Chapter 237: It's Always Not My Thing
When she heard the word "divorce", Yan Chuluo was obviously afraid, her heart told her that she didn't want to divorce Lu Yang, and she began to shake her head again and again: "I don't want to divorce." ”
Murong Niannian continued: "Yes, Luo Luo, since you don't want to divorce Lu Yang, you can live your life well, why do you still bother with those things that have passed." ”
Sometimes, no matter how rational a person is, when he encounters emotional problems, he will inevitably have a time when he gets into the horns.
Yan Chuluo is not a hypocritical person, but she loves Lu Yang too much, and this relationship started on her own initiative, so she will not be confident enough in this relationship, which has become the root of the illness that makes her heart difficult to calm this time.
Yan Chuluo lowered her head, her hands were stirred together, and the word "divorce" was in her mind, which made her scared, made her even more uneasy, and even wanted to cry aggrieved.
Murong Niannian looked at her and felt uncomfortable, so he took her into his arms and hugged her to give her some comfort.
"Luo Luo, I know that you are just sad about this hurdle for a while, you and Lu Yang have also experienced some things, when Lu Yang had an accident on a mission, you survived so sad.
Grandpa Yan forced you to go on a blind date, and you insisted on it. Something happened to you, Lu Yang was so anxious, and tried every means to find you...... It's all about you, it's just a meaningless past, and you shouldn't be so vulnerable. ”
Yan Chuluo listened to Murong Niannian's words quietly, she understood that she didn't want to be separated from Lu Yang, but she needed time to digest this matter.
"Niannian, thank you! I get it. ”
Murong Niannian knew that Yan Chuluo had listened to it, and now he needed to give her some time to really figure it out.
She let go of her and smiled, "Okay, let's wash and sleep." Originally, I asked you to comfort me this time, but in the end, I comforted you! ”
Yan Chuluo smiled a little ashamedly: "Niannian, I'm sorry, you just experienced such a big thing, but I ......"
Murong Niannian stretched out his hand to Yan Chuluo's lips and stopped her words: "Okay, who are we talking about, why are you talking about this!" Alright, wash and sleep, I'm going to die. ”
After the rain, the tense mood was relaxed, and all the bodily functions returned to normal.
From the night before yesterday to the early hours of the morning, the two only made up for a short nap yesterday afternoon, and now they are really tired and sleepy.
After lying down, Murong Niannian quickly fell asleep, but Yan Chuluo still couldn't sleep, and all that was circling in his mind was with Lu Yang.
The happiness of the past made it difficult for her to let go of this relationship, and it was at this moment that she realized that she not only loved Lu Yang very much, she had loved him into her blood and became an inseparable part of her life.
Love and deep responsibility are also the root of her self-torture in the whirlpool this time.
Murong Niannian slept until the afternoon, and when she woke up, she found that Yan Chuluo was no longer around, she quickly got up and searched around, and saw Yan Chuluo sitting on the balcony, reading a book.
Murong Niannian's tense heart let go, got up and walked behind Yan Chuluo, and said with a smile: "Yo, we college bullies love to study so much, don't sleep here and read?" ”
Murong Niannian picked up the book in Yan Chuluo's hand and glanced at the title: "Romance." When did you like watching this kind of thing? ”
Yan Chuluo reads a lot of books, and he can read all kinds of books, but he has very little to read about romance, and he has only read some of them when he was in school.
"I just flipped through the bookshelf casually, I once saw this book on Lu Yang's bookshelf." Yan Chuluo said without being salty.
In fact, Yan Chuluo had read all those on Lu Yang's bookshelf before, and he was so embarrassed at that time, just because of the handwriting on the title page, and now he looks at it again, and his mood has also changed.
Yan Chuluo only knew who those books belonged to at this time.
"Lu Yang? Your uncle actually likes to watch these? Murong Niannian was obviously extremely surprised, whether it was the memory of her youth or her current impression, Lu Yang was an iron-blooded tough guy in her heart, and these tender romances couldn't get along with Lu Yang.
Yan Chuluo shook his head: "It's not Lu Yang's, those books seem to belong to Auntie now!" ”
Murong Niannian was even more surprised, and his mouth instantly grew enough to stuff an egg into it: "Ah! me! No way, how could my mother's book be in your house! ”
Once Murong Yunxi took care of Niannian while going to school, but he wrote it, and it was adapted into a script and made into a movie. But speaking of which, Murong Yunxi didn't like these things much, but just because he had the talent in this area to make a living, and he stopped writing after returning to Murong's house.
Yan Chuluo nodded: "I don't know why it's in my house, but there is a woman's handwriting on the title page, and the final payment is 'Xi', and now it seems that it must be Auntie's." ”
Murong Nian was puzzled, she never remembered when her mother had seen so many of them, and they were all placed in Lu Yang's house.
"Luo Luo, you shouldn't have passed this hurdle yet! What I said to you yesterday was in vain! Murong Niannian is still most worried about Yan Chuluo now, she is afraid that this time she will really not be able to get over this hurdle and Lu Yang will really be separated.
Yan Chuluo stood up, walked to the fence of the balcony, put his hands on the fence naturally, and looked at the garden in front of him: "I can't do without Lu Yang, and I can't bear this hard-won feeling."
When I chose Lu Yang, I knew that the age gap was the biggest hurdle between us, since I did not hesitate to step over, I will not stop at this hurdle now, I will pass! ”
When Murong Nian heard this, he was relieved.
"Good! Now that it's all right, let's go eat, I'm dying of hunger. Murong Niannian rubbed his belly, showing a rare coquettish appearance that a girl of this age would have.
When the two arrived at the restaurant, it happened that Gong Yu and Murong Yunxi were also eating, and the four of them naturally sat together when they saw each other.
Murong Yunxi is an extremely smart woman, she took Yan Chuluo's heart to heart yesterday, and when she saw her at this time, not only did she not feel embarrassed, but greeted her with a generous smile: "Niannian, Luo Luo, you two little lazy girls are finally willing to get up?" ”
Murong Yunxi's attitude subtly dissolved Yan Chuluo's restraint, and turned his head to look at Murong Niannian: "It's Niannian who didn't get up until now, I'm innocent." ”
Murong Yunxi has always liked Yan Chuluo, a child, and is Murong Niannian's only friend, so she naturally treats her as a daughter in her heart, and hurriedly greeted the two with a smile: "Hurry up and sit down to eat, Niannian has caused our Luo Luo to be hungry, Auntie wants to give Luo Luo more delicious food." ”
The meal was quite harmonious, after Murong Yunxi's accident, several people were also the first good meal they ate, the things they ate before were like chewing wax, and they had no appetite at all, and this meal was considered to make up for all the previous ones.
After eating, Murong Yunxi said to Gong Yu: "Husband, I remember that you didn't say before that you had prepared gifts for Nian Nian and Luo Luo, you take Nian Nian back to the room to get it first, I was too full, I asked Luo Luo to accompany me for a walk in the garden." ”
Everyone is a smart person, so they naturally know that Murong Yunxi has something to say to Yan Chuluo, Gong Yu and Murong Niannian went upstairs, and Yan Chuluo accompanied Murong Yunxi to the garden.
"Luo Luo, how did you and Lu Yang meet?" Murong Yunxi held Yan Chuluo's arm, like a kind elder who talked to juniors.
"When I first joined the group, I went to participate in military training, and Lu Yang was the captain of our military training."
"Oh? It's such a coincidence, it seems that your fate is not shallow. Murong Yunxi turned her head to look at Yan Chuluo, she was an extremely beautiful woman, her age did not leave any traces on her face, and she stood with Yan Chuluo like a sister.
Yan Chuluo looked at her good-looking eyes, and couldn't help but feel moved for her: "Auntie, Lu Yang should have had a deep affection for you, right?" ”
Since Murong Yunxi wanted to talk to her about this matter, let's be more direct.
Murong Yunxi did not evade, and said bluntly: "Maybe! At that time, Lu Yang was still a young man, and now he is also an uncle! However, he was and still is not my cup of tea! ”
Murong Yunxi chuckled lightly before continuing: "This person and person all depend on fate, no matter what happened, Lu Yang and I are inseparable, and now you are Lu Yang's fate, I have always been a passerby in his life." ”
Yan Chuluo listened quietly, these were naturally noncommittal.
"Luo Luo, actually, you see that Lu Yang hasn't talked about his feelings for so many years, I don't think it's that Lu Yang doesn't have that charm, he is actually a very attractive man, and there will definitely be no fewer flowers around him.
But he hasn't dated anyone, that shows that Lu Yang is not a general, he will take this step only if he really loves the woman he loves, and he chose you as a delicate flower among the flowers, which can only show that he really loves you.
And if he didn't let go of the feelings he once had, he would naturally not easily accept others to fill the vacancy, he was a responsible man, and he would not delay any woman irresponsibly, which is why he has been single for so many years. ”
Yan Chuluo listened to Murong Yunxi's words and turned his head to look at her: "Auntie, thank you for saying this so calmly, I understand all these truths, I believe that I will overcome this hurdle!" ”
Murong Yunxi laughed self-deprecatingly: "Oh, I knew that our Luo Luo was a smart child, and it was my aunt who was self-righteous." ”
Yan Chuluo hurriedly said, "How come!" I bothered my aunt. ”
Murong Yunxi knew that the words were enough, so he naturally changed the topic: "Luo Luo, you have been working in the group for more than half a year, right?" How was it adapting? ”
"It's fine! I've basically gotten used to it, but there's still a lot to learn. Murong Yunxi nodded in response, and said, "I think the project you proposed before that our two groups and the Gu family worked together is very good, do you have any ideas to continue to develop this project in depth?" ”