125: Joe Ningsi is his woman
More than half an hour later, Tang Junxing pushed his wheelchair out of the ward, and when he saw Qiao Ningsi squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, his heart suddenly ached, and his eyes were originally bloodshot. It's getting more and more intense at the moment.
He moved his wheelchair over, lowered his head and patted Qiao Ningsi's shoulder lovingly. "Go home and be strong no matter what happens. If your mother hears it, she'll worry about you. ”
Lin Minnan also walked over at this time, stretched out his hand to take Qiao Ningsi into his arms, and moved his lips. But he didn't say a word, because in the relationship between Chi Beizhi and Qiao Ningsi. She didn't know what to say about it.
On the way back, Lu Chuan drove the car, Qiao Ningsi sat behind with her legs curled, and the song of happiness was playing in the store next to the street, Qiao Ning thought about the promise she and Chi Beizhi made to each other, and they had said that they would be together for a lifetime, even for a lifetime.
Chi Beizhi promised to always pamper and love her, and let her be the happiest woman in the world, but all these vows are impossible to come true now, and sure enough, many vows are just touching to hear, and the more you say it at the beginning, the more your heart will hurt when it ends.
Qiao Ningsi does not regret that she and Chi Beizhi did the break just now, but leaving the man who has been in love for so long, this pain is not something that others can experience. Especially recalling the bits and pieces of happiness and sweetness in the past, Qiao Ningsi held his heart with one hand, only to feel that it was difficult to breathe.
"Meditate." Lin Minnan bent his arm and hugged Qiao Ningsi into his arms. Qiao Ningsi's head was buried in her soft chest, her shoulders kept shaking, and soon Lin Minnan's scarf was soaked with Qiao Ningsi's hot tears.
This kind of Qiao Ningsi is very much like her at the beginning, a woman who was hurt by love, helpless and desperate, crying is the best and only way to vent, a few months ago Lin Minnan didn't know how many tears he shed, but no matter what, he had to keep going, and after experiencing great grief and pain, he could not be shocked, at least on the surface.
I haven't seen him for a few months, Chen Mo looks a lot thinner, he used to always smile, his eyes were shining, full of brilliance, so that when people see him, their mood will also improve, and they are very happy with him, but now when they meet again, Lin Minnan finds that the man she once loved was lonely.
When he looked at her with those sad, red eyes, her heart still hurt, but so what
The two of them can't go back, and she doesn't allow herself to repeat the mistakes of the past, Chen Mo and Hao Difei and their children spend their lives together, and she, Lin Minnan, marries Lu Chuan, this is the best destination for each other.
Lin Minnan glanced at Lu Chuan, who was driving in front of him, he was very attentive, the neon lights flashing outside the car window were reflected on his handsome face, and the flickering light made Lin Minnan feel blurry, and the next second, Lin Minnan suddenly closed his eyes and pressed down the liquid that was about to roll out.
And in the hospital here, Chi Beizhi walked all the way back to her ward smoothly, followed behind without leaving every inch, and saw that Chi Beizhi seemed to want to drink soup, she hurriedly ran over, poured the chicken soup that had been cold, and refilled a bowl for Chi Beizhi.
Chi Beizhi's tall figure stood at the head of the bed, looking down at Bu Ruoying's little face, as if Qiao Ningsi was also looking up at him in such a posture at the beginning, her face was expectant and eager, carefully flattering him, hoping to get his attention and response.
Chi Beizhen was in a trance for a moment, and when he raised his hand and almost touched Bu Ruoying's face, he suddenly came back to his senses, his hand was clenched into a fist behind his back, and after a few seconds, Chi Beizhen said to Bu Ruoying lightly: "Let's put it first, I'll go change clothes." ”
This kind of answer is enough to give way to Ruoying's ecstasy, at least Chi Beizhi didn't reject her anymore, just like Qiao Ningsi said just now, if you lose one, you may meet a better one, there are too many variables in this life, and Chi Beizhi is still young, maybe the third person to fall in love with her will be Bu Ruoying
She and Chi Beizhi are right at home, and the two families of Buchi have no grievances and hatreds, and now Chi Beizhi has let go of Qiao Ningsi, so the object of Chi Beizhe's remarriage must be her, no one is more suitable for Chi Beizhi than her, and she will not allow other women to take advantage of it, from now on, Chi Beizhe is a man she is in.
Bu Ruoying thought like this, her heart became sweet, she stood there staring at the chicken soup in the bowl in a daze, and only turned around when she heard the footsteps, Chi Beizhi changed into a hospital gown and walked out, her face was very pale, and you could see beads of sweat on his forehead under the light.
Bu Ruoying estimated that under Chi Beizhi's walking like this just now and arguing with Qiao Ningsi, it would inevitably affect the wound, and she suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Chi Beizhen to the side of the bed, lifted the quilt with one hand, and let Chi Beizhen sit on it.
Although Bu Ruoying is a rich lady, but in the past, when her grandmother was hospitalized before her death, she served at the bedside, so she learned a lot of experience in taking care of people, Bu Ruoying leaned over the pillow behind Chi Beizhi, and asked softly: "Are you okay, do you want to call the doctor to take a look?"
"No, I'm fine." Chi Beizhi's tone was still light, but at least it was not as repulsive as it was just now, and it was-for-tat.
He sat there, picked up the soup and continued to drink, and after a while, he looked up and said to Bu Ruoying: "Where is Chen Mo, you can help me call him over, I have something to do with him." ”
Bu Ruoying was happy because of Chi Beizhi's sudden change of attitude, and there was always a smile on her lips, and when she heard this, she nodded quickly, and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window to call Chen Mo.
It was snowing outside, the white light of the inpatient department was shining through every window, and the ward seemed very quiet, the porcelain spoon in Chi Beizhi's hand occasionally touched the bowl, making a crisp sound, and after a while, Chen Mo walked in from outside.
Just now he stood behind Lin Minnan's car for more than twenty minutes, the snowflakes that fell on his body had melted, Chen Mo's ink-colored hair and eyelashes were wet, and he asked Chi Beizhi hoarsely what he was looking for him to do
"Tomorrow is Qiao Qinghua's funeral, after all, he is also my ex-wife's adoptive father, so it stands to reason that we should go and pay respects." Chi Beizhi's voice was also hoarse, and he put down the empty bowl and said to Chen Mo: "It's just that I can't work too hard these days, so we won't attend Qiao Qinghua's memorial service tomorrow, just put a bouquet of flowers in front of his grave." ”
Chen Mo nodded, and Bu Ruoying originally wanted to stop Chi Beizhen from leaving the ward, but when she heard that Chi Beizhen was just going to deliver a bouquet of flowers, she couldn't say anything more, after thinking about it, Bu Ruoying's hand was on Chi Beizhi's arm, "I'm not worried about your injury, why don't I go with you tomorrow."
Chi Beizhi did not object, lowered his head and prepared to look at the time on his wrist, seeing that the watch he was wearing was still given by Qiao Ningsi, Chi Beizhi's eyes froze slightly.
Thinking that Qiao Ningsi confessed to him when he gave him the watch, after a while, when Chi Beizhi raised his head and spoke to Bu Ruoying, even his voice was full of pain, "It's so late, you go home and come back tomorrow." ”
Smart as Bu Ruoying, guessing that the watch on Chi Beizhi's wrist must be related to Qiao Ningsi, seeing the loneliness in Chi Beizhi's eyes, Bu Ruoying's heart was a little sour, but on the surface, he smiled at Chi Beizhi, "Okay, you rest early tonight." Tomorrow I will ask the maid at home to make it and bring it to you. ”
"Carp soup and sweet potato cakes will do." Originally, Chi Beizhi was not picky about his diet, but he had been with Qiao Ningsi for a long time, Qiao Ningsi liked to eat, and he really liked it.
And since Qiao Ningsi and Wen Wan fished together that day, Qiao Ningsi has not rejected fish, these two things are what Qiao Ningsi often makes for him on weekdays.
Bu Ruoying stayed by Chi Beizhi's bedside for the past two nights, and many times she slept on her stomach, she was really tired, and she didn't have to worry about Chi Beizhen driving her away, so after Bu Ruoying responded, she said hello and left the ward.
Bu Ruoying went to the attending doctor, carefully inquired about Chi Beizhi's condition, and carefully wrote down the doctor's advice, and then Bu Ruoying thanked the doctor with great cultivation, and then went back to Bu's house.
That night, Chen Mo offered to stay in the ward, Chi Beizhi was staring at the snowflakes outside the window, and looked back at Chen Mo when he heard the words, "Don't you have to accompany Hao Difei, I'm curious, whether the two of you sleep in the same bed at night." ”
Under the dizzy yellow light of the bed, the sick Chi Beizhi was much softer than usual, and asked Chen Mo such a ** question, Chen Mo's face turned red, he walked over and closed the curtains, and responded to Chi Beizhi without looking back, "I didn't sleep together, my mother didn't let me, saying that Hao Difei is pregnant now, I can't mess around, in fact, I don't want to share a bed with her." ”
"That's right, the woman you wanted to sleep with, but now you're sleeping with another man." Chi Beizhi said sneeringly, his lips curled with a touch of self-deprecation.
He is the same as Chen Mo, and Qiao Ningsi will also sleep with other men in the future, as long as he thinks of this, Chi Beizhi feels that he is going crazy.
"Lin Minnan, she won't let Lu Chuan touch it, the child in her belly is mine." Chen Mo raised his voice to refute Chi Beizhi, in fact, he knew that the more excited he was, the more bottomless his heart became.
In the afternoon, he saw Lin Minnan's little bird leaning on Lu Chuan's arms like a human, Lin Minnan asked Lu Chuan to kiss her, how dare she
Chen Mo's fists were clenched tightly, and seeing Chi Beizhi looking at him calmly, as if he was laughing at him for deceiving himself, Chen Mo suddenly lost all his strength, and his shoulders suddenly collapsed.
After a while, Chen Mo walked to the side of the bed, helped Chi Beizhi to lie back on the bed, and said in a low voice: "Boss, hurry up and rest, I'll find a place to smoke." ”
"Here it is." Chi Beizhi pushed Chen Mo away, still sitting at the head of the bed, and stretched out his hand to ask Chen Mo for a cigarette, "I can't sleep either, if you want to smoke, let's go together." ”
Chen Mo was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips, hesitated for a long time, and finally he didn't say anything, took out a cigarette and handed it to Chi Beizhi, and after helping Chi Beizhi light it, Chen Mo sat on the chair next to the bed, smoked it himself, and put most of the pack of cigarettes on the bedside table, so the two men in the ward swallowed the clouds and smoked like this.
Chi Beizhi has been quitting smoking for Qiao Ningsi for almost a year, and after he took a sip at this moment, he coughed heavily, and when he got used to it again, a pale face flushed, and there were faint tears in his inky eyes, Chen Mo didn't know if Chi Beizheng was smoked by smoke, or if Chi Beizhen was really crying.
The night outside the window gradually deepened, and the two smoked all the big packs of cigarettes, during which no one said a word, Chi Beizhi held the last cigarette in his slender fingers, and he didn't smoke anymore, letting the cigarette ash fall on the snow-white quilt, then he opened his mouth and asked Chen Mo, "What are you thinking?"
"I want Minnan." Chen Mo felt that his eyes were hot, and in order to prevent himself from shedding tears in front of Chi Beizhi, who was also a man, he lay on the head of the bed, buried his face in the quilt, and tears slipped out silently.
Since Lin Minnan left, he has not stopped thinking about Lin Minnan, he still has the key to Lin Minnan's house in his hand, he has stayed in Lin Minnan's house almost every night in the past few months, thinking that when Lin Minnan wants to go crazy, he is only one person curled up on the bed, repeatedly hugging the stuffed teddy bear that was once given to Lin Minnan.
And Chi Beizhi was thinking about what Qiao Ningsi said a few hours ago, he looked down at Chen Mo's constantly shrugging shoulders, "Now that you have lost Min Nan, except for Hao Difei, Chen Mo, in the near future or in a few years, will you still fall in love with a second woman?"
"No, it won't." Chen Mo didn't raise his face from the quilt, and replied to Chi Beizhi without thinking, "Even if I have decades left in my life, there will be too many changes in the future, and I can't predict what will happen or who I will meet, but I think even now, I can be sure that I only love Lin Minnan as a woman in my life." ”
Chi Beizhi's gaze gradually lost focus, he looked at the empty air in front of him, and the figure of a woman flashed past one by one, so fast that he couldn't catch it, but he knew that it was Qiao Ningsi.
And when he wanted to recall the bits and pieces of the past with Bai Tannian, he suddenly found that his mind was blank, and he couldn't even remember what Bai Tannian looked like.
"I don't believe what Ning Si said, after losing one, you will meet a better one." Chen Mo raised his head at this time and said to Chi Beizhi in a friend-like tone: "Have you ever thought that you have loved Bai Tannian for so long and have been obsessed with it for ten years, in fact, what you love and what you are obsessed with is just that memory?"
"Because Bai Tannian is your first love, occupying your entire youth, you have paid so much for her, and you can't let go of it in the years that you lost her later. Maybe it's not for nothing, but for any other woman, you are also so persistent. ”
"What you remember and can't forget is only your youth, what you love is actually an image of you and yourself at that time. Meditation and meditation are different for you, if you can fall in love with the next one, it means that you are not actually in love with the other. ”
"You used to be able to tell if your thoughts of Bai Tan were love, or just a kind of nostalgia for the past relationship, but I think now you must be able to distinguish your feelings for Ning Si, you and Ning Si are the real love, so you can fall in love with Ning Si after losing Bai Tan Nian, but I'm sure that after Ning Si leaves, you will not love other women in this life."
"Is it" I don't know when the cigarette in Chi Beizhi's hand has burned out, burning his thumb, and he didn't feel any pain, only Qiao Ningsi's face that was crying or smiling kept flashing in his mind, and his heart was torn apart little by little.
Qiao Ningsi didn't expect to meet Chi Beizhi in Qiao Qinghua's cemetery, at about four o'clock in the afternoon, the others left one after another, Chi Beizhi walked up with slender legs, and followed Chen Mo and Bu Ruoying by his side.
After Chi Beizhi saw Qiao Ningyan and Qiao Ningsi, as well as Tang Zhuoyao and a few people, he bowed his head lightly, didn't say anything, and bent over to put a bouquet of flowers in his hand in front of Qiao Qinghua's tombstone.
Qiao Qinghua and Zhu Jingrou were buried together, the sky above their heads was vast, and the clouds were very low, so it seemed that the atmosphere of the cemetery was becoming more and more deep and sad, several people were wearing black clothes, and they stood silently for a few minutes.
Qiao Ningsi's body became stiff and unable to move from the moment she saw Chi Beizhi, and in the face of Chi Beizhi's blindness, Qiao Ningsi felt that she could finally understand Chen Mo's feelings, and the biggest harm to the person she once loved was not-for-tat, but indifference and disdain.
Qiao Ningsi stood firmly in place, with her back to Chi Beizhi, she could still feel that Chi Beizhi was getting farther and farther away from her, she only felt that her heart was as if she was being twisted by a knife, her brain didn't have time to think, but her feet moved suddenly, and then she turned around and caught up with Chi Beizhi in a few steps, Qiao Ningsi grabbed one of Chi Beizhi's arms, "Ah Zhe." ”
Chi Beizhen paused, and when he looked down at Qiao Ningsi, his eyes were not indifferent and disgusted, or any other emotion, but he was not shocked, just like he faced other people, he quietly withdrew his hand, Chi Beizhen asked lightly: "Miss Qiao, is there something wrong?"
Chi Beizhi often used this tone to talk to other unrelated women, but it was the first time to treat Qiao Ningsi like this, Qiao Ningsi would rather Chi Beizhi hate her, or be angry and disgusted, it was better than being expressionless at the moment, which made Qiao Ningsi unbearable.
Her face turned pale, and she asked in a difficult voice, "Are your injuries better?"
Chi Beizhi nodded, just like the noble and high-minded man Qiao Ningsi knew at first sight, "I can come to attend the funeral of my ex-wife's adoptive father, which means that I am fine, thank you Miss Qiao for your concern." ”
Ex-wife Qiao Ningsi's brain "boomed", her whole body trembled, and she almost didn't stand firm, has she become an ex-wife
Qiao Ningsi pursed her lips and reminded Chi Beizhi in a low voice, "But you haven't signed the divorce agreement yet, then"
"Have you forgotten Miss Qiao" Chi Beizhi interrupted Qiao Ningsi, and said in a low voice: "At the beginning, the two of us signed an agreement, and the limited time was two years. If we still can't live with each other after two years, then I'll let you go, and you'll be free. ”
"And if we fall in love with each other and plan to be together for a lifetime, the two of us will go to reapply for a marriage certificate, we should have become husband and wife, but then we were troubled by various things during this time, and we haven't had time to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Since you don't remember this agreement, I can ask Chen Mo to go back and prove it. ”
Qiao Ningsi's pupils widened suddenly when she heard this, staring at Chi Beizhi, and then the shock in her eyes was replaced by self-deprecation and pain, she did not forget that she had never applied for a marriage certificate with Chi Beizhi, and when she divorced Chi Beizhi for the first time, the two only signed an agreement, and there was no need to go through other legal channels.
And she also signed the divorce agreement three days ago, which means that her relationship with Chi Beizhi has ended here, if she hadn't gone to the hospital to visit Zhu Jingyun last night, Qiao Ning thought that as long as Chi Beizhi got the divorce agreement, she would have understood everything, and they didn't need to go through other formalities between them, and they could be completely broken.
Qiao Ningsi was speechless, and her heart was extremely sad, it turned out that she and Chi Beizhi had never been husband and wife, so what kind of person was she from Chi Beizhi
Qiao Ningsi lowered her head, her two lips trembled, and she couldn't answer for a long time.
And Chi Beizhi lowered his eyes and saw the woman's exposed snow-white neck, where she had been wounded by a gunshot, there was still a faint scar, which made Chi Beizhe's heart twitch violently.
He didn't open his eyes anymore and stopped looking at Qiao Ningsi, looking at the cemetery in the distance, his dark eyes were also rendered desolate, "Miss Qiao, is there anything else?"
Qiao Ningsi's body trembled, nodded and quickly shook her head, worried that Chi Beizhi would be impatient, she immediately took out a bracelet woven with red rope from her pocket, a very simple ornament, except for the red thread, only a dozen small golden beads were connected in the middle, "Today is Christmas, this is for you as a gift." ”
Chi Beizhi turned his head to look at the red line in Qiao Ningsi's palm, in such a bleak winter, such a bright color made people's hearts warm.
But Chi Beizhi didn't reach out to pick it up.
But Bu Ruoying next to him couldn't bear it anymore, suddenly grabbed the red rope, and then raised his arm and threw it out vigorously.
In the howling cold wind, the sound of the beads falling on the marble floor could not be heard, Qiao Ningsi was stunned, and his ears were only filled with Bu Ruoying's sneering words, "Miss Qiao, you and Ah Zhe have already divorced, otherwise you have not become a legal husband and wife at all, so what do you mean by giving Ah Zhe such a red rope?"
"As Ah Zhe's current girlfriend, and I will have a wedding with Ah Zhe in the near future, I think I need to remind you that you have already broken off with Ah Zhe last night, so don't pester Ah Zhe again, otherwise don't say it's Ah Zhe's mother, I don't think I can tolerate you." The farmer died happily.
Chi Beizhen wants to marry Bu Ruoying Qiao Ningsi was shocked in her heart, this is impossible, even if Chi Beizhen wants to find another woman, it will not be so fast, he is not such a casual man, but if he is replaced by Jiang Zhiyue, it will be different, so it will be a night of hard work, what has Jiang Zhiyue done behind his back
Qiao Ningsi knew that it was impossible for her to be with Chi Beizhi, but just like Chi Beizhi did not allow her to remarry, she was so selfish that she didn't want Chi Beizhi to be with other women.
Qiao Ningsi looked at Chi Beizhi, her hands were clenched together, her breathing became slower and slower, she was very nervous, and she wanted to hear Chi Beizhi deny it.
And Chi Beizhi's slender eyebrows twisted, and sure enough, Jiang Zhiyue promised Bu Ruoying something behind his back, he didn't like Bu Ruoying, let alone let himself be controlled by Jiang Zhiyue.
Chi Beizhi looked at Bu Ruoying with a cold face, and was about to open his mouth to give up to Bu Ruoying, don't talk nonsense.
Who knew that Tang Zhuoyao, who had always been silent beside Qiao Ningsi, bent his arm around Qiao Ningsi's shoulder at this time, and then he took Bu Ruoying's words, "Miss Bu Er, I told you a long time ago to be a woman to be reserved, in front of so many people, don't you feel ashamed to stick to a man like this?"
"And who do you think you are, you dare to threaten Qiao Ning that she is my woman, and if you say anything to her to warn her, then don't blame me for not thinking about the love between me and your brother."
Just now, Bu Ruoying heard that Chi Beizhi and Qiao Ningsi had not applied for a marriage certificate at all, she was still happy in her heart, after all, in this way, the woman who was entangled with Chi Beizhi became Qiao Ningsi, and she Bu Ruoying was upright and bright, and Jiang Zhiyue also recognized her.
However, after hearing Tang Zhuoyao's words at this moment, Bu Ruoying's face suddenly turned pale, and she felt particularly humiliated in her heart, gritting her teeth and glaring at Tang Zhuoyao angrily, "You"
Bu Ruoying couldn't find a refutation for a while, and looked at Chi Beizhen with red eyes, wanting Chi Beizhen to open his mouth to confirm her identity, after all, Chi Beizhen had already accepted her, didn't he
However, Chi Beizhi's gaze was rigidly hung on Tang Zhuoyao's hand on Qiao Ningsi's shoulder, Chi Beizhi's two hanging fists were clenched, trying his best to restrain his anger that was about to explode, but in the end he still didn't control it, and the next second, he swung his fist into Tang Zhuoyao's face.
He had wanted to do this for a long time, since that time when he saw the photo of Tang Zhuoyao forcibly kissing Qiao Ningsi, he wanted to beat Tang Zhuoyao, Qiao Ningsi was his woman, how could Tang Zhuoyao hug Qiao Ningsi
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