Chapter 19: The Unsafe Change (II)

To this day, Satsuki still vividly remembers the last time he saw Li Yan......

In the hazy shadow of the moon, the prince of the world stood outside the door of An Ran, quietly looking at the room that was already pitch black. The long inky hair and moonlit clothes fluttered up and down against the night wind, as illusory and ethereal as a beautiful dream; In the seemingly silent glass eyes, there seemed to be something that Xiao Yue couldn't understand and couldn't explain...... A little indifferent, a little gloomy, and even more heartbreaking......

Everything around seemed to fall into a deep silence because of Li Yan's silence...... Faced with such a picture, Xiao Yue also sank hopelessly, he looked at the familiar and unfamiliar Shizi in front of him in a daze, his mind was blank, forgetting where he came from, forgetting where he was. I don't know how long it took for Shizi to whisper to himself, "I asked her to wait for me, and she believed it, without a trace of doubt, and accepted it with joy...... Do you think this girl is stupid? ”

The sudden sound of words couldn't help but make Xiao Yue stunned, and she was hesitating whether to talk. Li Yan had already continued, "No, it's not that she's stupid, it's that I'm too bad...... By weaving such a high-sounding lie for the sake of stabilizing her, she is secretly happy, because I know that in this way she will remember me in her heart for a few more moments, even if it is just to blame me for lying to her......"

The elegant voice is intertwined with the swaying sound of the shadows of the trees, as if forming a wonderful elegy. With a thick sadness, accompanied by the cool evening breeze, it pierced into people's hearts, making people feel faintly painful and unable to help themselves. The original full of grumbling was replaced by incomprehensible melancholy and countless desolation, leaving only endless sorrow. Xiao Yue stood behind Li Yan in a daze, Ren Qiuhan attacked people, Ren was even more exposed, but he was unconscious, and stood silently for a night.

That night seemed to be extremely long in Satsuki's impression, but it seemed to be very short. He didn't know what was going through his mind during that time, or where the dull pain in his chest came from. But he knew that at the dawn of the sun, when Shizi turned to look at him, he cried to Li Yan with all his sincerity and assured, "Master, don't worry! The subordinates will definitely take good care of the girl and not let her be bullied in the slightest, so you must come back safely! And what has been said must be done well, otherwise the girl will definitely cry when she is angry. Master, you don't want her to be upset, do you? ”

In the cold amber eyes, there is a clear and clear breath that does not carry a trace of red dust. Li Yan was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then said with a smile, "Yes, that girl is really ugly when she cries." Then don't let her know everything! If I can come back, everyone will be happy. If I can't come back, then you will ...... her."

The sadness that welled up in her heart while saying made Xiao Yue unable to control her emotions anymore and cried like tears, "The master wants us to keep our mouths shut and not reveal anything." But I think I should tell the girl, or the master will ......."

"Say no more!" The slender figure was crumbling in a terrible scream, and An leisurely interrupted out of thin air before Xiaoyue finished speaking, "Where is Li Yan now!?" I want to see him! ”

"Girl, calm down!" Got up and stretched out his hand to support An Youran, whose face was pale and almost fainted, the old man Qingxi couldn't bear to persuade, "If you act so recklessly, won't you live up to Yan'er's good intentions?" My apprentice was born arrogant, and the old man never thought that he would be weak one day. But before he left, he humbly and earnestly begged me for the first time, asking me to take good care of you! If something happens to you, won't you plunge me, a gray-haired old man, into an unrighteous situation?! So at this critical juncture on the cusp of the limelight, as long as I am alive for a day, you don't want to take a step towards Xi Valley! ”

"Grandpa," stubbornly pushed away and hugged his arm, and said in a calm voice. If it weren't for those bright eyes that shone with tears, anyone would have thought that the girl in front of them was already a dying person, "If what you want to keep is a corpse, you can keep me!" But as long as there is still breath, I must go out of the valley to find him! All of you, keep saying that Li Yan is for my good! But who has asked me - what do I want to be good?! You don't know! Li Yan, that bastard doesn't know either! Since you don't know anything, how can you decide my life!? ”

Taking a deep breath, he raised his long and thick eyelashes, and looked directly at the old man Qingxi leisurely, the sorrow that melted into the bone marrow, without any words, even if it was just a glance, it was enough to make people break their hearts, "People always have to die, I don't think there is any difference between dying a few years earlier and dying a few years later." But if you live with remorse, I'm afraid that living is no different from death. Li Yan owes me an answer, and even more a promise, he owes me, I don't want to remember it all for the rest of my life! Don't stop me again! I didn't go to die, but to bring him back, so that he could do everything he promised me, and that's what I really wanted! ”

The weak words seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, weighing on the hearts of everyone present, and they were as heavy as a boulder and couldn't breathe. Silence seems to be the eternal theme of today, and after a lifetime of silence, it was finally the old man Qingxi who opened his mouth to break the suffocating situation, "Girl, do you really insist on this?" ”

The starry eyes of Banxi were full of light, sharp like an arrow piercing the body, and shot straight towards An leisurely. At this time, how can the old man Qingxi still have the usual half-minute smile on his face? The solemn form of the gods in the sky, ** is intimidating, "Do you know what your decision means?!" Because Prince Jin saw the emperor's intention to kill everything, he was afraid that Yan'er would bear all the blame for himself, so he preemptively killed the envoy of the court in front of the palace! Rongnan and Da Yuji are now on the same footing, and the soldiers on both sides have pressed to the border, and the war is about to break out! Don't say that you want to bring Yan'er back, I'm afraid that if you leave with your whole body, it will be nonsense for fools to talk about dreams! To put it bluntly, if you go here, you can't escape the end of being buried on the battlefield and your bones exposed! Grandpa, I'll ask you again, are you willing to do anything even so?! ”

"Yes!" Without a trace of hesitation, without a trace of hesitation, An Youran nodded resolutely and resolutely, "It is true that this is also my choice, my wish!" I hope grandpa you will be fulfilled! ”

I know that there is no way to stop, I can't stop it, I can't stop it! The old man Qingxi took a deep breath with his eyes closed, and finally sighed after being silent for a long time, "Girl, you go!" Grandpa is here waiting for you to come back with Yan'er! Don't let me die first, otherwise if we meet in the Yama Palace in the future, I won't be able to spare you!" ”