Chapter 193: Why Can't We Have Children
"Nanmen Zun, do you still want face?"
An Qin yelled angrily.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door, and she bit her tongue in annoyance, she really shouldn't have yelled regardless of the occasion.
But he didn't care, and smiled even more evilly, "Come in!" ”
"President, what do you command?" Pushing the door in, it was actually Nan Er, his suit was straight and flamboyant, his hair was combed well, and he looked like a business elite.
An Qin was too unaccustomed to it, and whispered: "How can it be you!" ”
"Why can't it be me?" His eyes blinked, and he recovered, "Can I only be a cook?" ”
"No, you're still a bodyguard!" An Qin was breathtaking.
He coughed lightly and said, "Hello, I am the special assistant to the president of Nanmen, please call me Nante Assistant, you can tell me anything you want to do with the president, and I can tell you on my behalf!" ”
An Qin snorted and laughed widely.
Nanmen Zun frowned, "Attention, this is in the company!" He turned to Nan Er and said, "You go and tell the manager of the personnel department, just say that the assistant to the president is recruiting, you have a fancy to a newcomer, let them have an interview!" ”
"Good!" Nan Er went out.
After a while, someone sent a package, which was the simple clothes that An Qin liked to wear on weekdays, she quickly changed them, draped her hair down, and put on big glasses to cover most of her face.
The interview personally ordered by Nan Er must have been just a formality, and she was arranged outside Nan Er's office on the same day and became the newly added assistant to the president, the previous assistant to the president was a capable woman of nearly forty, Sister He.
Compared with Pan Wei, she has more maternal tenderness and is more comfortable in her work.
When An Qin first came, the work arranged was nothing more than the work of serving tea and pouring water and running errands, which was specially ordered by Nan Er, saying that she was a young man, and all the physical work took over from Sister He.
At the end of the day, she was much more tired than under Xiao Ao's hands, and Sister He left after work, and Nanmen Zun was still in the office and didn't come out, she thought about it, made a cup of coffee and pushed his door open.
He lowered his head, and his subordinates wrote something quickly.
Lightly placed her hand in a position that was within his reach and would not hinder his work, she stood quietly to the side, feeling that someone was there, and he said, "Sister He, you get off work first!" ”
"Sister He is gone!" She said softly.
He suddenly looked up and saw that it was her, only then did he react, his furrowed brows stretched, he threw down the pen and pulled her into his arms, "It's good to see you here!" ”
At this moment, I deeply felt how wise it was to let her come to the company!
"Tired?" Squeezing her hand, he asked softly.
She shook her head, "It's you, are you tired?" ”
I don't know, it turns out that being the president of a large company with brilliant achievements at the beginning is N times more and cumbersome than the president of other companies, looking at the supervisors who go in and out, looking at the major decision-making documents that need to be decided by him, she has a headache for him!
"With you, don't get tired!" Kissing her ear, he began to play tricks again.
An Qin smiled bitterly, she really shouldn't worry about him, you must know that the person who tosses until midnight every day is not who he is!
Pulling him away, she stood back in her original position, "You work hard, get all this and get off work early, and I'll go and see the company's information!" ”
"Hungry?" He grabbed her, "These can be put away!" ”
"Don't let it go, or there will be more tomorrow!" She heard Sister He say that many of them were saved from this week, wasn't it all a week when he took the time to spend with her?
"Okay, wait for me in half an hour, I'll be fine soon!" He buried himself in work, thinking that she was just outside the door, and he didn't have to worry about whether she was abducted by a man again, and his heart suddenly felt much lighter.
Soon, the workload of more than an hour was completed as scheduled in half an hour, and the effect was excellent!
He walked out of the office excitedly, she fell asleep on the desk in the assistant's room, looking at her sweet sleeping face, he couldn't even bear to wake her up, he said that she had no workload on the first day, and she was late last night, who knew that she worked so hard, and took the initiative to take over a lot of work.
After kissing her, he brought the papers, sat beside her and read them, until she woke up and it was all dark, and the two went home holding hands.
After two or three days of errands, she quickly mastered the work process and became familiar with the basic situation of each department.
She has a strong learning ability and is very fast in her work, Sister He praised her in front of Nanmen Zun more than once, Sister He always felt strange, why did the president hear more pride on his face than An Qin?
Nanmen Zun is also getting busier and busier, a lot of entertainment that can't be pushed off is piled on him, he can push it, if he can't push it, try to go home as soon as possible, there are good customers worth learning, he will take her over with him, sometimes as the president's wife, sometimes as a small assistant.
Every time, I have benefited a lot, Nanmen Zun's negotiation methods are different from Xiao Ao, Xiao Ao likes to look for other things, Nanmen Zun likes to go straight to the point, grasp the main points of others, and then make a big deal.
Late winter days.
Nanmen Zun did not get off work on the company, hurriedly did not tell her where to go, after work she wrapped in a windbreaker standing at the intersection of the company waiting for a taxi, almost to the end of the year-end holiday, the taxi is also very busy, waiting for almost 20 minutes without an empty car, the bus is also full.
was anxious, a fiery red BMW braked sharply beside her, the window rolled down Xiao Ao's stunning face hidden under the high-necked trench coat, revealing the most gorgeous peach blossom eyes, "Hey, get in the car!" ”
When he came back from Hangzhou, she actually left her job and didn't even ask for her salary, so he was angry at that time, and after looking for her to come out and scold and vent, he threw all the salary to her.
I haven't seen you in a long time!
An Qin smiled and got into the car according to her words, there was not much heating in the car, she was still shivering with cold, Xiao Ao hurriedly turned on the heating, and muttered in his mouth, "Damn women have a lot of problems, and they don't like to turn on the heating!" ”
"You said Gu Yi?" She's on the tip of her ears.
He sneered, "It's not her, it's who!" ”
"yes, it's not her, and no one would make you want to curl up in a trench coat and turn the heating on so low!"
Looking at her narrow eyes, Xiao Ao flatly denied it, "I think she is pitiful, she has been with me for so many years, there is no credit and hard work, I don't like that kind of woman the most!" ”
"Which?" Nanmen Zun still refused to tell the story of Xiao Ao and Gu Yi, and she became more and more curious.
"Lifeless, lifeless, not understanding the slightest resistance, boring and boring!" He suddenly turned his head and stared at her, "I like your fierce type!" ”
An Qin rolled her eyes, she was violent?
Xiao Ao smiled, frowned and thought for a while, and whispered mockingly, "Actually, she used to be very similar to you, I thought that in the hands of Nanmen Zun, you would slowly become like her, which was really unexpected!" ”
She was bitter, if Nanmen Zun continued her previous style, she might really do, and couldn't help laughing: "Then, why don't you try to be nice to her?" Her heart is still alive! ”
"Her heart is dead!" He was determined, "It's useless to be good to her, it's better to find another goal, such as ...... You! ”
"You're not kidding!"
She smiled and turned her head, a familiar figure flashed at the corner of the street, her eyes widened in vain, she couldn't help but stick her head out of the window, and suddenly a very fast bus sped overtake, and the car flew against the edge of the BMW.
Seeing that the tragedy is about to happen.
Xiao Ao ignored the loss of control of the BMW, and dragged the woman who was stunned and motionless at the critical moment with both hands, and the car almost stopped, and he roared angrily, "You, you are looking for death!" ”
An Qin's delicate little face turned pale, her lips trembled lightly and were bloodless, and her first reaction was to turn her head to look at the street corner, Xiao Ao was furious, and pulled her back, "Who did you see, so you don't even want your life!" ”
Her lips squirmed a few times, and she seemed to spit out the name, but it didn't seem to be, she closed her eyes and opened them, and she said, "It's nothing, it's just dazzling, let's go!" ”
"Mad woman!" After locking the windows, he was relieved to start the car.
Far away, Gu Yi under the tree at the corner of the street pulled into the collar, and his vague eyes took all of Xiao Ao's expressions, his nervousness, anger and anger were real, she suddenly smiled, he changed his target, could she be free?
The corners of the torn mouth hurt, and it actually cracked and flowed blood.
He sent her to the Zunxia and left in a hurry.
Sister-in-law Zhang made a hot soup, saying that it was stewed according to Gu Yun's recipe, An Qin drank it all according to her words, she was weak, and gradually showed signs of recovery, she looked for Huangfu Yi, these soups are said to be easy ## #的, in fact, they are all about regulating yin and yang and replenishing the body.
She is not worried, she will drink it after boiling, buy the peace of mind of the family in the South Gate Mansion, the New Year is about to be celebrated, seeing that she has been married for some days, her stomach has not moved, it is estimated that this annual meeting will listen to gossip, I just hope that it will not reach the ears of her parents.
In winter, my mother's health is a little bad, she has been taking expensive heart-care drugs, the old disease has not occurred, she is only afraid that her mother will be stimulated by blindness, and every time she says that Nanmen Zun does not want children, thinking that she is still young, and wait a few more years.
Mom and Dad have always believed her words, as long as the Nanmen family doesn't break it, this lie will be well rounded!
Gu Yun has been here a few times, and the implication is very obvious, she asked Nanmen Zun for help, Nanmen Zun actually wanted a child, so frightened that she retreated back into her shell, and tried to suppress it herself, what if she occasionally wanted a child?
Wouldn't it be better to have a child if you kept going on like this?
In his mind, the figure suddenly flashed again, An Qin frowned tightly, is it really him? Did he come back from France? Or, maybe she was just dazzled, took out the number on her phone and remembered it in her mind, he said that at any time, she could get through.
was quietly in her thoughts, a mixture of the smell of liquor and tobacco approached her, and a warm man behind her hugged her tightly, "Why do you stand on the balcony, it's not cold?" ”
Inexplicably upset, she raised her hand to push him away.
He was caught off guard and was pushed by her and staggered back a few steps, his good-looking sword eyebrows were twisted, he shook his sore head and went to the bathroom, and after washing his whole body, he approached her again and hugged her gently, "Don't reject me now, right?" ”
The beautiful voice was a little cautiously tentative, An Qin was a little moved, and leaned back on him, "It's ten o'clock!" ”
"I know, I pushed off the activities behind and forcibly came back!"
He whispered, his voice low echoed in his ears, An Qin hummed for a moment, and he was tired of standing, only to find that his whole body was cold, and he shrank into the quilt and wrapped himself tightly.
Nanmen Zun propped his hand on her side and stared into her eyes quietly, "You're different today!" ”
"What's the difference?" She avoided his gaze that could see through people's hearts.
He smiled, and an unknown light flashed in his eyes, "My heart is very messy!" ”
She simply closed her eyes, so as not to be peeped through by him more, he sneered, laughing so that she was a little frightened, and after thinking about it, she said: "Aunt Yun came over again yesterday, and Sister-in-law Zhang's soup tonight is different from usual!" ”
She only found out after drinking it, and after drinking it, naturally there was no way!
"And then?" He knew her worries and embarrassment, but he insisted that she make it clear.
An Qin sighed, "Can't you talk to them?" You know we can't have children! ”
"Why can't we have children!" He pulled her over with one hand, and his gaze sank into her eyes.
She shrugged away, "We said okay!" ”
A one-year marriage contract, a year later, she returned to her original free life, how many tears she withstood and waited.
In the darkness, his eyes flashed, almost sinking to the bottom, the hand that clasped her shoulder used great force, it was uncontrollable heartache and anger, he smiled coldly, "An Qin, do you still have a heart?" ”
Could it be that all his efforts to make up for it for so long are fake? Can't she even see it?
If he could do it all over again, he hated never hurt her, but the hurt caused it, every time he saw the memories flashing in her eyes, the vigilance on her face, his heart was more tormented than her!
He is trying his best to make up for it, every detail, all the shortcomings are overbearing and stubborn, they are being consumed little by little, she doesn't go to places she is not used to, she doesn't use the ways she is not used to, what else can he do?
An Qin closed her eyes in pain, she saw it, but what her eyes saw was real? He told her several times with facts, not necessarily! So, can she still go headlong without doing anything?
Perhaps, love can be crazy to invest, but she doesn't dare to play with the child, if the marriage contract is dissolved one day, who will her child belong to? Returning to the Nanmen family, the child has no mother, she will be tied up all her life, and belong to herself, so when the child asks in the future, how can she explain her relationship with the child's father?
Do you tell your children that when your father took possession of me, I was forced to become your father's ###, and then became a wife, and then I was thrown from heaven, fell to the bottom, and returned to the original embarrassment!
Just thinking about it made her feel cold.
Between her and him, if it is warm for a lifetime, it may be able to dissolve the cold of the past, if not, the cold will be endlessly aggravated, and she will be sealed!
She didn't dare to gamble, she didn't dare to gamble with her children!
The distinct black eyes were entangled, and finally returned to a resolute calm, Nanmen Zun suddenly laughed coldly, and when he laughed fiercely, his eyes were red, "Sure enough, it's something that can't be raised!" ”
He dumped her and fell asleep on his side alone.
The warmth on her side was gone, and she wrapped herself up, trying to get used to the night without her arms, maybe one day it would be like this!
She opened her eyes, didn't move or sleep, until the man next to her couldn't bear the pressure of work for days, and fell asleep under the urging of alcohol.
She curled up and slowly leaned towards him, approaching the heat source so that she didn't feel that her whole body was terribly cold, and in her sleep the man turned over, grabbed her casually, rested it on her arm, and hugged it tightly.
The unconscious movements in this dream are enjoyed by those who are asleep, but it is difficult for those who are awake to calm down for a long time.
What the hell is this?