Chapter 12: Heartache

"I can't ask for it!" With a sneer on the corner of his mouth, Mu Yan looked at Murong Zixuan with an evil expression. */.//* Saying the words that made Murong Zixuan's body stunned, Mu Yan stood up with difficulty holding on to the wall, stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile: "From the beginning, I didn't think about saying anything to you. Between me and Xia Yifeng, no matter what happens, it's a matter for the two of us. He is my husband, what about you? What are you mine? ”

Standing motionless, Murong Zixuan closed his eyes forbearantly and listened quietly to Mu Yan's words. After Mu Yan finished speaking, Murong Zixuan suddenly raised his head and laughed, then nodded, looked at Mu Yan with a strange expression, and said, "Okay, very good!" Mu Yan, remember what you said today! ”

Fuyi turned to leave, and Murong Zixuan slammed the door slammed shut. Exuding a terrifying murderous aura all over his body, Murong Zixuan finally stopped uncontrollably when he walked out of the courtyard, and punched the wall one after another to vent his emotions.

Why? Why is this happening? Hasn't he paid enough for her? Why did she choose to betray him in the end?

From beginning to end, everything he did was to make her look back at herself more and stay by her side for a while, why could she say those words to herself so indifferently?

No matter what he does, he can't compare to Xia Yifeng's status in her heart, right? No matter what he Murong Zixuan did for her Muyan, she refused to leave the place in her heart to him, right!

Leaning against the wall in pain, Murong Zixuan looked up at the dim sky. The heart, on the other hand, is like being stabbed by a sharp sword.

From the first acquaintance with Mu Yan, Murong Zixuan has always understood in his heart that the reason why Mu Yan took the initiative to befriend him was to use him.

From the initial curiosity, to the later involuntarily, and finally to the inextricability. Murong Zixuan was willingly used by Mu Yan every time. However, Murong Zixuan couldn't figure it out. Why, why does Mu Yan treat everyone around her so attentively, whether it is Leng Yan'er or that Qi Heichu. But you only ignore yourself?

She protected other people, but she always put herself on the cusp of the storm, and never thought of protecting him. What reason did he have not to hate her?

From the initial simple liking, Murong Zixuan later found that he couldn't let go of Mu Yan, a woman. So much has happened in this time. For her sake, he disregarded his family's prevention from becoming an official in the court, and just wanted to have more rights to protect her. For her sake, he disregarded the danger and was at odds with Xia Yifeng, who everyone feared. For her, he left his hometown and came to this country alone, and even betrayed his dignity as a human being, and wanted to get her. But the result?

Was he wrong? What's wrong with him?

When he knew that Mu Yan was abandoned by Xia Yifeng, he didn't care about it. When he knew that Mu Yan was pregnant, he didn't care about it.

Why couldn't Mu Yan's last person be him? Why can't the person in Mu Yan's heart be him?!

Tears slipped silently from the corners of Murong Zixuan's eyes. Clenching his injured fist, Murong Zixuan breathed heavily to relieve the pain in his heart.

If it weren't for Leng Zhuoran's reminder, Murong Zixuan would never have doubted that Mu Yan would do that. For Xia Yifeng, she was able to eat the poison she had prepared. Is she really not afraid of death? Or is she adamant that she can't do anything to her?

The cold wind blew past Murong Zixuan's side, and it also dried the tears on his face. Standing up up slowly, Murong Zixuan raised his two arms childishly and wiped his eyes indiscriminately.

Stubbornly telling himself that he couldn't lose, Murong Zixuan gritted his teeth, strode out of Mu Yan's residence, and then said to the guards guarding the door: "Go in and guard me, don't let those two women go out a step!" If there's the slightest slip-up, don't blame me for having your heads! ”

Helping Mu Yan to the side of the bed, Leng Yan'er looked at Mu Yan who was a little pale in distress, and asked in a low voice, "What are you thinking about so stimulating him?" Xia Yifeng is still in his hands, aren't you afraid that Murong Zixuan will really go crazy and break something big? ”

"It's the worst, how bad is it going to go?" Looking at Leng Yan'er with a wry smile, Mu Yan's eyes were a little helpless. "There's no time to put it off any longer, good or bad, success or failure is only this once. I don't have time to keep Xi'er waiting. Xia Yifeng's side has not moved, and I can't tell what the hell he is doing on Murong Zixuan's side. All I can do is provoke Murong Zixuan and make him hurry up. Moreover, it was time for Murong Zixuan to see the reality clearly. ”

Closing his eyes, Mu Yan was silent for a while. continued: "I am also responsible for the fact that he has become the way he is now. It's still the same sentence as before, if I really want to kill him, I must do it myself. I can't watch him go on like this anymore......"

Thinking about Murong Zixuan's current appearance, Mu Yan couldn't help but think of the scene when he met him for the first time.

Opening his eyes tiredly, Mu Yan glanced at Leng Yan'er, and said with a heavy expression: "I have something for you to do, tonight while it is dark, you will go out of the palace." When I went to the Firmament Country to find Mu Tianhan, I said that it was my order to let him join General Han as soon as possible and attack the Cangming Kingdom together. ”

"No! I can't leave your side! Shaking his head resolutely, Leng Yan'er said with a twinkle in his eyes: "I'm leaving, what should you do?" ”

"Murong Zixuan is reluctant to kill me. In case, if I really die, I have no regrets with you and Ruowu taking care of Xi'er and Heng'er. A soft smile rose on his face, and Mu Yan's smile made Leng Yan'er a little overwhelmed. And with Mu Yan's next words, Leng Yan'er's mood completely fell to the bottom. "It's not fitting for you to stay here. Uncle and aunt are already on Yin Bingchen's side, if you don't leave, you will face them face to face one day. Listen to me, you get out of here first. As for my aunts and uncles, I will find a way not to affect their safety. ”

Biting his lower lip hard, Leng Yan'er turned around silently. Walking towards the door with heavy footsteps, when Leng Yan'er walked to the door, he slowly turned his head and looked at Mu Yan. "You rest first, what to do, I know in my heart. No matter what, I can't put you in danger. That's my only goal and mission right now, and if I miss, I don't have the face to go back and see anyone. ”

This book was first published.

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