Chapter 67, I will never be moved!
In the evening, after Changge returned home, he felt a little tired after a day of running, and he was a little restless, so he didn't want to cook, so he simply ordered two bowls of clear soup noodles.
Although it is just the following noodles, it is still good to customize the long song of the good wife and mother, the milky white soup noodles are dotted with green vegetables, and a fat poached egg in a bowl is sprinkled with a little homemade chili oil, which makes people appetizing when they look at it.
After dinner, Changge went back to the room and went to bed, feeling a little uneasy about her daytime, she wanted to figure out what she was thinking, but after thinking about it, she fell asleep.
Changge said in her heart, maybe it was because she regarded Chang'an as her younger brother from the beginning. And Lin Yanchen is just her wishful thinking brother, after all, the two live together as a husband and wife, so she will have some possessiveness towards Lin Yanchen, right?
Changge, who lacked heart, felt that this reason was very valid, so she fell asleep peacefully......
Changge, who hadn't dreamed for a long time, suddenly dreamed of his past life.
In the dream, it was the old Changping Street in Beijing, and I don't know when I heard the nursery rhyme, and I recalled it in my ears.
Yang Liuer works, smoking a spinning top;
Willow is green, let go of the air;
Yang Liu'er died, kicking the shuttlecock;
The willow sprouts and plucks the child.
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Long Song ...... When it was still Meng Changning, seven or eight years old, Meng Changning was wearing tattered clothes and walking dirtily on the street.
She doesn't know who she really is, and she's been wandering in the market for as long as she can remember, and she's a little Hanako.
Changge first dreamed of the days when he and a group of people named Hanako had to ask for food every day and occasionally steal chickens and touch dogs.
Changge suspected that she had lost her memory in her previous life, because her memory was only after she was seven or eight years old, and she didn't remember who she was before that.
After living like this until she was about eleven or twelve years old, suddenly a person with a mask came to the ruined temple she was committed to and found her, her medical skills, poison and spices were all taught by that person, and it was also that person named her Meng Changning.
She may have been born with a talent for those medicinal materials, and she was interested in herself, and after four or five years of hard work, she could be called a superb craft. But at that moment, the man left quietly, as caught off guard as he appeared.
In the four or five years that accompanied him, the only thing Changge knew was that the person was a woman, very young, and her voice was very good. The attitude towards her is always like a departure, which is neither good nor bad.
After she left, Changge continued to study medicine and poison day and night, and used his skills to open a gouache shop, not wanting to make the business bigger, and gradually became famous in Beijing.
It was a complete accident to meet Bai Que, but when she was shopping, she found that some officers and soldiers posted the emperor's list, saying that Bai Que, who was still the second prince at the time, was bitten by a poisonous snake while hunting, and if anyone could be cured, a bounty of five hundred taels would be given.
Meng Changning, who saw the money, unveiled the imperial list and was brought into the palace.
The first time she saw Bai Que, she really had the feeling of a shocking glimpse, and she saw that the white jade gilt collapsed, and the young man with his eyes closed seemed to be a character in ink and blue.
Her dream was frozen here, and the rest of the scene flashed like a fleeting light.
became a confidant with Bai Que until he met Bai Yu......
Bai Yu and Bai Que are diametrically opposed personalities, he is always dressed in a black robe, looks handsome and sharp, can speak with a mouth, Changge has been with him for a long time, and he has forgotten when he decided to help him help him, this companionship is as long as seven years.
During this period, she got acquainted with Bai Yu's henchmen and ministers, and won their satisfaction with her intelligence and ability to practice drugs, and the best friend was Wang Ming, who was still the secretary of the Ministry of War at that time, this named Wang Ming was Bai Yu's most loyal subordinate, and it was also an important reason for the breakdown of the relationship between the two in the future.
Bai Yu has nine brothers, he is not the most conspicuous one, Changge and those ministers have been assisting Bai Yu for seven years, and she has also changed from a gouache shop owner who is ignorant of the world to a calculating and skilled queen.
She has a wild temperament, but she is ready to be a good queen in the harem for Bai Yu to stabilize her temperament, but what she didn't expect is that after Bai Yu became the emperor, her suspicions became more and more serious.
Changge persuaded Bai Yu many times that he didn't listen, called the emperor, in addition to making her the queen, but also accepted the three palaces and six courts, although Bai Yu was not sincere to those women, but in order to open up branches and leaves for the royal family, he would still spoil other concubines.
Changge knew that the royal family had royal rules, not to mention that Bai Yu was with her for most of the month, she felt uncomfortable, but what could she say.
The deep palace was lonely, and occasionally had some troubles, so he confided a few words with Bai Que, who was already Prince Rui, and didn't want to go over time, Bai Yu actually suspected that she was having an affair with Bai Que, and forbade the two to communicate.
Changge is not a person who will always grieve himself, he does not argue with Bai Yu on his face, but his heart gradually cools, until she became pregnant later, and when Bai Yu suspected that the child was not his, she completely gave up on Bai Yu.
In the second year of her becoming empress, Bai Yu put the loyal Wang Ming, the secretary of the military department, in prison. It just so happened that at that time, the daughter of the general who protected the country, that is, the concubine Rong Guifei in the palace, was happy, Changge couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, it was the first time she tore her face with Bai Yu, and the two of them had a very ugly quarrel.
After a stalemate for a while, Bai Yu, who has always been tough, took the initiative to soften his attitude, the king of a country is like this, Changge still let go of the unhappiness in his heart in the end, and reconciled with Bai Yu.
Not long after, Changge found out that she was pregnant, even if she had any estrangement with Bai Yu, she was still excited to tell Bai Yu the news, but Bai Yu's first sentence was indeed "I'm?" ”
Changge will never forget his mood at that time, as if he fell from a clear sky into a thousand cold pools.
She thought that she had been completely dead to Bai Yu at that time, and she didn't want that after her child was killed by Concubine Rong, Bai Yu actually did not execute Concubine Rong, but only punished Concubine Rong Lu by one grade, only to taboo the power of Concubine Rong's mother's family.
Very good...... Bai Yu, you can do it!
During the period when Changge was recuperating in bed, tears flowed inadvertently when she thought of her unborn child. During this period, Bai Yu occasionally came over, and she would be driven away like crazy.
After all, Bai Yu is the king of a country, and he has been here several times, so he is not here, the two fell into a cold war, and not long after, it was rumored in the palace that His Majesty was going to execute Wang Ming in prison, and when she got the news, Wang Ming had already been escorted to the court on the way.
She and Wang Ming are close friends, Wang Ming is loyal to the people, how can he rebel? After she got the news, she immediately rushed to the court regardless of her identity and begged him to let Wang Ming go, but Bai Yu said angrily: "How can a harem woman go to the court!" Come on, pull the queen down! ”
Changge was really disheartened at that time, and said without choosing words: "Bai Yu! Have you forgotten that when you were an inconspicuous prince, who helped you get to where you are today?! You listen to traitorous ministers and execute good ministers, aren't you afraid that your emperor will not be able to sit still?! ”
As soon as she said this, the court was shocked, Bai Yu's face was pale, if she was changed to another concubine, Bai Yu was afraid that she would be directly ordered to be executed, Xu is Bai Yu still had feelings for her, just stared at her coldly, gritted her teeth and said: "Queen...... Don't forget who you are. ”
It happened that Bai Que came out to intercede for Changge, and Bai Yu, who was originally suspicious of the two of them, immediately said angrily: "The queen does not abide by the palace rules and disturbs the ...... of the court" Bai Yu paused, and did not abolish her queen's throne, but said: "Confinement for three months and a fine of one year as a punishment!" ”
Thinking about it in hindsight, this was already the greatest benevolence of an emperor, but how could Changge, who was emotional at that time, think so much, and only felt completely disappointed in Bai Yu.
Those ministers were very dissatisfied with Bai Yu's punishment, and knelt down to crusade against her, all kinds of chaotic voices buzzed in her ears, and she couldn't hear what she said.
In the days when she was confined, Bai Yu never came to her, she never thought that in the end, Bai Yu would come with a glass of poisoned wine, because she couldn't stand the impeachment of those ministers, and didn't want to be a faint gentleman who broke the rules for the sake of women?
Changge took the poisonous wine in his hand and drank it all.
The picture freezes here, and Changge wakes up......
There was some wetness on his face, Changge reached out and touched it, damn it! I'm drooling!
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Recalling the dream just now, Changge couldn't help but chill in her heart, when she took the cup of poisoned wine from Bai Yu's hand, she had almost forgotten the scene when she met him for the first time, and there was only one nightmare left in the end after seven years of companionship.
Changge looked through the window and saw that the light in the study was still on, it should be the second half of the night, and Lin Yanchen was still reading the book.
In this quiet atmosphere, Changge suddenly thought clearly about her troubles during the day, and also made a decision.
Reliving a life, she will not be tempted by any man no matter what, the love between men and women is the cup of poisonous wine she drank in her previous life, which will kill people!!
What Changge didn't think about was that it was that cup of poisoned wine that allowed her life to start again......