Chapter 20: Confessing Your Heart
Chaoyangzi turned around and went out, picked up a pen and wrote down a prescription on the outer case, turned around and handed it to Feng Junyang, and said, "Grab the medicine according to the prescription." ”
Feng Junyang was born rich and noble, dabbled in a wide range of things, and also knew a little about some medical skills, looked down at the recipe, but it was mostly things that nourished the kidneys and qi, nourished yin and aphrodisiac, and couldn't help but be very strange, raised his eyes to look at Chaoyangzi, and asked: "How can Chen Nian use these things,"
Chaoyangzi rolled his eyes and said coldly: "It's not for her, it's for you." ”
He felt that Feng Junyang had to show some embarrassment, and he didn't want Feng Junyang to just calmly put away the recipe, and then asked him again: "She just needs to use the recipe to replenish qi and blood,"
Chaoyangzi was deeply impressed by Feng Junyang's thick-skinned face, and said when he heard the words: "Just use that first, if it is feverish, I will prescribe another prescription for her." ”
Feng Junyang nodded to show that he understood, thought about it, and said to Chaoyangzi: "I have to trouble the Taoist chief to prescribe contraceptive decoction for her." ”
There was no one else in the room, and Chaoyangzi was packing up his medical box, and when he heard the words, he turned his head and glanced at him coldly.
Feng Junyang saw that he seemed to have misunderstood, so he explained: "I am still in the filial piety period, and her identity is not yet clear, if she has a child, it will not be good." ”
Chaoyangzi asked, "Since you know, why do you want to indulge in lust?"
Feng Jun raised his face and said in a low voice: "It's my momentary affection, and I can't control it." It won't be like this in the future. ”
Chaoyangzi snorted coldly, and then wrote Zhang Fangzi to him again, and instructed: "When you boil it, give it to her, don't delay." I'll tell you, don't deceive her mother's family. Her master's temper, if she is in a hurry, she won't care if you are a person who inherits the way of heaven or not, she will kill you first, and tell the way of heaven to find someone else,"
"Chengtian Dao," Feng Junyang raised his eyebrows slightly and asked, "What kind of Heavenly Dao is Cheng?"
"Don't interrupt," Chaoyangzi felt speechless, didn't dare to answer his words, only glanced at him, and then said: "And there is also Dao Ye me, Dao Ye I am her brother-in-law, I will not watch her being bullied by you in vain." If she is in love with you, then I will never say anything. But if you dare to bully her, Dao Ye will fight for this life, and you will not be able to get a good kid,"
After hearing his words, Feng Junyang couldn't laugh or cry. As usual, he naturally refused to be threatened by Chaoyangzi, but Chaoyangzi is not only Chennian's righteous brother, but Chennian is such a affectionate and righteous character, he has to give Chaoyangzi a little more respect, and when he heard the words, he responded without humility or arrogance: "I don't care enough for her, how can I bully her,"
Chaoyangzi nodded with satisfaction and went out with the medical box.
Feng Junyang personally sent him outside the door, turned around and came back to ask the maid under the corridor to go down and grab the medicine. It wasn't until the sky was dark that the medicine was boiled, although Feng Junyang couldn't bear it, he could only wake up Chen Nian, hugged her into his arms, brought the medicine bowl to his lips, and coaxed softly: "Drink the medicine and then sleep, be obedient and obedient." ”
Chen Nian slept dizzily, and drank the medicine in a daze, only then did he realize that something was wrong. She looked up at Feng Junyang, and then looked down at herself. After going back and forth like this several times, Feng Junyang was amused, and said with a smile: "It's not in a dream, it's true." As he spoke, his fingers opened his collar, revealing the red and purple part of his neck that was gnawed by her, and jokingly said: "Look for yourself, but you used force on me last night, and you didn't admit it if you couldn't eat it and wipe it clean." ”
After a while, the look of shock on Chen Nian's face gradually receded. She lowered her head, wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, and then fell down again, without saying a word. Her reaction was unexpected by Feng Junyang, making him frown slightly. He was prepared for everything, whether she was angry, shy, or unconfessed, he had a way to deal with it, but he didn't expect her to be so calm and silent.
Feng Junyang put the medicine bowl aside, looked at Chen Nian quietly for a moment, stretched out his hand to caress her hair, and said in a low voice: "Chen Nian, there is nothing more than life and death to illuminate people's hearts, whether you still love me in your heart, you know better than me." So don't say you were delirious last night to be like me. That's your sincerity, the sincerity that you forcibly suppressed. ”
Chen Nian was silent for a moment, but said in a cold voice: "Feng Junyang, you go out, I want to stay by myself." ”
At this time, how could Feng Junyang leave easily, not only did he not leave, but instead changed from the side of the bed to the pedal, approached her, and said: "Chen Nian, it is not easy for us to live in this world, since we love each other, why do we torture each other,"
Chen Nian was forced by him to have no way out, so he suddenly stood up from the bed, stared at him and said angrily: "I love you, yes, I love you." No matter how others look down on me, no matter how you calculate me, I just have no interest, I make a mistake myself, I just like you. Feng Junyang, you got this answer, but you are satisfied,"
She tried to widen her eyes, but even so, tears welled up in her eyes.
Feng Junyang looked at her with a smile, and said softly: "If you are not satisfied, you have to marry me, give birth to seven or eight more children for me, and I will grow old before I can be satisfied." He reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and his voice was soft and firm, "Xie Chennian, you marry me, okay?"
Chen Nian looked at him in a daze, he rarely called her by name and surname like this, she couldn't help but suspect that she had heard it wrong, and asked him in a dumb voice: "Feng Junyang, who do you want to marry?"
Feng Junyang bent his lips and smiled, and replied: "Xie Chennian, Feng Junyang wants to marry Xie Chennian, he doesn't marry any daughter of the He family, he doesn't marry any princess orphans, he only marries a female bandit from Jiangbei, Xie Chennian, the little female bandit who robbed money and sex in the Flying Dragon." ”
Chen Nian was stunned for a moment, forced himself to grin, but tears flowed down all of a sudden, and said: "Feng Junyang can't marry Xie Chennian, the two of them have gone too far and can't go back for a long time." ”
"You can go back," Feng Junyang carefully wiped the tears on her cheeks, and said lightly: "As long as the direction is right, no matter how far it is, we can always walk back again." Is there anything farther than the distance between life and death, we go step by step, if you feel hard, then stand where you are and wait for me, let me find you. ”
Chen Nian looked at him for a long time, and suddenly lay on the pillow and cried loudly. Feng Junyang rubbed her hair lightly and let her cry. When the crying gradually stopped, he said: "Chen Nian, I was wrong before. It's good that you hate me and look down on me, just stand there and wait for me, okay,"
Chen Nian heard this, but felt more aggrieved in her heart, she knew that Feng Junyang had always been good at coaxing people, so she couldn't help but pick up the pillow and smash Feng Junyang, and said angrily: "The surname is Feng, do you have to hook me to cry, don't you, your words are better than anyone else, what did you do earlier?"
Feng Junyang was knocked to the ground by her, but he smiled and said, "How can I make you cry, I'm just saying what is in my heart." ”
Chen Nian hated and said, "You're not a good thing,"
Feng Junyang smiled: "It's not the first day you know. When I saw you, I wasn't a good thing. ”
Chen Nian glared at him twice, but she was only wearing a middle coat at the moment, and there were tears in her eyes, these two eyes really had no power, which provoked Feng Junyang to sneer softly, and deliberately teased her: "Your flattering eyes are really bad, I have to teach you well when I go back." ”
Chen Nian was annoyed and wanted to hit him with a pillow again. Feng Junyang hurriedly snatched her pillow away, and said with a calm face: "You have a wound on your back, be careful to crack it again." ”
At this time, Chen Nian also felt the slightest pain in his back, but he said recklessly: "I'm not afraid." ”
Feng Junyang hooked his lips and smiled, and said softly, "I'm afraid." When the rising sun saw me today, he wanted to beat me. If I find that the wound on your back is cracked tomorrow, I will think that I have done something to you, and then I will have nothing to say. ”
At the beginning of the year, I didn't hear the hint in his words, until I saw that his smile was really ambiguous, and then I understood, and I was immediately ashamed and annoyed, and I spat him and said angrily: "You are so shameless,"
Feng Junyang just looked at her and smiled softly, but told Chen Nian that he couldn't take him, so he had to turn his face away and not look at him. The room was quiet, and I heard a maid outside the door whispering that the medicine had been boiled, Chen Nian was so frightened that she retracted back into the quilt, Feng Junyang looked at her and smiled, then got up and went to the door to bring the medicine soup back, and said to Chen Nian: "Drink it quickly, replenish qi and blood." ”
Chen Nian clearly remembered that he had drunk a bowl before, and couldn't help but wonder: "Why did you drink it again, didn't you just drink it?"
Feng Junyang smiled faintly and said, "Since you are afraid of taking medicine, don't go to the hero in the future, you have suffered so many injuries, and only drinking these is considered to be less." ”
Chen Nian did not doubt him, took the bowl and drank the medicine in one gulp, but said: "You and I are willing to work hard, you said that you will return in half a month at most, but it has not been twenty days, seeing that Yiping is about to lose, what can I do,"
Feng Junyang felt uncomfortable when he heard this, and said: "Yiping will lose it, you can use your life to fight, you don't think I don't know your mind, you just want to die and die, it can be regarded as dying for me, I have to remember your feelings, take over those people and homeless people in your village, and settle them down." ”
Chen Nian was caught in his mind, and he didn't have anything to argue for a while, so he just said stiffly: "It's not." ”
Feng Junyang smiled and did not argue with her.
Chen Nian didn't want to ask about it anymore, so he asked Feng Junyang how the war was going now. Feng Junyang briefly said a few words to her, and when she asked about Lu Rongfeng, Zhu Zhen and others, he replied: "I have all fled back." He paused, glanced at Chen Nian, and suddenly asked her, "Wen Daya and Silly Da, why don't you see the two of them?"
Chen Nian guessed that the two of them should have fled to the north according to her instructions, and now when he heard Feng Junyang ask, he replied calmly: "I have been thinking about leaving before, and I gave him two explanations before leaving the city, if he can't come back at dawn, let him go first." ”
Although Feng Junyang had already guessed it, hearing her words, he was still a little uncomfortable in his heart, so he asked, "Will you also run along?"
Chen Nian replied: "I did plan to do so before, but now I have changed my mind. ”
Feng Junyang's face looked better, and he was thinking about asking for some bargains from Chen Nian, when he heard Chen Nian say again: "Ace, you should know my temper." When I say yes, I'm scrambling to grab me, but if I say no, then I really don't want it, and I'm not pretending to you,"
Feng Junyang felt aggrieved, snorted coldly in a low voice, and asked her, "Then do you want it now or not?"
Chen Nian looked at him and said, "I'm very confused now, you have to tell me to stay by myself for a few days, there are some things I need to think about clearly,"