613 I Hate You (And Updates.)
Fu Ling'an asked his younger brother, "Did Ama and E-Niang quarrel?" ”
Fukangan shook his head solemnly: "I don't know, E-Niang only told me to guard here, and I didn't say anything else." Big brother, why don't you go and get busy first, Ama will come out in a while, and I will tell Ama that you have been here. ”
However, the people in the house had already heard the movement outside, Ruyin slowly walked to the window, and saw the eldest sons who were tall and tall in the courtyard, and Fukangan, who had returned to her after ten years of separation. At this moment, the little Fu Changan is sleeping soundly on the couch, Yu'er has not been sent back after being taken to Nalan Mansion for the holiday, and there is a child in her belly who is quietly waiting to meet her brothers and sisters. But Ruyin knows that this is not all that Fu Heng gave herself, everything she got from her husband is the dream of many women for a lifetime, but she also has things that she can't get, and she is destined to never get it for the rest of her life.
"I didn't hold back last night, I didn't wait for Fu Ling'an to leave before beating you, now my sons are going to be in a hurry, I don't know how to explain it to them." Ruyin stood under the window and said coldly, "But I don't want to say anything, if they ask you, you can deal with it yourself." ”
"Ruyin, how long are you going to be angry?" Seeing that his wife finally spoke, Fu Heng stepped forward and said, "Can't you be angry today?" ”
"When will I not be angry, I will naturally not be angry, do I still need your consent?" The husband and wife have been in the past for more than 20 years, and there has never been an atmosphere like today, no matter how fierce the quarrel was in the past, even if Fu Heng was so angry that he couldn't say a word or even walked away, he would definitely come back to coax people in less than half a day, and the couple had never had an overnight feud. As Fu Ling'an thought, every dispute in the past was just Ruyin playing coquettishly, and she knew that Fu Heng would tolerate her no matter what.
But today, it was not Fu Heng who was helpless in the face of his wife's arrogance and unreasonableness, but Ruyin, who wanted to go away and even take all the children away from this family.
Fu Heng also walked to the window and saw his sons wandering in the courtyard, Ruyin looked at him sideways, the handprints on his cheeks were long gone, how much strength could she have, how much hatred she could have to be ruthless, she was just very angry last night, she felt betrayed by her husband for the first time. If he and Hongyan were buried in the fire, what would she do, and what would she do with the rest of her life? At that moment, Fucha Fu Heng really didn't think about her, was there only Wei Hongyan and no Nalan Ruyin at that moment?
"Ruyin, I know it's mine, I'll wait patiently for you as long as you want to be angry, but you can't be angry all the time." Fu Heng said, "What do you want me to do to dissipate my anger, for the sake of your own body, don't be angry anymore?" ”
"My body? So you're still worried? When you rushed headlong into the fire, did you worry, if you die in it, what will I do, what will I do with the children? Ruyin lowered her voice, as if she had suppressed the sourness of her life, in fact, it was bitter and astringent, but she covered it with a lot of honey, which didn't mean that she really didn't care. But to this day, she still can't say it, she can't say it, if she says it, the happiness of their husband and wife in the past 20 years will all change.
"Ruyin ......"
"Why did you rush in, you tell me?" Ruyin rushed out of her mouth, and it was not easy to swallow the words she said, so she simply asked, "Because my sister is inside, right?" Are you for me, or for the emperor, or for some other reason? ”
Fu Heng was speechless for a while, in fact, Ruyin didn't see what happened at that time, he casually made up a lie and said that the emperor ordered him to rush in, but he couldn't say such a thing, but he replied for the sake of Hongyan? For Ruyin? How can this be explained?
"Can't you answer?" Ruyin asked, "Don't you even have a reasonable explanation?" ”
Fu Heng's expression was solemn, and he said, "I don't know, how to tell you, last night's incident was too sudden, and it doesn't feel real until now." When I saw you and the children, I realized how impulsive things I did, but ......"
"But human life is at stake, how can Lord Fucha stand by and watch?" Ruyin said, "If it's not my sister inside, Fu Heng, will you rush in?" ”
Fu Heng stared at his wife, he vaguely felt that Ruyin knew something, but after so many years, if she knew anything, could she be so friendly with Hongyan, how did women think of such things? However, having said that, his affection for Hongyan, except for the unsuccessful confession back then, has never happened again, and what they have said when they meet for more than 20 years is not as much as what they said in a day with Ruyin. For the sake of burying the bottom of my heart a long time ago, I didn't plan to dig up the affection again in my life, and let Ruyin fall into pain and hatred, is it worth it?
"I don't know." Fu Heng responded, "But because I am a noble concubine, I will not hesitate to rush in, she is an important person in our Fucha family, whether it is for you, or for me and my family." ”
Ruyin's heart is very transparent, this sentence is broken down to say that the importance to Fu Heng can be twofold, one is the woman he loves deeply, he can give everything for her, and the other is the important person of the Fucha family, which is related to the future of Fu Heng and the Fucha clan. Just these two choices, but how to choose is only based on one thought.
For more than 20 years, she chose the latter and lived a happy life with her husband that everyone envied, and she was very happy and satisfied. But last night, when she learned that her husband sacrificed his life to save the woman in her heart, she knew that although she did not choose the wrong life, that choice still existed, never disappeared, and even waited for her to choose anytime and anywhere.
Ruyin's body shook a little, Fu Heng immediately hugged her, and asked worriedly: "Is it uncomfortable, Ruyin, don't be angry, don't be angry." It's me who is not good, I admit that I was confused and didn't think about anything at the time, but Ruyin, I can't really not think about you and the children, don't you believe it? We've been married for more than 20 years, isn't it enough for you to believe me? ”
"Why should I believe you, if you die now, I will take the child in my womb to chase you, and we will say these words in the underworld. I'm going to slap you even if I chase you there. Ruyin cried out, and she didn't suppress her voice anymore, and the three children in the garden probably heard it.
Sure enough, Fu Ling'an muttered: "What did E-Niang say?" ”
Fukangan took an elder brother with one hand, and said: "It can't be done here, let's retreat outside the courtyard gate, eldest brother and second brother, it's not possible to eavesdrop on Ama Eniang's words." ”
The two elder brothers were pushed out by their teenage brothers, and when they came back to their senses, they were already standing outside the courtyard gate, and Fu Kangan was standing in the middle of the door, with the same look on his face as just now, and the dispute and quarrel of Ama Eniang did not seem to have any effect on him, Fu Ling'an and Fu Long'an frowned and looked at this younger brother, and they had nothing to say.
In the house, Ruyin had been completely embraced by Fu Heng, and Ruyin's fist beating his chest became weaker and weaker, replaced by sad crying, she was very sad, for more than 20 years, when Fu Heng spit out the truth after drinking and shouting Hongyan's name, she didn't feel so painful. Because last night, she almost couldn't even keep anyone.
"I hate you, I hate you!" Ruyin wanted to vent all the depression of twenty years, but apart from these four words, she couldn't say anything else. She still chose the latter, she chose not to pierce that layer of paper, she loves Fu Heng, she wants to keep her happiness, there is no red face, everything is fine with her and Fu Heng.
Fu Heng didn't lie, didn't use grandiose reasons to excuse his behavior, he didn't know what would happen later, but when he woke up, he only felt that Ruyin was the person he wanted to give an explanation, but he couldn't tell what he really thought at the time, and he couldn't say the desperate anger when he saw Hongyan who was dying in the corner, but now that he is safe and sound, no one is hurt, he can turn back to the original Fucha Fu Heng, and use his life to repay Ruyin's dedication, he wants to stay by Ruyin's side.
Hongyan's side Hongyan's heart has never had his own place, and he understands it better than anyone else.
The wife in his arms gradually quieted down, the slight convulsions made Fu Heng feel distressed, he carefully wiped away his wife's tears, Ruyin was once the first beauty of the Manchus, how poignant the tears of the beauty were, anyone who saw Ruyin at the moment would be soft and distressed, he already had the best woman in the world, he should be content.
"I was wrong, there will never be a next time, never again. I'll live for a hundred years, guarding you and the child, don't be angry, okay? Fu Heng lowered his head and kissed his wife's forehead, and said sincerely, "Ruyin, do you believe me?" ”
Ruyin sniffed, reached out and touched Fu Heng's cheek, and choked: "Does it hurt?" ”
Fu Heng smiled bitterly: "Your little strength is like tickling." ”
Ruyin was not convinced: "You should hit it harder, so that you can remember." ”
Fu Heng said: "You are not allowed to do it anymore, let alone in front of your son." ”
"What? You still want to fight but you can't, do you fight? Ruyin's tears on her face did not disappear, and she was as arrogant as before, but it didn't last long, and it was delicate and heartbreaking, she knelt down in front of Fu Heng and said, "You remember, don't want to leave me, if you leave, I won't live, don't think." ”
"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it." Fu Heng soothed her back and let out a long sigh of relief, "I listen to you for everything, I have never listened to you for everything." ”
Outside the courtyard gate, the three brothers stood for an hour, and Fukanganmen stood there like a god, but the two brothers didn't even plan to let him get out of the way. At this time, Ama came out, and Fu Ling'an hurriedly asked if there was anything wrong, but he heard the voice of the head of the mother, and said coldly: "Fu Ling'an, you come in, the mother has something to say to you." ”