If I had a choice, this time, I really hope I could never wake up.

At least falling asleep is a permanent escape, maybe subconsciously too awake, I know it in my heart. If you wake up. I had to face all the facts that existed, and I was once alone. But at least there is armor to fight for, but now there is nothing, how can I not live up to it?

Mr. Nan's will said that I would be reborn in Nirvana, but I didn't even have the capital to be reborn, this was not bottoming out at all, but digging a deep pit, not only burying me in it, but also filling in the soil with some people, and finally stepping on the soil honestly.

When I closed my eyes, I heard a lot of voices one after another, and my mother held my hand and cried worriedly, "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you, don't scare Mom." Jojo, ah......"

The third sister took the trouble to explain the reason for the accident in my vehicle, 'brake failure', the only reasonable explanation is this, aside from the third sister's body, the real Rong Danfeng of course knows the pros and cons very clearly. She said that she was my friend's niece, and she came to join me, although my mother was a little puzzled by the appearance of the third sister, but she didn't know what friends I had over the years, so she didn't ask much, of course. As a child, the third sister can't say too much, such as the five thunder palms, the dark wizard, the little ghost, etc., if you talk too much, it is easy to be sent to a mental hospital, or directly to a place like a welfare home to be repatriated.

The little uncle was not curious about the identity of the third sister, and his doubts were in why I came out of Zhuojing's emergency operating room and drove the car to the suburbs to cause an accident, he thought that the third sister was a child, and when he saw that she couldn't answer, he didn't ask, but kept holding my hand when no one was there, blaming himself, saying that he only cared about going to see the unicorn that day, and didn't take care of me, the unicorn can be safe and sound, it's all my credit, I must not have something to do......

I still didn't give him a reaction, my subconscious was very clear, but my eyelids couldn't open, and I didn't want to force myself to open them, the brain engine seemed to be on all the time, and I was relieved to find that my uncle said the words 'safe and sound', and I couldn't listen to the rest.

In this hospital, I also transferred to the ward three times, the first ward was to live in the orthopedic surgeon, and I really heard the doctor describe my condition in a slightly puzzled tone, "There will be no problem after the calf fracture is recovered, but the right hand five finger fracture, although the operation is very successful, but the finger nerve is damaged, and I will probably lose the ability to work after recovery, it is recommended to evaluate the disability ......"

My mother fainted after hearing this, and the only one who could provoke the big beam in the family was my little uncle, who postponed going abroad and leaving the hospital for my business, and he supported my mother and whispered to the doctor to discuss my next treatment plan: "Recover for a period of time first, and see if you can do nerve repair." ”

The attending doctor of the bone department shook his head at the little uncle: "Doctor Zhuo, you know very well, this kind of neurotraumatic injury is irreversible, there is little hope for surgical treatment, look at the healing rehabilitation, I think, if you insist on rehabilitation, normal life should not be delayed, what I don't understand is why the patient has a five finger fracture, I have been exposed to a lot of bone trauma caused by the accident, and it is rare to have five fingers damaged and the wrist is fine!" ”

The little uncle sighed: "This, only Qiao Qiao woke up and gave us the answer, I don't know why she was hurt so badly now......"

The second transfer of the ward is the Department of Respiratory Medicine, because I cough up blood and vomit from time to time, of course, I know very well that this is because of the heavy blow caused by the five thunder palms to the body, I was born with yin and yang and Taoism, although I only inherited a small part of the evil qi, but the body is too weak to bear it at all, but I lie down like a dead man, and the third sister can't say, the result given by the hospital is suspected tuberculosis, that is to say, the onset characteristics are very similar to tuberculosis, but it is not contagious, the little uncle argues, he said that he examined my body, I don't have lung disease at all, but the actual situation is that coughing, vomiting blood, wheezing sometimes whirring like a blower, is it not a lung disease?

I had no choice, so I was transferred to the respiratory medicine department for treatment for a period of time, but with little effect.

In the end, it was suspected that it was a blood disease, and the advanced science of Western medicine could only start from my blood and do the most detailed examination, saying that my blood was lacking a certain antibody, so I was transferred to the hematology department for treatment.

A large number of imported high-end anti-inflammatory drugs and the water mixed with bezoar that the third sister has been pouring into my mouth every night finally improved my situation, oh, and Zongbao, he boiled the last bit of real body of the child and mixed it with the bezoar water for me to drink.

Although he didn't know that the third sister was the real Rong Danfeng, Zong Bao knew the old ugly uncle, and he also heard me say that maybe one day the old ugly uncle's niece and daughter would come to me to take care of it, so he didn't doubt the identity of the third sister, but he felt that the difference was that the third sister I said was a fool, and the current third sister would call him a young man when he was in a hurry, so he would privately say to himself that the stupidity of the third sister may be reflected in the fact that it is not big or small.

In the dead of night, I felt the third sister holding my hand and crying softly: "Jiaolong, wake up, I know you will hear us, don't sleep anymore, the big brother Qi you said called you, I answered, he said what kind of baby he used to save Cheng Baize, he is fine, you can't be okay, you have to be strong, you are my hope, but also your own hope!" ”

But I still couldn't wake up, I just felt the fluid slipping through my temples, and the hope was a little too heavy, and I suddenly felt that I was useless, and I thought, deep down, that I was actually a bastard. There is a blood estimation in service.

I let go of a lot of rhetoric when I was in high spirits, but it wasn't until I lay stiff and couldn't open my eyes and didn't want to struggle to open my eyes that I knew that I was a fart, and in the world, I was just an ant, humble and not worth mentioning.

I really lay down for a long time, in addition to the darkness or darkness in front of me, I use noise and silence to distinguish whether it is day or night in real life, and use the dialogue content of the people around me to infer the time.

Until one day, I suddenly felt a cold finger touch the bridge of my nose, and spit out a clear "dragon ......" in a very unfamiliar way of articulation.

My eyes opened at that time, as if this finger touched the switch of my body, I sat up straight from the hospital bed, the ward was very dark, but my eyes were shining, like a fully charged mobile phone, brewing for a long time, it couldn't be turned on, but the direction was wrong.

The third sister slept in the escort bed next door and the wheezing sound was slightly heavy, the ward where I lived plus the special relationship of the little uncle, there was a nurse to take care of her 24 hours a day and did not need family care, but the third sister just didn't leave, I heard it when she was cheating, it was really no different from a child, no one could take anything about the child, and I didn't open my eyes to speak, so I could only let her live here, which was also the back door of the hospital.

The air in the room was slightly cold, and his eyes went directly to the door, the door of the ward was actually open, and I could see it clearly, Mr. Nan was standing there in white clothes and looking at me, still smiling and amiable at the corners of his mouth: "Long ......"

"Mr. Nan......"

I was bitter in my heart at that time, I looked at him blankly, and let the tears slide down: "Jiaolong is sorry for you, it goes against your high hopes......"

Mr. Nan didn't speak, just looked at me with a smile, turned around, and walked out directly

"Hey, Mr. Nan......"

I looked at him a little anxiously, and hurriedly wanted to get out of bed, but I couldn't walk with a plaster cast on my legs, and I raised my eyes to see the crutches placed near the head of the bed, and I got up and moved towards the door with difficulty on one leg: "Mr. Nan......"

Walking out of the door, the corridor was empty, I looked back and forth anxiously, only to hear the voice sound again: "Long ......"

Turning his face, he was slightly stunned, "Mr. Nan......"

There were actually two people standing at the end of the corridor, Mr. Nan and his female assistant, both of them looked at me with the corners of their mouths raised, not angry, not disappointed, just smiling softly.

I looked at it crying, looking at Mr. Nan from a distance, my mouth was bitter and salty: "Mr. Nan, Jiaolong has nothing, I can't help you take revenge......"

He looked at me, but his hand pointed behind me: "Dragon ......"

I was stunned for a moment, and slowly turned my head, but I saw Huang Youxing, who was still wearing a Taoist priest's hair bun standing not far behind me, and his lips opened astringently: "Master Huang......"

He looked at me, also a soft smile on the corner of his mouth, standing there, did not speak, but raised his hand and still pointed not far away, as my eyes looked over, a figure actually came out of the white frost, I was a little cold, unconsciously hugged his shoulder, and when he slowly walked to Huang Youxing's side, Master Huang was gone, looking at the familiar scar on his face, I shook it and almost didn't stop: "Ugly uncle...... Uncle Ugly......"

Struggling to step forward on crutches, he raised his palm at me, signaling me not to approach, looking at me, his eyes were different from the warmth of Mr. Nan and Master Huang, but slightly revealed a trace of solemnity and said, "Jiaolong, look at these people behind you, they are all waiting for you to grow up......"

I turned around and saw Master Huang actually standing with Mr. Nan, with the female assistant standing beside him, and behind him was a figure whose face I couldn't see clearly.

Tears flowed, as if there were a thousand words, but I couldn't say a word, negative, I still lost after all......

"Remember, don't forget the original intention, you have to always."

"Ugly uncle!"

When I turned my face, the place where he was standing was empty, and I looked around, and there was no one to see, as if nothing had happened except for the eight words he had left for me.

"Don't forget the original intention, you have to always?"

I muttered silently, of course I won't forget my original intention, but I don't have anything, how can I do it with my original intention?!

"Jiaolong?!"

The third sister's surprised voice came from behind him, "You're awake!" ”

I sniffed and looked back at her, "I should have woken up a long time ago...... Third sister, I don't dare to wake up. "Machine