230: The conspiracy behind it
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Finally, when we sat on the rockery, I couldn't help but sigh that I was really pregnant, and I followed Shen Mochen to climb to the rockery of Xiangshan.
The mountain is brightly lit, and the warm yellow light shines everywhere.
There was a wind blowing.
"Is it cold?" Shen Mochen covered both sides of my face with both hands and asked.
"It's not cold."
I rested my head on Shen Mochen's broad shoulders, and he put his arms around my back from behind, watching the lights of thousands of homes under the mountain together.
A lot of memories of the past came to my heart, so I said: "When I used to go to high school, I especially liked to follow my classmates to play here, as long as I stood on the top of the mountain, the wind blew, as if all the troubles were blown away, and sometimes I saw a lot of couples passing by, but most of them were high school students, ignorant, very simple shallow hands are also very satisfied, but here is very close to the school, to pay attention to whether there is a teacher passing by at any time, before there was a pair of just met the head teacher of the class, and was severely disciplined. β
Speaking of which, I couldn't help but laugh a little.
"What about you? Did you have a boyfriend at that time? Shen Mochen asked.
"Me?"
"Well, have you ever been caught by a teacher?"
I turned my head and looked at Shen Mochen to see his expression of wanting to listen.
Serious and polite, it really wants to know what happened to me before, which makes me feel a little warm.
"How could I." I said, "Growing up, I was a good student in the eyes of teachers and parents, and they never thought that I would fall in love with such a problem, and at that time I was so focused on my studies that I didn't have time to think about these problems. β
"So, am I the first person you've ever followed?"
I nodded, "Yes." β
Shen Mochen hugged me tighter, buried his mouth in my ear, and asked, "Thank you for waiting for me, how lucky I am." β
"Actually, I can't say that, at that time, a family like ours didn't allow me to have any other thoughts, I was anxious about life every day, where was there time to think about early love."
"So you mean, if the conditions were better, you would also become a bad student in the eyes of teachers and parents?"
"No, that's not what I meant." I looked up from his arms and looked up at him: "That's just one of the reasons, but not the main one. β
"So what's the main reason?"
When he spoke, he was looking at me, so I actually because of such a question, my face began to heat slightly, it's really strange to like someone, after so many years, we even have children between us, but his inadvertent words or an action can make my heart beat faster, and my face is hot and red.
I was too shy to bury myself in his arms again, not looking at him, and saying, "Because none of them are you." β
"You ......"
Shen Mochen didn't finish speaking, he paused, and after a while, his hand rubbed lightly on my shoulder, crispy and numb.
"I didn't expect me to have such a big influence on you, but fortunately I wasn't in the country at the time, otherwise I might have taken you to commit a crime together. It discredited a student with excellent character and learning. β
"Narcissism." I said, "How do you know I'll be with you if I run into you again at that time?" β
"Well, you don't need me to be with you, it's you who want to be with me." Shen Mochen said lightly.
Cut.
But I can't rule out the possibility of this, maybe I was impulsive at that age, and if I knew where he was, I would have confessed.
"Actually, at that time, I would also think, where will you be, will you be in City B like me, whether we see the same moon, and I also have some regrets, why didn't I ask for your number at that time, or ask where your family lives, in that case, at least I can quietly go to see you, or write a letter or something, especially when I am wronged, I will think about you very much, think of those scenes when we met, think if only you could invite me to eat a roadside stall again, and every time it snows at the beginning, I followed them here, there were a lot of us, there were a dozen or twenty of us at a time, I talked and laughed with them, it was very lively, in fact, I was very lonely and lonely, I thought, if you were also by my side, how nice it would be. β
"I remember that time, it was the third year of high school, it snowed for the first time, and we came to this mountain as usual, but at that time, everyone was in pairs, only I was still alone, and the boys were holding their girlfriends, I thought to myself, what is there, and I can't go up."
Shen Mochen's hand tightened in vain, I paused, and continued: "But who knew that I actually fell, it was really slippery, and it was on the edge of the mountain at that time, if there was no handrail, I would definitely have fallen down the mountain, there were thorns below, I looked down, I was very scared, if I really fell, it would definitely be embarrassing, and in that case, it is estimated that everyone would not dare to go down to save me." β
"That's when I realized how important it was to have someone by my side, so I thought about whether I should settle for it, find someone who likes me, and be with him. So I mustered up the courage and wanted to have what everyone calls a twilight love in the third year of high school, but I still can't pass my own level, I looked at the boy's mind but it was your face, so it ended before it started, I knew that since there was no one in my heart, it was better not to start. β
"So alone, when it's time to marry me?"
"Hmm."
A simple word, a very ordinary tone, but it contains too many things, too many past that I don't want to look at directly, those days are too lonely and too hard.
"But it's okay, I was still with you later, so it was all worth it."
The best things, the best years, I just want to give you one.
Shen Mochen suddenly leaned over and kissed me emotionally, there was still a fresh taste of mints in his mouth, which I forced him into his mouth before going up the mountain, he swam in wantonly, kissed deeply, as if he was going to kiss my body, I couldn't breathe, reached out and wrapped his arms around his back, and finally stopped when I felt like I was about to suffocate.
"I will spend my whole life proving that your choices, your actions, are worth it." The light in Shen Mochen's eyes was bright and serious.
As soon as he finished saying this, there was a sudden sound in the sky, and fireworks rose into the sky, quickly dispersed, and after emitting multicolored light, it was fleeting, and so on.
"Wow, someone is belching with fireworks, it's so beautiful!"
"This fireworks are so beautiful, look at them!"
β......β
In the square below, there were many excited voices of girls.
"Mo Chen, someone set off fireworks." I was also drawn over and looked up.
"Well, look good." After Shen Mochen finished speaking, he hugged me and silently accompanied me to watch the fireworks.
Eventually, English letters began to appear in those beautiful patterns.
βSβ
βXβ
βmarrymeβ
I felt my breath thrive, a peculiar sensation that came to me, and a certain answer.
"Mo Chen......"
Shen Mochen said: "Do you remember the last time? You agreed to my proposal, Xiaoxiao, let's not miss it again, marry me, let's go get the certificate, and then settle everything, from now on, no matter what you do, I will support you behind me, I won't let you be alone again, what's the matter, let me help you carry it, okay? β
He said, "Leave you and your children all to me, and I will make you happy." β
"Mo Chen."
"Okay?" Shen Mochen asked.
I teary-eyed and nodded, "Okay." β
I really didn't expect that Shen Mochen would bring me here to prepare such a scene, and when I went down the mountain later, Shen Mochen was still holding my hand.
"When it snows at the beginning of this year, we also come here, and every year after that, I will accompany you, and you will never be alone again, okay?"
"Okay."
......
It was this night that my legs started to get swollen, and for some reason, when I got home, I found that I couldn't lift myself to bed.
I was scared, and immediately called Shen Mochen: "Mochen! β
Shen Mochen quickly rushed over, half-squatted on the side of the bed, held my hand, and asked, "What's wrong?" What happened? Feeling sick? β
"It's not." I said, "It's not that it's uncomfortable, it's my leg." β
"What's wrong with the leg?" With that, he immediately let go of me, lifted the hem of his pants and began to check: "What's wrong?" Hurt? There are no wounds. β
"No, I can't lift it, I don't feel like I have any strength at all, I've just tried several times, but I just can't lift it to bed. Mo Chen, am I .......?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Shen Mochen said: "Don't panic first, I'll call and ask Lao Gu, huh?" β
I nodded.
Shen Mochen quickly called Dr. Gu.
"Okay, don't worry, it's normal." Shen Mochen said.
"This is the late stage of pregnancy, which will happen to many people, okay, I'll help you later, huh?"
"Are you really alright?"
"Don't worry, it's okay."
When I went to bed at night, it became more and more uncomfortable, and in the early hours of the morning, I was still so uncomfortable that I couldn't speak, and I wanted to sleep on my side.
But I couldn't, I was afraid of hurting the child, and I couldn't turn over, and I felt very uncomfortable in a position from beginning to end.
Shen Mochen didn't sleep either, he kept holding me.
"Mo Chen, why don't you go to bed first, there are still a lot of things to deal with tomorrow, no matter what I can."
"What nonsense?" Shen Mochen said: "Are you tired? β
I nodded, I wanted to sleep, but I couldn't sleep when I closed my eyes.
"Then let's sit up, you lean on me, and see if this makes it better to fall asleep, okay?"