Chapter 348: It's Hard to Be a Wife (32)

My name is Dai Yue, and I actually have a surname. Ethereal.2.

My surname is Jun.

The side branch of the Jun family, counting it, the prime minister still has to call me a cousin.

For as long as I can remember, the people around me have been instilling a thought, and my whole life belongs to the little master of the Jun family.

I have to be loyal to her.

I must protect her with my life.

At that time, I didn't understand, and I was inevitably rebellious in my heart, and I ran away from home several times.

The first time I met her was in a restaurant.

At that time, I had been away from home for several days, my money had been squandered, and I was so hungry that I couldn't help it, so I went to the restaurant to steal food.

As a result, he was caught and beaten violently.

Then I saw the pink carved female doll standing on the restaurant, looking down curiously.

Without exception, I saw my mother beside her.

At that time, my mother was her nurse, and I probably didn't like this little master at that time.

After all, she robbed my mother and wanted me to work for her for the rest of my life.

I was punched and kicked, but my mother hugged her and whispered to her not to look at me, not even a single look at me.

In order to fight for a breath, I bit my lip and did not scream.

Then I heard her say to my mother in a soft and glutinous voice: "It's Sister Dai Yue, nurse, you tell them to stop fighting." ”

She even knew about me...... You can call my name.

My mother sent for me to be brought up.

I was dirty, but she didn't dislike it at all, and pulled me to give me food, and circled around me like a bee.

But I don't like her even more.

It was probably because I was rebellious early, and when she was annoyed that I couldn't do it, I reached out and pushed her.

She was only five years old at the time, and I pushed her and threw her directly to the ground, and then she used a ...... Aggrieved and innocent eyes looked at me.

I must have felt some guilt at that time.

But the thought that what I am going through now is all thanks to her, and that guilt disappears without a trace.

As a result, I was slapped by my mother and punished to kneel in the ancestral hall.

At that time, this incident was the most incomprehensible to me.

It's my mother, why are you beating me for someone else?

It was late autumn, and I knelt alone in the ancestral hall, thinking about this question over and over again, but I couldn't figure it out.

I didn't expect her to sneak in, her little body holding a quilt big enough to drown her, and her little face was red from the cold.

She told me a lot, but I can't remember it, I just remember the temperature when I huddled under a quilt with her in my arms to keep each other warm.

That morning, my mother took people around looking for her, and finally found her at my place, and she was going to go to the family law on the spot, but she stopped her mother and said that she would beat her if she wanted to beat her, and finally the matter was over.

I've been with her ever since.

At that time, she was very cute, soft and glutinous, speaking softly and crisply, with a child's innocence.

I was a little reluctant at first, but after getting along for a long time, I had long forgotten that I had been, and I didn't serve her childish vows to death.

By her side, I realized that she had much more to learn than I had to learn.

But she always finished her studies obediently, always tried to complete her homework, and made time to take me out to play.

After a long time, the people in the house knew that she liked me, and they were much more polite to me.

It was then that I realized how important her liking was to them.

My mother came to talk to me on a snowy day, a lot of snow.

I still remember my mother's expression, serious and distressed.

She said, "Child, the little master shoulders the entire Jun family, it is not easy for her, you can be the person next to her, it is an honor, but also a responsibility." You have to treat her well, respect her, and protect her......"

Outside the house, the snow was falling, and my mother babbled for a long time, and finally hugged me and cried bitterly, saying that she was sorry for me.

But if this is not the case, the Jun family will be finished, only if the little master is good, they can be good.

I don't know how I got out of my mother's room, but when I walked out of the room, I saw her standing not far away, waiting for me with a red face.

When he saw me come out, he immediately raised a smile.

In the snow, her smile seemed to be dyed with the brightest color, stinging my eyes sour.

There seems to be a warm current flowing through my heart, dispelling the biting cold of winter.

Since then, I've been in school with her and learning the jerky stuff together.

Every time I didn't understand, she would teach me patiently.

In the third year, Yingyue was sent over.

Yingyue was younger than me and her, and she looked timid when she sent it over, and I didn't understand how such a person could stay by her side at the time.

Later, I learned that Yingyue learned things quickly, and she practiced martial arts since she was a child, and she was just a little afraid of life when she first saw it, and after getting acquainted, Yingyue would appear that she was a very lively girl.

Since then, small groups of three of us have been formed.

Before she was thirteen years old, her temperament was still very gentle, and in the summer of thirteen, she and the former prime minister talked all night in the study, and when she came out, her eyes were red, and she hugged me and Yingyue and cried for a long time.

We asked her and she didn't say anything.

But since then, her temperament has become more and more calm, the expression on her face is unpredictable, she doesn't say what she likes, what she cares about, and she is not a picky eater.

At some point, there were fewer and fewer people around her, and in the end, only me and Yingyue were left, and even my mother didn't show up.

When she was fifteen years old, the former prime minister died suddenly, and at that time I realized that when she was thirteen years old, she probably knew that her mother did not have many days left, and she should take on the huge monarch family.

As it turned out, she did a great job.

I often think that in my life, I will accompany her, laugh with her, and worry with her......

When a man appeared next to her one day, I realized that she was not the only one around us, she should have her own favorite person.

That person should laugh with her, worry with her, and accompany her...... Age.

I didn't expect her to leave the court, obviously that position was within reach, but she gave up.

I didn't understand for a long time, just like I didn't understand why my mother slapped me.

It dawned on me many years later that she probably never liked that kind of life.

It's just that she has no choice, there is no way back, for the sake of the huge Jun family, hundreds of clansmen, she has to bear that.

She has the ability to retreat now, and the back road of the Jun family has been properly arranged by her, and it is best for her to choose this kind of life.

No matter what kind of life she leads, Yingyue and I should always be with her.

"Dai Yue, what do you want? Your Gu Su went to Lingyue Gongzi again, and if you don't go, the adults will kill him. "The moon came out of nowhere and scared me.

I was powerless to hold my forehead.

Gu Su, this boy who somehow became my family somehow.

"Let's go!" Yingyue saw that I didn't move, so she grabbed my hand and ran outside, "Didn't I say you, can't you talk to him properly?" Adults don't like him to get too close to Lingyue Gongzi......"

I also know that adults don't like him to get close to Lingyue Gongzi, but what can I do?

Good morning~