Then the driver turned around and said, "Miss, they said that the gentleman you were looking for is not there." [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]”

Su Nan felt that his brain was stunned, and when he came over, the passport was not completed, and he did not have an address, but these problems were all thought of. But she had forgotten that, and what if he wasn't there?

Su Nan said again, "Then you can help me ask when he will come back." ”

It is better to see each other, otherwise when will this stone hanging in the heart fall.

The driver went to negotiate again, and between the back and forth, Su Nan also understood.

Xiao Mobai was no longer here, he left. He won't be back for a while, and he doesn't know when he'll be back, he's not just going out for a walk, he's leaving France. I didn't say where I went, I just knew that I was going on vacation. If you still want to know where he is, then you can only contact him yourself.

At this point, it has been made very clear.

"Miss, what do you think?" The driver asked, turning his head.

Su Nan was silent for a while, only feeling indescribably frustrated and lost, and left a number for them to tell if Xiao Mobai came back. Then she stood in front of the door of the villa and looked up, the huge stone door made her unable to look into the scenery inside.

After standing like this for a while, her feet were a little numb, and then she said depressedly, "Forget it, forget it if you're not there." ”

After that, Su Nan got into the car.

The driver was here to be a guide, and when he looked at her unpleasant look, he asked kindly, "Miss, this is here to find a friend, right?" ”

"Well, come find a friend." However, what I didn't expect was that I didn't even see his face.

"People are not here, there is no way, don't be upset, maybe I'll be back in a few days, so I'll take Miss around the city today, right?" The driver said enthusiastically.

Su Nan also had no bottom in his heart, and echoed it casually.

The driver took Su Nan to some scenic spots, Su Nan was a little excited, and the good scenery was like a bubble in front of her, and she couldn't lift her spirits. After only shopping for a while, Su Nan said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little tired, probably because the jet lag hasn't reversed, you can send me back to the hotel......"

The driver answered and quickly let her get into the car.

After returning to the hotel, Su Nan went into the room to rest and never came out again.

The driver was later called into the room by Mo Zhengyan, and he asked, "Where did you send her just now?" ”

The driver said it all, and Mo Zhengyan was even more suspicious of that man.

Is Xiao Mobai?

Su Nan came to France for this man.

What is the relationship between them?

If it's just bosses and subordinates, that's a bit too much.

It's just that Xiao Mobai is a big and young person with a foreign name, and Mo Zhengyan also has to worry about whether Su Nan was played with by him.

In another room, Su Nan was lying with his eyes half-open, still looking at his phone.

Maybe a call will come in the next second.

Perhaps, he will contact her in the next second.

Maybe this time it's for nothing.

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Those three maybe, but I didn't expect the last one to come true.

The relationship of annual leave, coupled with the urging of Mr. Mo in Hong Kong City, Mo Zhengyan should not stay too long, and he will take Su Nan back to China. On the day he left, Su Nan still didn't wait for Xiao Mobai's news. And his mobile phone is still turned off, as if the whole person has just lost his total, and there is no trace.

At the airport in Paris, France, two people are waiting in a VIP lounge.

Mo Zhengyan suddenly asked, "Nan'er, I heard that you haven't gone out for the past few days. ”

Su Nan was holding the coffee, steaming coffee, very mellow, she said softly, "Oh, yes." ”

"I didn't say I was going to come over to play, why didn't I go out?"

"I'm a little uncomfortable, and it seems that I am not suitable for traveling abroad." Su Nan said.

Mo Zhengyan knew that she was making excuses, and he didn't point at her, but just asked, "That friend of yours, still haven't you found it?" ”

Su Nan had already expected that if Mo Zhengyan asked, the driver would definitely tell the truth. She didn't hide it now, drinking coffee and saying, "Well, no." ”

"Nan'er." Mo Zhengyan shouted, and Su Nan raised his head in response and looked at him.

"What?"

"Xiao Mobai, that man is not an ordinary person, you can't play with him." Mo Zhengyan, as an elder brother, although he does not interfere with her private feelings, there are some necessary reminders, which are still needed. lest in the future, something bad will happen, which is also difficult to do.

Su Nan was a little depressed, looking at his words, what was playing.

Where is she playing?

Su Nan was a little angry, and whispered to him, "I didn't play." ”

"But you can't guarantee that he doesn't." Mo Zhengyan saw the seriousness in her eyes and felt that it would be very troublesome.

Su Nan stopped talking, pursed her lips, and stubbornly clenched the cup.

The warm feeling came to her, but it didn't warm her.

"Looks like you like him, when did you start?" For a long time, Mo Zhengyan said quietly.

Su Nan was stunned and said in a low voice, "I forgot." ”

Security check-in, VIP cabin, comfortable seats.

The plane is about to start, reminding passengers to turn it off.

Su Nan had to turn off his mobile phone.

Slowly rising, flying to an altitude of nine thousand meters, his ears buzzing.

The flight attendant thoughtfully stepped forward and adjusted the seat to a sleeping angle for her, so that she could sleep more comfortably.

Su Nan thanked him gratefully, draped himself in a blanket, and closed his eyes.

Since when.

When did you start liking him.

Xiao Mobai, this man who shouldn't have been touched.

In the afterglow of the plane's vibration, Su Nan's consciousness became scattered. Slowly it spreads out, and it spreads out again, and then it slowly gathers back to that year, that month, that day.

Su Nan vaguely remembered that that day was the third year after her mother's death.

Regarding the death of his mother, Su Nan was not sad at first, although he also shed tears, but he couldn't cry much. Mother has always been quiet, and more often than not, she is waiting for her from afar. Just left, and it was very quiet. Obviously, one second ago, she was still telling her to study hard, and the next second she was far away from the end of the world.

When my mother left, she was smiling.

She said, Nan'er, mom is tired, this time you have to sleep longer, don't be afraid, you see that grandma is still there, and uncle is also there. Daddy is there, isn't it?

In my memory, my mother rarely called Mr. Mo like this.

Dad, that's when my mother said this to Su Nan.

Su Nan didn't speak, knelt beside her bed, holding her hand.

She said again: Nan'er, this time, you really have to learn to grow up faster, you know?

Su Nan still didn't speak, and looked at her stubbornly. As if so, if she didn't say anything, then she wouldn't close her eyes.

It's not that someone said that if you don't feel at ease, then you won't be willing to leave.

Adults love to lie all the time.

Even if you don't feel at ease, you can't avoid birth, old age, sickness and death, and you can't avoid fate.

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In the first year of her mother's departure, Su Nan learned to be self-reliant and learn to live alone. Without the greetings of text messages and phone calls, even if she heard others talking about her mother, she would just smile. In fact, when my mother was still there, she also lived on campus, which was not a big problem. In short, living for a certain period of time, there will always be a person.

The first year's New Year is still lively.

No one mentioned her mother, and they seemed to be deliberately evasive.

Occasionally, Su Nan would hear them talk about it when he bumped into him, such as his mother was gone, and his father did not appear, which was really ruthless. The people of the Su family have not had any contact with the Mo family, but after so many years, they also know something. The memories of pointing behind their backs when they were children suddenly became eye-catching at that time.

Su Nan said at that time: Mom, I don't want a father, I just want a mother.

Yes, my mother doesn't need Mr. Mo.

So why does she need it.

A Mr. Mo who has never loved his mother, he is not a good husband, not a good father, even a lover, he is not competent.

Why do you want your mother to read for a lifetime, why do you want your mother to wait for a lifetime, and love so much for a lifetime.

Did he love again?

When Su Nan grew up, he asked his mother this question: Mom, did he say he loved you?

The mother was silent for a long time, and only after a long time did she say, "I said it."

You've been scammed! Mom, you've been deceived! He doesn't just say that to you, he says this to others! Su Nan yelled, hysterical, because she was bullied by other children, illegitimate daughters, children that no one wanted, these ridiculous words accompanied Su Nan for a long time in her youth.

Actually, you can find someone to marry.

Why cling to one person?

Even if you have been together, it doesn't mean that it has to be for a lifetime.

This moment is love, but what about later?

Old love and new love, people in this world, are ruthless.

In the second year, Su Nan had a messy life, her graduation thesis, employment problems, and life direction, she always had to solve them one by one. At this time, Su Nan remembered that if her mother was around, she might give her some advice. But in fact, from childhood to adulthood, which high school to study, which department to apply for, and which university to enter, Su Nan talked to himself. I decided for myself, I was fine, I never asked much, I just reported.

Mom, I'm going to take the second middle school exam.

Mom, I want to go to HKU.

Mom, I'm going to live in school.

……

Mother always smiled and let her decide for herself.

And when she said goodbye to school and stepped into the dividing line of society, she realized that she was so at a loss, where to go. Mr. Mo called and asked her to join the Mo family's company, but Su Nan refused, almost fiercely, never before. Mr. Mo didn't say anything more, and Su Nan started his career like this.

I don't know if this counts as growing up.

However, when she arranged everything alone, she suddenly found that when she turned around, she had nowhere to tell.

Lo and behold, the man who had been waiting behind him was gone.

Who can say forever?

Who can guarantee forever?

Nan'er, mom will always love you.

Mom, you lied.

You lied to me.

If you love me forever, you shouldn't leave me.

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The third year, it was the third year that my mother was gone.

Su Nan has entered the Blue Sky Company and was invited by Qin Shijin. The company had just started, and everything was busy, and she was too busy. She has been relieved of her mother's departure and can live a better life. Learning to grow up may be the process of a person learning to be lonely. Eat alone, go to work alone, go shopping alone, or do anything alone.

Two people are no longer needed, and one person can be fine.

Until, Mr. Mo's call arrived.

Mr. Mo said, Nan'er, your mother's death day has come, you and I will go to worship together.

Su Nan was holding her mobile phone at the time, not knowing what it was like, when there was an interval of three years, this man, the man whose mother had loved her all her life, came to tell her and asked her to go to worship with him. What a ridiculous thing, what a sad thing, she was speechless at once.

That was the first time in Su Nan's life that he yelled at Mr. Mo.

Mr. Mo! My mom doesn't need you to worship! Your worship is too expensive for her! She can't afford it and can't stand it! If you wish to rest her, don't go again, and don't bother her again! Just let her sleep like this, she slept well and walked with a smile!

After Su Nan finished yelling, he hung up the phone.

At that time, she felt a little unbearable, so she threw off the phone and ran out.

Su Nan just wanted to find a place where no one was, so she ran all the way to the rooftop on the top floor. When her mother died, she didn't cry much. But when Mr. Mo came over on the phone, she only felt that all the grievances, whether it was hers or her mother's, were all vigorous.

Su Nan squatted down and cried in a muffled voice on the rooftop.

At this time, someone went up to the rooftop.

The man had come to smoke, with a slowly burning cigarette between his fingers, and then he spoke: "What are you crying about?"

Su Nan's eyes were red, tears fell and her vision was blurred, she raised her head, but saw a confused and concerned handsome person.

Su Nan's tears were falling without a sound.

He said again: What is there to cry about, how old are you?

Su Nan yelled at him angrily: I want you to take care of it! What's the matter with you!

He said: Who made you cry here!

Su Nan said again: I cried here, and I didn't provoke you, I came first!

He said: Okay, okay, it's me who came by mistake, can't I go?

Su Nan pursed her lips and just cried, ignoring him. He turned around, walked a few steps, and then went around again.

Even squatted down in front of her.

Su Nan was stunned, he didn't react for a while, and said viciously: You don't leave yet! You don't have to worry about me!

On that handsome face, the expression was extremely strange, Su Nan couldn't see it clearly and couldn't understand it, but he just heard him say: I don't care about you, who cares about you.

Su Nan's heart sank, and he heard him ask again: Tell me, who bullied you, I will be angry for you, don't cry.

Su Nan's tears fluttered, and they fell even harder.

finally howled and cried: Xiao Mobai! It's you who bullied me!

……

If my mother's departure is an unavoidable birth, old age, sickness and death, then what about you, Xiao Mobai, is your appearance my fate.