Bai Zhengyan imagined the happy scene, and couldn't help but smile with joy, and couldn't help but envy him in his heart.

"What about the signs? How did you spend Chinese New Year's Eve in the past? He turned to her.

She smiled slightly, hiding the loneliness in her eyes, and said lightly: "That's probably the case!" ”

He keenly caught the loneliness flashing in her eyes, and said with a smile: "I have accompanied the solicitation this year, and the solicitation will feel special, right?" ”

She was stunned for a moment and nodded, "It's true that there has never been a Chinese New Year's Eve like this." ”

"All the bad things in the past will be revealed with the Chinese New Year's Eve of this year?" He reached out and stroked the corners of her brows, soothing the faint sorrow for her. Since the first time I saw her on the snowy mountain, the sadness here has always been with her, like a shadow, never abandoned.

"Bad things will be revealed?" She lowered her head and muttered to herself, "Jing Ning, what if there is a deep, deep guilt buried in her heart? How do you smooth it out and let it pass away? ”

Feng Jingning was slightly surprised, clenched her hand, and said, "Try your best to ask for forgiveness from others." ”

"What if you can never ask for that person's forgiveness again?" She whispered, her eyes flickering with water.

He couldn't help but look down, and said seriously: "If that's the case, try your best to do what that person wants to accomplish, or fulfill a wish for him that hasn't been done." ”

Bai Zhengyan raised his eyes and looked at the night sky in front of him, it was pitch black, but it was as if a pair of eyes were staring at her, those eyes were bottomless, and there was a slight smile. What did he want to accomplish? What did he want? She couldn't even remember, as if she was already familiar with him, but she didn't seem to know him at all, and there were so many things he could control, but she had never heard him mention his wishes?

He didn't seem to care about anything, and he seemed to be watching coldly in this earthly world, and it was even more like standing high in the clouds overlooking this hurried red earthly world, asking for nothing!

Heartless and ruthless, but it also makes her unforgettable?

What is the rationale for this?

She bit her lower lip and said with a long sigh: "Jing Ning, I never knew what that person wanted, and I never knew what that person wanted to do!" It seems that this guilt in my heart is to be owed for eternity. ”

Chinese New Year's Eve.

In the market of Moguo Longdu, the crowd of people is bustling and rushing, like a long river, flowing endlessly.

Under the layers of colorful lanterns, a pair of slender men and women with fresh clothes stood holding hands and whispering in the crowd.

"I really can't forget it, just remember it for a lifetime." He sighed softly and looked at her with pity.

"......" She was a little stunned, and she stopped talking a little.

"Some guilt can also be soothed with a lifetime of nostalgia." He whispered helplessly, leaning down and kissing her smooth forehead.

The crowd around him suddenly cheered loudly, and a familiar sound suddenly burst into their ears. Her fingers suddenly clenched and wrenched his hand fiercely, but the other hand curled up and grasped into her palm, her eyes closed instinctively. He was already very close to her, but at this moment, he suddenly noticed that her breathing was gradually becoming rapid and panicked, Feng Jingning looked at the sky in surprise, only to see the fireworks in the night sky as bright as a rainbow, and the beautiful scenery of fire trees and silver flowers blooming one after another. The people around him were all shouting hotly, looking forward to it, and competing to watch, but the person in front of him closed his eyes tightly, unwilling to see such fireworks?

The fireworks seemed to burn her eyes, and she could no longer look at them calmly.

Even the sound of the rising and loud arrows could no longer be heard.

She hurriedly broke free of his hand, covered her ears with one hand, and frowned, as if this moment was so unbearable. He lowered his eyes to see her abnormality, to see the painful look on her face, and expected that she must have an unbearable past.

Feng Jingning pulled her into his arms and wrapped his arms around her shoulders. Let her escape into his bosom, put her hands on hers, and help her cover her ears. This moment of silence, pain and sadness, countless memories surging up, spinning like a marquee, the memories in her entire mind were chaotic and disordered, and the whole person trembled uncontrollably.

That year, in order to sneak up on the enemy by surprise, she used the golden cicada to deceive the enemy and put him on a sparsely armed warship. On the Changyan River, the boat sank and the lights went out, disappeared for more than a month, and he returned. But after all, he didn't have any complaints about her, not only plotted for her to kill the enemy, but also saved her from the jungle.

In that month, the enemy soldiers came to the city, the killing sound shook the sky, blood splashed on the city wall, and in the light and shadow of the sunset like blood, it was he who commanded Ruoding on the city tower and kept the city for her. In the evening, she annihilated the enemy and led her cavalry back to the city, and looked up at the city gate, and he leaned down at the top of the city, and glanced at her as bright as a star, brighter than a firework. The golden armor and white robe he wore on his body seemed to have been washed away, and it spread out endlessly under the dark night through which the clouds and moon passed, burning her eyes vividly.

On that day, the whole city was on guard to meet him, but he was nowhere to be seen. In the lonely courtyard, the stars and the moon were dark, and in the dark wing, he slept on a wooden couch with a pale face and thin clothes. The place on his right arm that was tightly pressed with a red line was bruised and bruised, and there was a Gu thing that was about to move under his seemingly transparent skin, and the middle man wanted to vomit. She scrutinized suspiciously, but when he woke up, he just smiled and asked when she was ready. He wanted to drive the Gu worms raised by his own blood into her body and lift the puppet Gu that threatened her life at all times.

At that time, the enemy's situation was unknown, the two armies did not move, but the holy decree urged him to go out to fight and capture the city, she wanted him to come out to resist the decree, and before he could say it, he smiled and said that he was willing to be this alone. resisted the emperor's order, and saved the life and death of hundreds of thousands of people, including her.

At that moment, knowing that he was unjustly imprisoned and suffering from Ling Chi, he was persuaded by the third brother to give up his wish to save him from prison immediately. wants to wait for the third brother to plan, one side controls the situation in the court according to his strategy, and the other uses death row prisoners to steal the sky and change the day. Unexpectedly, before this plan could be implemented, he was sentenced to death by a knife and died in prison. After death, the body was full of white bones and blurred flesh and blood, and it was necessary to go to the mortuary to repair the skin and flesh with needles and put on clothes, so that he could barely enter the coffin with dignity. However, the scars on the face could not be concealed, so the makeup artist could only use a thick layer of coagulation powder to decorate it, so that he could vaguely show a little bit of his face before his death, and a few wisps of graceful and plump.

There is also the one that was rubbed out in prison and written by him himself: the gift of the house. Vaguely, people could still feel the faint smile on his thin lips when he wrote these six words on the prison wall.

Thinking of the past, I can't help but feel unbearable in my throat, and I almost want to shed long tears in front of this crowd on this long street. She bit her lower lip and endured it bitterly, and even Feng Jingning could feel the helplessness and sorrow that penetrated her heart from her bones.

The fireworks continued in the cheers of the people, and Bai Zhengyan gritted his teeth and turned back. She went upstream, ran briskly towards the courtyard, and when she got nowhere to fly, she jumped up to the roof and began to walk lightly. But she felt that there was always a person behind her, and when there was no sound of fireworks behind her, and there was no more brilliant light reflected by fireworks in the four turns, she stopped suddenly, turned around, looked at the person who was also stopped a few steps away from the roof, and said softly: "Jing Ning, you go back!" He sighed lightly in his heart, and couldn't bear to hurt his feelings.

Feng Jingning chased after her all the way, looked at her at this moment, and smiled slightly, "Zhengyan, this year's New Year, just let me accompany you?" ”

Regarding her sudden departure, the smile on his face that didn't mind made Bai Zhengyan unable to refuse. She looked back silently, continued to jump towards the wall of the other courtyard, turned into the courtyard, walked out of the bamboo forest, entered the west wing, and closed the door. In the dark room, she sat on the Taishi chair by the window, stunned.

Someone stood quietly outside the door, and it seemed that he could still be imagined standing against the pillar and staring at the door. After an hour of tea, the footsteps quietly departed.

She looked at the door of the house in a daze, but there were bursts of indiscernible feelings in her heart. It seems sad, it seems sweet, it seems melancholy, it seems annoyed, it seems sad, it seems to be guilty...... Her eyes were so complicated that it was difficult to discern, and she saw that there seemed to be a figure flickering in the bamboo forest through the curtain.

A moment later, the bamboo forest lit up little by little, illuminating the darkness and silence in front of the courtroom like stars and moons.

The rustling footsteps are gone.

She tried to push open the window sash, and the lights in the bamboo forest were clear, and the moon-yellow lanterns swayed gently in the wind. It was as if he was trying to get close to her heart, and as if she longed for someone to take her out of her obstacle. The carved window sash was pushed open little by little, and a green bowl was stretched out from the window with one hand, and a voice followed: "Sign, do you want to eat a bowl of sweet soup?" ”

This situation and this scene seem familiar. It was in the carriage, and she woke up with a sigh, and the man stood outside the window, with the curtain lifted, and the mustache and broth in his hands; At this moment, she was in the west wing of this courtyard, she pushed the window to see the light, and this person was standing by the window, holding sweet soup in his hand. Could this person be the one who can lead her to the light?

She reached out and took the sweet soup, spooned it and put it in her mouth. The sweet soup contains red beans, lotus seeds, longan, sweet potatoes, taro, and peanuts, and the boiled glutinous ones are not very sweet, but the taste is excellent.

"Is it delicious?" His voice rang softly in his ears, poking his head out, and his lips seemed to be smiling.

"Did you cook it?" She teased him.

"If I like it, I can learn to cook it in the future?" He smiled very gracefully, and seemed to speak very seriously and sincerely.