Chapter 29 Self-blame

Ning Guang twitched his clothes a few times before whispering, "Thank you." ”

didn't ask her to help spread anything, because she didn't know what to say to Shen Anyi at this time, and she didn't trust Zhao Xiaoying.

"It's a real life for us beautiful heads." Zhao Xiaoying also beat the clothes of the boy in front of her hard, and suddenly sighed, "I haven't liked my family since I was a child, and when I have a younger brother, I have to serve my younger brother even more...... It's been a month, Abam is resting, and we have to follow my brother. ”

She frowned and said, "Yesterday, when I was cooking, Jian Jian had to help with the pot, and I said I didn't want him, but he just wouldn't." As a result, I burned my hands later, causing me to be beaten twice in the mouth by my grandmother...... You can see that my face is still swollen. ”

Ning Guang glanced up when he heard this, and sure enough, Zhao Xiaoying's left and right finger marks on her cheeks were faint, and it could be seen that although her grandmother didn't use all her strength, she didn't attack lightly.

No wonder Zhao Xiaoying came to wash clothes at this time, and Bacheng didn't want to be seen.

The reason why he didn't avoid seeing Ning Guang here, of course, was because everyone in the village knew that among the beauties of his peers, Ning Guang had the worst time.

Zhao Xiaoying was not worried at all that Ning Guang would laugh at her, after all, Ning Guang itself had more things to be ridiculed about.

"Next time you want to help Jianjian, you just find something to distract him." Ning Guang didn't like to talk to the people in the village, because all he heard was ridicule and ridicule and all kinds of teasing. It was rare for Zhao Xiaoying to say a few words to her seriously, and she felt that it didn't seem good not to answer, so she said, "So that he won't burn his hands." ”

She has a lot of experience with her younger brother.

"Really?" However, Zhao Xiaoying didn't believe it very much, she said suspiciously, "Then you will be beaten so many times?" You don't know what to do, but you deliberately harm your family's ancestry, right? ”

Ning Guang immediately regretted talking too much.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhao Xiaoying became interested, got closer, and asked her if she really hated Ning Zong, and tried every means to pit Ning Zong?

"I'm done washing, let's go first." Ning Guang was very annoyed, with a wooden face, he quickened up and wrung out the clothes, put them in the basket, stood up, and said to her, "I still have something at home." ”

"If you don't admit it, I know that you must hate your family sect to death." Zhao Xiaoying smiled evilly and said, "But your family sect is really annoying......

Ning Guang stood on his feet and looked at her sideways: "Doesn't your family Jianjian dislike you?" ”

Zhao Xiaoying was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Ning Guang to reply and frowned: "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”

"If you don't admit it, I know you hate your family." Ning Guang whispered, "Otherwise, why would you think of me and Zongzong like this?" ”

She actually didn't want to tell Zhao Xiaoying more, but she was afraid that Zhao Xiaoying would go around publicizing it when she turned around, saying that she hated Ning Zong. In that case, once Mrs. Chu and Ning Fulin are asked to know, Ning Guang will be miserable.

So she had to make Zhao Xiaoying dare not do this.

It is a way to insist that Zhao Xiaoying hates her younger brother Zhao Jian.

Sure enough, after Zhao Xiaoying argued a few words and said that she didn't hate Zhao Jian, she came to her senses and was silent.

Only then did Ning Guang hold the basket and walk away.

Back at home, Ning Yue'e cleaned up some dried vegetables in the yard, and when she saw her daughter, she didn't raise her head and ordered her to go to the stove to cook another pot of pig food, because the family was going to sell pigs.

At this time, feeding the pigs is naturally the focus of the hope to weigh the time, so as to get a few more money.

Generally speaking, children at this time are very fond of selling pigs at home, because whether they sell them alive or kill them, they will always have a good meal.

But Ningguang hates selling pigs, after all, there are many things to sell pigs, and she can't escape any of the things she can do, but the benefits of selling pigs have nothing to do with her.

The thought of cleaning the stinky pig house after the pigs were pulled away was even more annoying.

However, Miao Guoqing, the only one in the family who would consider her thoughts, was still lying down, what could she do?

After drying the clothes, wipe your hands on the apron and go to the stove to cook pig food. This is the work that Ningguang is used to, even if he is absent-minded, it is very neat.

Just doing it, her tears suddenly came down.

I thought that after Shen Anyi transferred to another school, she would return to a lonely situation.

Actually, I've always been like this before, and although I was sad at that time, I didn't feel anything. It may be that in the past year, I have heard Shen Anyi talk about the life of the beautiful head in the city, and I feel that I can't stand the days like this.

Ning Guang didn't want to go to school anymore.

But she finally dispelled this idea, because Shen Anyi attached great importance to studying, and her poor grades had already disappointed this good friend, if she didn't even go to school, Shen Anyi would definitely be very angry and sad; Second, she dropped out of school now and had no other way out, and when she came back home, she made the Ning family more handy.

And then count down a sentence that she herself does not seek to improve, and she is no wonder to others.

Next, Ning Guang went to the dock next to the courtyard of Zhao Fuliang's house a few times, but except for Dai Zhenguo, he rarely met anyone else.

Even if they did, they would probably either ignore her or laugh at her.

Once she saw Shen Anyi upstairs, and Shen Anyi also saw her, her originally bored eyes suddenly lit up, and she ran down while beckoning and shouting her name.

Ning Guangzheng was worried that she would fall if she ran too fast, and then heard the loud voices of Kong Huamei and Zhao Fuliang, saying that it was cold and windy outside, so Shen Anyi should not go out. Then Zhao Liguo and Zhao Qin ran out violently, telling Ning Guang to get out and not to leave from their door again.

"The road at the door is not your home, everyone in the village can walk it." Ning Guang defended unconvinced, and Zhao Liguo came up and gave her a punch, asking her if she would get out? If you don't roll, grab her hair and throw it into the courtyard of the Ning family: "Others are afraid of your wife, but I'm not afraid!" ”

Ning Guang listened to Shen Anyi's sharp shouts in the courtyard, looked at the tall peers in front of him, pursed his lips, and when he was hesitating, Zhao Jianguo walked out of the courtyard of Zhao Fuliang's house, looked at the two sides of the confrontation, hesitated for a while, and finally came over to persuade: "Ningguang, you better go back, my uncle knew about the last time you asked An Yi to help you work, and he was very angry." If it weren't for An Yi's Grandma who couldn't live without people, it is estimated that the village would have to settle accounts with your family! ”

also said Zhao Liguo and Zhao Qin, "Don't worry about her, otherwise An Yi will be angry again if she finds out...... When the time comes, tell Aunt Xiaoxia, Aunt Xiaoxia will definitely not be happy. ”

Zhao Liguo and Zhao Qin were not convinced by Shen Anyi or a little envy, jealousy and hatred, but they didn't dare to make a mistake with Zhao Xia, and when they heard this, they immediately let go of the hand holding Ning Guang, but their eyes were still not good: "You hurry up, or I will beat you once." ”

Ning Guang was persuaded by Zhao Jianguo to the end, and walked away step by step.

After a while, Zhao Jianguo went to the dock outside the village alone to look for her, and gave her a handful of candy in a secret way, saying that Shen Anyi had brought it to herself.

"Don't look for An Yi anymore." He said very directly, "Because of you, my uncle and aunt lost a lot of temper with An Yi, just now An Yi called Aunt Xiaoxia to complain, and Aunt Xiaoxia quarreled with her aunt for a long time...... When my uncle found out, he said that he would drive An Yi out now, and see if Aunt Xiaoxia would be able to come back and pick up An Yi! ”

Ning Guang, who heard this, was shocked, and almost slapped his hand with a mallet: "Then An Yi now?" ”

"My cousin, cousin, and Abumyan rushed over to persuade her, An Yi almost fainted from crying, and now she is resting upstairs with my aunt Muyan." Zhao Jian's Chinese tone was not without complaints, "Didn't you say that you didn't take revenge?" Everyone knows that An Yi is the best for you, why can't you look down on her? ”

He complained for a while, including running out to spread the word if it weren't for Ning Guang himself, and smuggling candy, and asking why Ning Guang didn't spend the night in the haystack last time, causing himself to run in vain...... But Ning Guang didn't listen to it, and what turned over and over in his heart was the sentence "Why can't you see her well".

She remained motionless for a long time, and finally whispered, "I know, I won't hurt An Yi anymore." ”

Zhao Jianguo didn't put this assurance at ease, and still muttered for a while before kicking and leaving.

And Ning Guang then washed his clothes while crying, shivering uncontrollably, not cold, but feeling cold.

She has grown so big, there are only two people who can be considered good to her, one is Miao Guoqing and the other is Shen Anyi.

Miao Guoqing drank pesticides for her sake two days ago, although she was rescued, she was almost abandoned by the Ning family and the Miao family, and now even if she returns to the Ning family, the unpleasant words have not been interrupted all day long - at that time, Ning Guang was very remorseful in the hospital, and felt that he had hurt Abo, but he didn't expect to pit Shen Anyi again?

Ning Guang didn't know very well Zhao Fuliang's jealousy of Zhao Xia, and he didn't know that Zhao Fuliang's words were actually just told to Kong Huamei in private, it was nothing more than venting, in fact, he didn't dare to expel Shen Anyi from the house because of Zhao Xia's attitude, and he didn't dare to expel Shen Anyi's grandparents who were senior intellectuals and cadres.

She thought she had almost left her only friend behind.

On this day, Ningguang cried for a long time by the dock, and did not go back until the beginning of twilight.

After she went back, she had to be beaten and scolded, because it took her an afternoon to wash a basket of clothes, and she delayed a lot of things that should have been done for her.

This beating is just a commonplace, and Ning Guang went to work after finishing it.

After that, she didn't go to Zhao Fuliang's house again, and she went outside the village to wash things. I met the Zhao family a few times, teased her, and took the initiative to tell her Shen Anyi's words, but she was silent.

I also met Dai Zhenguo, Dai Zhenguo hesitated for a while before saying: "The beautiful head next door is very worried about you, and I was arguing with my family last time, and I want to go to your house to find you." ”

Ning Guang's speed of thrashing clothes was a little slower, but it didn't take long for it to return to its original frequency, but he didn't hear it.

Dai Zhenguo understood her difficulties, didn't say anything, and left after washing his things.

The time soon came to Chinese New Year's Eve, which is the most festive and lively time of the year, and it is also the busiest time for Ningguang.

She didn't look forward to this day before, and this year is especially sad.

Because Miao Guoqing could barely get up, but when he Chinese New Year's Eve the reunion dinner, he sat down on the table, and Ning Fulin said lukewarmly: "Lying down like a lord all day long, not doing any work, not saying anything about eating rice, and eating so neatly and diligently, I haven't sat down with Mu Yan yet, but I came first...... On this day, tsk, Mu Yan and I can't even think about it, some people live first. ”

Miao Guoqing, who originally wanted to say a good greeting to him and say a good word, was red-faced, and he couldn't eat any food, so he stood up and walked to the room.

Then Ning Fulin said angrily: "Poor I don't have a son, I have to look at the face of other people's sons when I am old, this is still in my own home, if I am in someone else's house, I am afraid that I will be kicked out to beg for food long ago?" ”

When the old woman Chu heard it, she frowned: "What bad words did you say during the New Year?" ”

But after asking a little, he didn't like it, and scolded Ning Yue'e for not being useful, "This is Chinese New Year's Eve, your man dares to treat you like this, you just look at it like this?" ”

Ning Yue'e immediately stood up and was about to speak, when suddenly there was a "bang" behind her, which startled everyone and looked back!