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Occasionally, Sui Liang always felt that time was going too fast, so fast that he didn't have time to remember anything, and the people and things around him changed, just like Sima Tulan's appearance, in my memory I still remember that year when she was free and unrestrained, and she was proud and graceful, and then looked up, she was already a calm and introverted middle-aged woman. The first address of the mobile terminal of this mobile phone:

Do the math, more than 20 years have passed since the day I met her.

"I'm talking to you, what are you thinking?"

The slightly disgusted tone saved even Suiliang's thoughts, shook his head apologetically, and even Suiliang sighed and smiled bitterly: "Niangniang has not changed much over the years, but Your Majesty and the last general are old men, no matter how much you want to concentrate, you will get tired and sleepy when you sit and sit, and you can't bear it." ”

"Sometimes I can't recognize myself when I look in the mirror, but this is still called no change?" Sima Tulan sneered, and rolled her eyes with a pair of slightly picked phoenix eyes, "I thought you were the first honest person in this palace, but I didn't expect that after becoming a family, you will also become flamboyant, and your kung fu to talk nonsense with your eyes open is getting longer and longer, and it is becoming more and more annoying." ”

People who have long passed the age of standing understand what to say and what not to say, and after being sleek and not falling behind, it is indeed more and more annoying. Even Suiliang understood that Sima Dolan was just joking to say this, but he always had other general concerns in his heart, and always thought that he had regressed over the years, retreating to a bleak situation where he had no confidant and no credible person.

People are subject to change, as straightforward and frank as he once was, how could the result be the stability he is now?

Sima Tulan didn't expect that her unintentional words would make even Suiliang suddenly silent, embarrassed for a while, put away her smile and sighed faintly: "I always think that I can still be like before, you, me, Huaiyu, the three of them can put aside their status and say something close, it seems that it is really just a dream." I should have been content to be able to smile and talk to you now. ”

"Niang Niang is angry? The last general just lost his mind for a while, and he didn't want to pay attention to the mother. Even Suiliang hurriedly explained that people in their fifties were as helpless as teenagers.

"Suiliang." Sima Tulan called in a low voice, shook her head and signaled that even Suiliang didn't need to explain, "I didn't want to listen to high-sounding words from you today. You know, only for you and Huaiyu, I don't like to use those rigid titles, when can you not be a general, Huaiyu is not the emperor, and I don't have to bear the reputation of the queen, and say something in my heart with peace and anger like before? With such a person holding up, I was really tired. ”

Occasionally, he didn't know how to respond for a while.

In fact, when Yuzhi suddenly appeared in the General's Mansion and said that Sima Dolan had summoned him, he was a little overwhelmed - Sima Dalan had closed his heart for many years, not to mention Yi Huaiyu, and even he may have been turned away from the gate of the Huanqing Palace many times. Even Suiliang wanted to know what was the reason why Sima Dolan took the initiative to find him and said something like that when Yi Huaiyu was in the most danger?

"Don't look at me like that, as if I'm hiding some secret and trying to harm you." Sima Tulan cut the flower branches, squinting at the occasional Suiliang.

Yuzhi and the others were all retreated outside, and the door was closed tightly, obviously Sima Tulan had something important and private to say to Sui Liang. Even Suiliang has never been an impatient person, and seeing that Sima Tulan was using gossip to hide her nervousness, she smiled, and sat quietly in the chair waiting for her to speak.

In the face of occasional goodness, Sima Tulan's careful thoughts always had nowhere to hide, and after fiddling with the flower branches for a while, the words in her heart began to be unable to hide and gush out.

"I went to see Huaiyu yesterday, and I went to the Chenxuan again this morning, and suddenly there was no one else, and I felt empty in my heart, as if I lost something in this palace and couldn't find it again." Slowly put down her hand and hung on the case, Sima Tulan's voice was light and slightly lower, "Seeing that Jing'er and Bai Qige's girl looks a little wrong, I asked Tao Shihai to know that Huaiyu was embarrassed by them again." I really don't understand what he is for, those two children were born and died together, their love is stronger than Jin, whoever leaves them can't live, why can't Huaiyu bear to break them up? He is good, with three wives and four concubines, and he has lived happily for most of his life, but when he is old, he has to embarrass the juniors, and he is really a bastard. ”

Sima Tulan's trivial complaint made Lian Suiliang laugh dumbly: "When did Niangniang start to care about His Majesty's affairs?" After so many years of ignoring it, now I finally can't help it? ”

"Who can't help it? What can't I help but have? It's not that he is working too hard-" Sima Tulan was eager to refute, and after saying a few words, she realized that she had missed the bottom, and her face quickly fell. Sitting stiffly for a long time, seeing that Sui Liang didn't mean to laugh at her, Sima Tulan licked her lips and reluctantly spoke again: "Yes, I blame Huaiyu for the things I did, and I also wanted to hate him for a lifetime, but I'm not a fool, after thinking about it for so many years, some things have to be figured out after all." You and I know Huaiyu's temper, there are some things he just refuses to say, if it weren't for Tao Shihai, maybe I would still be kept in the dark. ”

"Oh? Did Grandpa Tao and Niangniang say anything? Even Suiliang picked up the teacup to hide the surprise that flashed in his eyes.

Looking at Sima Tulan's reaction, it seemed that Yi Huaiyu's indifferent attitude was shaken, which was what even Suiliang wanted to see the most, but before understanding the inside story, even Suiliang decided to continue to investigate quietly, so as not to recklessly say the wrong thing This rare opportunity.

However, he also knew that Sima Tulan came to him, and it was definitely not as simple as explaining his feelings.

"Sui Liang, let me ask you, how much do you know about the things that Jun Fang did back then?"

Sure enough, Sima Tulan immediately threw out the question, and it was a question that surprised even Suiliang.

"Shen Guoshi? I know a little, but not much, depending on what the mother wants to ask. ”

Sima Tulan took a deep breath, as if she had some troubles, where to start: "I hate Huaiyu, a large part of the reason is that he is sorry for Jun Fang when he loses me, obviously he is the one who helps him the most, how can he bear to hurt like that?" Especially Jun Fang, if Huaiyu hadn't forced him like that, maybe he wouldn't have died early......"

"Is Niangniang blaming Your Majesty?" Even Sui Liang interrupted lightly, "Shen Guoshi became ill from hard work and died young, His Majesty has always blamed himself for this incident, and often said that he killed Shen Guoshi, does Niangniang also think so?" If this is the case, the last general will really cry out for His Majesty. ”

In a few words, he directly said what Sima Tulan didn't know how to speak, which made Sima Tulan feel happy and at the same time have a trace of self-blame for no reason.

Shen Junfang's death, should Yi Huaiyu really be blamed? Over the years, she has lived painfully with her thoughts of Shen Junfang and hatred for Yi Huaiyu, that feeling is indescribable, I thought that an indifferent and ruthless person like Yi Huaiyu would not understand, could it be that he is also like her, or even more sad than her, from beginning to end, he thinks he is guilty, and he walks forward silently with his sins?

Yi Huaiyu's ungrateful idea of forcing Shen Junfang to death seems to be ...... It's not so clear.