Chapter 50: Addiction

Shook his head vigorously, and when Dongxue raised his head again, his eyes regained his calmness, looked at Xu Shaoqing coldly, and said indifferently: "This place is no longer suitable for you, after the dinner is over, go back quickly." ”

"Listening to your tone, why do you seem to be driving me away?" Xu Shaoqing smiled faintly, under the moonlight, his body seemed to be plated with a thin layer of golden luster, soft and soothing, so that Dongxue couldn't help but relax, as if immersed in a beautiful dream, unwilling to wake up.

Looking at Xu Shaoqing with eyes as if fascinated, Dong Xue said slowly: "You said it yourself, your heart is not here now, what can you do if you stay?" After so many years in officialdom, aren't you tired? Isn't it good to live your quiet life with your wife in Linn County. ”

"Although Lin County is good, a person is lonely after all. It's perfect if you can have someone with you. Xu Shaoqing's words are very vague, but they can cause infinite reverie in others.

"Don't you already have a wife, how can you still say that you are alone?" Dongxue clenched her palms hard, and told herself that this man's gentleness was an illusion, that it did not belong to her, and that it was even more dangerous.

But Dong Xue's silent thoughts didn't seem to have any effect, Xu Shaoqing's eyes were so soft that they were about to drip water, looking at Dong Xue with a pulse, as if he was looking at the most precious treasure in the world, there was a deep affection that Dong Xue couldn't bear.

"Seeing is not believing many things, maybe after the passage of time, we can understand the good intentions of the other party." Xu Shaoqing got closer and closer to Dongxue, reached out and gently pinned Dongxue's scattered hair behind her ear, her movements were gentle, and there was a doting under her eyes that was so thick that she couldn't dissolve.

The tip of his nose floated with the smell of wine, and Dongxue was blindfolded, looked up at the man opposite, and whispered, "Have you drunk?" ”

"Indeed, drank a little."

Dongxue frowned at him visibly and asked, "You never drink, why do you want to drink today?" ”

Xu Shaoqing just bent the corners of his lower lip, and did not answer Dongxue's question, but asked jokingly: "You know so well that I never drink?" ”

Dongxue was stunned, as if she had just realized what she had said, she lowered her head in a little panic, thought for a moment, and then said: "People with self-control will not drink, and haven't you always used this as a place to show off." ”

"It's true that I do have a lot of self-control on weekdays, but today I want to indulge myself," a gust of wind blew, blowing Xu Shaoqing's long hair, lining him more elegantly. It's just that Xu Shaoqing's voice has a slight vicissitudes of life, with no traces, but deep pain. "Once, my dream was to stand here, be an official in the court, benefit the people, and glorify the lintel. But now? I have nothing, and the rising stars who came after me have their own fame and fortune. Their qualifications are not above mine, but they have achieved what they are today, what do you think is the reason for that? Just because they have an ordinary and ordinary face! ”

The more Xu Shaoqing spoke, the more angry she became, which made Dongxue unable to understand it, because she had never seen this side of Xu Shaoqing. In her impression, Xu Shaoqing has always been gentle and elegant, no matter what happens, she is not chaotic and gives people a sense of peace of mind. But now Xu Shaoqing is like a child who has lost his dependence, which evokes the softest place in Dongxue's heart, and he wants to take him into his arms and comfort him softly.

When such an idea came to him, Dongxue was startled, and then hurriedly lowered his head and whispered, "You are drunk." ”

"I wish I was drunk, if I did, I wouldn't have to face these bloody pasts," Xu Shaoqing looked at his hands, with deep helplessness and inferiority, and muttered, "I don't have anything now, just a civilian, and I can't even protect my beloved woman." ”

Xu Shaoqing's title made Dong Xue feel a faint pain in her heart, took a deep breath, and asked, "What's wrong with your wife?" ”

"She's fine." Standing up up slowly, the corners of Xu Shaoqing's eyes seemed to be stained with a trace of wind and frost, and the light of the abyss's eyes projected onto Dongxue's body, with a sorrow and melancholy that she couldn't understand, and said slowly, "It's just that sometimes, the beloved and your wife are not the same thing, can you understand this?" ”

"What kind of logic is this, since you married her, you should put all your sincerity on her, otherwise you will be treacherous!" Dong Xue seemed to disagree with Xu Shaoqing's words, and even frowned and retorted.

"A lot of things don't seem to be what they seem. It's like me, I used to be your savior, but now I'm just a coward, and I don't deserve to stand by the world-famous Winter Snow Maiden. Xu Shaoqing's eyes were filled with deep sadness, but recently he was smiling.

"Unworthy?" Dongxue suddenly smiled coldly, and said with a confused expression, "You didn't ask me at all, do you know what I think?" It was like this when I was a child, and it was still like this when I grew up. You always force your thoughts on me, but you never know what I want! Xu Shaoqing, you are really selfish!! ”

"If I had been selfish, I would have taken you away at all costs, and I would have told you all the reasons. But I don't want you to be disturbed by these dirty things, you are so pure and kind, I hope you will never touch my world! Xu Shaoqing also seemed to be excited, he approached Dongxue, leaning against hers, looking straight at Dongxue's eyes, feeling each other's breathing, and even as long as he bent over, he could touch the delicate softness.

The palms of his hands gradually became wet, and Dongxue was very nervous at the moment. She told herself that the man had already married a wife, and that she would stay away from him, and farther away. But on the other hand, Xu Shaoqing is like a kind of Gu, making people know the danger, but they can't do anything at all, they can only watch themselves fall deeper and deeper. Dong Xue wanted to push Xu Shaoqing away, she knew that as long as Xu Shaoqing wanted to, she would not oppose him. But the moral bottom line in my heart told me that I couldn't do this, and I must not be the kind of woman I hated the most in my heart. And just when the two minds were stuck with each other, Xu Shaoqing was slowly approaching Dongxue, his lips were getting closer and closer, but Dongxue didn't even have the strength to dodge. Although she despises herself very much, Dongxue knows that she has been looking forward to this moment for a long time, even if she will blame herself and be spurned later, she still wants to have this moment. Dongxue couldn't tell how she felt about Xu Shaoqing at the moment, and what kind of mood she felt about this kiss. All she knew was that she had waited so many years, just hoping for a response.

"Dongxue, why did you come here, we've been looking for you for a long time!"

Just a few feet away, a sudden sound made the two people separate immediately, Dongxue's heart beat like a drum, and there was a deep disbelief in her eyes.

Zuo Xiangfeng walked out from behind the two, put his hand on Dongxue's shoulder very casually, and said with an ambiguous expression: "Niangniang has been looking for you for a long time, but I didn't expect you to be lazy here." But don't worry, I won't tell my mother! After saying this, Zuo Xiangfeng seemed to have just discovered Xu Shaoqing's existence, and asked in a little surprise, "Who is this?" It looks very familiar. Not...... Who the hell is here? ”

Dong Xue found that Xu Shaoqing looked at the hand on her shoulder, her expression changed, she couldn't help shaking her shoulder, shook off her left palm to the wind, and said at the same time: "Didn't you say that Niang Niang is looking for me, let's go." ”

But Zuo Xiangfeng didn't seem to hear Dongxue's words, and still looked at Xu Shaoqing, as if he was trying to think about the identity of this man. Seeing this, Dong Xue couldn't help frowning, grabbed his palm and scolded sharply: "Didn't you say that there was an emergency, why are you still rubbing here?" ”

"But I think ......"

"If it's too late and you delay your business, can you afford to take responsibility!" Dongxue frowned impatiently, and left Zuo Xiangfeng half-dragged and half-dragged without saying anything, leaving Xu Shaoqing, who looked unpredictable behind him, with a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth.

After leaving Xu Shaoqing's sight, Dong Xue let go of Zuo Xiangfeng's hand, turned around suddenly, looked straight at Zuo Xiangfeng behind him, and asked, "What did you hear just now?" ”

Looking up at the sky, Zuo Xiangfeng said as if he didn't care: "I heard it all, what do you want to do now, kill people?" ”

"Forget everything you just heard!" Dongxue didn't seem to want to continue the conversation, and said in a cold voice, "If you don't want to make trouble for yourself, don't mention this matter to anyone, remember!" ”

"Why don't you mention it, don't you even feel like you can't see anyone?" Zuo Xiangfeng also seemed to be angry, dragged Dongxue back, and asked loudly.

Shaking off Zuo Xiangfeng's hand vigorously, Dongxue said hatefully: "Zuo Xiangfeng, these things have nothing to do with you, and you don't need to worry about it!" ”

"But that guy is cheating on your feelings, you let me not care!" Zuo Xiangfeng said indignantly, "I heard that man has a wife, but he still teases you many times between words, do you think this kind of man is worth your sincere efforts for him!" You're so smart that you should know all this, why would you stupidly jump into his trap? ”

"I know my own things, I don't need you to tell me how to do it!" Dongxue didn't seem to want to talk to Zuo Xiangfeng about this anymore, and continued to walk with her chin slightly raised.

And Zuo Xiangfeng was unwilling, he was worried that Dongxue, a stupid girl, would do something stupid for that two-faced man, so he pursued it all the way behind, and at the same time persuaded him bitterly. As the two of them got closer and closer to the feast, there were more and more people around them. Seeing Zuo Xiangfeng chasing after Dongxue regardless of face, everyone showed a clear smile, as if a young couple in love was making awkward noise, which made people laugh.