Chapter 20: Hidden Love
Lin Yang is a junior of Xu Hongyi Medical College, and after graduation, the two entered the same hospital and were promoted from alumni to colleagues. The more times we met, the more we got acquainted with each other. Lin Yang is a simple-minded person, who doesn't know how to intrigue and flatter. In addition to his superb medical skills, he can also have a foothold in the hospital, and he is also inseparable from Xu Hongyi's protection.
Xu Hongyi feels that society is now a big dye vat, and clean and pure people like Lin Yang are almost extinct. He has what he lacks, and he protects Lin Yang to protect this purity from pollution.
Although the two are very close, Xu Hongyi only has friendship with Lin Yang. Gradually, he discovered that Lin Yang's feelings for him were not pure. Lin Yang is a person who can't hide things, and his joys, angers, sorrows and sorrows are all on his face, and they are clear at a glance. Xu Hongyi has had a crush on Maizi for many years, he knows what it's like to love someone, and he can naturally see some clues from Lin Yang's usual actions. I don't know if Lin Yang knows his mind, if he doesn't break this layer of window paper, Xu Hongyi naturally pretends to be stupid and doesn't mention it. The two have been getting along with each other all the time.
Lin Yang saw that Xu Hongyi was still standing there motionless, and reminded: "Senior, the porridge is going to be cold, hurry up and wash your face and eat." ”
Xu Hongyi raised his head and met Lin Yang's bright smiling face. Lin Yang has a baby face, and when he smiles, he will show two cute pear vortices next to the corners of his mouth. Maybe it was because he hadn't woken up from last night's wine, Xu Hongyi felt dizzy, and an inexplicable emotion slowly grew in his heart.
Xu Hongyi went into the bathroom as if he was escaping, turned on the faucet, and the cold water sprinkled on his face, instantly extinguishing the inexplicable emotion.
After washing up, he walked out of the bathroom, and Lin Yang was already sitting at the dining table waiting for him to eat.
Seeing him coming, Lin Yang hurriedly filled a bowl of porridge and handed it to him: "The heat and cold are just right, hurry up and drink it!" ”
I didn't eat last night and drank so much wine, and I woke up in the morning with a very upset stomach. Xu Hongyi originally didn't have much appetite, but
The orange-yellow millet porridge in the bowl emitted a burst of aroma, which immediately aroused his appetite.
The porridge was very light and no other ingredients were put in. It is not thick or thin, it is boiled just right, and it is soft and glutinous in the mouth, and the rice fragrance instantly overflows the entire mouth. Warm porridge is indescribably comfortable to drink into the stomach.
"Senior, why did you drink so much last night?"
Xu Hongyi's hand holding the spoon trembled, avoiding the topic: "Why are you here?" ”
"How drunk you were at the bar last night, they didn't know the address of your house, so they called me!"
His embarrassment was bumped into by Lin Yang, and Xu Hongyi was slightly embarrassed: "Lin Yang, I troubled you last night!" ”
Lin Yang smiled brightly: "Senior, what are you polite to me!" ”
Stirring the porridge in the bowl, Lin Yang hesitated and asked: "Senior, were you in a bad mood last night, so you went to the bar to drink!" ”
Xu Hongyi tugged at the corners of his mouth: "No!" I just want to relax! ”
There were some things that Xu Hongyi obviously didn't want to let himself know, and Lin Yang's originally smiling face collapsed.
Last night, Xu Hongyi called the same name over and over again in the fog - wheat.
Lin Yang has always known that Xu Hongyi likes wheat, and wheat, and Wheat, occasionally takes his son to the hospital to see a doctor, and Lin Yang has seen it a few times. The man was delicate and clean, with a pair of eyes as bright as obsidian, although not stunning, but one can make a deep impression at first sight.
Lin Yang secretly observed that Xu Hongyi's resolute face would only flash a gentle expression when facing Maizi.
He was also very good to Lin Yang, but the feeling was different. He doesn't smile at himself so much, he doesn't look at himself intently.
Although he likes Xu Hongyi very much, Lin Yang still chooses to hide this love in the deepest part of his heart, and he doesn't dare to confess. He knew that he would definitely be rejected, and at that time, he might not even be qualified to stay by Xu Hongyi's side. Compared to not being able to see him and not being able to stay by his side, the bitterness of a crush is nothing.
But after last night, Lin Yang knew that Xu Hongyi was having a hard time like himself, and he could understand the feeling that he wanted but couldn't get. Xu Hongyi, who is always resolute and decisive in front of people, will also reveal bitterness and loneliness. The fragile makes people want to hug him tightly and give him warmth.
Lin Yang really wanted to know more about Xu Hongyi, he felt that only if they became more familiar with each other, the distance between the two would become smaller and smaller.
Some reluctantly asked again: "Senior, are you drunk because of the wheat!" ”
Today's Lin Yang is a little different! He was originally calm and gentle, but he was a little aggressive.
Xu Hongyi frowned slightly: "It has nothing to do with him!" Let's eat, I'll go to the courtyard in a while! ”
Seeing that Xu Hongyi didn't want to mention more, Lin Yang didn't say anything more. He lowered his head and mechanically sent rice porridge to his mouth. The sweet rice porridge is so bitter in the mouth.
The two of them had their own hearts and minds, and finished breakfast awkwardly.