Chapter 337: I Have No Confidence to Turn My Face (7)

cpa300_4(); The reason why he rejected women thousands of miles away was actually the main reason why he was sent to a psychiatric hospital by his mother when he was eight years old.

When he was young, he dreamed more than once in the dark of night.

In fact, the middle-aged woman didn't insult him much, her hand only touched her back, and even her smelly lips just landed on his arms and shoulders, and he controlled his mind and hit the wall and fainted.

The reason why that incident caused a shadow on him in his childhood was because when he touched her skin, he read some dirty and dirty thoughts from the bottom of her heart.

So even though the woman didn't do anything to him, he was still frightened at a young age, and at one point felt that he was so dirty that for many years, he had to take a shower several times a day, and even now, he is still a little outrageously clean.

Even though he can't stand the proximity of women, because of the needs of work over the years, he has endured the nausea in his heart, and he still intersects with some women more or less.

Although that intersection can be called negligible in the eyes of others, but in his world, it is already the limit, because they don't know that when he intersects with those women, no matter how beautiful, smart, and gentle they are, and how well they are praised in the eyes of men, as long as he shakes hands with them, a feeling of disgust and disgust will appear in his heart, and he can't wait to immediately withdraw his hand, no one knows, in private, how long he wipes his hands with an alcohol cotton will calm down the discomfort in his heart.

When I was forced to shake hands with them, I would more or less read some of the thoughts in their hearts, some were amazing, some liked, and of course, there were some explicit thoughts......

There was even a time when a woman's innermost thoughts were too naked, staring into his eyes and saying hello to him gently and generously, but thinking in her heart that she wanted to sleep with him for one night...... At that time, he lost his temper, regardless of the eyes of so many people around him, immediately shook off her hand, turned to leave, and even almost couldn't hold back and vomited at the scene.

But today, from the bottom of Song Qingchun's heart, he read the mess she fantasized about that was even more excessive than other women's ideas, not only did he not have the slightest disgust and disgust, but he was also a little impulsive and imaginary by her.

Of course, he was still a little unpleasant because she fantasized about what he did with other women.

He knew that she didn't mean to seduce him, but she was far more angry than seducing him.

It's just that he didn't expect that his body's reaction would be noticed by her.

The first thought that flashed through his mind when he read her shock from the bottom of his mind was stunned, followed by a bewildered, shy overwhelmed.

He knew, she wouldn't know he knew what was going on in her heart, but he still didn't know how to deal with it.

So his first reaction was to run away.

He didn't dare to look at her all afternoon.

Don't look at her, when he is in a meeting, his thoughts are still fluttering and frequently wandering.

If he had seen her, he thought, he was afraid that he would have to take a cold shower in the bathroom for the afternoon.