Chapter 15: Leaving Because of Love
"But, Zephyr, I'...... I haven't figured it out yet...... I have too many concerns and too many secrets...... There are many things that I can't figure out right now, and there are many things that I can't say or even explain. In this world, you are the first person I know, and the first person who is good to me, I remember, I don't know...... However, I need to be sure of something, I need to find some answers before I can be desperate. I'm so confused, I'm not ready to accept you, let alone have you. You're so real, but I'm more like a ghost, and I don't even know what I'm here for. What's more, I still have a secret that I can't tell you for the time being, I have something to hide from you, and I don't be honest with you, so in this relationship, all this is not fair to you, and I can't give you fair ......"
Yin Yi said in a sullen voice, she nested in Xifengyin's arms, and her whole person seemed to be hanging on him, completely powerless.
"Zephyr, I can't make up my mind to be with you right now...... My mind was very messed up, and I didn't know what to do right, because I felt like I was going to do everything wrong...... It will take me a while to make some important choices and to see my own heart. So, we can't continue like this anymore, we need to be apart for a while, and each other calmly think about it, do we really identify with each other? I need time, and you need time, Zephyr, do you know what I mean? ”
Yin Yi didn't expect that she could say these words so calmly and calmly, the person she was holding made her feel at ease, made her warm, and made her unable to deceive him.
The beating of her chest in her ears came and went, and the frequency was very fast, except for the fact that he trembled a little when she said the first sentence, and then her heartbeat did not rise and fall too much.
He didn't say a word, the whole person was very quiet, and she really couldn't tell what his reaction was.
"Zephyr, I really don't want to hurt you...... Do you understand? ”
Yin Yi tightly wrapped his waist around him, and uncontrollable tears finally burst out, soaking the placket of his entire chest.
She didn't want to cry, but the tears just jumped out of her eyes willfully, surging violently, she couldn't stop it, and she didn't want to stop it.
Xi Fengyin finally made a move, he lowered his head, looked at the silly girl with tears in his arms, and felt a little distressed, he stayed up so hard last night with so heavy dark circles under his eyes, and he came up with this rhetoric, it's really stupid!
He raised his hand and wrapped his arms around her waist tightly, as if in response to her, his head gently leaned to the side of her ear, and suddenly sneered softly, and then a gentle voice began to ring in Yin Yi's ears, like the sound of Qingquan hitting a pebble, crisp and charming.
"Silly girl, do you know that you are going to scare me to death, I thought you were going to come and tell me that you don't like me at all, and you are going to abandon me and fly away! Do you know how hard it took me to hold back from hugging you. How could I not understand what you mean? How could I not understand your mind? Fool, as long as you like me, then everything is not a problem for me, time is not, distance is not, I am willing to wait for you, no matter how long it takes. Now I've engraved you here, you know? ”
Xifeng Yin took Yin Yi's chubby little hand at his waist and gently placed it on his violently beating atrium.
"I've been thinking about how to leave you these days, are you ...... Don't you blame me? ”
Yin Yi raised his misty little eyes and stared blankly at the handsome face above his head, a little unable to react.
"Little fool, how can I blame you, although I do have some bad feelings in my heart, but it's only because I can't bear you, besides, how can I be willing to blame you?"
Zephyr Yin wiped away the tears raging on her face with his generous palm, and smiled sullenly.
"You, you bastard, have caused me to shed so many tears in vain, bear so long to be afraid, waste so many brain cells, and sacrifice so much sleep time, I am really ...... I want to slap you to death! ”
She clenched her pink fists, her face was angry and unfair, staring at him deadly, with a dirty little face crying like a cat, looking indescribably funny.
"But I can't bear it!"
She lowered her fist and returned to his arms.
The man in front of her, conniving at her willfulness and tolerating her ignorance, how could she not like it?
The more she felt stupid and cruel, the more distressed and self-reproachful she became.
"Don't think too much, Yiyi, wherever you are, you're always in my heart. I'll wait for you, and I'll keep waiting......"
Xi Fengyin is really happy in her heart, this girl just doesn't know love yet, as long as she has him in her heart, then he doesn't worry about where she goes.
But she is so special, it is hard to guarantee that she will not be remembered by other men, and he still minds this very much.
She can go, no matter how far she goes, but her whereabouts must be firmly in his hands, so that it is safer.
Of course, he can do it secretly himself.
He didn't want this girl to go out for a walk, but be abducted by someone else.
He let out a scheming smirk, and then returned to normal.
"I see, you're stupider than me, dumber than me!"
Yin Yi scolded Xifeng Yin with a smile, but he was moved in his heart.
The warmth before parting always makes people extra nostalgic, which is why parting is so unforgettable.
Things ended up like this, which Yin Yi didn't expect.
It seems that she has done too many good deeds in her previous life, and God can't bear to abuse her.
In the end, if she really made a good choice and saw her heart clearly, she would definitely cherish Xifengyin's feelings.
Yin Yi thought that if after being separated for a period of time, she still thought about Xifeng Yin in her heart, then it would prove that she was not emotional, but really liked him and went crazy with him. Even if there was a way home in front of her, she wouldn't go.
If after being separated for a period of time, she forgets Xifeng Yin because of foreign objects or others, then it means that she is just impulsive at this time, and she does not like him, in that case, she will let go in a chic manner, and then concentrate on finding a way home, at that time, this relationship will not matter what the choice is.
If the result of this test is the former, even if Zephyr Yin changes her mind or forgets her, she will come back to him and try to recover him.
Yin Yi is willing to believe in fate, she believes that if two people who really love each other, if both parties have hearts, then, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles there are in the middle, they will eventually get back together.
Now she has unexpectedly dealt with the people who need to be informed, and as for the others, she also needs to choose the right time to tell them.
The little old man, the demon, Xiaonan, Xiaobei, and Xiaobai, she was so reluctant.
They were the first friends she had ever made in this world, and she was so kind to herself that she was so heartbroken to leave them.
However, no matter how reluctant you are, you have to give up.
"What? You're leaving? ”
The little old man put down the dishes and chopsticks and began to babble, and his mustache also curled.
At dinner that day, Yin Yi said that she was going to leave, and she specially prepared a table of rich modern meals early, just to say goodbye to everyone.
The little old man was very happy to eat at first, and he kept complaining that Yin Yi was not righteous and didn't take out his skills early, so he was really good to wait, but suddenly heard her say that she was leaving the Medicine King Valley, so he didn't care about eating, and began to slap the table and babble.
The iceberg-faced Xiaobei put down the dishes and chopsticks and was silent, he glanced at Xi Fengyin, then at Yin Yi, frowned, and the cold air emanating from his body became heavier and heavier.
The smiling tiger Xiaonan also dropped his chopsticks in shock, he thought that the son had done it, but it turned out to force people to leave, he also glanced at Xi Fengyin, and felt that the attitude of the two was a bit greasy, and he really couldn't guess.
Tang Demon is the most difficult, she is like an octopus holding Yin Yi's arm and coquettish, refusing to come down alive or dead, and she is a scoundrel.
"Sister Yiyi, can you not go, the demon likes you, the demon won't let you go, if you leave, there will be no one to play tricks with me, the demon is unwilling, the demon just doesn't want you to go!"
Yin Yi was tossed by the demon girl, she looked at Xifeng Yin for help, but the other party didn't bird her at all, and was eating very calmly.
Dead pervert, who was still talking sweetly in the morning, is actually like this now, it is really a goblin, and its original form is revealed so quickly. obviously said that he was not angry, but he actually let it go as an afterthought. Liar, huh!
She gave the black-bellied fox who was immersed in eating, intending to be self-reliant.
Yin Yi saw that everyone was so reluctant to her, she was not unmoved, and her heart was also very sour.
These people have taken care of her so sincerely and selflessly, and she is leaving like this, and it is false to say that she is not sad.
"I know that you treat me well and treat me as a friend and relative, and I also treat you as family from the bottom of my heart. I really don't want to be separated from you, and I am reluctant to leave this beautiful and peaceful place in the Medicine King Valley. But after all, I am a passerby, I can't just eat and drink in the Medicine King Valley for the rest of my life, no matter sooner or later, I will always leave. ”
Yin Yi looked at everyone, and then at Xifeng Yin, who was still eating unaffected, and her heart suddenly felt a little sour.
"Now, my injuries are almost healed, and my martial arts skills are considered to be a bit of a fist and leg, so I have no reason to stay any longer. What's more, my dream has always been to explore the world, experience the chivalrous and gentle intestines in the rivers and lakes, enjoy the beautiful scenery and prosperity of this world, and taste the delicious food from all directions. There is no feast in the world, and it's time for me to say goodbye to everyone! ”
Yin Yiqiang endured the tears that were about to fall at any time, and tried to make his words more humorous, more relaxed, and more acceptable.
However, everyone didn't seem to buy it, and they didn't say a word after listening to it, staring at Xifeng Yin, unable to figure out what the situation was.
Tang Demon angrily threw his sleeves back to the room.
Xiaobei quietly ate silently with the frequency of the west wind.
Xiao Nan put down the bowl and stopped talking, he looked at Yin Yi, or got up and went out to coax Tang Demon to go.
The little old man looked at his apprentice, and then looked at Yin Yi, who had a firm gaze, and didn't say anything, didn't make noise, didn't shout, but went to eat silently.