156: Even if I die, I will take you and the child with me
Qiao Ningsi and the maid finally put Chi Beizhi in the co-pilot of the car, Qiao Ningsi opened the car door and sat in, and when he was about to start the car, Chi Beizhi, who was leaning there, suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiao Ningsi's arm tightly. "I'm fine, I can't die."
Seeing that Qiao Ningsi was so frightened by him that his face was bloodless, and the cold sweat on his forehead broke out, Chi Beizhi smiled, because of the pain, his narrow eyes narrowed into a slit, but there was a joking light shining there, "You don't have underwear inside, go back and change your clothes first." You're different from Chi Xiaoyi. How to go to the hospital in pajamas, especially if you have been plump up a lot lately. ”
Hearing this, Qiao Ningsi realized that she was still wearing thin pajamas, and she was still wearing slippers under her feet, and Chi Beizhi was staring at the two protruding points on her chest, Qiao Ningsi suddenly turned white and red with shame.
But Chi Beizhi could still laugh out loud at this time, his hand was pressed on his chest, his shoulders shook, his resolute facial features looked very soft, and his tone was innocent, "What are you staring at me for, I am half dead like this, and I can't do anything to you, you don't need to guard against me." "Come to Hong's famous brother.
She wanted Chi Beizhi to do something to her, preferably with the same strength as that day to choke her half to death, Qiao Ningsi's tears fell down, and he didn't say a word. She reached over and fumbled in the pocket of Chi Bei's pants.
Chi Beizhi still wanted to hold her down, but he didn't have much strength in his hands, and the man gasped and said hoarsely: "Don't be like this, I'll get an erection later." Isn't it already hard for me that you're in charge of putting out the fire?"
"I'm in charge." Qiao Ningsi directly interrupted Chi Beizhi, replied to him loudly with three words, and finally took out the phone with great difficulty. Qiao Ningsi immediately opened the car door and went down, and she didn't care about talking to Chi Beizhi, she sprinted back to the manor.
Chi Beizhi looked at Qiao Ningsi's back through the car window, the night wind blew up her hair and the corners of her white pajamas skirt, this look was really good-looking, but Chi Beizhi was worried that she would fall, as usual, he would definitely tell or go over and hug Qiao Ningsi, but at this moment he didn't even have the strength to open the car door.
Chi Beizhi's chest was suffocating and painful, and he weakly half-closed his eyes, about to fall asleep. Just thinking that Qiao Ningsi was pregnant, his brain nerves were extremely excited, and there was a kind of strength to support him, and Chi Beizhi finally sat up.
He opened the car window and saw the servants standing there full of anxious and overwhelmed servants, Chi Beizhen called her, "Aunt Li, lend me your mobile phone to use." ”
He had to call the doctor or Chi Xiaoyi before Qiao Ningsi knew about his condition, and let them hide it from Qiao Ningsi like he had done the previous times.
The servant hurriedly leaned over, Chi Beizhi's face was covered with cold sweat, she handed the handkerchief to Chi Beizhi to wipe, "My mobile phone is in the house, if Mr. Chi wants to use it, I will go to the manor and bring it to you now." ”
"It's really unlucky, Chi Beizhi shook his head at the servant, closed his eyes and leaned back in prostration, at this moment he could only hope that a few doctors and Chi Xiaoyi could remember his previous advice, and never let Qiao Ningsi know about his illness.
Even if Qiao Ningsi tried every possible way to leave him, he still didn't want Qiao Ningsi to worry about him, no matter how big things happened over the years, he was used to facing everything by himself, knocking out teeth and swallowing blood, and besides, Qiao Ningsi was now less than two months pregnant, which was the most unstable period, what if he was frightened by his illness and affected the child in his belly
Chi Beizhi thought groggily, Qiao Ningsi came back so quickly, so fast that he felt that he just closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, Qiao Ningsi changed his clothes, opened the car door like a gust of wind and sat down.
Chi Beizhi glanced at Qiao Ningsi's cotton slippers on his feet, which were still wearing winter, and suddenly his throat seemed to be blocked, and he was so choked that he couldn't speak.
Chi Beizhi's eyes were scarlet, and some kind of hot liquid gushed out at once, but he pretended to be nothing, and gently coaxed Qiao Ningsi and said, "Go back and change your slippers, and give me my phone."
Before he finished speaking, Qiao Ningsi started the car, and with a "whoosh", the car flew out like an arrow off the string, so fast that Chi Beizhi couldn't see the scenery along the way, he never knew that Qiao Ningsi's driving skills were so good, it was an explosion of potential
The winding mountain road in this area was deserted, and the black car driven by Qiao Ningsi was quickly drowned in the night, and the lights in the car were on, and Chi Beizhi seemed to lean on the seat silently, looking at Qiao Ningsi motionlessly.
Her red eyes looked straight ahead, her hands clenched the steering wheel, Chi Beizhen saw that the blood vessels on the back of her hands were agitated, and her beautiful face was very pale, but it revealed a kind of calmness and firmness.
Chi Beizhi stared straight at Qiao Ningsi, and suddenly felt that Qiao Ningsi at this moment was more amazing than ever.
"Qiao Ningsi, you clearly love me." Chi Beizhi was quiet for a long time, and said such an abrupt sentence in a firm tone, he was not as domineering and tough as usual, the man at the moment looked so weak and gentle, like a coquettish child, "I want to kiss you so much, can you let me kiss it?"
Qiao Ningsi's heart throbbed suddenly, almost thinking that this was Chi Beizhi's last words and last wish in the world, she pursed her lips tightly and glanced at Chi Beizhi, her throat was like being burned by fire, and she couldn't speak.
For a long time, Qiao Ningsi asked coldly, "Are you going to die?"
Chi Beizhi was stunned for a moment, squinted his narrow eyes, and laughed again, "Don't curse me, I still have to wait for my child to come to this world, and wait for him to call me Dad."
"That'll do." Qiao Ningsi was afraid that Chi Beizhi would really say a deadline for death, so she directly interrupted Chi Beizhi and said expressionlessly: "Since you can't die, then we will come to Japan for a long time, and I will kiss you for a long time in the future, and now I will not be as happy as I want." ”
Chi Beizhi stopped talking, he felt that his chest didn't hurt at all, and he had just confirmed Qiao Ningsi's pregnancy in the bathroom, thinking that Qiao Ningsi would marry Tang Zhuoyao with his own flesh and blood, and let his child be called Tang Zhuoyao's father, at that moment Chi Beizhi was really in pain and was about to die.
If it weren't for Qiao Ningsi's sentence, he really planned to confess his last words, for a person who is seriously ill, what he is most afraid of is not that the doctor can't save him, but that he is pessimistic and desperate, giving up his life, and avoiding Qiao Ningsi In the past few days, Chi Beizhi decided not to go abroad, he planned to self-destruct.
But now it's different, he found that Qiao Ningsi actually still loves him deeply, so living well is the most basic and important thing, at least so that he still has a chance to continue to entangle with Qiao Ningsi, no matter which way, at least there is still a chance.
Qiao Ningsi turned his head and glanced at Chi Beizhi, he covered his face with the palm of his hand, although the condition was not so good, but fortunately it was not as bad as she imagined, the speed of the car almost exceeded the limit, but Qiao Ningsi still felt that it was too slow, I remember that when I was injured, when Chi Beizhi drove her to the hospital, the mood was the same as her at this moment
Qiao Ningsi had just called Hengyuan's doctors, and the ambulance was halfway to pick them up.
When Qiao Ningsi stopped the car suddenly, he was about to open the car door, when Chi Beizhi suddenly reached out and grabbed her arm, and pulled her into his arms with a slight force.
"Ningning, I won't die, but I still want you to kiss me. Because you probably don't know how moving you are at the moment. Although Qiao Ningsi was asked to take the initiative, before Qiao Ningsi could respond, Chi Beizhi pinched Qiao Ningsi's chin with his fingers, leaned over and grabbed Qiao Ningsi's lips.
There was still a wisp of bright blood at the corner of his mouth, and he had just vomited those filth after being drunk, and he didn't have time to rinse his mouth, but this time Qiao Ningsi didn't struggle, she even stretched out her hands and hugged Chi Beizhi's neck, closed her eyes, and responded to Chi Beizhi very fiercely.
Soon, the aroma of wine spread between the lips and teeth of the two, and Qiao Ningsi had already burst into tears, feeling uncomfortable and colic in her heart, but sweeter than usual.
The window of the car was half opened, and several doctors clearly saw the scene in the car, and looked at each other for a while, what is going on, doesn't it mean that the boss is very sick, to the point of vomiting blood, at this moment, looking at the boss like this, I'm afraid it's not a problem to fight with the boss for three hundred rounds
But it turns out that these doctors have mythologized the boss, and a few minutes later, Chi Beizhi lay heavily on Qiao Ningsi's shoulder, and gradually loosened his arms around Qiao Ningsi's waist, Qiao Ningsi was so frightened that she almost lost her voice, and after reacting, she hurriedly asked the medical staff to open the car door, and then sent Chi Beizhi to the ambulance.
Qiao Ningsi drove the car behind him, and it didn't take long for Chi Beizhi to be taken to the emergency room.
Qiao Ningsi waited anxiously outside for a while, and Chi Xiaoyi, who received Qiao Ningsi's call, hurriedly came, looking at the closed door of the operating room, he asked Qiao Ningsi in a low voice, "What's going on?"
"Ah Zhe drank a lot of wine tonight, and after coming back, he kept throwing up, and then he vomited blood" Qiao Ningsi was very calm along the way, but at this moment she was trembling even when she spoke, thinking of the pool of blood on her pajamas, Qiao Ningsi was terrified.
Chi Xiaoyi's face turned pale when he heard this, he was angry and distressed, if Chi Beizhi was by his side, he would definitely beat Chi Beizhi, and at this moment Chi Xiaoyi could only scold a few words to extinguish the fire, "He doesn't want to die, his body is like this, he dares to drink too much"
Since Chi Xiaoyi officially took over the Chi family's company, he began to go out early and return late every day, and went on various business trips for entertainment banquets, even the pregnant Ye Chenghan couldn't take care of it, thinking that a few elders on the Ye family's side could take better care of Ye Chenghan, Chi Xiaoyi sent Ye Chenghan back.
As for Chi Beizhi, how can he have time to keep Chi Beizhi every inch and still toss, regardless of him for a few days, he will go to the bar to get drunk, and he will be an ordinary person who is drunk, and he can't stand it physically, not to mention that Chi Beizhi's condition is getting worse and worse.
Chi Xiaoyi raised his hand and stroked his forehead, feeling guilty and blaming himself, at this time Qiao Ningsi pulled his arm down.
Qiao Ningsi said with red eyes: "Don't hide it from me anymore, Ah Zhe must have some serious illness, right, although I confiscated his mobile phone, he may tell those medical staff in the ambulance, and now only you can tell me." ”
"I didn't intend to hide it from you, but I've been too busy these days to find the right opportunity to tell you." Chi Xiaoyi put down his hand, turned to grab Qiao Ningsi's trembling arm, and walked over to let Qiao Ningsi sit on the chair.
Chi Xiaoyi's tall figure stood there, looking down at Qiao Ningsi seriously.
Chi Xiaoyi has always been cynical in front of them, and at this moment, Chi Xiaoyi's serious and sad expression made Qiao Ningsi's heart lift, and she became more and more sure that Chi Beizhi was not lightly ill, she grabbed Chi Xiaoyi's wrist, "Say it, I'm mentally prepared." ”
Chi Xiaoyi could see that Qiao Ningsi was pretending to be calm, because he could feel Qiao Ningsi's hands trembling, Chi Xiaoyi's tightly pursed lips were pale, and after half a minute, his voice full of astringency sounded above Qiao Ningsi's head, "It's a malignant tumor in the lungs, that is, lung cancer." ”
"So he sometimes coughs, has a fever, vomits blood in severe cases, he is drowsy, his mental state is very poor, and it has a lot to do with lung cancer, which caused him to be less alert that day, and he easily gave in and calculated, and you shouldn't blame him for this."
Next, Chi Xiaoyi told Qiao Ningsi all the symptoms and possible causes of lung cancer, but Qiao Ningsi couldn't listen to it anymore, her ears "boomed", and she stared at Chi Xiaoyi with wide eyes in disbelief, Qiao Ningsi was stunned, and she didn't react for a long time.
So far, in the eyes of many people, cancer is a rather terrible disease, most people will inevitably die after suffering from it, even if they are treated, they will have to endure considerable pain, and they may not be cured, even if Qiao Ningsi is also a doctor, he knows that cancer is not so invincible, but the man he loves the most is seriously ill, and Qiao Ningsi is also difficult to bear this blow.
She felt like the sky had fallen, how many times did Chi Beizhi say on weekdays that if he lost her, he wouldn't be able to live, Qiao Ningsi didn't believe it, but at this moment Qiao Ningsi felt that death was so close to her, and she even thought that Chi Beizhi was really about to die
The tears that had just stopped in Qiao Ningsi's eyes flowed out again, she let go of Chi Xiaoyi's hand in a dejected manner, and sat down on the chair all of a sudden, at this moment there was only one thought in her mind, if Chi Beizhi died, then what would she do, what would she do
"Meditate." Chi Xiaoyi sat down beside Qiao Ningsi, his hand held Qiao Ningsi's trembling shoulder, and his voice was hoarse, "Listen to me, Ah Zhe's illness is not as terrible as imagined, and it is only early now." If Ah Zhe actively cooperates with the doctor's treatment, it is not difficult to recover. ”
"That's why I want him to temporarily let go of everything in China and arrange for him to go abroad for treatment, where the environment and medical effects are better, and now the most important thing is whether he is willing to be treated well." Chi Xiaoyi was also very uncomfortable in his heart, tonight's alcoholism proved that Chi Beizhi didn't care about his own body at all.
Qiao Ningsi was still full of despair and fear, she suddenly turned her head and asked Chi Xiaoyi, "Am I wrong, I shouldn't have deliberately broken up with him and went undercover by Tang Zhuoyao's side without him." If I had been with him well, he wouldn't have hurt himself like this."
Chi Xiaoyi's hand on Qiao Ningsi's shoulder tightened and tightened, and before Qiao Ningsi finished speaking, he shook his head and interrupted Qiao Ningsi, "You can't be blamed for this matter, after all, you don't know about his condition, and we didn't expect it to develop to this point." Ah Zhe originally wanted to hide it from you, even if you ran into it tonight, he still wanted to try his best to save the situation. ”
Qiao Ningsi didn't speak, lowered her head and tears fell down, Chi Beizhi had this ability to make her feel distressed, he showed a strong and invulnerable side in front of her, no matter when, he was sheltering her from the wind and rain, and doing his best to protect her.
He must be used to being the god in her heart, so he didn't want her to know that he was very sick and that he was likely to die, he didn't want her to worry about being sad, if she hadn't found out tonight, Chi Beizhi would have to hide it from her
"Don't cry, you're pregnant now, and crying too much is not good for the baby in your belly." Chi Xiaoyi sighed and comforted Qiao Ningsi softly.
Although he has thousands of methods for Ye Chenghan, he is not good at coaxing other women, Chi Xiaoyi hesitated for a moment, but still called to tell Bu Jingqian about it.
Bu Jingqian, who was in the middle of the night, did not delay at all, and immediately rushed over from home in the car, seeing that Qiao Ningsi was about to collapse from crying, Bu Jingqian sat down, bent his arms and hugged his daughter into his arms.
His hand affectionately stroked Qiao Ningsi's hair, and said distressedly: "Don't be afraid, wait for the doctor to come out and ask about the situation." ”
Half an hour later, the door of the operating room opened, Chi Beizhi was sent to the ward, Bu Jingqian and Chi Xiaoyi went to the doctor's office together, while Qiao Ningsi pulled over the chair and sat on the edge of the bed, holding Chi Beizhi's hand tightly, she kissed the back of Chi Beizhi's hand, tears flowed down silently.
Chi Beizhi didn't sleep for long, he opened his eyes, and saw Qiao Ningsi's face with pear blossoms and rain, he was surprised at first, and then surprised and relaxed, and the smile on his face made him not look like a patient at all.
Chi Beizhi suddenly shook Qiao Ningsi's hand, "Do you know that when I woke up a few times ago, there were other people by my side, but the only person I wanted to find and want was you." ”
Speaking of this, Chi Beizhi's inky eyes were dyed with pleasure, and the sick man was radiant, but Qiao Ningsi was extremely sad when he saw it.
She didn't say anything, just grabbed one of Chi Beizhi's hands tightly with both hands, buried her head deeply, and put Chi Beizhi's hand against her face, and hot and wet tears gradually soaked Chi Beizhi's fingertips.
Chi Beizhe only felt that the tears seemed to be smashed on his heart, making him feel painful and hot, but on the surface, Chi Beizhe pretended to sigh easily, and said jokingly: "Sure enough, it was right to hide my illness from you, now that you know, you are about to cry into tears, and my child in your belly will suffer together." ”
Chi Beizhi paused, looked at Qiao Ningsi, who buried his face in his palm, and asked tentatively, "The child in your belly is mine, I don't believe you, I just want to hear you admit it in person, let me know that I do have a child, and you agree that I am the father of the child." ”
Qiao Ningsi raised her red and swollen eyes from crying, her feet were propped up on the ground, and she moved the chair to the side of the bed some distance, and then Qiao Ningsi took Chi Beizhi's hand and got into it from the hem of her clothes, so that Chi Beizhi's palm was directly attached to her skin.
Qiao Ningsi choked up and said, "The child is yours, you are not dreaming, we do have a child." It's just that I don't know if she is a man or a woman yet, but I think it will be the daughter you always wanted, as you wish. ”
I can't feel the fetal movement this month, but Chi Beizhi's hand is on Qiao Ningsi's flat belly, and he feels very magical, he really feels that there is a little life in it, this is his own flesh and blood Chi Beizhi, whether it is a son or a daughter, but finally he finally has a child of his own.
This made Chi Beizhen extremely moved and ecstatic, he even laughed out loud in a low voice, and his happy laughter echoed throughout the ward, but after a while, Chi Beizhe's eyes became redder and redder, until a transparent liquid gushed out, and he ignored the needle on the back of his hand, pressed one arm on the bed board, and was about to get up and sit.
Seeing this, Qiao Ningsi hurriedly held down Chi Beizhi, she knew that Chi Beizhi wanted to hug her, so then Qiao Ningsi leaned over and pressed her entire upper body on Chi Beizhi's chest, but she was not willing to let Chi Beizhi bear her weight.
Chi Beizhi maintained the posture of lying on the bed, bent his arms around Qiao Ningsi's shoulders, he lowered his head and buried his face in Qiao Ningsi's neck, and those wet and hot tears all flowed into Qiao Ningsi's hair.
Chi Beizhi closed his eyes vigorously, in the past so many years, he had never been so happy and complete as at this moment.
The two of them didn't say anything, and the whole ward seemed very quiet, and Chi Beizhi and Qiao Ningsi hugged each other like that, as if they had even forgotten the time.
It didn't take long for Chi Xiaoyi and Bu Jingqian to come in, Chi Xiaoyi wanted to teach Chi Beizhi a lesson, but when he saw this scene, he swallowed all his words, and finally didn't say anything, Chi Xiaoyi and Bu Jingqian exited the ward.
That night, Qiao Ningsi and Chi Beizhi slept on the same hospital bed, Qiao Ningsi lay in the crook of Chi Beizhi's arm, both of them had insomnia, but they still snuggled together quietly, and neither of them spoke.
Chi Beizhi dimmed the light at the head of the bed, looked down at the woman in his arms, Chi Beizheng stroked Qiao Ningsi's hair, "Sleep." ”
Qiao Ningsi nodded, kissed Chi Beizhi on the lips, she held Chi Beizhi's hand and put it on her stomach, the two of them felt the little life conceived in it, and soon after Qiao Ningsi really fell asleep.
When Qiao Ningsi opened her eyes the next day, Chi Beizhi had not woken up yet, maintaining the same posture as last night, and her hand was always on her stomach.
Qiao Ningsi gently moved Chi Beizhi's arm, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and after walking to the bathroom, Qiao Ningsi used Chi Beizhi's mobile phone to make a call to the maid aunt at home.
Soon the maid sent the boiled porridge over, and after Chi Beizhi woke up, Qiao Ningsi and Chi Beizhi finished breakfast together, she took Chi Beizhi's suit and asked Chi Beizhi to change into it, "Take you to a place." ”
The doctor did not allow Chi Beizhi to be discharged from the hospital, seeing this, Chi Beizhi was stunned for a moment, but he didn't say anything, obediently put on his clothes, and when he got up and was about to go to the inner room to find Qiao Ningsi, Qiao Ningsi walked out first.
Chi Beizhi saw that Qiao Ningsi had not only changed his clothes, but also deliberately put on makeup, and Chi Beizhi's slender eyebrows became deeper and deeper.
"Let's go." Qiao Ningsi walked over, stretched out her hand to pull Chi Beizhi up from the bed, and then grabbed Chi Beizhi's arm with both hands, regardless of Chi Beizhi's surprise and doubt, she took Chi Beizhi all the way out of the hospital.
Qiao Ningsi was in charge of driving, Chi Beizhi sat in the co-pilot, so docile and quiet for the first time, the two didn't say anything on the way, Qiao Ningsi always had a shallow smile on her lips, and Chi Beizhi stared at her motionlessly.
More than twenty minutes later, the car stopped, Qiao Ningsi was still holding Chi Beizhi's arm, and the two, like other couples passing by, finally stood at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Chi Beizhi didn't expect Qiao Ningsi to bring him here, the muscles in his body froze suddenly, his eyes widened all of a sudden, and he didn't react for a long time, until he felt that Qiao Ningsi was dragging him, Chi Beizhi turned his head slowly, "Do you want to marry me Qiao Ningsi"
"Is it because the doctor told you that I am dying, and you sympathize with me, so you want to be my rightful wife" Chi Beizhi said with a raised voice, he withdrew his arm indifferently, shook his head and said mockingly to Qiao Ningsi: "I don't need your sympathy, I would rather die of illness than this affection that you give me." ”
Qiao Ningsi didn't get angry, she smiled instead, for Chi Beizhe's increasingly sensitive and irritable temper now, she asked Chi Beizhi helplessly, "If it weren't for love, how many women in this world would be great enough to marry a man who was dying?"
"I came to register my marriage with you today and let the law recognize the relationship between the two of us, to let you know that I will never marry Tang Zhuoyao. Chi Beizhi, don't drag it out any longer, you go abroad for treatment, and I will accompany you. If you die like this, what will I do?"
"Unless you really don't want your own life anymore. If that's the case, then I'll marry Tang Zhuoyao as soon as you die, and let your children call other men."
As a result, before Qiao Ningsi's words were finished, Chi Beizhi immediately stepped forward to hug her, with great force, and her fragile bones hurt a little, Chi Beizhi's head was buried in Qiao Ningsi's shoulder, his hot lips were close to Qiao Ningsi's ear, and his hoarse voice was hoarse but said in an unquestionable tone: "I won't die." ”
"And even if I really die, I will never let you go, and when I have my last breath left, I will strangle you to death, let you die twice, and take our children with me. Anyway, in this life, you Qiao Ningsi is a man in my pool, and I will not give other men any chance. ”
Such a crazy and terrifying Chi Beizhi made Qiao Ning speechless, but she smiled and hugged Chi Beizhi's back, and solemnly promised: "Okay, you live, we are together, and we will never leave in this life." If you die, I will accompany you on the road to Huangquan as you wish. ”
"So there's nothing to be afraid of, you can go abroad for treatment with peace of mind, and I'll always be you." After saying this, Qiao Ningsi felt that her whole person was relaxed, and she was not worried about Chi Beizhi's condition at all.
Just like Bu Jingqian was no longer afraid that Zhu Jingyun would leave this world, it was a big deal that she would die with Chi Beizhi, at that time, Qiao Ningsi just wanted to let Bu Jingqian support her, and it was not until this moment that she deeply understood Bu Jingqian's mood at that time.
She is the same as Bu Jingqian, if Chi Beizhi is really dead, then no one can stop her from accompanying Chi Beizhi, of course, this is just an assumption, in fact, there is no need to be so pessimistic, Qiao Ningsi is just using this to eliminate Chi Beizhi's uneasiness and hesitation, and also let Chi Beizhi know that she is not worried or sad.
Chi Beizhi pulled Qiao Ningsi out of his arms, held Qiao Ningsi's face with one hand, the two looked at each other for a long time, and he saw himself in Qiao Ningsi's clear pupils.
Chi Beizhi's eyes quickly turned red again, and he leaned over and kissed Qiao Ningsi's lips gently.
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