are Lu Yujiang's daughter, you have the blood of the Lu family in your body, and you and your mother have been wronged, but what is the reason for all this? It's your mom who destroys someone else's family! She is a third party, although she didn't have me when she gave birth to you, but my mother is already Mrs. Lu, and it was your mother who ruined their marriage, so have you ever thought about how my mother has lived for so many years? She knew about you and your mother early on, but she had to pretend that nothing had happened, and she had to spend the last few years alone in Paris, so the account was not clear at all, because it was wrong from the beginning, and everyone was wrong! ”

Lu Yujiang, Liang Nianzhen, Yu Ying, and even Yi Zhengqing, the feelings of the four entangled, betrayal, marriage, loyalty or responsibility, can't be counted at all.

"But even if you can't figure it out, that's their previous generation's business, you don't need to transfer all your grievances to me!" Forsythia was still very quiet when she said this, not angry or irritated, but she suddenly revealed the deepest scar in Lu Qingzi's heart.

Just as the waiter brought the fried lamb chops, interrupting the conversation between the two.

"Give her the lamb chops first!" Forsythia motioned to the waiter and glanced at Lu Qingzi opposite, "Okay, you can eat first, since you have a meeting in the afternoon, we will talk about some things later." ”

Lu Qingzi also glanced at her, didn't speak, took a knife and fork and began to cut lamb chops, but there always seemed to be something to rush out in her heart.

She knew that she rejected Forsythia so much not just because she was the daughter of the Lu family, and she still had one thing hidden in her heart, but she had never mentioned it to anyone, but the words had already been talked about, and Forsythia was already with Feng Lixing, so she felt that it was more enjoyable to say it.

Lu Qingzi threw down the half-cut lamb chops and threw away the knife and fork.

"Why don't you eat it?" Forsythia asked.

She raised her head and looked at the woman in front of her who was ruthless and wanted to tear her apart, but she was soft and confusing, and gasped heavily.

"Yu Lianqiao, do you know my relationship with Su Yi?"

"Huh?" Forsythia didn't catch it for a while, why did he suddenly pull Su stunned? "Count, count it as knowing a little."

"Then do you know that Su Yi, that fool, has always liked you?"

"......" Forsythia didn't answer again this time, can she answer that she doesn't know?

Lu Qingzi saw the surprise in her expression, and suddenly smiled bitterly: "Su Yi, that fool, it seems that he has never confessed to you!" ”

......Forsythia quickly grabbed the cup on the table and took a sip of water to hide her embarrassment, "I don't think it's likely, I'm not very familiar with him." ”

"So that's what I hate about you!" Lu Qingzi's smile became a little cold, "It seems that the benefits of the whole world have been taken up by you alone, birth, family background, appearance, good, I admit that these are all destined, so I can't say anything, but what about feelings?" What about men? You always get the best things without much effort, and often you don't know how to cherish them, and that's what I hate about you the most! ”

Lu Qingzi gritted her teeth in the end.

Forsythia had nothing to say back, so she let her continue.

"Do you know why I'm dating Yi Yang after you go to Paris? Because I know that Yi Yang has you in his heart, and you also like Yi Yang in his heart, so I want to take away your things, I didn't expect him to really be able to accept me, and even propose to me, at that time I was very proud, thinking that I finally won you once, but in the end he exposed my private life photos before our wedding and quickly resigned, at that time I realized that he has been helping you, okay... I endured it, and even flew to Paris myself to beg him to return my longing, but he refused, really thinking that I didn't know his purpose? It's nothing more than trying to beat Simu to get angry for you, but in the most stupid way...... I scolded him in Paris at that time, but he didn't want to be sober......"

Lu Qingzi suddenly mentioned Yi Yang, and the scar in Forsythia's heart began to hurt violently again.

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear a word about Brother Yi anymore!"

"Yes, he was so stupid that he gave you his life, so naturally you don't have the face to listen to it anymore, but do you really think that Yi Yang is the only one who is so stupid? More than! Lu Qingzi slid the screen of his mobile phone and handed it to Forsythia, "Look, look at it yourself, there are people who are even more stupid than Yi Yang!" ”

Forsythia's gaze moved over, and a photo appeared on Lu Qingzi's wide mobile phone screen, showing the back of a girl, sitting on the edge of the rooftop, wearing a gilt dress, and a large white light on her back...

"What is this?"

"You won't be unrecognizable to the person in the photo!"

"But how can it be in your phone?"

Lu Qingzi sneered: "Yes, shouldn't it be in my mobile phone, do you know where my photo came from?" I accidentally saw it on one of Su Yi's personal computers, and he used this photo as his computer screen! ”

"Poof-" Forsythia laughed suddenly, "What a big deal do you think, even if he uses my picture as the background of the screen, it is not unusual, and it doesn't prove that he likes me!" ”

"Do you really think so? Then take a closer look at the row of small print underneath this photo! ”

Forsythia didn't know why, so he moved his eyes to the mobile phone screen again, and a row of tiny words was written under the photo - "Heartbeat, hard to say, it's better not to read"

Forsythia suddenly remembered Su Yi's beautiful face, and the way he always followed her and called her "sister, sister" sweetly.

Lu Qingzi sneered again and took his phone back.

"Yu Lianqiao, you should be an accident among Su Yi's many women, all the things he likes will eventually be obtained by him, but he didn't touch you alone, because he once told me that the best result of what you really love is not to get it, but to watch from the side, watching her go on beautifully."

Forsythia didn't know what to say for a while, but she never thought that the seemingly naΓ―ve boy would have such a side, but she really only regarded him as a younger brother all the time, not to say that she hated it, but there was no love between men and women, not to mention that now her brother can't do it, he has to call her sister-in-law.

The two of them didn't speak again, Lu Qingzi was in a hurry, and began to hurriedly send the cut lamb chops to his mouth, and Forsythia's lamb chops were also sent, but as soon as he took a bite, he felt that the stomach acid began to go up, and Forsythia thought that he was too hungry, so he forced himself to eat two bites, but the whole stomach began to turn over, so he could only stand up and run to the bathroom, holding the pool noodles and vomiting bitter gall about to come out, and finally spit out his face with cold water, and just wanted to get up, but a tissue was suddenly handed to her.

"What's going on? Someone poisoned the lamb chops? Lu Qingzi was leaning against the wall, her mouth was still so poisonous, but there was obviously a trace of worry in her eyes.

Forsythia shook her head, but wiped her face with a tissue: "No, it's just an upset stomach." ”

"Do you need to go to a nearby hospital?"

"It's okay, I'm sick, I didn't eat normally in Paris in those years, so I fell into gastritis." Forsythia looked at her watch, it was almost two o'clock, she smiled reluctantly, "Aren't you going to have a meeting for a while?" It's almost time, you go first. ”

Lu Qingzi asked again unclearly: "Is it really okay for you to do this?" ”

"Well, it's okay, I'll just sit down for a while."

Seeing that she was so sure, Lu Qingzi didn't say much more, took the bag out, walked to the door and suddenly turned around, saw Forsythia leaning on the pool with a pale face, and was stunned and said: "I think you'd better go to the hospital for a check-up, stomach problems can be big or small, it's better to be cautious!" Although the tone was still cold, Forsythia could still hear the concern in the words, and couldn't help but smile and nodded: "Okay!" ”