Chapter 43: Thousands of people are looking for him to confess
The soft touch between the foreheads, as if sliding through a stream of spring water, is clear, slightly itchy, and ripples in the bottom of the heart.
Izumi still couldn't believe it, a pair of eyes were full of water, and he looked at Yun Ci in horror, and after a while, he realized that he had struggled out of his embrace.
Yun Ci didn't force her, he let go of his hand, as if he knew what she was thinking, and said frankly: "As you think, that's exactly what I mean." His light smile was breezy and clear, and with undoubted solemnity.
Izuku stood for a long time before he realized the meaning of Izumo's words. She turned her head away and didn't dare to look at him, silently brewing in her heart, and said, "The slave doesn't understand what the Hou Ye means. ”
In a word, they clearly distanced themselves from each other. The bitterness in her heart overshadowed the joy of speaking out, which was contrary to her heart, but she did not want to humiliate him.
Yun Ci didn't see a look of disappointment on his face, but just looked at Izuku fixedly and asked, "Are you sincere?" ”
"Hmm." She lowered her eyes and tilted her head.
"If you are sincere, why don't you dare to look at me?" His eyes were sharp, hitting her heart directly, not giving her half a chance to escape: "Out of Xiu, in Chasing Hongyuan, I have learned your ability to be duplicitous." ”
When Izumi heard this, he leaned back, trying to stay away from Yun Ci's oppressive gaze, and said with his hands and knees: "Master Hou is the benefactor of the slave and maid, and it is difficult for the slave and maid to ......be a cow and a horse, and to make grass and tie rings."
"Who allowed you to call yourselves 'slaves'?" Yun Ci interrupted her lightly: "I don't listen to my words?" ”
"No, I ......" Izuku only felt a dry throat, and I didn't know if it was a psychological effect or something, and I couldn't say half a sentence.
Yun Ci saw that Xiu was so evasive, remembering that she had just recovered from a serious illness, and he didn't want to force her, so he had to take his time: "I am not a person who is difficult for a strong person, nor am I a person who is merciful everywhere." Out of Xiu, you know very well. ”
Hearing this, Izuku almost buried her face in her knees, not knowing what to say.
"I'm just expressing my thoughts." He slowly reached out and stroked her black and rich green silk, and said no more.
Izumi still buried his head, did not speak, and did not look up.
Yun Ci looked at her posture of being too self-protective, curled up on the couch, buried between her knees, undoubtedly avoiding and not daring to face it. Out of Xiu's appearance reminded Yun Ci of the little beast in the jungle. Once wounded, they take a defensive stance against the aliens, and if they know they are invincible, they will sit back and wait for death.
"What are you awkward?" Yun Ci asked in a low voice: "Or do you have someone in your heart who can't let go?" This sentence, he had asked her in Chasing Hongyuan, and now with the same sentence, he realized that he asked twice, in fact, it was the same meaning.
Yun Ci was a little afraid that she would hear the words "Helian Qi" from Izuxiu's mouth, but if she thought about it carefully, it wasn't anything to be afraid of, that was before she met him.
However, Izuku still didn't respond, but his shoulders began to shone slightly.
Seeing this, Yun Ci frowned slightly: "Are you crying?" There was a sudden pain in his heart, and he sighed: "I forced you to be tight...... Hello life rest, I'll wait. ”
Yun Ci's dissection is as powerful as a thousand catties, and the words are imprinted in the bottom of Chuxiu's heart. Is it sad? Is it hi? The good news is that she is not wishful thinking; Sadly, she would rather be wishful thinking.
How do you open your mouth and talk to him about that unbearable past? She once gave her body and mind to another man, and was let down by life, such words, she couldn't speak.
Maybe people are selfish, and she would rather reject him, rather not respond, than talk about her dirty past, and face his look of disappointment, disgust, and even regret.
That's it, refuse bluntly, and don't let the other party have any illusions. At the very least, he will still remember her goodness and her beauty; At least, she is still a slave by his side, and she can guard him wholeheartedly. That's it.
Obviously they have intentions for each other, but they want to cut off each other, and this pain hurts more than heart.
How remorseful I once made easy promises to others, and let those near-ashes of the past block the present. It's the turn of the real unforgettable person to appear, but he can only hold his broken heart and the four words on his heart:
Meet and hate late.
The sound of a wheelchair ringing in his ears should be Yun Ci leaving the room. At this point, Izumi dared to cry loudly, but he still didn't raise his head, as if he wanted to cry back the silent tears during the loss of voice, listening to his own cry, there was a tragic and cruel comfort.
Izuku cried uncontrollably, until the thin jacket between her knees was soaked with tears, then changed to sobbing, then sobbed, and finally, raised her head.
The wind caught a glimpse of a familiar white shadow, from a familiar person. Before she could react, she had been restrained by Yun Ci to prevent her from having a chance to bury her head in the quilt again.
He didn't go! I was deceived! I can't tell whether it's shame or annoyance, there are still tears in the corners of my eyes, and when I see his unclear gaze, I feel shameless to face it, only to close my eyes tightly.
The warm fingers gently brushed away the tear stains for Izuku. Yun Ci knew that she was annoyed, so he had to explain in a low voice: "If I don't make this decision, I'm afraid that you will never raise your head." ”
Izuku still didn't pay attention, but the sobbing stopped, and her chest couldn't stop heaving.
Yun Ci's slender fingers slowly swept over the long eyelashes of Chuxiu, wetting a finger of water marks, like the smoke and rain in Nanxi in March, which can dye the sky and water blue, and the clear sky is like washing.
"If you really have a hard heart for me, why are you crying so sadly?" Yun Ci's question is light and shallow, but it can be demagogic: "At least let me know, why don't you respond?" ”
Izuku insisted on biting her lip, closing her eyes, and was indifferent.
Yun Ci seemed to be extremely helpless, and sighed: "If you want me to say anything beautiful to coax a girl, I really won't say it." It's stumped for me. ”
As if talking to himself, Yun Ci looked at Izumi and continued: "You won't look at me? ”
Izuku was unmoved.
Yun Ci smiled and coughed lightly: "Then I will order you as the master, Izuxiu, let me ask, you don't have to speak, just nod or shake your head, okay?" As if remembering something, he added: "Don't go against your will, don't lie to me." ”
There were still teardrops on her long eyelashes, and she flickered slightly, but she still nodded.
"Do you have someone else in mind?" Or is this question a question that Yun Ci desperately wants to know.
Izuku hesitated for a moment and shook her head slightly.
Yun Ci smiled sincerely: "That's unintentional to me?" Not half a point? ”
This time, Izuku was in a stalemate, not shaking her head or nodding her head.
"Your attitude has already told me the answer." The joy in the words of the cloud is difficult to hide.
Izuku bit her lower lip tightly, I don't know if I should admit it? Or denial?
"One last question." Yun Ci pondered for a moment and asked cautiously, "You...... Is it inferiority? ”
I still can't hide my mind from him! Izuku lowered his head and said "um" softly.
Hearing this answer, Yun Ci was finally willing to let go of the hand that was restraining her jaw, and sighed dotingly: "If you are inferior, the women in the world will not be able to raise their heads...... Silly girl. ”
He didn't care whether he opened his eyes or listened to her, he only bombarded her ears with his own care: "You don't have someone in your heart, and you don't have no intention of me." Men are unmarried, women are unmarried, so why are you crying? ”
Izuku sobbed and refused to answer.
"Do you remember the song "Zhu String Breaking"?" Speaking of this poem, Yun Ci was very emotional, this was clearly a poem written by other men for her, but it fulfilled his thoughts about her, and also relieved his praise for her piano skills.
Speaking of "Zhu Xian Break", Yun Ci finally saw Chuxiu open his eyes as he wished. She looked stunned and evaded, and that heartbroken look made Yun Ci unbearable to uncover her bloody old wounds.
Originally, he wanted to tell her about this poem that he already knew that she was Hanchu. But when the words came to his mouth, Yun Ci temporarily changed his mind and said with a smile: "When you came to me with a poem that day to taste, you wrote a sentence - 'It is a miracle to find a pair of people who know each other in this world'." ”
He paused for a moment, carefully observing the change in her expression, and continued: "Izuxiu, you and I are obviously a miracle in this world, why don't you want to fulfill it? It's not that we don't know each other, and it's not that we can't keep each other. ”
Knowing each other and staying together...... What extravagant words. Izuku muttered silently in his mouth, only to feel that the person and scene in front of him were like a beautiful dream, so unreal. He actually likes himself and wants to know each other, but how can he be worthy of this deep friendship?
Out of Xiu lowered his eyes, in the end he still didn't want to deceive Yun Ci, and after thinking for a moment before he mustered up his courage, he said in a hoarse voice: "Master Hou, I am an unclean person, I ...... The last two words of "not worthy ......" are almost inaudible.
"What's not worthy? Or do you hate me for having a disability? Yun Ci said calmly: "I have struggled for a long time, and I don't want this body to drag you down." But I also want to be selfish this time, I have the confidence to make you more happy than ordinary people. It's as if you couldn't speak before and you could make me happy. ”
"No, it's not......" Hearing this, Izumi's tears slipped down again, and he shook his head vigorously: "Master Hou, I'...... It's not a perfect body......"
As soon as these words came out, Izumi never heard Yun Ci's response again. The long silence made her gradually stop crying, obviously the expected ending, but she never thought that after saying this, she would still be uncontrollably disappointed.
Out of Xiu turned his face away, and endured the injury and explained: "Don't get me wrong, it's not the little marquis...... You...... I don't know him......"
At this point, it was difficult for her to continue, and finally she was willing to look at the face that looked like a celestial person, and pleaded: "Please leave me a little dignity, and please ...... Say no more......"
Yun Ci faced Xiu's dodge, and after a while, he solemnly answered: "Xu is that my ordinary temperament is too gentle, you don't know yet, what I believe will never be changed easily." ”
As he spoke, he held up Chuxiu's hands, wanting to give her stability in this world: "Dependent origin and extinction are not beyond our control. I should be thankful for that person, how could I have met me without him? ”
"If you want to regret and blame yourself, it shouldn't be you. I didn't meet you sooner, but it's not too late, is it? He patiently explained, and his words were like a spring breeze in April, warm and warm.
Women in the world, who are faced with an affectionate confession, will not be indifferent when they think about it. What's more, as early as when I lost my voice, this front edge had been set. She cried again, only this time, tears of joy fell, no more than before.
"'Don't take the knight lightly, don't take the beauty lightly, I'm afraid it will die for me.'" I understand this. ”
Lingering whispers can also be sonorous and powerful, and the heavens and the earth are shocked to a standstill at this moment. The two people who hugged each other tightly finally waited for their fate to belong to each other.
Even if the pen and ink are gorgeous, it is difficult to write the book, this moment of daylight.