Sun Yingzi couldn't wait for him to speak, and shouted angrily on the other end, "If you don't speak again, I'll hang up!" ”

"I'm counting to three!"

"One!"

"Two!"

"Three!"

"Bastard!"

After counting three times, Sun Yingzi scolded angrily. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Qin Yihuai had been listening silently, but in fact, he hadn't thought about how to speak, and he was confused by her countdown. Then I heard her "bastard", so I couldn't help laughing, "Hehe, I obeyed you, didn't you say that you would hang up after counting three?" ”

"You just did it on purpose, right? Qin Yihuai! Sun Yingzi scolded again at the other end, and Qin Yihuai didn't make a sound, but suddenly thought that for a while in the future, I would not be able to hear her vigorous voice again. And he turned out to be a little nostalgic.

After scolding, Sun Yingzi finally asked, "Qin Yihuai, you called, what is the matter?" ”

Qin Yihuai said in a low voice, "I have something to do at noon today, so I can't come to see you off." ”

"Oh, I see." Sun Yingzi's voice also settled steadily, and she said heartily, "I have heard from Su Nan, you have a party!" Business is important! ”

"You're interested." Qin Yihuai spit out four words.

Sun Yingzi scolded a few more times, "You have no conscience!" ”

"Is there anyone to answer there?"

"Of course, my friend will come and pick me up."

"Well, a person always has to be careful."

"Oops, how come you are like my grandpa and dad and they always make me careful."

"If you don't want others to read you, then you should pay attention to yourself."

"I see, it's you who is the most verbose! You have to be careful not to get along with your big brother like an enemy anymore! ”

The two chatted without saying a word, and at noon in the scorching sun, Qin Yihuai suddenly felt that time seemed to be a little too short.

Sun Yingzi suddenly hesitated, and she smiled at the other end, "Qin Yihuai, thank you for all these years and let me study by your side." Although you are usually thin to death, thank you for it. ”

Her sudden emotional words made Qin Yihuai stunned, and he chuckled, "Heh, you're welcome, it's good if you leave, the province always annoys me." ”

"Hey, I'm leaving, you're just talking to me?"

"So what?"

"You at least encourage me a few words, even if you are embarrassed to keep me, saying that you are reluctant to me, then you can at least express some emotions! It's good that we've been together for so long......" Sun Yingzi complained on the other side, Qin Yihuai only heard her voice, but couldn't see her face.

But at this moment, he slowly drew in his mind, depicting that lively face.

The smile on her face should be brighter than the sun.

The morning sun sprinkled through Qin Yihuai, making the picture in his memory blurry.

but it is all illuminated.

Qin Yihuai listened silently and quietly, recalling the time he had spent with each other day and night in the past few years, and those pictures all jumped out at once, catching him off guard. Bit by bit, all like this sunshine, without traces, slowly, slowly penetrating into the body, has long become a habit.

Qin Yihuai was silent, he was in a trance, and he only felt like a world away.

Are you really willing to do it?

Is it okay if someone who has been around like this, someone who has always felt unimportant, but who is about to leave like this, is it okay if he really leaves?

In Sun Yingzi's chattering complaints, an answer was about to come out, and it gradually became clear.

"Qin Yihuai! Are you really so annoying to me, won't you be reluctant to let me go? Sun Yingzi asked.

Qin Yihuai was silent for a moment, and suddenly said, "When will you come back?" ”

As soon as these words came out, the other end suddenly fell silent, and then Sun Yingzi smiled, "Qin Yihuai, in fact, you can't bear me, right?" ”

"I'm just asking when you're going to come back."

"If you can't help it, just say it!"

"If you don't plan to come back, forget it."

"If you keep me, I might consider staying." In the midst of the dispute and quarrel, Sun Yingzi's words suddenly came out of her mouth.

Both sides were suddenly silent, not knowing what to say, and not understanding what their emotions were at the moment, only a faint emotion was flowing and precipitating quietly. Qin Yihuai held his mobile phone, and he whispered, "If you want to leave, I won't keep you." ”

Sun Yingzi on the other end was silent.

Qin Yihuai said again, "Since you have decided to do something, there is no need to change it for anyone." Sun Yingzi, don't let me underestimate you. ”

"Qin Yihuai, you are ruthless enough!" After a while, Sun Yingzi replied.

Qin Yihuai raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Someone's voice came faintly on the phone, probably calling out to her, telling her that the time was almost up and she could leave for the airport, Sun Yingzi answered a few times, and then the voice came again, "I'm going to the airport now, I won't tell you!" Qin Yihuai, I won't come back in my life! ”

After Sun Yingzi finished speaking willfully, she hung up the phone.

Qin Yihuai looked at the sign that the call had ended on the mobile phone screen, he held the mobile phone and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

※※※

Gangcheng Airport, the afternoon sun, brilliant and dazzling.

In the airport hall, people come and go, and it is still busy.

Sun Yingzi stood at the Yongdao crossing and said goodbye to everyone.

Qin Shijin, Lu Zhanyan, Xiao Mobai, and Su Nan are all here. Qin Duyun and Ji Lin were abroad and did not arrive, while Tong An and Ji Xiangyang were also in Bincheng, so they didn't have time to come over. But there are calls to call her, wishing her a smooth journey. Ji Lin even called directly across the ocean, hoping that she could come to the United States for a study tour.

"Xiaozi, you have a good trip, you must be careful along the way. Remember to give us a call and send us a postcard. Su Nan and Sun Yingzi were very close to each other, and they were very reluctant to hold her hand.

Sun Yingzi said heartily, "Don't worry, I will definitely call you often, and there will be no shortage of postcards." ”

"Oh, you guys are so annoying, you said you didn't come, what are you going to do here?" Sun Yingzi hated such a scene of separation, and it was not a parting of life and death, but she couldn't stand it, "I didn't let my grandfather and father come, but I didn't expect you to come, and you deliberately made me cry at the airport, right?" ”

Originally, Sun Shihao and Sun Yuanzhou were going to send it, but they were stopped by Sun Yingzi and asked them not to send it. Otherwise, if you send it back and forth, you will inevitably have red eyes. A good study tour, don't start in such an atmosphere, it will make her reluctant to leave.

"How can I be, I want to see you, of course I'm coming." Su Nan said with a smile.

"Xiao Mobai, Su Nan is your person now, you have to treat her well, otherwise, I will let Su Nan go on a study tour with me." Sun Yingzi raised her head and looked at Xiao Mobai, not forgetting to reprimand a few words.

Xiao Mobai smiled warmly and said teasingly, "Where do I dare, she is the boss, it is enough for her not to bully me." ”

Su Nan glanced at him, Sun Yingzi laughed out loud, and everyone laughed.

"Xiaozi, don't wander outside for too long, remember to come back early." Lu Zhanyan hugged her daughter Wushuang and said with a smile, "Otherwise, the baby won't remember you in the future." ”

"How can you not remember, Wushuang must remember me!" Sun Yingzi stretched out her hand and shook Wushuang's little hand.

Wushuang grabbed her hand tightly and held it in his hand, as if he was very reluctant.

Qin Shijin glanced at the clock in the hall and reminded, "It's almost time." ”

Sun Yingzi waved to everyone, "Okay, I'm going in, you all go back." Thank you, don't miss me too much, I'm leaving. ”

Everyone bowed slightly, smiled at each other, watched her raise the corners of her lips, and turned to enter the security check.

Su Nan looked at Sun Yingzi's figure and couldn't help sighing, "Hey, this guy Qin Yihuai really didn't come." ”

"If he doesn't come, forget it, what the hell do you care." Xiao Mobai put his arm around her.

"In the public, you pay attention to your image!" Su Nan said embarrassedly.

"Just pay attention to the image and you will be able to marry me?" Xiao Mobai cheekily coaxed her and took her out of the airport.

Later, Qin Shijin hugged his daughter Wushuang from Lu Zhanyan's hand, and took Lu Zhanyan with the other hand, and also turned around and walked out.

Lu Zhanyan turned his head and looked at Qin Shijin and said, "Xiao Zi just left, he really didn't stay?" ”

"It's a matter between them, and no one can help them." Qin Shijin said in a low voice.

"Yes." Lu Zhanyan responded, and also felt that no one could help with such a thing as feelings. However, thinking that Sun Yingzi would have an unclear relationship with Qin Yihuai, Lu Zhanyan couldn't help but smile, "I didn't expect that after going around and around, Xiaozi would actually be with Qin Yihuai." ”

Wushuang babbled and laughed in Qin Shijin's arms, as if he was also agreeing with what his mother said.

"Qin Shijin, if Xiao Zi doesn't come back for three or five years, what will I do?"

"It's not something we need to think about."

Lu Zhanyan suddenly became happy, "I really want to see Qin Yihuai's anxious appearance." ”

Qin Shijin held Lu Zhanyan's hand and held it gently, seeing the mischievous look on her face, a gentle smile couldn't help but appear on his handsome face, "Why are you so gloating like your junior sister." ”

"We're looking forward to it! Right, baby? Lu Zhanyan said with a smile, asking Wushuang again.

Wushuang smiled sweetly and shouted one by one, "Dad, Mommy......"

……

And just outside the airport, far from the departure hall, on that empty road. There was a car, parked outside the runway with a high wall.

Qin Yihuai glanced at the time of his watch, and he got out of the car.

Port city time, 1:15 p.m., punctual time, that flight departed on time.

An airplane slowly started off the runway, and then rushed into the sky at an increasing speed.

Qin Yihuai stood against the body, he looked up at the plane jumping above the blue sky, and looked at the white tail, leaving a clear sky trace.

For a lifetime?

Qin Yihuai didn't have time to ask her, she won't come back for the rest of her life, how can she be willing?

※※※

Two months later&mda;&mda;

"Mr. Yi, your international express." The secretary knocked on the door and placed a copy of the express on his desk.

Qin Yihuai still kept his head down, and it wasn't until the secretary withdrew from the office that he silently raised his head. The shipment was an international express and the shipping address was Italy.

Qin Yihuai stopped what he was doing, he stretched out his hand and took the express in front of him. After weighing the weight, a very light and thin express mail should not be an item. Carefully unwrap it along the edge and take a look. He tilted the shipment at an angle, and a postcard fell out of it.

Qin Yihuai held the postcard and couldn't help admiring her.

What can be sent directly, it also needs to be wrapped by international express.

The obverse of the postcard is Sicily, an Italian island west of the Apennine Peninsula where the Greeks colonized the east coast of the island between the 8th and 6th centuries BC. And the mountain in the picture is the Etne volcano on the island of Sicily, the highest active volcano in Europe.

Qin Yihuai flipped the postcard over and took a look, and on the reverse side were a few lines of beautiful handwriting.

From Sun Yingzi.

&mda;&mda;Hi Qin Yihuai, are you surprised to receive my postcard? Don't be surprised, I use international shipments because I'm afraid the postcards will get wet and dirty. On September 3rd, I was in the volcano of Etne in Sicily. It's hot here, it rained heavily the day before yesterday, where are you?

In just a few lines, I didn't say much.

Qin Yihuai couldn't help but shake his head, it took two months to send a postcard, but he didn't mention how he was from beginning to end, he was talking about some irrelevant things.

Qin Yihuai held the corner of the postcard, looking at the handwriting, but it was a touch of arc recently.

He was silently replying: the postcard had been received, not wet or stained. On September 3rd, I was in Port City. It's not that hot here, summer is over, it's just a few days without rain.

The postcard was written on September 3 and sent on the same day.

Qin Yihuai looked at the postcard and couldn't help but sigh that it was September again.

It's their death day again.

It's been more than 20 years since that accident.

Qin Yaozong forbade them to worship their father.

For his father's insistence back then, Qin Yaozong has always been obsessed with his heart and has never forgiven.

Except when he was buried, Qin Yihuai never went again.

And just a few days ago, Lu Zhanyan called and said that they would go to worship together. Qin Yihuai didn't answer at the time, but just found an excuse at random on the grounds that he was busy with work, so he hung up the phone and contacted again. I just said that I would contact again, but I never contacted again.

It's not that I don't want to go, I just don't dare to go.

What kind of face did he have to go to see his father?

In fact, he was the sinner.

He lied to his father and to all the people.

Thoughts came like a tide, Qin Yihuai's eyes were in a trance, looking at the handwriting on the postcard, he suddenly remembered what she said when she saw Sun Yingzi for the last time in the parking lot that day.

&mda;&mda;Qin Yihuai, don't remember the past, forget about it quickly! That's how you can start over!

Resume?

Qin Yihuai also has some longing and expectation for these four words.

He picked up his mobile phone again and dialed the number to Lu Zhanyan.

Lu Zhanyan on the other end picked it up, and Qin Yihuai said, "Yesterday you said that you would go to the cemetery to worship together, when will you go?" ”

※※※

The Nanshan Cemetery in the evening is inaccessible.

The grass is everywhere, and the wind is blowing, which is obviously a little hot, but at the moment it is very cold.

From the entrance, an old man slowly walked in.

The old man was on crutches and dressed in black, and his pace was very slow, silently walking on the staggered paths. The sky was flooded with the glow of the sunset, no longer blue, but vivid, and the silence was still so vast and boundless. His gaze, chaotic and flickering, was fixed ahead, farther ahead.

The old man was alone, walking in the direction he was looking.

Walking through the winding paths, one after another, the cemetery of the Qin family is not far ahead.

It was in the cemetery at the top of the hill that the old man's steps finally stopped.

His gaze swept over several tombstones, and then fixed on one of them.

His steps suddenly stumbled and eager, and his steps trembled, and he walked faster and faster toward the tombstone.

Finally, I finally walked in front of the tombstone.

The picture inlaid on the tombstone is a young and handsome man. Such a heroic style, such a calm and calm, such a graceful demeanor. If there are still people around at this moment, then you will find out how similar the man in the tombstone photo is to the old man in front of him. The similarities between the eyebrows are something that no one can be so similar.

The name on the tombstone &mda;&mda;

And this old man is none other than Qin Yaozong.

Qin Yaozong stood in front of the tombstone, his hands on crutches trembling. He stared unblinking, at the man in the photo.

The black photo, without color, can't see the high-spirited appearance of the year. can only gaze and imagine in memory, depicting his most vivid picture. And Qin Jiangxun's smiling face made Qin Yaozong suddenly angry, and he angrily chopped the floor with his cane.

"You unfilial son! Went before me! I even want my white-haired person to send a black-haired person! How can you say that? Tell you not to love that woman, you just don't listen! If you don't want to give birth to that child, you won't! You've always been like this, always so disobedient! ”

"You left Fang Xian, you left those children, do you know how hard Fang Xian has been in the past few years? Are you worthy of her? Are you worthy of the children? You have not fulfilled your responsibilities as a husband and a father! You're not a good son either! You've let me down so much! ”

"Don't you keep saying that you love that woman the most? Why did you want to leave like that? Why are you willing to leave like this? ”

Qin Yaozong was reprimanding sharply at first, but as he spoke, his voice was so choked that he couldn't do it.

His eyes were already red.

"Fang Xian must have told you, the children are all fine, Duyun and Ji Lin have gone to the United States, and Tong An's children are with Xiang Yang. Wu'er is still so disobedient, I can't control it, so I let her go. You wouldn't think that among these children, Yihuai is the most competitive and takes care of the company very well. There is also Shijin, he got married, married a girl named Lu Zhanyan, and gave birth to a daughter. The kid was adorable and I loved it. I didn't agree, but he didn't learn well, just like you. ”

Qin Yaozong's voice trembled, "I can't do it if I don't agree, I can't do it, I can't help it!" ”

In the photo, Qin Jiangxun was just smiling, smiling all the time.

He wasn't angry.

Such a gentle smile.

"Don't think that's it, I'll forgive you! I tell you, I will never forgive you in my life! Qin Yaozong's voice was hoarse, he trembled his hands, and stroked Qin Jiang in the photo.

"I ...... I will never forgive you in this life......" Qin Yaozong said to the photo, but as if he was saying it to himself.

I just kept muttering the phrase "I won't forgive you", and the tears couldn't be stopped anymore and fell in a swoop.

For so many years, Qin Yaozong had never been here.

He never said it, he kept saying that he was wrong.

The wrong person has always been him.

Actually, it's himself.

And in front of Qin Jiangxun, Qin Yaozong is no longer the mighty elder, no longer a powerful man, he is just a father.

A father who lost his son and was haunted by the events of the year.

A father who has never forgiven him.

In front of his son, after more than 20 years, he came to visit, and he cried.

Tears can't be stopped.

Qin Yaozong cried in the cemetery, until the gatekeeper came to remind him that the cemetery was closing, so he wiped his tears and slowly walked away from the road.

The janitor walked around the cemetery to make sure that there was no one left, and walked back.

As he passed by the man's tombstone, he saw another photograph placed next to the tombstone.

It was a picture frame, properly placed in front of the tombstone, and more carefully placed in the box built in front of it to protect it from the wind and rain.

It was a picture of a woman.

The woman has a beautiful and demure face, and her long hair is softly draped over her shoulders, and she is also young.

It was also a black and white photo.

Probably the deceased.

On the side of the tombstone, along the crack, a few flowers grew.

It's impatiens.

I don't know how it grew here, small flower bones, swaying in the wind, blooming in the wind.

&mda;