318 Everyone says I'm special
Lu Zeyan glanced at Song Tian, and the more he looked at her, the more ashamed he became.
People may do a lot of wrong things in this life, some people don't say anything, and some people make big mistakes.
Lu Zeyan thought that he was lucky to be able to be forgiven by Song Tian in the end and given a new life by his son.
The two people in front of him were people who had never been able to repay their kindness in his life, but for him to bear more and more pressure that should not have belonged to them, Lu Zeyan was very annoyed and painful.
At this time, Lu Zeyan's hand was held by a fleshy little hand: "Dad, I'm glad you can tell me this, no matter what, from now on, as long as someone makes irresponsible remarks about you and your mother, I will still fight to the end!" Because, you are my favorite father and mother, and I will not allow anyone to slander and hurt you! ”
Lu Zeyan looked at Yinuo steadily, obviously he was just such a small child, but his small body seemed to contain huge energy, which made him ashamed and embarrassed.
As the pillar of this family, he can't protect their mother and son, this is his incompetence!
Song Tian saw Lu Zeyan's remorse, patted him on the shoulder and reminded him not to be cranky, and then went upstairs with Yinuo.
Yinuo was a little frightened, and while playing, he lay down on the crawling mat and fell asleep holding his little doll.
Song Tian looked at Yinuo and couldn't help touching his little face, and couldn't help but feel distressed.
Because of their adult problems, Yinuo has already suffered a lot of pressure and injury, and it finally broke out today, but it is not a bad thing.
When Song Tian came down from upstairs, she found that Lu Zeyan was not in the house, so she came to the yard, and sure enough, the man was smoking, smoking one after another.
"Aren't you afraid of pumping yourself to death if you smoke like this?" Song Tian said angrily, "You think your body is your own?" Waste it casually! ”
Lu Zeyan immediately extinguished the cigarette butt when he heard it, turned around and looked at Song Tian embarrassedly: "I thought it was just like you just talking?" Particularly annoying? ”
"Oh? That's why I just cared about you, and I was very annoying, right, Mr. Lu? Song Tian raised his face and squinted at him.
Lu Zeyan hurriedly hugged Song Tian: "I mean, the way I looked at that time must have been very annoying." ”
"If only you knew it in your heart." Song Tian rolled his eyes.
"You're right, my body is indeed not my own now, and my life should be your mother and son." Lu Zeyan said gently.
"I don't want you to be grateful to Dade for a lifetime, I just want to remind you that it is not easy for a person to have a healthy body, and I hope you will cherish it. How many people can't have it if they want to? Song Tian's tone was very helpless.
Lu Zeyan hugged Song Tian tighter and tighter: "I understand......"
"Okay, it's cold, let's go in!" Song Tian patted his back.
"Is it still cold to hold you?" Lu Zeyan let go of her and asked seriously.
"Yes! It's so cold! Can you go in and hug for a while? Song Tian said coquettishly.
"It's good to hold you all the time!" As he spoke, Lu Zeyan picked up Song Tian and walked towards the house.
Song Tian leaned on Lu Zeyan's shoulder and muttered, "Let all the past things pass!" If someone holds on to it in the future, I won't let them go easily, especially when it hurts Yinuo! ”
Lu Zeyan was moved in his heart, and he was speechless for a while.
Suddenly, he felt that all the touches in his life seemed to be given to him by this woman, without exception.
Looking back on the past, when he didn't know her, every day he lived was cold.
It was she, Song Tian, who brought him infinite happiness and gave him the most precious gift - Yinuo.
Back in the house, Lu Zeyan poured a cup of hot water for Song Tian and asked her to drink it while it was hot.
Holding the hot cup, Song Tian felt much warmer.
At this time, Lu Zeyan walked over, leaned beside her, and said, "I have an idea and want to communicate with you." ”
"Oh? Be all ears. Song Tian was happy to communicate with Lu Zeyan.
"What you mentioned earlier, I think it's necessary to talk to Yinuo." Lu Zeyan looked at Song Tian's eyes and said seriously.
"Do you mean, send Yinuo to train abroad?" Song Tian frowned, frowning more and more.
"Well, but I think it's better to ask for the consent of you and Yinuo, and if you two deny it, this matter will be stopped, and we won't consider it in the future." Lu Zeyan pondered.
"I know that you have your considerations, and going to a strange environment is undoubtedly a kind of protection for Yinuo, but if Yinuo leaves us at such a young age, it will be too cruel to him and us." Song Tian was sad.
"Yes." Lu Zeyan did not deny it, "You have also seen today's events, Yinuo is fully capable of taking charge of himself, he is only so young, he can organize things clearly and speak bravely, today's growth environment, I don't know if it is a delay for him." ”
"To tell you the truth, I've thought about it too." Song Tian said, sighing: "I've been reflecting on myself, am I too selfish, do I have to tie the child to my side, will it delay him......"
"Mom, Daddy!"
Suddenly, Yinuo's voice came from upstairs, Song Tian and Lu Zeyan hurriedly got up, and found Yinuo slowly walking down the stairs, crying with a little face.
"My son woke up? Thirsty or not? Would you like to drink some water? Song Tian asked with concern.
"Mom, I'm not thirsty, I'll pour water myself when I'm thirsty." Yinuo said seriously, "I have heard everything you said, although I don't know what kind of place you are talking about, but I know that it is a far, far away place abroad, and if I go there, it will be difficult to see my parents." ”
"You're right......" Song Tian whispered.
"Everyone says that I am very special, and I also know that I am different from other children, I try my best to be an ordinary child, I will work very hard, Mom and Dad don't send me away, okay?" Yinuo burst into tears as he spoke.
Song Tian's tears fell first, and she hurriedly turned around and said, "Mom, go pour a glass of water, you wait for Mom." ”
Lu Zeyan is a man after all, even if he sees his baby son in tears, he can hold back his inner emotions, come to Yinuo casually, and carry him to the sofa and sit down.
"Mom and Dad won't send you away without asking for your consent, and Mom and Dad are reluctant to make a promise." Lu Zeyan wiped his tears for Yinuo and said solemnly: "But Yinuo, there is one thing that Dad wants you to understand, your special is a gift from God, a reward that many people can't ask for, you don't take it as a burden, Dad hopes that you can make full use of your specialness, don't deliberately suppress yourself, children should live a carefree and happy life, no matter how big things are, there are parents to solve for you, and there are fathers to support you when the sky falls." ”
When Song Tian walked out of the kitchen with juice, he happened to hear Lu Zeyan's words, and his heart was moved.
Lu Zeyan and her had never said such touching words, but they told Yinuo that the sky fell with him, and none of them should be afraid.
Tears swirled in her eyes again, recently she found herself more and more useless, did she let the two men, one big and one young, protect too well?
From a distance, seeing Song Tian coming out of the kitchen and coming back, Lu Zeyan was a little worried, so after appeasing Yinuo, he came to the kitchen and saw Song Tian secretly wiping his tears there.
Lu Zeyan didn't go up to comfort her, but left silently.
Song Tian has always been under a lot of pressure, and Lu Zeyan knows it.
There are two sides to everything, Lu Zeyan hopes that Song Tian can take this opportunity to vent, and his mood may be better?
That night, Yinuo slept very late, after all, he slept for a while in the evening, and when it came to the normal time to sleep, he was not very sleepy, so he played chess with Lu Zeyan for a while, and as a result, Lu Zeyan won two out of three games, and Yinuo also won one game by luck.
Song Tian thought that Lu Zeyan had released water, but when they were sleeping, they chatted, Lu Zeyan said that Yinuo's chess skills had improved by leaps and bounds, and it was not easy for him to win, and Song Tian knew that the game he lost was really lost to Yinuo.
After tonight's deep talk, Song Tian was no longer entangled, and a question in Lu Zeyan's heart was also put down.
Their original intentions are the same, they are all afraid of delaying a promise, but they don't want their children to misunderstand their meaning.
Their starting point is love for Yinuo, but they also understand that loving others is to be recognized.
Love that does not receive the approval of others is selfishness.
Early the next morning, Lu Zeyan and Song Tian were woken up by a rapid mobile phone ringtone.
Song Tian glanced at the time, and it was only six o'clock.
The call was made by Guan Tong, and his intuition told Song Tian that something should have happened to Ning Qi, otherwise Guan Tong would not have called so early.
"Sister Song Tian, Mr. Ning can't wake up, I'm so scared, can you come over now?" Guan Tong's tone was very eager, and he was about to cry when he heard it.
"Did you call 120?" Song Tian asked.
"I've beaten it, can you come over too?"
Song Tian responded, hung up the phone, and saw that Lu Zeyan was already getting dressed.
"Has Ning Qi been in poor health lately?" Song Tian asked Lu Zeyan that they were usually in contact.
"It's still the same old problem, insomnia."
"He couldn't wake up because he took some sleep aids, right?" Song Tian also dressed neatly.
Lu Zeyan touched Song Tian's head: "Don't guess, just go and see." Ning Qi's work intensity is very high, maybe he has been tired recently? ”
When Song Tian took Yinuo out of the warm quilt, he looked sorry, and when he heard about Ning Qi's situation, Yinuo immediately got up obediently and went out with them.
"Mom, Uncle Ning will be fine, don't worry."
Yinuo held Song Tian's cold hand, his little hand was very hot and hot, giving people warmth.
Song Tian smiled at Yinuo, and then looked out the window.
Everyone is trying to live a good life, but Ning Qi has been standing still, wandering in place, this time, I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse?