(Cat flutter Chinese) sad.

Impotence.

Does she want him dead?

Naturally, I don't want to.

But how can she accept the life she has exchanged for hundreds of dead souls?

"Let her go."

With a slightly tired wave of his hand, the guards looked at each other suspiciously, and finally let go of this bold woman.

Their hands suddenly loosened, but Yue, who had not entered for three days, suddenly felt that her eyes were dark, and she almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Niu Chongyan quickly helped her.

The momentum of Fang Cai's slap dissipated because of the words of death, and she only felt dazed, and even more sad and powerless.

When the so-called choice is only the boundary between life and death, everything no longer has any meaning.

He didn't look at her again, but followed the visitor out of the courtyard. Niu looked at the haggard Yue again, looked at the dead after a word, and finally helped Yue back to the room.

Death didn't stop him, and it wasn't a bad thing to have someone by her side now.

It's just how much he wishes that person was him, but he was probably the last person she wanted to see right now.

"Girl, the prince is also forced to do so... It's all my fault, if I hadn't been in a hurry to save my father, maybe... Maybe it won't be the current situation. ”

"Girl, please be considerate of the prince... The prince was also injured, and he felt uncomfortable... ”

"Those people ... After all, those people are also the personal guards of the imperial court, if they are not forced to do so, the prince will not be the next killer. ”

Niu Zhong babbled something in her ear, but his voice sounded so ethereal, although close to her ears, it seemed to be far away.

Yue suddenly remembered what Yu had said, even at the cost of accumulating white bones, he would be reborn in exchange for the destruction of the world.

She used to be lucky, maybe he was just talking, maybe he was still not so ruthless after all, maybe everything still had room to turn around.

However, it turns out that those so-called one-time successes have never been just talking.

When the killings were unrelentingly in front of her eyes, she finally had to face this bloody fact.

What he wants to do, he will do at all costs.

In the face of ambition and hegemony, everything can be abandoned.

Maybe she didn't have the right to blame him, he simply chose life in the choice between life and death.

But she still couldn't let go after all.

The heart that used to waver between staying or leaving finally began to completely deviate towards leaving.

I'm sorry, it's me who can't understand your ambitions.

I'm sorry, but I can't accept such a cruel and bloody reality.

I'm sorry, I reversed myself, and even though you gave me the opportunity to stand side by side with you, I chose to flee.

However, what makes me even more unacceptable than betrayal is that it has become a cold and ruthless knife for the sake of your own ambition.

"I'm hungry."

"Huh?!"

Niu Zhong didn't notice it at all, and her gaze gradually changed from confused and sloppy to firm and clear.

"Okay, okay, I'll go get some food, girl, wait a minute."

When Niu Chong heard her words, he thought that she had finally figured it out, so he couldn't help but rush out of the door with joy, and looked at her worriedly before leaving.

But don't take advantage of his absence to do anything, otherwise he will lose his life and will not be able to explain to the prince.

However, his worries were obviously unfounded, and when he hurriedly returned from the kitchen with his meal, Yue still sat motionless in his original position.

Yue numbly picked up the rice bowl, and her stomach seemed to be a little difficult to adapt to after three days of eating, but no matter how uncomfortable she was, she still insisted on stuffing something into her mouth.

There is no taste, and no matter what kind of taste you eat, it becomes bitter.

But if she wants to leave, then she has to eat.

Not only to eat, but also to eat well and happily.

She must not be allowed to perceive her thoughts, or she would not know what he would do.

"Eat slowly, eat slowly, you haven't eaten for three days, you have to take your time, you can't be in such a hurry."

Yue numbly stuffed something into her mouth, and couldn't help but eat a little anxiously, Niu Zhong hurriedly persuaded her. But as soon as she stopped, she felt her stomach churn, and then she ran out of the room, retching incessantly.

"Look at what I'm talking about, you can't eat so fast, take a sip of tea and slow down."

Niu Zhong immediately followed, but saw that she was only retching, but did not vomit anything. However, she was just a little anxious to eat just now, and she didn't actually eat much, so she reacted.

Yue took the hot tea in Niu Chong's hand and took a sip slowly, although it was a lot more comfortable, but he had no strength at all.

Niu saw that she had calmed down, so he helped her back to the room.

Yue looked at the food in front of her, still feeling a little sick to her stomach, but after hesitating, she finally picked up the chopsticks and ate slowly, one bite at a time.

"How is Uncle Niu?"

"I've put my dad in an inn in the city for the time being. He can't let him know about this place, and with his temper, he can't tell how to make a fuss here. ”

Niu Chong smiled bitterly when he talked about Uncle Niu, just for the fact that Miss Yue knocked him unconscious and brought him back a few days ago, he scolded for several days, and until now he is still shouting about what men and women can't stand clearly, what bullying his old man is so old that he actually knocked him unconscious.

"It's not good for me to say it, Uncle Niu is so old, I actually knocked him unconscious, and I don't know if I hurt him."

"Where is the girl, at that time, it would be a blessing to be able to rescue his old man safely. I am grateful that the girl is too late, how dare I blame the girl in the slightest. And then again, Dad is too ignorant of the severity, and he still talks about what men and women can't stand at that juncture, so the girl immediately knocked him out and carried him out, otherwise I don't know what kind of mess he is going to make. ”

"Having said that, but after all, the old man is frightened, and he is old, and it is inevitable that he will have a bigger temper, so you don't have to blame him, take good care of it."

"But isn't it, after all, it's my father, I can't beat and scold, don't I have to endure him beating me and scolding me."

Niu Zhong showed a bitter expression, it seems that he has been scolded by Uncle Niu a lot in the past few days. While eating, Yu chatted with Niu Chong, but his heart gradually calmed down.

She couldn't believe that after all that had happened, she could still sit here so calmly and gossip with the cow.

But she can't change what has happened, and she still has to go on the road ahead.

It's really cold.

So in the end, maybe she and Death are actually the same people.

She thought about it self-deprecatingly, but no matter how unwilling she was, she still couldn't change the fait accompli after all.

Nor can it change him.

She couldn't do anything but flee, but stick to her own heart.

If she wants to escape, the first thing she needs to do is let her guard down.

Only by convincing him that she is finally starting to accept it will she have a chance to escape.

And this acceptance can neither come too quickly, nor can it appear abrupt, otherwise it will not only not allow him to let down his guard, but will be counterproductive.

"So what are you going to do? Can't you keep him in the inn? ”

"I've already sent someone to inform Xiaoxiao, and when she comes in a few days, I'll ask her to take Daddy back first."

"Go back? Since you are already the governor of Wuzhou, why don't you let them live in Wuzhou, you will have to take it over sooner or later anyway, why bother going back and forth. ”

"Girl, where is this, the current Wuzhou Zhizhou is the prince, I don't dare to be disrespectful."

Niu Zhong smiled embarrassedly, and when Yue heard the word Wang Ye, his face stiffened, but it returned to normal after a while.

"It's just for the time being, he's going to have to leave sooner or later. You are already the Wuzhou Zhizhou Governor of Wuzhou, and this position will be yours sooner or later. ”

Niu Chong didn't answer for a while, but smiled bitterly.

"Outsiders think that I have a great ambition and infinite scenery, but in fact? It's not a good place to sit at all. ”

"How?"

"Now everyone thinks that I am a despicable villain who betrays Shangguan and seeks a high position, even if I really sit in Zhizhou, who will really believe in me, and add the matter of Wuzhou Wei... I always feel guilty in my heart ... ”

Although Niu Chong's face was smiling, there was a trace of bitterness in his eyes. Yue was silent for a moment, pondered for a long time, and then slowly replied.

"Didn't Daddy teach you to be a good official who is loyal to the monarch and patriotic? After all, what has happened cannot be changed, but what will happen in the future, doesn't it all depend on you, the Lord of Zhizhou? ”

Niu Chong was stunned when he heard this, lowered his head and thought for a long time, before finally blooming his first real and bright smile since today.

"What the girl said is that to be a good official who is loyal to the monarch and loves the people, I should not hesitate about the past now, I should think carefully about how to completely restore the Qingming in Wuzhou."

The first rays of sunlight in the morning slowly climbed onto the table, as if the haze that had been hanging over Wuzhou for a long time had also been swept away.

Yue stared at the bright smile like sunshine on Niu Chong's face, and she suddenly understood what the meaning of the rebirth of destruction that she insisted on was.

Only by sweeping away the haze can the sun shine on the earth.

He did it.

With such a tragic destruction, the rebirth of this land was returned.

She understood.

But I still can't agree.

It's just that the price of the rebirth of Wuzhou is hundreds of dead souls, so what kind of price can the rebirth of the entire Qi country and even the world be achieved?

Perhaps destruction is not the only way.

If before redemption, she must choose destruction, then she would rather choose not to have such a redemption.

When he returned to the Silver Trumpet, it was already late at night.

It was eerily quiet, the yard was pitch black, and there was no human voice.

"Someone!"

"Lord Wang?"

His heart was beating wildly, and he almost immediately rushed to the door of Yue's room, only to see that it was empty.

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