Wrong things always come when we think they are the most right

Gu Yu stood alone outside the intensive care unit, with a pair of innocent big eyes, through the glass, firmly staring at the person who was breathing weakly. It had been a day and a night, and he was still asleep, showing no sign of awakening, and his body was full of tubes, and all around him were the instruments that were used to keep him alive.

Gu Yu wanted to go in and hug him, talk to him, accompany him through the difficulties, and told him to come on, work hard, she and the baby were waiting for him. But the doctor told her that it was not possible, that he was not out of danger and that she could not go in.

Gu Yu looked at the people inside stupidly, his face was so pale, without a trace of blood, as if it had become a vague shadow, and when the wind blew lightly, he dispersed.

She clutched the glass window with both hands, wishing she could break through the window, but she couldn't. Her tears fell in a stream, and she wiped her tears with her sleeves while choking aggrievedly: "You promised to come to pick me up, why did you lie to me again." ”

Qin Chuan came back from buying water, and when he heard Gu Yu's words, he felt uncomfortable, and stuffed the water into Gu Yu's hand, but she refused to take it, but just stubbornly looked at the people in the ICU, as if he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Qin Chuan felt distressed and comforted her softly: "Gu Yu, Aze will wake up, he will definitely wake up." ”

Hearing this, she turned her face and looked at him with big red eyes: "Really? Will he really wake up? ”

"Really, the doctor said, he wasn't hopeless."

Gu Yu lowered his head, and tears fell on his instep one by one: "You lied to me, the doctor also said that even if he has passed the dangerous period, the chance of waking up is very low." I know, there's no hope, this time it's really hopeless. ”

No one would have thought that Li Yongxiao's cronies would actually slip through the net in that extermination, absconded to Hong Kong Island, and ambushed around Ye Nianze, just for revenge, not for life.

Qin Chuan received the news and immediately led people to the underground parking lot, Ye Nianze was already soaked in a pool of blood, still holding a baby shoe tightly in his hand, his eyes looked at the mobile phone placed next to him, lying on the ground and dying.

I don't know if it was God's mercy or his life, the man was wounded in the hand when he fled, the knife cut his throat, but did not completely cut his artery, they pressed his wound with a cloth, escorted him to the nearest hospital, and saved him a little bit of life. However, due to excessive blood loss, his condition is still not optimistic.

When Gu Yu arrived, Ye Nianze was undergoing surgery inside. Hearing the doctor say that the patient's life would be in danger, she was so frightened that her legs went weak and she cried uncontrollably, and fear awakened all memories, memories of her brother, memories of her sister-in-law, they all walked like this, it was death that took them away.

She didn't know what to do, so she clung to the doctor's sleeve and begged him hoarsely to save her child's father.

The doctor was accustomed to seeing life and death, but he had never seen a family member so excited that he almost cried to the ground, and if he said one more word, he almost suspected that the little girl in front of him would cry to death first, or strangle him to death. The doctor was too frightened by her to speak. In the end, it was Han Shuyi who knocked her unconscious in the back, and the doctor was able to get out.

Qin Chuan and Han Shu placed her in an independent ordinary ward, not daring to let her stay away, both of them knew that if Gu Yu opened her eyes and couldn't see Ye Nianze, she would only be more out of control than before.

When Gu Yu woke up, Ye Nianze had already entered the ICU, she didn't eat anything, didn't drink a sip of water, stepped on her shoes, ran over to find him, and when she saw the person lying inside, she refused to go away.

Qin Chuan looked down at the little girl beside him, she hadn't washed her face for two days, her face was a little dirty, her hair was messy, and the whole person looked like a dirty rag doll, tired and decadent. But those big black and white eyes stared at the people in the ward, their eyes were fanatical and desperate. He couldn't help but worry, if Ye Nianze left like this, or became a living dead, what would happen to the little girl in front of him? Will it go with him?

Two days later, Ye Nianze was removed from the ICU, and the danger period passed, but the person did not wake up.

The doctor was right, the lack of oxygen to the brain caused by blood loss damaged part of the brain's function, and he became a breathing vegetative person, his body still alive, but his consciousness did not know where it had wandered. As for when he will wake up, no one can say for sure, and the doctor can't give a definite answer, so he can only resign himself to fate.

When Qin Chuan heard this result, he looked at Gu Yu with some concern, but unexpectedly, she became extremely calm.

She sat on the edge of Ye Nianze's hospital bed, gently holding his hand, his hand was a little cold, but not cold, his face was a little pale, but not stiff. She looked at him, persistently believing that he was just too tired, so he fell asleep, and if he slept enough, he would wake up.

She stayed by Ye Nianze's side every day, cleaning and wiping his body for him, trimming his nails, without anyone's help, the nurses invited by Qin Chuan were all driven away by her, and she insisted on doing these things by herself, as if the more she did, the greater the hope he had to wake up.

Qin Chuan couldn't bear to expose her self-deception, everyone couldn't bear it, they quietly watched Gu Yu do everything for that person, unwilling to wake her up from the dream.

Her belly is getting bigger day by day, her limbs are still so thin, and she is still so small, wearing the maternity clothes that Ye Nianze bought for her is like tying a watermelon to her stomach. Qin Chuan was afraid that she would work too hard and would affect the child, so he made a suggestion to her, and she agreed to leave the matter of taking care of Ye Nianze to the nurse to take care of.

She went to a preconception counseling class, insisted on doing proper exercise and eating a lot every day, and although she had no appetite every time she remembered that her baby's father was still lying in the hospital, she still tried to eat. This is their child, they promised together that to give the child the best of everything, she must let the baby be full, even if every time she thinks of Ye Nianze, she is so uncomfortable that she can barely swallow, she is still trying.

She still insisted on going to the hospital every day to accompany Ye Nianze, talk to him, and tell him about her daily life, even the little things, just like she did in front of Gu Qingming's tomb. She didn't know if he could hear or if he would wake up. However, such a life has become a kind of faith, and the only hope in her life, as long as he is alive, has a heartbeat, and still breathes, that is hope.

Eight months later, Gu Yu was in the hospital preparing to give birth, she insisted on giving birth naturally, but halfway through the birth, she found that the fetal position was not correct, and for safety reasons, the doctor recommended abdominal stripping.

Qin Chuan and Han Shuyi were waiting outside the delivery room, and the nurse asked the two of them who was the husband of the mother, and the operation required the signature of the family.

The two of them glanced at each other, and Han Shuyi said, "I'm the mother's brother, I'll sign it." ”

Waiting for the vacancy, Han Shuyi kept standing, looking in the direction of the delivery room from time to time, his eyes were bright and his expression was calm. Qin Chuan looked thoughtfully at Han Shuyi in front of him. There are some things that Gu Yu doesn't know.

Since Ye Nianze was admitted to the hospital, the Ye family's uncles have been pressing step by step, and they have demanded that Qin Chuan hand over the company's shares and the control of the Ye family. Control can be handed over, but the company is Ye Nianze's hard work, and some people want to get something for nothing, so Qin Chuan naturally refuses to give in.

They are aggressive, Qin Chuan put Gu Yu on display, she is pregnant with Ye Nianze's child in her belly, everything that belongs to Ye Nianze should be inherited by her and the child.

The uncles said: Qin Chuan is the adopted son of the Ye family, and his name is not right, and this woman surnamed Gu is even more ill-intentioned, and the child she is pregnant with does not know if it is the Ye family's species, so she can't consider it.

Just when Qin Chuan was fighting alone and exhausted with a group of old foxes, it was Han Shuyi who came to his aid.

He said to the uncle of the Ye family: "Gu Qingming is my brother, and Gu Yu is my sister." If you suspect the identity of the child, you can wait for the child to be born, and you can test the DNA; If you want to take control of the Ye family, please feel free; If you think that they are orphans and widows, they want to take advantage of the fire to rob and bully our Han family, then you have to ask me if Han Shuyi agrees. ”

Uncle Ye gave up.

Qin Chuan was silent for a long time, and finally spoke: "On the day of Aze's accident, it was you who informed me that someone would ambush him, so that I could find him as soon as possible......" He didn't continue, hiding an end of his words, as if he had a deep meaning.

Han Shu looked at him: "Do you suspect that I already knew the news, but I just took Gu Yu away and left him alone to die?" If I said that I didn't know about Gu Yu before I took it, and after I learned the news, I notified you as soon as possible, do you believe it? ”

Qin Chuan pondered for a moment and nodded: "I believe it." ”

"Don't you suspect that I lied to you?"

Qin Chuan said: "I don't want to doubt, and I don't want to doubt. I would rather believe that everyone has a devil in their hearts, but it is more about kindness to the world. I don't want to try your motives with a vicious mind until there is evidence. ”

Han Shuyi lowered his head: "Actually, I'm jealous of him, very jealous of him, jealous that he doesn't need any effort to get a person's heart." The other person didn't even have a chance to speak. But just because I'm jealous doesn't mean I'm going to be so jealous that I put him to death. When I received the news that day, I immediately informed you, but I didn't expect it to be a step too late. ”

Qin Chuan stared at him, and after a while, he smiled lightly: "There are many people in this world, morality is used to mean others, you are just the opposite, used to restrain yourself." ”

Han Shuyi said: "Perhaps, it's just easier for me to compromise with myself, because I know that I will have a disturbed conscience and can't bear those terrible endings." ”

Hearing this, thinking about the predicament in front of him, Qin Chuan suddenly felt sad: "Gu Yu has put all his hopes on Aze, if he can't wake up......"

Han Shuyi lowered his head silently, and after a while, he said, "He will be fine, even if it is not good today, it will be fine tomorrow." Every day of our life will be better than the past. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, a cry was heard in the delivery room.

After a while, the nurse came out with a small baby in her arms, and two men came over, and the nurse said, "The mother gave birth to a healthy baby boy, weighing six pounds and seven taels." ”

Qin Chuan took the child, the baby's face was wrinkled, he smiled and said, "The bridge of the nose is so high, it looks like Aze." ”

Han Shuyi took it, looked at it, shook his head and said, "No, the eyes are so big, like Gu Yu." ”

The little nurse was a little confused, and hurriedly picked up the child: "Who is the father of the child between you two?" ”

Qin Chuan said: "I am the child's uncle. ”

Han Shuyi said: "I am the child's uncle. ”

The little nurse was dissatisfied, pouted, and said, "It turns out that he is not a father, and he still holds it so hard, and his nerves are ......."

The two men looked at each other and smiled.

A month later, Gu Yu took the child to see Ye Nianze.

She remembered that the sun was very good that day, and the flowers in Ye Nianze's ward were all blooming, and the room was full of fragrant flowers, which was intoxicating and intoxicating. She held their son in her arms and looked at him quietly in the sun, the little boy's big eyes and dark pupils.

She gently held his hand and said to him, "Ye Nianze, I gave birth to a son for you, don't you come and see?" ”

The person in the bed did not respond, and the entire ward could only hear the sound of a heart rate monitor.

Gu Yu was a little disappointed, put his son's hand on his face, and said to the child, "Call Daddy ......"

The little baby looked at her in confusion, her pink lips babbling, and she said again: "Call Daddy." ”

Of course, such a small child couldn't scream, but she was a little sleepy, with two little hands around her neck, and a small head in her neck socket.

Gu Yu sighed and looked at the person on the bed: "If you don't wake up again, my son won't recognize you." ”

Gu Yu fed his son and put him in the stroller, the child was very quiet, sucking his little hands, and fell asleep after a while, obedient like an angel.

Gu Yu turned to look at Ye Nianze on the bed, her eyes were red unconsciously, her big eyes were full of tears, and she tried her best to hold back the tears.

"It's okay, if you feel sleepy, you can continue to sleep, and my son and I will always be waiting for you."

Gu Yu lay on the side of Ye Nianze's bed, looking at him in a daze, slowly feeling sleepy, and after a while, he also fell asleep.

Ye Nianze opened his eyes and thought he had seen hell.

The whole ward was dark, he slowly raised his hand and touched his face, it was hot, he was not dead. There was a person lying on his stomach at the head of the bed, and he opened his mouth to wake her, but he couldn't speak. His tears flowed, and the ecstasy and unspeakable regret of the aftermath of the catastrophe intertwined, making him both happy and miserable.

He lifted his hand with difficulty, trying to wake her up, and with his feeble fingers pushed the man lying on the head of the bed, once, twice, three times......

The child in the stroller cried, as if he had been greatly wronged, full of confidence, and the sound was shocking. Gu Yu was awakened by the cry, raised his head, and rubbed his eyes. Ye Nianze looked at her gently, looked at her deeply, and burst into tears very spinelessly.

Gu Yu thought that she had dazzled her eyes, she turned on the wall lamp at the head of the bed, rubbed her eyes again, covered her mouth, and muttered, "Are you awake?" Or am I dreaming? ”

However, it is really not a dream, and the child's cry is proof of it. In the deafening cry of his son, Gu Yu rushed over, hugged the man on the hospital bed tightly, without a little restraint, and cried hoarsely with the child.

Ye Nianze gently hugged her back and tried to open his mouth, but the voice was broken, and he tried hard repeatedly, but he could only make a few sporadic single tones.

Gu Yu finally remembered the child, took the little guy out of the stroller, and held it up in front of Ye Nianze: "Look, I gave birth to a son for you, does it look like you?" ”

Ye Nianze wiped his tears and smiled happily.

In fact, his son is not like him, but more like Gu Yu, and his eyes are red when he cries, but he doesn't feel sorry, the old people say that his son is like a mother and blessed, so he is very satisfied.

He wrote on the palm of her hand: "What is the child's name?" ”

Gu Yu watched it for a long time, but he didn't understand, so he brought him a pen and paper, and he wrote it again crookedly, Gu Yu understood, and while coaxing his son, he said: "His name is Da Xia, Ye Da Xia." ”

Ye Nianze was speechless, and wrote again: "It's not good, change it." ”

Gu Yu rolled his eyes and smiled sweetly: "Then it's called Liangchen, Ye Liangchen." ”

He looked at her and smiled, and she looked at him and smiled, and they finally regained the happiness they had almost lost, perhaps because God had mercy, maybe someone had fulfilled it, maybe it was because they were pious enough and worked hard enough.

The world is a huge fantasy forest, infested with monsters, thorns, they used to be in a thousand difficulties, and they were once close to a desperate situation, and now all the disasters and dust have collapsed, only they are left, looking at each other, relying on each other for their lives.

A year later, Chu Xia left the Han family, returned to the place where she belonged, met the people she wanted to see, found what she was looking for, did what she wanted to do, and after several tosses, she went to a farther place.

Han Shuyi has always kept in touch with her, but Han Tang has become the most familiar stranger, and since she left, the two of them have not spoken a word. Once she talked to Han Shu on the phone, recalling all kinds of things in the past, she was very nostalgic and emotional.

Chu Xia thought of Han Shuyi's old friend's sister, and remembered that before he left the Han family, Han Shuyi had adopted a child, and couldn't help but link the two things.

The person on the other side of the world chuckled: "That child is not Gu Yu's, it's her sister Lixia's." ”

Chu Xia was surprised and asked him why, and Han Shuyi told her the ins and outs of the whole story.

After Ye Nianze fell into a coma, Gu Yu was heartbroken, no one cared about Lixia anymore, she broke away from the control of the Ye family, repeated her tricks, and became addicted to drugs, mixed with a drug-selling horse boy, and became pregnant with his child.

When Han Shu found her, she was about to give birth, and the child was a premature baby, affected by her parents, and was born with a deformity. He brought the poor baby back to Jia to raise. Lixia went to find the child's father, met the man's enemy, and both died on the street.

He collected Lixia's corpse, handled the aftermath, and saved the child, but there was an additional legend of Fengyue on the rivers and lakes. Some people think he is infatuated, many more laugh at him for being a fool, and he never explains half of the rumors that disturb him.

After hearing this, Chu Xia was a little confused: "Why did you adopt her sister's child?" ”

"Perhaps, it's a kind of compensation psychology, I always feel that if I could have made a move earlier, she wouldn't have ended like that."

Chu Xia sighed: "The objective environment will affect a person's development, but the road is all taken by yourself, and you have done your best for her affairs." ”

Han Shu was silent, and after a while, he whispered, "Xiao Xia, do you believe that there are miracles in this world?" ”

"I believe that believing in miracles is the greatest courage."

He smiled: "That's good, from tomorrow onwards, I will call you every day to tell you about my cousin and tell you whether my cousin loves you." If you don't come back, I'll harass you every day. ”

Chu Xia just laughed, did not respond to his words, but started a different story: "You really don't plan to tell her about her brother?" ”

Ye Nianze said that he would say it, and if Gu Yu wanted to make it public, he would completely agree. I think that having experienced life and death between them, there are already too many reasons to forgive and forgive, and it should be a good outcome. ”

Chu Xia sighed: "Thank you, you told me their story, let me know that there is really another possibility in this world, you can shake hands and make peace, you can release your suspicions, you can spend the full moon, and you can depend on each other." You men, all your efforts, to protect the happiness of a girl, I am very touched by the same woman. ”

Han Shuyi said: "Perhaps, we think that if a simple and innocent life cannot be treated kindly, we don't know what else to believe in this world. Real life is full of pain and thorns, and we see through the truth, but we still have to love it. ”

Speaking of this, he paused for a moment and said with a smile: "Don't divert the topic, what are you going to do with your cousin?" Give me a bright word, or I'll harass you every day. ”

"Your cousin called me the other day, and he said he was coming to Seattle to see me."

"Oh? What do you say? ”

"I've heard people say that the wrong thing always comes when we think it's right. At first, I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but then I realized that when we are attached to a certain goal, sometimes we can't see our own problems. People have to make many choices in their lives, choose what kind of clothes to wear, what kind of road to take, what kind of work to do, and what kind of people to fall in love with. We keep telling ourselves to make the right choices and reject the wrong ones. But is the choice we think is really the right one? Is it really meaningless to make the wrong choice that we think is wrong? ”

Han Shuyi was stunned by her: "So, what is your point?" ”

Chu Xia, who was far away in Seattle, looked at the vast sea and smiled softly: "The point is that sometimes making a choice is not so easy, and going through a brainstorming experience is no less than growing up for the second time." I understand that people can only embrace the future if they forget the past, but this kind of thing, it's useless for you to help, you have to let your cousin work his own......"

Han Shu smiled, as if he understood something, but as if he didn't understand anything. Chu Xia seemed to have promised him something, but he didn't seem to say anything.

But he believes that lovers will eventually become married, just like many men and women in this world.

Traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, went through thousands of turns, saw all the flowers along the way, waded through the red dust, just for one person to stop, a glance for ten thousand years, this love is unswerving.

In this life, I wish it was you, and it could only be you......

(End of book)