He made no secret of it: "That's naked revenge!" ”

A man's revenge!

"From my point of view, I have 'revenge', from your point of view, you are 'safe', and I no longer bother you with the affection you owe you. This was originally what I envisioned as 'everyone happy'—"

His voice suddenly lowered: "However, if I really do this, not only do I not feel relaxed at all, but I feel doubly painful. Those so-called 'hatred and revenge', in fact, have long ceased to exist. When is it early? Maybe it started when you beat me up, maybe it started when you came to visit me in prison, maybe it started with your voice 'because you are Li Huan, so I believe in you', or maybe I never really hated, but I sometimes thought it was 'hate'! …… Whether it's Curran or Fanny, they love themselves more than they love me. This is not only the case in modern times, but even in the original court, my grandmother, who loved me the most, had conflicts with me many times after I became an adult and took power, because of the conflict of interests, and each other had reservations in their hearts...... This is also the reason why I dare not return to my dynasty easily......"

There is only a struggle for power in the court, and there is no flesh and blood.

Even if it is father and son, even if it is mother and son, at the critical moment, it is also a sword to each other.

"Let's just say Fanny, what will she do for me? When I had an accident, she didn't even dare to answer a reporter's question, and she was busy dissociating herself from me. However, I don't blame her, she is not obligated to sacrifice for me, let alone bear for me, is she? ”

“……”

He laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "There is only one Feng Feng, only Feng Feng who 'doesn't love' me, always treats me as the same, and does everything for me!" I asked myself many times, is this not love? Have you never loved? Why can't the women who 'love' me do this? If this is considered 'not love', then I want to be 'not loved'! Because I felt so much love! What is said is not necessarily love, and what is not said is not necessarily dismissive! ”

She just listened silently, not saying a word.

This is also the first time she has listened carefully to Li Huan saying so many things in all these years of getting along.

"However, after the devil in my heart was released, after those words, I knew that I was finished, and that it was really finished. I thought about it all night, as if a person who has been sentenced to death will never have any more life......"

That was the night! He wields a double-edged flying knife, and the knife urges people to grow old.

She looked at his prematurely frosted temples, what kind of worry and anxiety did she have to go through to turn white overnight?

“…… Because of the unpredictable danger, I no longer believe in anyone, except you! But I can't talk to you! I comforted myself, if you can be harmless, can live a safe and happy life with Ye Jia or Huang Hui, anyone, I have suffered, it is worth it. However, I can't do it as freely as I imagined, every time I see you and Huang Hui together, my heart is like a knife, and I hate him very much. What's more, I made a mistake in judgment, I should have thought that they would hit me and naturally I wouldn't let you go, this is my stupidity. Ever since I found out that you were sick at the restaurant that day, I decided not to insist on my stupidity anymore, and I don't want to torture myself like this anymore. Especially now, even you are hurt, isn't everything I have done before meaningless? ”