Chapter 4 I don't want to lose him

"Mom!" When Xia Shanshan heard that her mother was coming, she screamed in fright.

There was a question from there, "What are you doing, scaring me, what's wrong?" ”

"Nothing, I'm not at home. A word of caution. Xia Shanshan tried to hold back his brisk voice and replied with a smile, "Let's meet in the teahouse." It's been a long time since I've had tea with you. ”

"You're pregnant, what are you running around? What about Joonjo? ”

"He accompanied me after the pregnancy test and went busily. I'm such a big person, what are you worried about? Really...... Okay, let's meet at the teahouse we frequent. ”

"That teahouse is some distance from your house, otherwise my mother will come and pick you up, right?"

Xia Shanshan squeezed the phone tightly and shook her head nervously, "No, no, the doctor also said that I should exercise more, what are you worried about!" ”

"Okay, okay. Mom is waiting for you, lest you hate Mom again. ”

When she muttered and hung up the phone, Xia Shanshan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and she didn't need to look at it to know how bad her face was.

Sitting in front of the vanity mirror to make up for himself, he remembered Lin Juncheng's joke when he was in love, "I will put on makeup for you in the future, I will not dislike waiting for you for a long time, and I can be harmonious." Isn't it? ”

How did Lin Juncheng, who held himself in the palm of his hand before getting married, become such a man?

Xia Shanshan looked at himself who was a little bloody in the mirror, took a deep breath, and reminded himself not to show it, his father is not in good health, and his mother has a very gentle personality, so he can't let them worry.

This path is chosen by herself, even if she grits her teeth, she has to kneel to finish, she can be a strong single mother, just as the child's father is dead!

I closed my eyes, quickly opened them firmly, pulled out a smile at myself in the mirror, and waited for the smile to gradually become natural, before getting up and going out.

"Now, you like the position your mother set for you." He Lian watched Xia Shanshan walk into the teahouse and waved at her again and again, with a slightly show-off look on her face.

Xia Shanshan couldn't help but smile warmly, the rattan chair by the window was her favorite, she used to like to drink tea with her mother here, look at the pedestrians outside the window, and guess what they were running for.

This is one of the pastimes of the mother and daughter after they are tired from shopping.

Sitting on the rattan chair and swaying slightly, as if those carefree times had been shaken back, she smiled at He Lian again, "Whatever you choose for me, I love." ”

"Little naughty. You, I ordered you some juice, lukewarm. He Lian pushed the juice on the table in front of her and carefully looked at her face, "Why are your eyes a little red?" ”

Xia Shanshan was shocked, touched her face, and smiled at her, "When I think of becoming a yellow-faced woman, I feel uncomfortable, and I can't sleep well." ”

"Why can't you sleep well?" He Lian nervously leaned closer and looked at her eyes carefully, "You kid, what are you thinking, you are going to be a mother, give me a stop!" ”

"Got it, got it. I don't know now how great you are. I'm good! Xia Shanshan lowered the sourness in his eyes, lowered his head and stirred the juice with a decorative stick, and pinched the cup in his hand, only then did he feel a little warm in his heart.

He Lian smiled dotingly, rubbed the top of her hair, and wrapped the strand of hair hanging on the side of her face behind her ear for her, and her voice became softer, "Mom knows that pregnant people tend to think too much. Don't worry, you see, your dad and I are looking forward to it, Juncheng is good to you, what is there to think about? What are you missing, call your mother. You're just so strong, how nice it would be to move back home. ”

When Xia Shanshan heard Lin Juncheng's name, he bit the trough and pressed the groove, endured the dull pain in his heart and the astringency in his eyes, lowered his head and didn't dare to look up at He Lian, hooked the corners of his lips, and agreed, "Yes, with you here, I'm not worried at all." ”

Song Xianji came out of the bathroom of the teahouse, put one hand in his trouser pocket, thinking about the topic just now, and raised his eyes, and the bottom of his eyes was Xia Shanshan's side face.

He was stunned, stood in place, and saw her raise her head and smile at the middle-aged woman in front of her, Looking at the mood that seemed to be good, he was a little surprised in his heart, why was she discharged from the hospital?

It's also too coincidental, I was here to talk to someone, and I was able to meet her, is it fate?

As soon as the word fate came out, his gaze instantly swept over her stomach, and he was thinking about something! Sure enough, I've been too busy to rest lately?

"Brother Yan met an acquaintance?" The man sitting in the seat saw that Song Xianji's eyes kept sweeping over the window, and as he looked over, he asked politely.

"It's okay, let's move on." Song Xianji waved his hand at him, sat down, and reminded himself to concentrate, don't always get distracted by a strange woman, but Yu Guang kept glancing at her.

"It's only been five months, and you're still guilty. When I was eight months pregnant with you, it was like a ball, and it was difficult to turn over. Your dad laughs at me when he gets the chance. ”

Xia Shanshan forced himself to show a natural smile, pretended to listen very attentively, and nodded again and again, "Yes, you keep reminding me to know how to be grateful, you know." ”

"You kid! I don't know your filial piety yet? Mom is just a baby daughter of you, isn't it worried that you are a little long-winded. You must not be long-winded with your mother! ”

"Mm-hmm, you're not verbose at all."

"Who's old? I'm not old! When He Lian heard this, she patted her arm with a smile, saw her slowly sipping the juice, and looked out the window again, "Juncheng and you haven't been home for dinner for a long time, why don't you call him in a while and ask him to pick us up and have a meal together in the evening." ”

Xia Shanshan didn't want to see him at all, when he heard this, he became a little anxious, and he didn't know how to refuse, so he could only drink the juice in one gulp, "Mom, help me order another glass of juice." ”

Lin Yan stood outside the teahouse, staring closely at Xia Shanshan by the window, and then swept over the absent-minded Song Xianji not far away, and held the information under his hand tightly.

Okay, you Xia Shanshan, it's really ghostly, you can see it anywhere.

opened the information in his hand, looked at it a few more times, saw her pregnancy date, clenched his teeth, counted the time, and it seemed that the child in her belly was ......

Lin Yan looked up at Xia Shanshan's belly, her eyes narrowed slightly, she took away the viciousness under her eyes, and the corners of her lips hooked, "It seems that your child can't be kept!" ”

He Lian called the waiter, asked for another glass of juice, turned her head to look at Xia Shanshan, and continued, "Before, your father always felt that Juncheng's child didn't seem to be sincere to you, but now it seems that your father also has a time to go." Call him and call him ......."

When Xia Shanshan heard this, she only felt that her heart was being sharpened by a blunt knife a little bit, and it hurt so much that she didn't wait for her to finish, she propped up the table and prepared to stand up, "I'll go to the bathroom first......"

Before she finished speaking, she stood up and felt dizzy, the whole world was spinning, and there was a sharp pain in her stomach, which made her slide down little by little.

He Lian screamed in fright, and hurriedly rushed over to help her, "Shanshan!" ”

Song Xianji's afterglow swept over Xia Shanshan from time to time, and when she got up, he found that her body shook, and her body straightened, and when she saw her sliding down, she reacted very quickly and rushed over and held her other side, "I'll take you to the hospital." ”

Xia Shanshan felt that the sharp pain in her stomach was unprecedented, which made her completely panic in her heart, grabbed Song Xianji's wrist with her backhand, and prayed roughly, "I can't live without him, save me." I can't afford to lose him. My child, child ......"

Lin Yan, who was standing outside the teahouse, saw this panicked scene, and a huge surprise erupted in her eyes, and she hid against the wall, revealing a relieved smile.