Forty-six, broken feelings
"Come out."
Seeing that there was still no movement in the quilt, Gu Ruobai was a little helpless, and some things had to be faced sooner or later.
"Yu'er, you know what?"
Gu Ruobai paused, his eyes looked at the slightly exposed head in the quilt, and he suddenly wanted to reach out and touch it.
"I always thought I was ...... before I knew you were a woman"
Gu Ruobai suddenly grinned, fortunately, he finally knew that she was a woman, a woman he admired for him, a woman he wanted to accompany for a lifetime.
What do you think you are? Yu'er was a little puzzled, but she didn't dare to show her head, if Brother Gu saw her like this, her face would definitely be so red that she couldn't be more ashamed, and she couldn't be more ashamed.
The quilt still hasn't been opened, Gu Ruobai is a little lost, maybe she hates herself, right? Otherwise, why don't you dare to appear by his side as his true identity? It seems that there are still some scruples.
"I made you brown sugar ginger tea, you can drink it while it's hot."
The footsteps are getting farther and farther away, and Yu'er's heart is starting to get anxious, why didn't Brother Gu leave without saying a word?
"Brother Gu!"
Yu'er couldn't sit still, she opened the quilt and saw Gu Ruobai standing next to the door of the guest room.
"I ......"
Yu'er didn't know what to say for a while, her hands kept pulling the quilt, her blushing face was about to drip blood, she bit her lip tightly, and her eyes didn't dare to look directly at Gu Ruobai.
"Brother Gu, you ...... When did you first know my identity? She asked, stiffly.
"When you get an arrow on the river." Gu Ruobai's deep voice is warm and magnetic, which is very good.
Yu'er felt even more shy, it's over, it turns out that Brother Gu knew so early!
"Then Brother Gu, why don't you demolish me?"
As soon as these words came out, Gu Ruobai couldn't help laughing, if he wasn't worried that she would alienate herself after knowing the truth of the matter, he wouldn't have hidden it so hard.
"I'm worried that some people won't be able to accept it."
Can't accept it? Yu'er muttered to herself in her heart, her face was full of doubts, she thought about it, and her face became a little sad and lost.
Yes, Brother Gu is in Beilan, and he has a woman he loves deeply, imagine if she lets people know that she and an unrelated woman have traveled thousands of miles to such a far place, she will definitely not be able to accept it.
With self-deprecation in her eyes, she smiled faintly: "It's also a fact that I can't accept it."
Gu Ruobai's eyes tightened, and her dark eyes were stained with a hint of loss, sure enough, did she still mind herself? Still can't accept yourself?
"You can rest well."
Gu Ruobai didn't say anything more, gritted his teeth and turned to leave, leaving Yu'er on the bed alone with a sad look.
Looking at Gu Ruobai, who had already walked away, he slowly walked out of bed, looking at the bowl of ginger tea on the table that was still steaming, and his eyes were a little moist for some reason.
She picked up the bowl and sipped it shallowly, a teardrop rippled in the bowl, Yu'er sniffed, raised her head and held back the tears.
Presumably Brother Gu must be in love with that woman deeply, otherwise how could he be so considerate to make ginger tea during the woman's menstruation? Presumably he does this kind of thing often, but for some reason, Yu'er's heart is like a knife, and the pain is so painful that she can't breathe.
She covered her chest tightly and told herself very firmly, Wan Yu'er, Brother Gu already has the woman he loves deeply, you can't have extra feelings for him, now, only by finding your younger brother can you cut off all contact with him, you must cut off this affection.
As soon as the sky was bright, Yu'er got up, and when she opened the door, she saw Gu Ruobai standing at the door at the same time. Yu'er shifted her gaze, not daring to continue looking.
"Are you feeling better?" Gu Ruobai opened his mouth first.
"It's much better, thank you Brother Gu for your concern."
Jiu'er frowned slightly, Gu Ruobai couldn't help frowning, why did she become a little polite and restrained?
Gu Ruobai's eyes stayed on her, the women's clothes of the xylophone were worn on her, different from the delicate and charming when she danced, a warm yellow over-the-knee flower feather pleated skirt made her brighter and more cheerful, and she looked more lively and playful.
"Brother Gu, what's wrong?" Yu'er was very puzzled when she saw that he had been staring at herself.
"Brother Gu, why is your face red?" Gu Ruobai turned his face away embarrassedly, his eyes drifting and looking into the distance.
Can this little woman not be so direct?