Chapter Eighty-Four: Searching for Dreams

After banishing herself so willfully in the mountains and rivers for two years, it seemed that there was no place in this world that she particularly wanted to go to; There was no one she particularly wanted to be nostalgic for. The north and south of the river have been walked through, only the Yellow Spring Sansheng Stone Biluo Nine Heavens are not allowed to enter the door; The world's flowing springs have been heard, but Ling Xiao Tianlai can't listen to it, but the person he faintly wants to find in his heart, even just a similar eyebrow or figure, no longer exists, it seems that in this desolate and confused world, she is the only one left alone.

At this time, it was unconsciously in early autumn, drifting aimlessly down the Changyan River, and had entered the inner lake of Moguo Yucheng. The mountains and rivers here are beautiful, the scenery is charming, and they are all in a layer of water vapor, like the moon in the water, and the flowers in the fog. At this moment, the night is empty, a bright moon rises in the mountains and rivers, the hibiscus flowers on both sides of the bank are soft and lovely, and the mountains and fields bloom like a dream.

The soft whispers in the distance, the sound of silk and bamboo music from time to time from the passing carved ships, ten miles of soft red, beautiful sound. Among the many boats on the lake in the lower reaches of the moon, there is a simple boat with no lights or fires. A person with his hands behind his head, lying on his back on the boat, casually looking up at the night sky and distracted, letting the waves wander and chase the water. She has no purpose, no direction, she just wants to go with the flow and let things go with the flow all the time, but it can be like this until the day is long, and the sea is dry and rotten.

This small boat drifted by itself in the shadows of the flowers and trees near the lake, and the shadow of the half moon reflected in the water was relatively lonely. Yun Yanzheng's soft men's white clothes were lazily spread out in the boat, half of the end of the layered clothes was immersed in the clear water with flower petals, and a rich sweet aroma of wine was filled with the boat, and a jar of wine that had not yet been drunk was placed at hand. She looked at the rain of hibiscus flowers in front of her with drunken eyes, and the familiar scenery was like a piece of past events blown by the wind, and the nights when fireworks were sprinkled in front of each other; There used to be those moments when there were petals around each other, at that time, the young man's smile and smile, every word and deed were suddenly in his eyes, as if he was close to him, but at this moment, he remembered them one by one, and he only felt distressed and painful.

Yun Yanzheng only felt as if he had been hit hard by an unbearable blow in his chest, frowning deeply, and the pain spread down the blood to his whole body, as if he was experiencing reincarnation again and again, the mistakes that had been cast, and there was no chance to make up for it, this kind of regretful remorse made her muscles and veins almost spasm and twitch. Judging from the leisurely and graceful posture in which she lay quietly, it was impossible to see what kind of pain and torture was endured in that body.

Suddenly, a figure flew from the lively carved boat that staggered across from the opposite side, and landed on the side of the ship without touching the water. He deliberately sank, causing the simple hull to ripple slightly, and swirled around the surface of the lake. There were loud exclamations from the carved boats that rowed across the side, and after a moment they turned into patches of admiration and laughter.

The posture of the person who came was like a swimming dragon, and the brocade boots had stabilized the hull of the boat, as if he had finished greeting a familiar friend. At this moment, he stood on the side of the boat with his hands in his hands, and looked down with a smile in the corners of his eyes. The fresh and approachable water blue brocade coat and his long hair that looked loose like satin with only a blue ribbon flew casually in the cool night breeze.

The smiling face, under the bright night of the water and sky, is as free as the Linjiang immortals want to ride away in the wind, and the willfulness and freedom that seem to be brought out of nature seem to be impossible for anyone to touch a corner of his clothes.

Yun Yanzheng slowly raised his eyebrows, still lying on his back on the boat with his arms on his back without being shocked or angry, his half-drunk and half-awake eyes with a hint of coldness and a trace of doubt, and greeted the visitor lightly.

I saw that this graceful beautiful boy held back his narrow black eyes, but the tips of his eyebrows were slowly wrinkled, and his gorgeous face was full of apology. Then he laughed at himself again, like a golden voice and a jade vibration, and said calmly: "I'm very sorry for the girl's quietness." It's just ......," his gaze casually looked at her, and smiled gently, "the girl is too much like a friend of mine." White-clothed, lonely boat, like to indulge in the mountains and rivers...... Your clothes, posture, demeanor, and movements are all seven or eight points similar to him. I don't know, girl, do you know him? ”

Looking at his expression, don't you think your question is a little ridiculous?

Yun Yanzheng slowly stood up, sighed quietly, leaned against the canopy, and carelessly grabbed a hibiscus petal that fell on her eyebrows with her right hand, her scattered phoenix eyes were slightly raised, and she smiled disapprovingly, "I don't know what the name of Brother Tai's friend is?" It's like me......"

She didn't believe what he said, and followed the white moonlight on the broken and damaged face, but there was no trace of inferiority and dodging in the face of others. A pair of phoenix eyes filled with cold light accompanied by a hint of arrogance, three points of seclusion, six points of carelessness, and the fingers played with the delicate and fragile hibiscus petals.

Mei Gongzi was slightly surprised by the scar on her gentle face, but looking at her calm and graceful posture would make people automatically ignore the hideous scar. A smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and he still asked in a clear and gentle tone: "He said that his name is Gu Shezhi, has the girl ever heard of it?" ”

As soon as his fingers tightened, the flower juice was slightly cold on his fingertips, Yun Yanzheng's eyes unconsciously swelled up with a trace of warmth, and his tone changed unconsciously, lightly with subtle hope, and asked as if he was afraid of being frightened: "When will you see him?" ”

"The girl knows him." Mei Gongzi's eyebrows stretched, like the rhyme of ink painting revealed by the bamboo leaves after the rain, and he smiled very comfortably, and said in a soft voice: "We are the face of the Weiyu dispute before it ends, and I can't remember the specific time." ”

The light in the phoenix's eyes suddenly dimmed, and her heart was bored, and she whispered and muttered, as if infinitely soft: "I see." ”

"Girl...... Don't know where he went? The glamorous boy couldn't see the subtlety and changeability on her face, and only said in a regretful tone, "In the wind and snow, if the girl can see Brother Gu another day, please tell him, I look forward to getting together with him, okay?" ”

As if there was no longer a smile on his face that made people see clearly, Yun Yanzheng replied with a smile: "I will help you tell him, as for ...... Whether he will come to you or not, I can't guarantee. She showed a trace of pain in her heart, and every word of her speech seemed to be torn with pain, but she didn't want to expose her vulnerability and pain to others, and tried her best to restrain her emotions and tone.

Although this sentence is not a long answer, every word is painful, and I feel inexplicably sad, inexplicably ridiculous, inexplicably absurd, and inexplicably cruel in my heart. Gu Shezhi had died, but his friend didn't know it, and she felt that he didn't know how lucky and happy he was.

He asked me to pass a letter to you and make an appointment with you, but I could not tell you about your death, as if that way I could be as ignorant as he was to think that you are still not dead, that you are still alive in this world. Just like him, in a place I can't find, waiting for a chance reunion with each other.

Now that your friend wants to meet you, will you go and give him a dream? Why haven't you dreamed of me for more than two years? Have you already stepped on the Nai He Bridge, crossed the Lethe River, drank Meng Po soup, and have long forgotten all the causes of this life and this life, and have long forgotten who I am? Or do you already hold a grudge against me in your heart, and you don't want to see me again for eternity?

And your friend's words reminded me once again of the fact that you are dead.

Yun Yanzheng lowered his eyes, hiding the sadness that swelled up in his eyes in an instant, forcing himself to show a natural lazy and careless look on his face.

Feng Changxue was slightly stunned when she heard this, and her expression changed as if there was a lot of hidden feelings. couldn't help but smile slightly, and saluted: "Feng has thanked the girl here, and there is a lot of trouble, so I will leave." ”

With that, he swept across the water like the wind without a trace, and turned and went to the shore of the lake. As soon as the footsteps landed on the grass, he heard a sentence coming after him: "Son, slow." Feng Changxue smiled and turned back, the hibiscus branch beside him was brushing a few light purple petals from his long hair, and said in a beautiful voice: "Girl, what's the matter?" ”

After a call, Yun Yanzheng stood on the boat and watched his faint figure standing among the flowers, like an illusion that would disappear at any time. The phoenix blinked, and said nonsense: "The entanglement has been exhausted, can the son lend me some?" ”

Feng Changxue smiled, revealing her good-looking teeth, and said loudly: "Yes." He took a brocade bag out of his sleeve and threw it at her.

Yun Yanzheng estimated in his heart, shook the hull of the boat under his feet, and with a "poof" sound, the money bag fell into the lake as it approached the edge of the boat infinitely, and sank in an instant.

Feng Changxue looked at the innocent wink of the man on the boat, couldn't help but smile, pointed down and touched the delicately carved double-ring Langbi hanging from his waist, thought about it, and smiled: "Now that the money bag is sinking, I don't know how to be watery." If the girl doesn't mind, come ashore with me, and I'll find a way to solve the problem for the girl? ”

His words were just what she wanted, Yun Yanzheng tilted his head as if he thought about it, nodded and said, "Yes, there is Lao Gongzi." She stooped and grasped the rope, her body stretched like an egret, and she gently touched the grassy shore on the fallen flowers on the lake, and the rope in her hand was simply tied to a willow tree on the shore, and the boat floated a short distance from the shore.

Feng Changxue smiled faintly, even more sure that the money bag was not due to his own mistakes, or inevitable coincidences.

Out of the lakeshore, the wind and snow took her aimlessly left and right in Yucheng, she temporarily decided to follow him, because in more than two years, she met someone who knew Gu Shezhi for the first time, and she was reluctant to break the bond again, so she wanted to quench her thirst and draw cakes to satisfy her hunger. I want to know more about Gu Xi from him, even if it is a sentence that I once said, or a memory I left for others.

After Feng Changxue saw through her mind that she didn't care where he was going or what he was going to do, she just wandered around the market with her all the way, occasionally chatting a few words, and found that this woman's words and demeanor were so generous and careless, and she had a temperament that could sing with you at any time. After talking a few times, Yun Yanzheng also felt that the beautiful man in front of him who was talking and laughing had the crazy behavior of spending a lot of money for wine; There are also aristocratic romances who do not hesitate to break the jade chopsticks.

Feng Changxue finally said that he wanted to enter this pawnshop called "Mingdang" and pawned the white jade pendant that he wore around his waist. When he walked out, Yun Yanzheng saw that he had roughly counted the large number of silver tickets in his hand, and gave her more than half of them.

Yun Yanzheng thought for a moment, naturally took his silver ticket in his hand, and then raised it, and said leisurely: "These will be returned to you another day, and I don't know how to contact the son?" ”

Feng Changxue's slender eyebrows raised slightly, and said disapprerovitically: "Forget about these, if you meet in the future, you insist on paying me back." Feng has traveled all over the world and has no fixed place, so it is really difficult to give the girl an exact place to stay. ”

"Okay, Feng Gongzi, you can do whatever you say." Yun Yanzheng is not stubborn, seeing that he is a person who does not want to reveal his identity and is truly free and easy, he is as good as a streamer.

Feng Changxue waved his hand and said loudly: "I don't know how to call the girl's name?" ”

Yun Yanzheng didn't care about worldly etiquette at all when he heard his words, and smiled happily in his heart that this person's temperament was exactly what she wanted, and she couldn't help but feel a little more sincere in her words, and said clearly: "My surname is Bai Zhengyan." ”

"White girl, since the meeting is fate, but Feng still has important things to do, so don't pass it for now." Feng Changxue smiled, and when he turned around, the blue clothes fluttered, and he walked without wind, and his long and slender figure was like a willow wearing flowers, with an indescribable ease and ease.

Hearing his farewell, he seemed to be reluctant. Yun Yanzheng blinked, holding back the heat that was about to gush out in his heart, he was just that person's friend after all, not Gu Xi.