Chapter 43 If you can't think about it, don't think about it.

"Xia Yifeng wouldn't do it to her so quickly. */.//* If Xia Yifeng is really the kind of man who can't control his lower body, I would never let those two little ghosts come out before. That's why I just said that Han Bingning is very smart and not a simple character. ”

The corners of Mu Yan's mouth were slightly raised, and he said his opinion lightly. "Don't meddle in this matter. You're going to bring me here today, and I know what you're thinking, and it's just that I'm asking me to give you an answer, isn't it? ”

"That's right, what I want is your answer." Mu Yan's words made Feng Ruowu's eyes pass a light, and her eyes flickered as she looked at Mu Yan, Feng Ruowu asked in a low voice: "What I want to know is that you want to participate in this battle provoked by Han Bingning." ”

With his head down, Mu Yan was silent for a long time. When several people thought that Mu Yan was ready to ignore this issue and continue to be silent. Mu Yan suddenly opened his mouth.

"There are some things that I don't care about. It's that I don't care about it, and I can't do anything. Now I and Xia Yifeng may have a very tangled relationship in your eyes. In your hearts, I shouldn't ignore and ignore him about taking Han Bingning into the palace. But how I feel, who among you really understands. ”

Slowly raising his head, Mu Yan's face had a faint sadness. The curvature of the corners of his mouth slowly disappeared, and Mu Yan stared at his hand intently, and said, "It's like losing something, losing something that originally belonged to you." The feeling of emptiness in my heart often reminds me that I should take this thing back, and I should fill the void in my heart again. But I'm such a woman, I'm such a woman who doesn't want to be embarrassed for myself. I have never lacked men like this. From a long time ago, until now, I have no shortage of them. I don't know if my feelings for Xia Yifeng are the so-called love in your mouth. I don't know if the so-called woman's career in Ruowu's mouth is worth trying. Because I admire Yan, it is the only career in my life. I have the ability to support myself and my two children. So I don't understand why I'm going to find a man, to find a man who can leave me anytime, anywhere. ”

The voice became smaller and smaller, and Mu Yan's mood fluctuations became more and more involved in the hearts of several other people. Quietly listening to Mu Yan as if she was muttering to herself, they had never heard what she had said. I felt Mu Yan's inadvertent worry and confusion. Several people couldn't help but feel that Mu Yan was actually the most pitiful person among them.

Mu Yan is not short of wealth, appearance, and everything that others envy. But what she lacks is the feelings and sense of security that should belong to ordinary people. She was confused, she was hesitant. She was afraid that everything she had gained would disappear at any moment. Even her own unwillingness and sadness towards Xia Yifeng couldn't tell whether it was love or not.

"For so many years, in order to save my life, I have been reminding myself that I am not afraid of running out of firewood to stay in the green mountains. I've been trampled under my feet, and I've been lifted to prohibitive heights. I have a lot of things I can't figure out, and there are a lot of things I can't get. I told myself not to think about things that I couldn't think about. If you can't get something, don't fight for it. Because as long as there is life, I am not afraid that I will not have the opportunity to fill the regret in my heart. But now ......"

After a slight pause, Mu Yan looked around at the other women in the room and said with a wry smile: "Look at the expressions of several of you, as if once I let go, this rare treasure will really never be able to be met again." So I'm wondering, doubting Xia Yifeng's value, and wondering how I feel about him. This battle, if I join, must not be lost. And I know very well how much effort and price it takes to grab a master of a country. ”

"So ......?" Mu Yan, who stopped when he talked about important places, made Feng Ruowu a little angry. With her eyes wide, Feng Ruowu looked at Mu Yan with a nervous expression and asked, "What is your decision?" ”

"I don't regret it. I'll let you figure out how to feel for him as soon as possible. After I knew if I loved him or if this body was doing something wrong. I will definitely come back to this Meixiang Mansion and make it clear to you. ”

Mu Yan stood up with a relaxed face, and smiled faintly under the gaze of several people. Casually looking out the window, Mu Yan turned his head to look at Feng Ruowu and Leng Yan'er, and said, "It's almost time to go, the affairs of the Murong family haven't been dealt with yet." ”

Mu Yan, Feng Ruowu and Leng Yan'er quickly changed their faces, and then left Meixianglou. Walking cautiously on the alley path, when they arrived at the first shop under the name of the Murong family, the three of them stopped in unison.

"You wait here, I'll come when I go." Feng Ruowu nodded at Mu Yan and Leng Yan'er, and then walked towards the fabric shop of Murong family alone.

Swaggered to the front of the store, Feng Ruowu looked at the fabrics placed outside with disdain, and then looked at the guy who came out to greet her, and said unhappily: "I'm from your family's fame, why do you just have such a thing?" Whom to send? ”

"Don't be angry with this girl, please inside, please inside, all the good things are inside!" Nodding and talking to Feng Ruowu, the young man patiently accompanied Feng Ruowu around the store, round and round. While introducing the workmanship of these fabrics to Feng Ruowu, he continued to accept Feng Ruowu's chattering complaints. Finally, after the man's patience was worn out by the wind and dance, he walked into the back room in frustration and invited out the shopkeeper who was resting inside.

"The shopkeeper is that girl. No matter what I said, she ...... "Standing beside the shopkeeper, the young man whispered a small report, telling his dissatisfaction.

"Alright, you can go down." Li Se glared at the young man, the shopkeeper smiled calmly, walked to Feng Ruowu's side, and asked softly, "I wonder if this girl wants to buy clothes for herself, or to give them to family and friends?" ”

"I want to wear it, and I want to give it away. But ......" looked at the shopkeeper with a sad expression, Feng Ruowu reached out and patted the shopkeeper's shoulder, looked at the shopkeeper's puzzled gaze, and said, "But I don't like these colors very much." Is there anything vegetarian? ”

"It turns out that you like to be elegant and elegant, girl, come here, come with me to this house. The clothes in our house were specially selected by our master from Jiangnan. The lord instructed, if the guest did not take the initiative to mention it, do not introduce it to the guest. Because ordinary people are not worthy of these clothes. But I see that you have an extraordinary temperament, girl, and you like such fabrics, so I ......"

The mouthful and Feng Ruowu were talking about a piece of cloth, but the shopkeeper didn't notice the unusual smile on the corner of Feng Ruowu's mouth.

"This, this, this, I want it. Send it to this place, it's silver. Happily choosing a good thing, Feng Ruowu casually threw the shopkeeper a certain piece of silver and a note. Then he strode out of the store without looking back, and bumped into Mu Yan and Leng Yan'er.

"A quarter of an hour, wait and see." Patting his chest with confidence, Feng Ruowu led the two of them to the opposite teahouse, quietly waiting for the scene of the shopkeeper's poisoning death.

This book was first published.

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