Qin Yihuai made it clear that he began to pretend to be dead, and he didn't make a sound. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Sun Yingzi didn't believe in evil, so she stretched out her finger and poked his face, "I know you haven't slept, don't pretend to me, let's chat, hey, did you hear me?" ”

Sun Yingzi kept tossing him, poking his face, and even pinching his skin and pulling it out.

Qin Yihuai frowned, Sun Yingzi's hand stretched out to his arm, used his strength, and twisted it fiercely, and he cried out in pain at the moment.

"Are you looking for death?" Qin Yihuai shouted angrily.

Seeing him shouting in pain, Sun Yingzi was happy now, and said to him, "Don't sleep, let's chat!" ”

Qin Yihuai still closed his eyes, but opened his mouth, "What are you talking about." ”

"Hmm." Sun Yingzi thought for a while and asked exclaimingly, "Let's talk about how many girlfriends you've talked about." ”

"Women?"

"Yes!"

"Girlfriends haven't talked about it, but there are a bunch of women. But you'd better not ask me, because I don't remember them at all! Qin Yihuai's words were really ruthless, and they made people vomit blood.

"I didn't expect you, a clean man, to be a big radish!" Sun Yingzi was dissatisfied with the accusation, and asked again, "Why don't you go and fall in love?" ”

"What kind of love is it, it's annoying!" Qin Yihuai frowned, and asked rhetorically, "Why don't you talk about it?" ”

Sun Yingzi haha, "I'm demanding, of course I can't just talk about it!" ”

"Hmph, I'm not the same!" Qin Yihuai said disdainfully.

"There is an essential difference between me and you, okay!" Sun Yingzi was not convinced, she twisted his arm again, and Qin Yihuai's brows furrowed again.

Sun Yingzi smiled and said, "You are careful of AIDS!" ”

"Thank you for your concern, but I don't think I will!"

"Hey."

"Why?"

"Let's talk."

"Am I talking to a ghost right now?" Qin Yihuai said with a poisonous tongue.

Sun Yingzi frowned, thinking about the topic in her mind, and suddenly thought of going to Qin Shijin's apartment tonight to burn paper money, "Why don't you go with us tonight?" ”

Qin Yihuai stopped talking.

The more he didn't answer, the more curious Sun Yingzi became, "You say!" ”

"You're so annoying!" Qin Yihuai turned over and didn't plan to pay attention to her.

Sun Yingzi threw herself up from the bed, and she stepped over him and lay down on his other side.

"Are you shy?"

Sun Yingzi thought of a possibility, the relationship between Qin Yihuai and the two brothers of the Qin family does not seem to be too close, will boys be the same as girls, and sometimes he is actually shy?

Qin Yihuai felt that he couldn't stand it anymore, "Can you not disgust me to death?" ”

"Then tell me!" Sun Yingzi said with wide eyes.

"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you!"

Seeing that he was about to turn around again, Sun Yingzi grabbed his ear, Qin Yihuai had no choice but to turn his head, only to see her come over with a grinning face, and said softly, "Is this good, let's make a deal, I'll tell you a secret of mine, and you can tell me the reason!" ”

"Then I'll talk first!" didn't wait for him to agree, Sun Yingzi grabbed the talk.

Qin Yihuai was just about to speak, but Sun Yingzi covered his mouth with his hand, "Let me tell you, I used to like a senior." Then my grandfather and my dad found him, and then he said goodbye to me. He said he didn't want to interfere with my studies, and I knew that he didn't think he was worthy of me. But I don't mind. ”

"But he still wants to say goodbye to me, and we'll break up." Sun Yingzi said this, and Qin Yihuai broke her hand away.

"Don't cover me, I can't get through." Qin Yihuai frowned.

"Then listen to me!" Sun Yingzi said.

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"Guess what happened!" Sun Yingzi asked again.

Qin Yihuai closed his eyes again, his voice was hoarse and low, "Later, he came back to you." ”

"How do you know?" Sun Yingzi's voice was a little surprised, Qin Yihuai was speechless, and then she continued, "He really came back to me later, I'm so happy." However, my grandfather told me that he was here to deceive, that he was a liar! ”

"You know, when my grandfather and my dad approached him, they said they were going to give him a lot of money to get him out of me. At that time, he agreed. He took the money and separated from me. But the business failed, and he lost all his money, and he wanted to come to me again. ”

"If my grandfather hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known."

"I just wondered how he was so bad, how could he deceive me like this!"

"Is it true that my feelings are worse than money? Otherwise, how could he choose money, but not me? ”

When Sun Yingzi said this, she was smiling and indignant, but when it came to Qin Yihuai's ears, she felt a little stunned.

After being silent for a while, Qin Yihuai said, "Your feelings and money, for him, maybe money is more important." You don't have to be too sad, this can be regarded as a person who knows the times as a handsome. ”

Sun Yingzi scolded, "He's not a handsome man, at most a bear!" ”

"It's you, Qin Yihuai, tell me the reason!" Sun Yingzi finished telling her secret and hurriedly went to extract a confession from him.

Qin Yihuai was annoyed by her quarrel, and his brows were furrowed into a line. Eventually, he seemed to compromise. Slowly and leisurely, in a tone that he had never usually had, as if he was joking, he said lightly, "I tell you, I have killed people." ”

"Huh?" Sun Yingzi was stunned and exhaled, "Isn't it? Qin Yihuai, don't be kidding! ”

Sun Yingzi doesn't want to believe that Qin Yihuai has killed people anyway?

How is this possible?

Qin Yihuai smiled and said indifferently, "Although the two lives were not killed by me, they were killed by me. ”

The more Sun Yingzi listened, the more confused she became, she turned sideways, looked at him and said, "You didn't kill it, how could it be that you killed it." ”

Qin Yihuai's eyes were closed, and his eyelashes would tremble as he spoke.

"If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have run out. If he hadn't run out, then they wouldn't have had a car accident. If I didn't kill it, who else would it be. Qin Yihuai moved his lips, and the deep voice reached his ears.

"Who ran out? Also, why is it because of you? Sun Yingzi roughly guessed that there was a car accident in the Qin family back then.

That car accident directly led to the unfortunate accident of Qin's father Qin Jiangxun and son-in-law Guan Yi.

It is said that no one survived the crash.

And Sun Yingzi also asked her grandfather and father why this accident happened.

But even they don't know the details.

The topic was brought over, and she didn't care.

At this moment, the old thing is brought up again, but it is shocked and stunned.

Qin Yihuai said, "Because I snatched his portrait and tore that portrait to shreds." ”

Probably because of the drink, the secret that had been hidden in the depths of his heart for decades, at this time, half-truths and half-truths were spoken.

Sun Yingzi even stopped breathing, only to see him open his eyes and look sideways at her.

She felt a suffocation in her chest because she heard him say, "I should have died." ”

"Qin Yihuai, don't talk nonsense!" Sun Yingzi hurriedly went to cover his mouth, she didn't like to hear this word, such a terrible word.

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In the dim light, looking at each other, Qin Yihuai's hand held her, Sun Yingzi didn't know what was wrong with her, but she just felt that Qin Yihuai at this moment was something she had never seen before. His eyes were so dark that he couldn't see any light. But clearly, there are still wall lamps hanging on the wall overhead, and there is still a trace of brightness.

Sun Yingzi didn't like the gloom in his eyes, her hand trembled slightly, and she couldn't help but hug him.

It's like when she was lonely and lonely when she was a child, and her grandfather and father would embrace themselves like this.

Sun Yingzi hugged Qin Yihuai in her arms, Qin Yihuai's stiff body was motionless, he was just hugged by her.

It took a long time for him to make a move, and his hesitant hands finally hugged her back.

There is a strange warmth, as if it comes from the bottom of the heart, and it rises between the two of them.

No one spoke anymore, no one spoke again.

I only heard the sound of the other party's breathing, which was smooth and swirled from the heart.

Gradually, gradually, each closed their eyes.

Just hugged each other like this and fell asleep.

This night, Qin Yihuai had a dream.

It was as if he had gone back in time.

In that dream.

What Qin Yihuai saw was everything he had experienced before.

In Qin Yihuai's memory, from the moment he was born, he may be destined not to be taken seriously, not to be concerned, and not to be liked.

Qin Yihuai remembered his mother's tears the most, and she didn't even want to hug him. Grandpa and father were both busy with work, and Qin Duyun was already taken by the maid. And he lives in a closed environment all day long. Because he is too naughty, his grandfather also prefers the gentle and smiling Qin Duyun, and so does his father.

Adults say that Qin Duyun looks the most like his father.

Father also loves to laugh, not as reckless and naughty as he is.

Qin Yihuai once compared the family photo, and sure enough, Qin Duyun was like his father, and there were traces of his eyebrows and eyes.

And he is more like his mother.

But in his impression, the words he heard from his mother were not praise or affection for him.

The most is &mda;&mda;

Yihuai, go outside to play.

Yihuai, mom is sleepy.

Yihuai, can you be obedient.

At that time, Qin Yihuai didn't know what his mother really liked him, and he just wanted to attract the attention of adults. If sharpness is also a way to attract attention, then he is willing to do it. There is already a perfect Qin Duyun at home, and a lively and lovely Guan Feifei, as for him, let him be an annoying child.

Perhaps, it is annoying, but it can also make people remember and pay attention to him.

But the result was not what he thought.

All he heard was a &mda;&mda; why did I give birth to that child!

That year, Qin Yihuai was five years old.

Outside my mother's room, I heard my mother talking to my grandmother.

Qin Yihuai didn't understand.

Could it be that his birth was a mistake in the first place?

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