Lu Zhanyan was wearing a bathrobe, and he didn't have time to change it, but after he pulled it like this, it naturally loosened. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. Revealing a large area of skin on his neck, just after bathing, it showed a white pink, like a first bloom, Qin Shijin just glanced at it, and felt that his mouth was dry, and a deep desire &mda; thought rose in his lower abdomen.

Qin Shijin's face sank, and he asked sharply, "Lu Zhanyan!" Why don't you come! ”

"Why should I come?" Lu Zhanyan was impetuous, and when he got up from the sofa, he shouted angrily, "You don't understand? I said I wouldn't go! Are you deaf! ”

When she moved like this, her bathrobe was even more loose, and she hadn't noticed it yet.

Restrained desire &mda; hope can no longer slipper, reason is also forced to retreat to invisible, Qin Shijin's eyes tightened, his eyes were even more ruthless, and he directly pressed her down and kissed her.

Qin Shijin's kiss was a ferocious plunder, as if he wanted to regain what belonged to him in the first place.

It's like venting, and I can't get it these days.

With a strong anger, she couldn't resist, couldn't fight.

Her skin was moist, and there was a little cool and fresh smell of shower gel, which was mixed into a chaotic mass that stimulated Qin Shijin's sensory nerves, too exciting, and too missed, just blindly dropped one kiss after another on her, and used bright red marks to stamp her own mark.

While kissing, he questioned her, "Lu Zhanyan!" Why don't you come! Why! ”

He thought he had been waiting for her for hours today, and she was going to be so moved? Or maybe it's guilty about him?

"Did I make you wait? Qin Shijin! Do I have one? It's up to you to wait! It's your self-righteousness! Lu Zhanyan roared.

But these roars are not only against him, but also at himself!

It's obvious that I want to see what is going on, and I just suffer by myself, but I am unwilling!

Qin Shijin was yelled at by her like this, and he had nothing to say, and looked at her angrily, "Yes!" It's my self-righteousness! ”

He lowered his head and kissed her again......

Lu Zhanyan was kissed by him so painfully and itchyly, as if there were thousands of ants crawling around his neck, "What are you crazy about!" You neurotic! Find another woman! ”

Go to anyone, to your fiancée......

Why are you pestering me!

Why!

Qin Shijin didn't let her go at all, just blindly kissed her.

"Isn't it the same when the lights are turned off! Nothing different! He uttered hurtful words, sucking hard at the tender skin of her neck socket.

His sanity was still quite sober, but a tingling torrent rushed through his body, and Lu Zhanyan couldn't help but tremble, "Get out!" Get the hell out of here! ”

She pushed him with all her might, touching his chest, and the scorching heat ran from her palms to her heart through her shirt, making her blush. With just one hand, Qin Shijin grabbed her wrists and raised them above her head arrogantly, Lu Zhanyan was suddenly embarrassed and indignant, and a merciless mockery escaped from his thin and cold lips, "Pretending to be what?" I've done it so many times! Don't you like it! ”

"Qin Shijin! Shame on you! Lu Zhanyan opened his mouth and scolded.

His eyes were covered with crimson, and he lowered his head to kiss her lips forcefully, swallowing her curses into his belly, his nimble fingers undoing the straps of his bathrobe.

"Don't!"

Qin Shijin raised his head, and her indifferent appearance met his eyes. Brushing her hair with her hands, her little face was red and her cherry lips were lightly opened, her fine white silver teeth bit her lip stubbornly, and her eyes didn't know where to look, but they revealed a different kind of charming style.

Lu Zhanyan's breathing was weak, panting and intermittently, "Qin Shijin...... You go to Tong An......"

didn't want to say Tong An's name at this time, as if her jealousy was so serious, and her shame became more and more serious.

But she is his favorite stubborn appearance, how to resist it!

He opened his mouth and bit her shoulder, and she screamed in pain again.

"Lu Zhanyan, you are jealous." His tone was almost categorical.

"I didn't!" She gritted her teeth.

"You have!"

"Nope!"

Lu Zhanyan resolutely denied it in annoyance, she didn't want to admit it, in fact, she was so jealous, jealousy was like a crazy weed, crawling all over her heart all at once......

"Lu Zhanyan! Look at me! Qin Shijin snorted, forcing Lu Zhanyan to face him squarely.

Looking at each other, there were too many emotions flowing in the eyes of the two, fading away anger, fading away jealousy, fading away those chaos, but only missing remained.

Such thoughts have been devouring the mind every day and night after separation.

The rain was still pouring down, and thunder and lightning were pouring outside the window.

Unable to dissipate, unable to heal......

"No, no......"

She shook her head blankly, "Qin Shijin, no......"

She is reluctant to have someone else's fiancé, even if that person is his......

"Isn't it the same when the lights are turned off! Nothing different! You yourself just said it! Whoever you want, whoever you go to! Lu Zhanyan's breath was already weak, and he gritted his teeth and said.

But there seemed to be more thoughts coming out, constantly devouring them.

"All I want is you." Qin Shijin suddenly spoke, Lu Zhanyan was stunned, and his heartbeat missed half a beat.

"Lu Zhanyan, I just want you." He said again.

knew that she shouldn't have fallen, she shouldn't have fallen like that, but just this sentence made her completely dizzy. She thought that she must have been poisoned, otherwise how could she be powerless to resist.

His kiss, his body temperature, his breath, his lingering.

Forgot whether it should have been, forgot everything......

……

A love is like a battle, Lu Zhanyan has no strength, he is wet, all sweat, and Qin Shijin is not much better. He picked her up, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then carried her to the half-hidden room.

Lu Zhanyan was lying on the bed, and the air-conditioned room was turned on, slightly cold.

He took the quilt and covered her with a towel to dry her hair. The movements were so careful and very light, as if she was afraid that she would be hurt by him.

In the past, it was rare that he was willing to do these gentle things for her under her pestering.

He was forced and reluctant, but at the moment he took the initiative.

Lu Zhanyan didn't know what it was like, it was complicated, and it was too uncomfortable.

"Your cold, are you okay?" He asked in a deep voice.

Her heart sank, and she turned her face away and whispered, "You can go." ”

Qin Shijin, go farther, don't come to her side again, disturb her mind, and don't let her become a third party.

Even if he said that she was not, but such an entanglement is not a third party, what is it?

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Qin Shijin didn't seem to hear her speak, but only noticed the medicine bottle on the table, and the bottle was also pasted with a note on the bottle to note that it was morning and evening.

He still insisted on asking, "Is the cold cured?" ”

"What does it have to do with you!" Lu Zhanyan roared hoarsely, but he was weak.

His eyes, fixed on her, flowed through the deep meaning, which was an emotion that she couldn't see. Lu Zhanyan only felt bitter, not because of a cold, but because he was too depressed in his heart. She was almost talking to herself, muttering, "Qin Shijin, you go, let's not do this again." ”

Qin Shijin saw that she was calm, and such a weak appearance made him reluctant, and his voice was a little lower, "After getting off work today, where did you go?" ”

"You can go anywhere, you can go." Lu Zhanyan frowned and said, obviously you can go anywhere, but it seems that you can't go anywhere.

Qin Shijin stretched out his hand to stroke the hair that fell on her cheek, gently stroked it to the side, and said in a low voice, "If you are not in good health, don't run outside." A girl, it's not safe to walk outside. Don't attend those parties again, your temper is not suitable for that kind of occasion......"

His words revolved around work again, which made Lu Zhanyan not very annoyed.

"Qin Shijin, you don't have to be nice to me, and you don't have to please me, these are useless to me! No matter what you do, no matter what you say, I won't spy on Qin Duyun for you! I don't have any use for you! Don't dwell on it anymore! Lu Zhanyan roared angrily, his breath short.

Qin Shijin held her face with one hand, stared at her and said, "Don't go to those social occasions, I don't like it!" ”

"I'm Mr. Dusk's secretary, I don't accompany him to attend, who will accompany him?"

"If there is any entertainment, it will be handed over to the public relations department, and someone will be sent to accompany the attendance!"

"Qin Shijin, you even have arranged people in the public relations department!" Lu Zhanyan blurted out, how could she not know how capable he was. In fact, everything has already been set up for her to obey obediently. beat the Chinese Gongzi half to death for her, just to win her over.

But why, Qin Shijin, why do you have another purpose for being good to me?

Qin Shijin stared at each other and said coldly, "You just need to listen to me!" ”

"I'm telling you, absolutely impossible!" Lu Zhanyan stubbornly retorted, so she refused to give in, and refused to give in like this.

You can lose to anyone, but you can't lose to him.

"Lu Zhanyan! You repeat! After coaxing for a long time, she was still so stubborn, which made Qin Shijin's patience begin to dissipate.

"It seems that your ears are really not very good, I say absolutely impossible! Get out of here! Get out! This is not your apartment! Lu Zhanyan resolutely stated his attitude, and his heart was twisted. She grabbed the pillow on one side and began to smash him, so angry that she vented her dissatisfaction in her heart.

Qin Shijin was hit by a pillow, but he was not annoyed, "I'll leave after taking the medicine!" ”

"Get out!"

"I'll leave after taking the medicine!" He drank it cold, and then took the medicine bottle on the table and threw it to her.

Lu Zhanyan was helpless to take him, so he could only pick up the medicine bottle, unscrew the cap and pour out a few pills.

Qin Shijin wanted to get the water cup for her again, but she didn't drink the water and swallowed the pill directly.

"You go!" The pill is bitter, and it is uncomfortable to tumble in the stomach if swallowed, Lu Zhanyan said coldly.

Qin Shijin had no choice but to put down the water glass, was silent, and turned to leave.

Lu Zhanyan felt so angry that she was suffocated and couldn't find an exit. Hearing movement outside, he was probably getting dressed. Then there was another sound of the door closing, and he was gone. She was lying alone on the bed, her hair still half-wet, not blow-drying. Countless emotions came to my heart and raged in this rainy night.

When everything was still, she grabbed the pastoral cup on the side and slammed it on the ground.

The water was also sprinkled all over the ground.

Smack&mda;&mda;

God knows how much she loves this pastoral cup, even after moving out of his apartment, she is reluctant to leave it.

Lu Zhanyan looked at the fragments on the ground, and began to feel distressed, this cup seems to be quite expensive.

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"Dudu &mda;&mda;

The call came from the company's internal line, Qin Duyun picked up the phone, and heard Qin Shijin's voice coming from the other end, "If there is entertainment in the future, don't send Secretary Lu to accompany you." The public relations department directly dispatches people, I will arrange. ”

Qin Duyun smiled and replied, "Okay." ”

"That's it." Qin Shijin hung up the phone.

Qin Duyun thought that it might be because of the previous incident with Hua Gongzi that he would have such a decision. He directly pressed the extension number of the secretary's office, and then said, "Secretary Lu, come in." ”

Lu Zhanyan, who received the call, immediately came to the office.

"Mr. Twilight, what do you command?" Lu Zhanyan said softly.

Qin Duyun said, "In the future, you don't have to accompany me to attend the weekly entertainment." ”

What the? Don't need her to accompany you?

Lu Zhanyan was surprised, "Mr. Dusk? ”

"This is Mr. Jin's decision, I think he is worried about you." Qin Duyun said truthfully and did not hide it.

Lu Zhanyan gritted his teeth, clenched his fists lightly and said, "Mr. Dusk, I can do it, there is no problem." ”

"Secretary Lu, it's okay, you don't have to accompany me every time, this kind of thing could have been handed over to the public relations department." Qin Duyun opened his mouth warmly and quipped, "Although you are very capable, you always have to share some things with other employees." Otherwise, they won't be too boring? ”

"But......" Lu Zhanyan felt uneasy.

"No, it's decided." Qin Duyun said resolutely, so that Lu Zhanyan could no longer refute, "You are the senior sister of President Jin, and you are the person he cultivated, if something happens again, it will not be good." Secretary Lu, you had a cold a few days ago, so pay more attention to your health recently. ”

Lu Zhanyan was stunned, and could only say, "Yes." ”

What else could she say?

Qin Shijin, he has already exhausted his calculations.

Qin Duyun still listened to him like that, and he didn't have any trouble......

Before Lu Zhanyan left, he still reminded, "Mr. Dusk, the staff of the public relations department, you were not familiar with it before. Alternatively, you can bring a female companion with you. ”

A wealthy young master like Qin Duyun is handsome and personable, and naturally there will be no women around him.

It's just that it seems that in the days with him, I have never heard of it.

Qin Duyun said with a smile, "Secretary Lu, thank you for your kindness, it's just that I don't have any female companions. ”

Lu Zhanyan looked at him in surprise again, how could it be?

Seeing her almost shocked expression, Qin Duyun said helplessly, "What? Do I have to have a female companion? ”

"No, it's not, it's just ......," Lu Zhanyan said embarrassedly, "I just think that Mr. Dusk, there should be a lot of girls who like it." ”

Qin Duyun's gaze had a bit of deep meaning, but he said unintentionally, "I like you, but I don't like you, so what's the use." ”

This sentence was like a sharp thorn, easily piercing into Lu Zhanyan's heart.

What is the use of liking you, but not what you like?

Is that the case?

Do you have to find someone?

Wouldn't it work if you change someone else? Like the ability of a person, is it gone?

Lu Zhanyan pursed his lips and said bitterly, "If you don't try it, how will you know?" Maybe, maybe you'll like someone else! ”

Perhaps, she was more like saying to herself.

Qin Duyun just smiled and said, "It's lunch break again, Secretary Lu, do you want to go fishing together?" ”

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"Fishing?" Lu Zhanyan was stunned.

Qin Duyun got up from the executive chair, lifted his suit jacket and said, "The weather in October is the most suitable for fishing, relax, do you want to go?" ”

Lu Zhanyan had never studied these entertainments, and shook his head, "No, Mr. Dusk, go ahead." ”

"Okay then." Qin Duyun didn't insist on this, and walked out of the office with a smile.

Then Lu Zhanyan also left the office.

After a busy morning, you can finally get a short rest. The assistant packed the meal and brought it, and Lu Zhanyan solved it in the office, and he didn't plan to go to the staff restaurant, "Secretary Lu, this is your lunch, ham and egg rice, right?" ”

"Yes, thank you." Lu Zhanyan thanked him for taking it.

"You're welcome."

A person was eating in the office room, and suddenly felt too quiet, so he took out his mobile phone and tuned to the audio to listen to the radio.

It was the host of the Emotion Channel, and the soft female voice on the other end of the audio said.

"Here, I received a letter from a listener named Xiao Ke."

"Xiao Ke told us this in the letter."

"In fact, love is like waiting for a bus, sometimes you think the bus is so old and refuse to get on. Sometimes you wonder why there is no air conditioning on this bus, and you refuse to get on it. Sometimes you think, wow! So many people refused to go on again. Wait, wait, it was dark again, and my heart was anxious, so I jumped on the bus as soon as I saw it. Oops! Wrong ride! …… You're wasting time and money, and you're not getting a bus when it's coming. However, don't be sad, if you get on the wrong bus, then you can get off the station quickly. Perhaps, the right one will come soon. ”

"It's really a very interesting story, love is like waiting for a bus, it's very philosophical."

Xiao Ke also said that she has let go of her previous feelings, and next week, she will marry a new boy. Their acquaintance was introduced through a blind date. But he made her feel very intimate and warm, holding his hand, as if she could go on forever. ”

"Here, we congratulate Xiao Ke, congratulations to her for finding the other half of her life, so happily together."

……

The host's voice in the audio is still choppy, but it is slowly getting softer.

Qin Duyun said: I like you, but I don't like you, so what's the use.

She said, "If you don't try it, how will you know?" Maybe, maybe you'll like someone else!

In Lu Zhanyan's heart, he really thinks so.

In that instant, there was an answer.

She didn't have to, she wasn't like that.

It's just that it takes time to say goodbye to this relationship, to adapt to the days without one, to learn to be stronger and more independent, and then to meet a new person, meet him and gradually like him, so that you can start again. Maybe the next time you meet someone, you can stay together for a lifetime.

Those pains will eventually pass, and I am afraid that all it takes is time.

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"Brocade, grandpa told us to go back to dinner."

"Got it."

"He also asked Mobai to go, saying that he hadn't seen him for a long time."

"Yes."

"Then I'll tell Mo Bai and go over together after work."

After Tong An informed Qin Shijin, he took advantage of the gap between sending documents and said about dinner in the evening, "Manager Xiao, are you free at night?" ”

"What? Asking me out for a drink? Xiao Mobai said teasingly.

"Who asked you out for a drink?"

"Grandpa said that he hadn't seen you for a long time, and asked you to come over for dinner when you were free. It's at Grandpa Qin's house, how is it today? ”

"I'm afraid I can't do it today, I have something to go home."

"Then I'll have to tell Grandpa another day."

"In a few days, when I come back from abroad, I will go to Grandpa Tong to plead guilty." Xiao Mobai said with a smile, and asked again, "Tong An, Grandpa Tong came back this time, it seems that he wants to urge you to get married, right?" ”

Tong An's smiling face had a hint of froze, and he quickly regained his smile, "Jindu and I are still young, and it seems that marriage is still far away. ”

"Grandpa Tong is not young anymore, he will want to see you happy." Although Xiao Mobai was smiling, his expression was very serious.

How could Tong An not know?

Tong An was silent and whispered, "I know." ”

After getting off work that day, the group went to the nearby parking lot to pick up the car. Tong An didn't drive today, so he took Qin Shijin's car, and Qin Duyun took one by himself. Before the two went downstairs, Tong An contacted Qin Duyun, so they waited in the hall on the ground floor.

Then Qin Duyun also arrived.

The group left the company and picked up the car and went to Qin's house.

Several cars drove out of the parking lot one after another, running along the road in turn.

Qin Duyun was the first to come out, and he was at the front, followed by Qin Shijin and Tong An.

One was unfortunate enough to eat a traffic light.

Qin Duyun's car all rushed over, stuck Qin Shijin's one.

On the side is the bus stop along the road, and Tong An's eyes are just looking out the window. Inadvertently, I saw Lu Zhanyan waiting for the bus.

"Isn't this Secretary Lu?" Tong An opened his mouth and said.

Hearing this, Qin Shijin turned his head to look over.

I saw that in the crowd, Lu Zhanyan was standing there quietly in a suit. Like many office workers, nothing has changed.

Tong An rolled down the window and said hello to her, "Secretary Lu!" ”

Someone was shouting, and Lu Zhanyan immediately looked for prestige. She saw the car in front of her, and she saw the people in it.

Tong An, and Qin Shijin in the driver's seat.

Qin Shijin glanced at her, then withdrew his gaze and stopped looking.

Lu Zhanyan smiled, "Manager Tong." ”

"See you tomorrow, bye."

"Bye-bye."

The car continued to start and drove away from her.

His figure also flashed from his eyes.

Love is like waiting for a bus. She didn't have too many options and was not picky, she just got in the wrong car.

That's it.

Lu Zhanyan turned her head and saw her bus coming.

Perhaps, this is the one that belongs to her.

Only by getting back on the right track can you find the person who belongs to you.