Chapter 51
"But we're still together, right?" Zhou Yang looked at Zhao Feifei fixedly, with pleading in his eyes.
"Yes." Zhao Feifei also looked at Zhou Yang fixedly, and finally smiled and said with a smile.
"Thank you, thank you." Zhou Yang couldn't restrain his desire to hug Zhao Feifei, and pinched his palm vigorously, so he didn't do anything out of the ordinary in public.
Actually, Zhao Feifei is grateful to Zhou Yang.
Originally, it was simply because of Zhou Yang's help that Zhao Feifei was able to live safely in this strange era, and even had a sense of belonging because of the enthusiasm of the Zhou family.
However, now looking at the lives of these educated youths in the village, it is difficult for Zhao Feifei not to be grateful to Zhou Yang and the Zhou family for their selfless help to her.
These educated youths live in the city, and although they have never done farm work, they have also done some other work such as housework, and as a result, when they go to the countryside and do farm work, they find it difficult to accept the hard work of working in the fields.
If Zhao Feifei is replaced, although Zhao Feifei will not be as bad as the previous lesbian, it is just a small wound that makes such a fuss.
However, if you just talk about doing farm work, it may be even more unbearable than these female comrades among the educated youth.
Instead of being able to get the county town's food stamps like now, wandering around the village leisurely and leisurely, and not worrying about rations.
Even in the Zhou family where she lived, Zhao Feifei didn't even do much housework, it was all very easy work, unlike Mrs. Zhou, Zhang Cuihua, and even Zhou Yan, who worked hard all day, and there was still so much work to do when she went home.
Thinking about it now, Zhao Feifei is a little embarrassed, and she is complacent about her help to the Zhou family before.
Speaking of which, the Zhou family allowed her to borrow it with good intentions, and it was even more kind to the Zhou family that she was not required to hand over the rations and the cost of the loan.
But Zhao Feifei has lived for a long time, and she took all this for granted, which is shameless.
Now I just got a little bit of something that was not very good in Zhao Feifei's opinion, and I was complacent, thinking that it was my own charity to the Zhou family, and if it wasn't for her charity, the Zhou family would not have had the opportunity to taste these things at all.
It's even more shameless.
You must know that if it weren't for the adoption of the Zhou family, as early as the day Zhao Feifei crossed over, Zhao Feifei would have been gone and dead, not to mention that she would be so alive and complacent now.
Not to mention, just saying that Zhou Yang paid for Zhao Feifei's account is not a little bit.
Without Zhou Yang's running and looking for relationships, the current Zhao Feifei is a black household without a hukou, and everything she does has to be restricted to others, for fear that she will be discovered by others if she is not careful.
Not to mention that now you can still have a county hukou and receive a supply of grain every month.
Now Zhao Feifei has finally buried herself deep in her heart since she crossed over, and the sense of superiority that she has not even let anyone find out has disappeared, and she can finally look at the current society with new eyes, instead of blindly despising and despising it.
I didn't even want to go out to see before, I just nested in Zhou's house all day long, holding my mobile phone, remembering the past that had long passed, and I used the excuse that I didn't have a hukou and was a black household to hide my careful thoughts. Under the pretext that he still lacks a lot of things, he wants to get some good things on Taobao to compensate himself.
In fact, since we have come to this era, we must forget all our previous lives, instead of never being able to get out, otherwise, we will only make ourselves more different, more conspicuous, and of course, more dangerous in this era.
After the memories along the way, Zhao Feifei sorted out everything that happened since she crossed from beginning to end, her mood became clearer, and her mind became clearer.
It's no longer the same as before, obviously having a plan in mind, but as a result, when it comes to really doing it, it starts to hesitate and procrastinate, instead of putting it into practice.
"Brother Zhou, are you going to the county seat tomorrow?" When she got home, Zhao Feifei had already sorted out her new mood, cheered up, and tried her best to make herself look casual, and she couldn't see how hard Zhao Feifei had to endure her shyness.
Now that she has changed her mind, re-recognized herself, the people around her, and the new environment she is now, Zhao Feifei has cheered up in the end, instead of being decadent like before.
And Zhao Feifei's first step to cheer up is to start taking action on the plan she had planned before, so that she can have enough capital to live comfortably in this era, instead of lying on her golden finger and eating the old book.
"You...... What did you just call me? Zhou Yang looked at Zhao Feifei in disbelief.
It's just a trip out, and Zhao Feifei's attitude changed all of a sudden, what happened that made Zhao Feifei no longer avoid him like before.
Not to mention that Zhao Feifei, who is now reinvigorated, is really much more dazzling than before, and the corners of Zhou Yang's mouth can't help but curl.
"What do you call you?" Zhao Feifei asked coquettishly, "Brother Zhou?" ”
Zhao Feifei snickered in her heart, she didn't expect Zhou Yang to have such a stupid side, and then remembered Zhou Yang's previous pleading, and her heart was sour.
"Nothing." Zhou Yang looked at Zhao Feifei's different delicate appearance from usual, and he was very happy, especially Zhao Feifei's appearance was because he showed it to him, and he was even more surprised.
"I love it when you call me that." Zhou Yang muttered in a low voice.
"What?" Zhao Feifei vaguely seemed to hear what Zhou Yang said, but Zhou Yang's voice was too quiet, and now it was time for the village to get off work, and there was a lot of noise around him, which made Zhao Feifei unable to hear Zhou Yang's words.
"I said, I like it when you call me that." Zhou Yang approached Zhao Feifei with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and a deep magnetic voice sounded in Zhao Feifei's ears.
"If you like it, you like it, why are you so close to me." Zhao Feifei's appearance of opening her teeth and dancing claws made Zhou Yang laugh.
"Don't laugh, I'll be angry if I laugh again." Zhao Feifei was laughed at by Zhou Yang very uncomfortably, as if she was laughing at herself being seen through, and bluffed and threatened.
"Okay, okay, don't laugh, don't dare to laugh." Zhou Yang saw that Zhao Feifei was annoyed, afraid that she would be annoyed and angry, so he hurriedly brushed her hair.
"Hmph, you have a bit of eyesight." After speaking, Zhao Feifei laughed out loud with a "poof", and was also amused by her own words.
"If you're happy, that's good." Zhou Yang was actually quite relieved to see that Zhao Feifei had regained her vitality.
"Why do you say that?" On the contrary, Zhao Feifei was very surprised when she heard Zhou Yang say this.
"I saw you so unhappy and sullen before, and you were at home all day, in fact, I ...... And everybody is worried about you. Zhou Yang saw that Zhao Feifei was already happy, and he thought that he had already figured it out, so he didn't shy away from accidentally saying something unpleasant.
"My mother said that you are homesick, and we all think that you are a little girl who has come all the way to us. As a result, it is normal to be homesick when you can't find your relatives, and you will inevitably be depressed. I originally wanted to say whether I wanted to enlighten you, but my mother said that you can figure it out by yourself, without me, lest I can't speak, but make you even more unhappy, and now it seems that my mother is the most far-sighted. ”
Zhou Yang stroked the top of Zhao Feifei's head and said leisurely.
"Thank you." Zhao Feifei's eyes were red, she didn't expect that her previous state was seen by the people of the Zhou family, and she wanted to help comfort herself without a trace, feeling that she was really too a bastard before, and secretly wiped away her tears, she was the strong and optimistic Zhao Feifei again.
She didn't want to worry about those who loved and liked her.
"Silly girl." Zhou Yang sighed lightly, plucked up his courage, and still hugged Zhao Feifei into his arms.
"By the way, Brother Zhou, I just asked you, you haven't answered me yet, are you going to the county seat tomorrow?" Zhao Feifei struggled out of Zhou Yang's arms embarrassedly, remembering what she had just asked Zhou Yang, knowing that Zhou Yang's mind just now would definitely not notice, so she asked again, which can be regarded as changing the topic, lest Zhou Yang keep staring at herself like this.
"What's wrong? Is there anything you need to go to the county seat? Zhou Yang was in a good mood when he saw Zhao Feifei recovering such a vigorous appearance.
"Well, didn't Sister Xiu'er say she wanted some dried seafood last time, I thought I still had some at home, so I brought it to Sister Xiu'er first, if it wasn't enough, I would ask a friend from my hometown to help get some over." Zhao Feifei rubbed her stiff face and said what she almost forgot before.
"Alas, if you can have one-tenth of your heart for Xiu'er to me, I will be satisfied." Zhou Yang listened to Zhao Feifei's attention to Lin Xiu'er, and sighed leisurely.
"Uh, I'm not ......" Zhao Feifei was speechless, a little overwhelmed by Zhou Yang's sudden resentment, it was the first time she had encountered such a confusing situation.
"Isn't it?" Zhou Yang originally complained casually, anyway, Zhao Feifei and Lin Xiuer are both women, Lin Xiuer is already married again, and Zhao Feifei already has him, even if the two of them are close, it doesn't matter, just think that Zhao Feifei has found a girlfriend with a good relationship.
Zhou Yang, who didn't know that there was a terrifying existence like Lily, had no sense of crisis at all, at least not for Zhao Feifei and Lin Xiu'er.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Feifei was even more nervous than Zhou Yang, and Zhou Yang couldn't help but want to tease Zhao Feifei and see her toss him like that before.
"I just treat Sister Xiu'er as a good friend, and I didn't mean to ignore you." Zhao Feifei was very nervous, who let her have a criminal record, she always ignored Zhou Yang before, which made Zhao Feifei have no position, and now she is a little weak as soon as she coaxes Zhou Yang.
"En-" Zhou Yang, who didn't care about it originally, saw Zhao Feifei's hurried explanation, and the tone of the explanation revealed a sense of emptiness, and his heart suddenly became alarmed.