Exclusive Extras Exclusive Extras - The Years Are Quiet (1)
The sunlight was dim and sprinkled down, and Lu Zhanyan thought it was an illusion for a while. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. But the cry of the youngest daughter was so loud that it pulled her back to reality.
That eyebrows, that handsome face, isn't that him?
That was her Qin Shijin.
Qin Shijin was still holding the baby, with a tall figure and a condescending posture, his eyebrows were furrowed, but he didn't smile.
"...... you" Lu Zhanyan hesitated to speak, slowly got up from the ground, and muttered after a while, "You're here." ”
"Mommy &mda;&mda;Wow&mda;&mda;" The baby was afraid of life, and was crying at first, but now in the hands of strangers, it is even more earth-shattering.
Qin Shijin's gaze moved away from Lu Zhanyan, and then fixed on the baby's face.
When he saw the magazine, he didn't see a picture of the baby.
I just saw her, in the middle of a group of girls, smiling very gently.
However, who would have thought that she was not the only one he saw at this moment.
Also, there is a remake of the little daughter.
It's really like Lu Zhanyan, isn't this her back then?
He seemed to be angry, there were too many emotions rolling for a while, the baby was still crying, his anger was forced to suppress, and then he was at a loss.
"She's crying." Qin Shijin said coldly, he was at a loss.
"Mom...... Mother ......" The baby babbled and shouted, crying while opening his little hand, and was about to go to Lu Zhanyan's arms.
"I'll hug her, she's very afraid of ......," Lu Zhanyan hurriedly said.
Although the baby usually doesn't cry much, she will laugh when others tease her, but when strangers go to hold her, she will cry non-stop.
Qin Shijin hesitated, and seemed to be a little unwilling, but when he saw his little daughter crying like this, he couldn't bear it, so he still gave the baby to her.
Lu Zhanyan hugged the baby and patted her back gently, "Don't cry, don't cry, baby doesn't cry." ”
As soon as the baby left Qin Shijin's arms and returned to Lu Zhanyan, as if he had found a savior, his little head rushed into her arms.
Lu Zhanyan coaxed a few times, and the baby really stopped crying, just hugging Lu Zhanyan like this, occasionally turning his head, and glancing at Qin Shijin.
As if timid, he turned his head again, and only lay on her shoulder, silent.
However, in Qin Shijin's eyes, he only felt so cute that he couldn't do it.
Qin Shijin was silent and said, "Lu Zhanyan, explain clearly." ”
Lu Zhanyan knew that she couldn't hide, so she obediently responded, "Let's go back to the inn then." ”
Lu Zhanyan turned around and looked at the stroller behind her, she was about to push it. Qin Shijin was one step faster than her, and immediately ran to the small car, which he pushed with one hand.
Lu Zhanyan slowed down his pace, and Qin Shijin just pushed the cart and followed behind.
The baby was lying on Lu Zhanyan's shoulder, with a pair of dark eyes, looking at Qin Shijin, as if he was curious, who he was.
Slowly, the two of them walked in unison.
Walking side by side.
The path shaded by the trees at dusk, the sunlight stretches their figures.
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"Xiao Lu, you're back." Inside the inn, the mother-in-law was waiting. Seeing her return, she shouted. Immediately, the mother-in-law also saw the man following behind her. Fang just came to the inn and said that he was looking for her. His mother-in-law told him that she had gone for a walk in the nearby woods.
The mother-in-law looked at Qin Shijin, just smiled, and didn't say anything.
Qin Shijin said, "Hello, excuse me." ”
"Don't be so polite, it's Xiao Lu's friend." The mother-in-law laughed.
Friend?
For this title, Qin Shijin was a little angry, he was silent, and Lu Zhanyan said, "Mother-in-law, I'll go up first." ”
"Okay, let's go."
Lu Zhanyan turned his head sideways and said to him, "Put the stroller here, you come up with me." ”
The two went upstairs one after the other and came to Lu Zhanyan's room.
Antique room, very simple, table and chair cabinets, a large bed, and a baby cot.
Lu Zhanyan sat down with the baby in his arms, Qin Shijin closed the door with his backhand, and also sat down in front of her.
The baby didn't know when he fell asleep, probably on the way back, maybe he was tired of crying. She was in the crook of Lu Zhanyan's arm, and a pair of small hands were gently clenched into fists. The cute little face is flushed, very pink, innocent sleeping face, definitely a little angel.
The two didn't speak for a while, just looked at the baby's sleeping face, and it was so quiet.
After a while, it was Lu Zhanyan who opened his mouth first and said softly, "The baby is eleven months old, born in October last year, on October 20th, born at five o'clock in the morning, Libra, and weighed six pounds when he was born. It's a normal weight, but ah, the baby has been refusing to come out, and then the doctor said, it can't be delayed any longer, so let's have surgery. Who knows, as soon as the baby hears that he is going to have surgery, he will come out immediately. ”
She smiled and calmly recounted the process of childbirth, and gave birth to a baby alone in a city far away from the port city.
Qin Shijin moved his lips and asked in a deep voice, "Does it hurt?" ”
"Well, it hurt a lot at first, but then it hurt so much that I didn't feel it anymore, so it didn't hurt anymore." Lu Zhanyan patted the baby gently, looking very gentle.
Qin Shijin couldn't help but look stupid, but he felt sour in his heart, "When a woman gives birth to a child, is she planning to be a single mother?" ”
Single Mom ......
Lu Zhanyan was silent.
"If I haven't found you, you're going to keep doing it forever?" Qin Shijin's eyes sharpened, and he couldn't help but ask.
"Have you ever wondered how you will make your baby face others when she grows up? What will others think of her? One day, she comes to you and asks you who her father is, and how do you answer? Qin Shijin continued to question, when he saw the baby, he was shocked and incredulous. At this moment, he was even harsh, "Lu Zhanyan, don't you think you are very selfish and willful?" If that's what you intended, then you shouldn't have been born! You are cruel! ”
Cruel......
Lu Zhanyan bit his lip and hugged the baby a little harder, as if he was holding the most important treasure in his life, "I...... I will take good care of the baby, I will not let her be bullied by others, she will grow up healthy and happy, and I will let her see you......"
"When?" Qin Shijin interrupted her, "When are you going to let her come to see me?" When she learns to walk? Or when she gets married? ”
At that time, they were all old.
Do you have to wait until the gray hair?
Lu Zhanyan bit her lip tightly, only to feel that something was blocking her throat, making her unable to say a word.
Qin Shijin saw that her eyes were red, and he suddenly felt distressed, those words of blame, how could he bear to continue.
After a moment of silence, he asked, "Then tell me why you left back then." ”
As soon as Qin Shijin asked, Lu Zhanyan's tears couldn't help but fall from his eyes, and with a snap, they fell on the baby's face.
Lu Zhanyan lowered her head, she bit her lip stubbornly, so she didn't let herself make a sound.
She has always been stubborn and strong, even if it is painful, she is not willing to show weakness.
When he grew up, even if he shed tears, he rarely had it in front of him.
At this moment, she lowered her head, hugged their child, and cried silently in front of him, making him feel that his heart was also tugging.
Qin Shijin stretched out his hand indifferently, his slender fingers gently stroked her cheeks, and the tears in the corners of her eyes wiped away the tears for her.
Fingertips, leaving her warm wetness, a little sticky feeling.
But it's also true.
It can be assured that she is really in front of him.
I don't want to ask anymore, the reason why she left, I don't want to pursue it anymore, as long as she's by his side. With a big hand caressing her face, Qin Shijin stared at her and asked, "I just want to know now, will you leave me in the future?" Are you still leaving? ”
Do you know that the sea of people is so vast, if you are not careful, you will never meet again.
I almost, almost, couldn't find you.
Lu Zhanyan was originally just crying suppressedly, and didn't cry out loud, when he asked like this, it seemed that she was wronged in her heart, all the helplessness, and the thoughts of separation these days, all of which surged up, making her unable to restrain herself, but in front of him, she was still holding their child, and she cried like this.
Qin Shijin wiped her tears for her, and said indifferently, "Now that they are all mothers, why do you still cry so much." No wonder babies love to cry so much. Look, sure enough, it's a mother and daughter, and they're all crybabys. ”
was originally sad, but was made to laugh by the phrase "crybaby", Lu Zhanyan choked and stopped crying.
"I'm not a crybaby." Lu Zhanyan retorted.
"Well, even if it's a crybaby, I want it." Qin Shijin replied in a deep voice, resolute and doting.
Lu Zhanyan wiped away her tears, the baby was still sleeping peacefully in her arms, she raised her eyes to look at him and asked, "Do you want to hug?" ”
Qin Shijin's eyes gathered light, but he still hesitated a little and said, "No." ”
Lu Zhanyan lowered his eyes, and heard him say again, "She just fell asleep." ”
The subtext is &mda;&mda; he holds the baby, will the baby still cry?
Lu Zhanyan's gaze softened, and he whispered, "The baby is very well-behaved when he falls asleep, and he won't cry." ”
Qin Shijin was still hesitating, but Lu Zhanyan had already gotten up and put the baby in his hands. But his arm stiffened, and he didn't know what to do. I saw that the baby struggled a little in the crook of his arm, and then seemed to find an extremely comfortable position, and fell asleep sweetly.
Lu Zhanyan raised the corners of his lips and said with some pride and pride, "Look, it's really not a crybaby." ”
Qin Shijin only felt that the baby's body was so soft, and even when he fell asleep, he had a sweet aroma.
Perhaps, probably, this is the taste of happiness.
"By the way, the baby's name hasn't been thought of yet, you can pick it up......" Lu Zhanyan said beside him, Qin Shijin suddenly felt very satisfied.
Then he grabbed her hand, Lu Zhanyan was stunned and forgot to speak, he took her into his arms and gently wrapped her.
It's like this, and you get the whole world.
It's all his.