Child.

Bai Qige was in a trance.

These two words are not close, far is not far, not far away, not long ago, she still had a little life in her belly waiting to come to the world with great expectations, saying far, after three months of pregnancy, that little life still left her after all.

She never wanted to mention anything about the child, it was a scar in her heart, a deep wound that had not yet scabbed over, and was still dripping with blood......

"You didn't tell me because you wanted to have a baby, right?" Yi Chenjing bowed, his eyes were at the level of Bai Qige, who was sitting, and there was no way to guess whether he was happy or angry in his long eyes, "Are you so sure that I will let you have a baby, are you sure that I want to kill my own flesh and blood?" Why don't you ask me about such a big thing? ”

"What's the difference between asking and not asking? Didn't you say that the only person you want to marry in this life is Princess Hongxuan, and no one can give birth to an heir for you except her? In that case, why should I bother with that? ”

Bai Qige's annoyance was more obvious than Yi Chenjing's, from his face to his tone, he was all cold and blunt.

He said it himself, and he made her choose to hide it, why did he question her after losing her child?! His hatred gave the little life a chance to conceive, and it was also his hatred to take away the opportunity for the child to be expected by everyone, the little guy who had not seen the world was more aggrieved than her, and he didn't even dare to be known, his father, the man who gave him life, only knew after he never had a chance to see the world that he once had a poor child who kept his own flesh and blood.

There was a faint pain in his chest, his heart was like a knife, and the pain that took him days and nights to numb was punctured again, Bai Qige didn't know how to react, so he could only sit stiffly, his fingers clutching his cold clothes.

Don't cry, don't make trouble, don't complain about how miserable she is, don't beg anyone to be pitied, she is such a person, she would rather swallow all the pain in her stomach than be seen by anyone, ridicule or sympathy, no matter what kind of gaze she can't accept.

Cry, cry to whom? To show the heavens or to show people, or to show yourself? God is unkind, the world is unfair, she is unwilling to take out the pathetic weakness as the capital to beg for sympathy and alms, she wants to laugh, even if her heart is broken, she has to laugh, tell those who are greedy in the cold world, her joys, sorrows and sorrows are not determined by heaven, and her fate is not determined by heaven!

Shaoqing, relaxing his fingers, Bai Qige said lightly: "Nothing else to ask?" No I went back. ”

"Someone told you, right? Once I have a child, I have to accept the title of king and leave the palace. With his hands propped up on the table, Yi Chenjing lowered his head, his voice was extremely low, and Bai Qige's reaction made all the peace of mind he had prepared disappear, leaving only his anger and heartache that he didn't know who to vent. Looking at the tea leaves sinking in the cup, Yi Chenjing couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, and out of the corner of his eye, he could see the corner of the peach rice color moving towards the door, but he didn't want to stop it, he just wanted to say a word.

"Before you took the pill to give birth, I just told my mother my decision - I will take good care of you and the child, no matter what happens."

However, she did not give him a chance.

The figure walking towards the door paused suddenly, his shoulders shaking violently, and he was silent for a long time.

Yi Chenjing raised his head and closed his eyes, his tone was so tired: "I can give up the deep hatred of Hongxuan for you, why can't you forget the things I did to you?" You only remember that I said that I only love Hongxuan and don't want to have another heir, why can't you remember that I also said that I want to abandon my old suspicions and start anew? Yes, that's right, I didn't expect you to get pregnant after those two nights, let alone that you would do it so desperately and so simply, now that I think about it, no wonder you are so full of sympathy when you mention Mrs. Qi several times...... It's me who is stupid, if I could have found out earlier, I wouldn't have had to sacrifice my children......"

"What about discovery? Title the king, leave the palace, can you afford such a heavy price? Trembling and taking a deep breath, the pain in his chest became more and more intense, and the pain was about to burst. Bai Qige turned around, his eyes were full of gloom and coldness: "Yi Chenjing, your Kyushu world, your Jiangshan Sheji, the imperial throne you want to ascend at all costs, are you willing to take them out for a child who is not expected by you?" ”

"Reluctantly." The answer is simply no.

Bai Qige sneered, smiling desolantly.

Of course he was reluctant, he wanted this smoke and blood stained to pay for his ten years of humiliation; He wants this prosperous world to collapse and bury the death of the red silk.

She is the only one who is willing to give up, as a chess piece that can save a chance of winning in the chess game of the world.

"I am reluctant to give up my position of power, I can't let go of ten years of humiliation and three years of ambition, but do you know that I have given up something equally important?"

When he raised his hand, the sleeve scraped over the teacup and fell to the ground, and the splinters splashed everywhere after a crisp sound. The voice was louder than Yi Chenjing's, but it didn't stop Bai Qige from hearing it clearly.

"On that day, I had already ordered someone to prepare a carriage, as long as my father ordered you to come back, I would hand over a letter of resignation, and let the war court escort you back to Zhaoguo as an abandoned concubine to recuperate in peace. I have given up my control over you, I have given up the benefits you can bring, and I want your mother and son to live safely and securely than to give advice around me! ”

After that excited roar, the room fell into deathly silence.

They all understand that everything is irretrievable, no matter for whom. Hongxuan's death is irreparable, the sins she committed are irreparable, the damage he has done to her is irreparable, the children they lost are irreparable, and the feelings of hostility and hatred they once had for each other are also irreparable.

When you look at each other and forget your hatred, you are already doomed to be wrong, the past is wrong, and being attached to each other without trusting each other is also a big mistake among the worst mistakes.

The wind outside the window whimpered, the sadness was like a low sound of a hole flute, and the candle lamp that burned quietly did not flutter for a long time, as if time had stopped at some point. If time stops, it must be worth collecting at this moment, at least for Bai Qige, this is the first time that he has completely believed in Yi Chenjing, believed in his remorseful eyes, and the truth that roared out from every word, and believed the sentence he asked yesterday.

Would you like to be my wife?

Bai Qige didn't know if he was crying, his eyes were very sour, and he was hazy and misty, but he never felt any tears falling.

"Cry out, you've been enduring it, it's enough, it's enough......" Bai Qige, who habitually hides pain and sadness, hugged Bai Qige tightly in his arms, Yi Chenjing didn't want to think about whether what he did was right or wrong, he had already lost Hongxuan, and he didn't want to lose another woman who made him regain his heart. Didn't she give enough? Disfigured and disfigured, physically and mentally humiliated, and now that even the child has been lost, the sins he carved with his own hands are far more than she should repay, and now it is his turn to pay for it.

In the warm and true embrace, Bai Qige clung to the warm chest, listening to the regular heartbeat and couldn't stop trembling.

Maybe she should try to accept it, instead of carrying too much love and hate alone in the dark, since she can give her what she needs, what is she still stubbornly insisting on? It was she who fell in love with him first, so she chose to be by his side, didn't she?

"I want him to give birth, even if you don't even look at him...... He's my child......" Finally, tears broke down in my eyes.

There was a whisper in his ear, and there was pain, but he tried his best to comfort the impossible: "It's yours, and it's mine." But as long as you're around, we'll have other kids, won't we? Picking up the broken hair in his ears, Yi Chenjing approached the side of Bai Qige's face, and asked the same sentence: "Qige, be my wife, are you willing?" ”

Infinite tiredness took advantage of the exhaustion to breed madness, and under the situation of being wrapped in suffering and torture, there was such tenderness to take advantage of the weakness, Bai Qige couldn't say the word "no", her heart didn't allow it.

Love is love, not love is not love, he couldn't believe his scheming when he rejected him before, and he was afraid that the tenderness he faced was another despicable deception, and when Yi Chenjing's red eyes clearly told her that he had never lied, all barriers no longer existed.

"On the day of triumph, I want to pay homage to Princess Hongxuan."

"I'll be with you." Yi Chen Jinghe chuckled, he understood that this answer was even if she agreed. With a light kiss on her forehead, her fingers wiped away the tears on Bai Qige's face, and Yi Chenjing let out a long sigh: "Actually, I have already told her that I want to be with you, she has protected you so much since she was a child, and she will definitely not object." But you have to think about it, plotting for the throne is a crime of a thousand cuts, if I win the world, it is better to say, and the glory will not be endless from now on; If I lose, you will most likely face severe punishment and death. Do you have the courage to walk with me for the rest of your life? ”

"I've done death row, I've been infamous for me, what's more terrible? Yi Chenjing, what I promised you will definitely do, it doesn't matter whether it is your wife or a chess piece, but when you look at Kyushu, I don't accept any other titles except for the only posterior, and you can also accept the three thousand in the harem, as long as you are not afraid of blood. ”

"Are you joking or serious?" Yi Chenjing smiled bitterly, holding a serious face full of helplessness, "Four concubines, nine concubines, thirty-six Zhaoyi, and those inferior concubines are countless, I can't even set one?" Sure enough, the most poisonous thing is a woman's heart, and I thought that you would not have any jealousy if you were so outgoing, but you were more terrible than anyone else. ”

The cold fingers made the tip of the knife against Yi Chenjing's heart, Bai Qige's eyes were firm, and there was no hint of fun: "I will do what I say." I don't care what happens to other people, if the person I love is not dedicated to love, I would rather be alone and widowed. This is my poison, enough to poison the people of the world, to poison those who break their word, and to poison those who bear me. ”

A person only has one heart, and a heart can only accommodate one person, Yi Chenjing's ten years of infatuation told her what it means to be persistent and single-minded, so she has to go down the road of Hongxuan, not only to complete a mandarin duck dream for Hongxuan for a lifetime, but also to thank the original owner of this body for the opportunity to be reborn. Maybe this condition is difficult to accept with other men, but fortunately, she is facing Yi Chenjing, who agrees without thinking about it, but it is by no means a perfunctory man.

"I don't want to do those things to God, it's meaningless, you just have to witness with these eyes." Hugging the soft body in his arms closer, Yi Chenjing lowered his head, and Chunhe's voice lowered by half a point, soft as drunk, "I didn't ask anyone to add a stove to your room tonight." ”

So, her room isn't for occupants tonight, is it?

Bai Qige raised his eyebrows and stepped down fiercely.

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