"However, I didn't expect that the school bullying in junior high school was completely different from that in elementary school, and in junior high school, I was bullied to an even more serious extent...... At the beginning, I studied well, those little gangsters just grabbed my homework to copy, once when my homework book was passed back to my hands, it was already tattered and not presentable, the teacher came to me and asked why it was like that, I really felt wronged and told the teacher, the teacher was handling and criticized the gangsters who robbed me of my homework. Unexpectedly, this incident completely angered them. ”

"One day after school, when I was on duty, the people in the same group left for some reason, and the thugs I provoked came in, dumped the garbage I cleaned back on the ground, overturned all my neatly arranged tables and chairs to the ground, and came and punched me in the face, calling me the daughter of a murderer. I was knocked to the ground by them, and I couldn't get up for a long time, and it happened to be the first time I came to my aunt that day, and at that moment I felt a stream of heat spurting out from below, and I thought I was scared to pee, and when I looked away, I found a pool of blood......"

"At that time, there was no sex education in the small township, I thought I was beaten out of blood by them, and those little boys didn't understand, and they just wanted to teach me a lesson so that I didn't dare to go to the teacher to complain again, but I didn't expect to beat me to bleed, and one by one I was so frightened that I was stunned in place. I thought I was going to die, but suddenly I burst out of anger in my heart, and I took the bench and smashed the little ruffians on their heads, and they all scared away when they saw me like crazy. ”

"For the first time, I felt that as long as I had the courage to protect myself, those who bullied me would be afraid of me and would not dare to bully me again, so from that day on, I changed, I didn't have the heart to study, I only thought about how to make myself stronger. The boys who beat me up for 'bleeding' saw that I didn't tell the teacher, they even developed respect for me, and they had to take me to play with me after school, so I mixed with them, and soon, I learned to smoke, drink, and get tattoos, and my academic performance dropped rapidly, but I felt that I was happy......"

"It's just that the teacher, who had always had hope for me and was really good to me, completely gave up on me after a few fruitless interviews, and moved my place to the last row of the classroom, sitting with the poor students in the class, and I quickly became their eldest sister, and we started bullying others...... By the way, indifference, you should have heard more or less of my black history, right? Ever heard how I bullied people when I was in school? I can confess to you that the rumors are true, and I did. I was too much at the beginning, but I was forced......"

"I didn't go to the high school entrance examination, I didn't go to school after graduating from junior high school, I have been in love many times, I have been pregnant, and I have had a baby...... Although I told you at the beginning that it was hard for me to believe in feelings, as long as someone treated me a little bit better, I would tell myself, isn't there still love in this world? Then he rushed forward desperately, and finally he was scarred, and went back to sleep, shouting that he would not believe in love anymore, and the next time he met it would be the same. He Xinyuan smiled bitterly again, "I can't change it, I'm so cheap." ”

Lin Momo held the chopsticks and listened to her words, he didn't eat anything during the period, and his eyes became more and more complicated when he looked at He Xinyuan, He Xinyuan finally felt it, and hurriedly recovered his emotions, and said to Lin Momo: "I'm sorry, I made the atmosphere embarrassing...... Actually, I'm not that miserable, I'll tell you a joke...... Didn't I just say that when those boys were bullying me, I happened to come to my aunt for the first time? That day, I thought I was going to die, so I wrote a suicide note and put it next to my pillow and went back to my dorm to sleep. The next day I was scolded by the girl on my lower bunk, she said that I didn't know to sell my aunt's towel when I came to the eldest aunt, and the blood dripped from the bed board, leaking her head, hahaha...... Later, when I asked her what was going on, I realized that girls grow up. And guess what, the funny thing is still to come, I bought that thing but I won't use it at all, I posted it backwards, hahaha......"

Lin Mo looked at He Xinyuan quietly, she couldn't straighten her waist at all now, and she was funny that what she said was not something that happened to her, but a big joke.

"I'll tell you, oh indifference, I've lived on this joke for the first half of my life. I'm here for my aunt today, and I'm not going to post it back now. ”

"I don't think it's funny." Lin Momo suddenly said with a cold face.

The first time she was, her mother found out when she was doing laundry, and then called her to the room, took out three foreign science books, and explained to Lin Momo the changes in the girl's body when she grew up. In those days, her mother took care of her meticulously.

Lin Momo thought that all the girls in the world, before they received education in this area, knew how to deal with this matter under the care of their mothers. Even for those girls who have been separated from their mothers for some reason since they were children, there are grandmothers, aunts, etc. who will take care of them.

But I never thought that there would be a girl who would be so lonely.

He Xinyuan seemed to be frightened by the tone of Lin Momo's words just now, and she also suppressed her smile and stopped laughing. She looked at Lin Momo cautiously, wanting to apologize, but she didn't know what reason to apologize, and she didn't know where she was wrong.

Lin Momo was silent for a long time and didn't speak, she looked at the glass of beer with ice cubes on the table, reached out and put the beer on the back shelf, and said, "Since you are also aunt today, don't drink cold indiscriminately." Don't eat the spicy food, drink the hoof flower soup. By the way, do you want to drink water? ”

After Lin Momo asked, without waiting for He Xinyuan to answer, she had already stood up and went to the counter to ask for water, the counter gave her a glass of water, Lin Momo touched it to be ice, and returned it to him, asking for a pot of boiling water.

She came back with a boiling kettle, poured a glass of boiling water for He Xinyuan, and said: "Although boys always say that drinking more boiling water is annoying, I have to admit that this sentence is indeed reasonable. ”

He Xinyuan was slightly surprised, and after a while, water vapor suddenly appeared in her eyes, and she didn't know if it was the steam from the hot water that entered her eyes, or she was crying.

She hadn't cried in a long time.

When was the last time she cried? Yes, it was the time of the divorce, when she had just turned 20 years old and reached the legal age of marriage. That boyfriend was met by her Shake P software, but she didn't expect to get pregnant. When I was ready to get married, I didn't ask for anything, there was no house, no car, and no diamond ring for the wedding, so I went to get a certificate with the man and completed their wedding in a rented house of more than ten square meters in Beijing.

At that time, she was more than three months pregnant, and she and her husband were both anchors on a certain platform, and they were not popular at first, after all, now good-looking and talented people are grabbing a lot of them. So they thought of marketing, and her husband swiped her gifts to bring traffic, which made her popular for a while. Afterwards, she returned the money from the gift to her husband, but she deducted the fee charged by the platform.

She didn't deduct it on purpose, because she really didn't have any money, and in those days, the platform sent her so much money every time, and she gave it all to her husband.

As a result, her husband was unhappy and asked, "I give you 50,000 or 60,000 yuan as a gift every month, and you give me more than 40,000 yuan?" Hurry up and give me all the money back. ”

She was surprised, and she asked, "Aren't we husband and wife?" Isn't it a family? Is there no love between us? Why do you count money so clearly? ”

Her husband said: "It is inevitable that there will be no divorce in the future, so it is better to be clear when it comes to money." ”

This sentence is really sad, it turns out that he has no intention of living with himself for the rest of his life.

So she gave up. There are still some arrogant people in her personality, so she didn't give any explanation, and went directly to sign a divorce agreement with her husband. Her husband concluded at that time that she was reluctant to divorce him while she was pregnant with a child, and even if she signed an agreement, she would come back to beg him, so he signed it.

As a result, the next day she went to beat the child.

After beating the child, her husband was stunned, and he also begged for cooperation, but He Xinyuan ignored it, she cried at home for a week, went to bed when she was tired of crying, woke up and ate some bread, some of them were still expired, and she continued to cry after eating, or cried while eating, and continued to sleep after crying.

A week later, she recovered, ran her own live broadcast for a while, and made a "friend" in the circle, because there is no longer the love and love of little girls, she is very free and easy, because she doesn't care about anything, and she seems to be very cheerful and can eat openly. It wasn't until after the big money above Lifeng that she withdrew from the live broadcast circle, took the money she had saved before and the money given by Fang Lifeng, and invested in Fang Lifeng's bar, which was the one she took Lin Momo to last time, in fact, she also had shares. The income from that bar is very good, and her life is much more decent.

She was now holding the hot water in her hand and couldn't help but snort.

Lin Momo is different from those friends of hers, this is a person who is full of love and hope for everything because he has not been injured, he is an angel-like person.

"Thank you." She said to Lin Momo.

"Thank you, I just poured you a glass of water." After Lin Momo finished speaking, he smiled again, "Don't cry, others still think I'm bullying you." ”

He Xinyuan wiped a handful of tears and said to Lin Momo: "Momo, you are my angel." ”

Lin Momo suddenly remembered for some reason, as if He Xinyuan had told her that she was bisexual, right?

She raised her eyebrows and said to He Xinyuan warningly: "Don't be delusional about what to do to me, I have a boyfriend and my boyfriend loves me very much." ”

He Xinyuan seemed to have heard something particularly funny, she covered her stomach with a smile, lying on the table, her hair was about to fall into the pot, Lin Momo saw it, and quickly picked up her hair with her hand and gently stroked it behind her ear.