Seven days later, my body returned to a healthy state, sometimes some fragments of the memories of the owner of this body, Borzigit Yaruo, always came back to my mind in a dream, it happened to be a cloudless, unusually sunny day, Qiu Yan and Cai Die both persuaded me to go out to breathe, I put down the Qing history I found from the library, nodded, changed into an apricot yellow skirt and walked out.

It was early autumn, and the weather was just right, and even the chrysanthemums and osmanthus all over the ground matched the color of my skirt. Unconsciously came to the Imperial Garden, Qiu Yan pointed out to me the location of my last accident, I walked in front of the stone, and there was a familiar pain in my head, I was suddenly a little stunned, Qiu Yan's hand shook in front of me, "Gege, what are you thinking so distracted?" ”

I came back to my senses, smiled awkwardly, and made an excuse at random, "It's nothing, I'm just wondering, when autumn comes, will the leaves on this tree fall and float away?" ”

Seeing the loss, Cai Die silently lowered her head and responded in a low voice, "Gege, this leaf is not a person, how can you know the pain?" ”

I paused for a moment, as if I remembered something, and said with a serious expression: "Every leaf is a child of the tree, so the tree should be reluctant when every child falls." ”

Qiu Yan seemed very uncomfortable in this sudden silence, and tried to break the special solemnity with a smile, "Gege, let's go for a walk somewhere else." ”

I nodded, and that's fine. I don't know how far I walked, I suddenly found that I came to the concubine's Chengqian Palace, saw the white begonia newly rewarded by the emperor in front of the palace, and remembered my favorite dream of red mansions in my previous life, and the song "Song of White Begonia" when the Begonia Poetry Society was formed for the first time.

"Half rolled Hunan curtain and half closed door, grinding ice for soil and jade for pots. Steal the pear stamen and borrow a wisp of plum blossom soul. The moon cave immortals sewed their robes, and the autumn boudoirs wiped their cries. Who do you complain to silently? Weary of the west wind, the night is dark. At this moment, an old and hoarse voice shouted, "The emperor has arrived." "Qiu Yan and I turned around and made a big salute," said the courtier, Borzigityaruo, to see the emperor. He waved his hand to stop the eunuch's voice and our greetings, "Go down, all of you!" We nodded, and as we bent down to step back, he spoke again, "Gege, please stay." Hearing this, my heart began to get nervous, and although I kept my head down and didn't dare to look at him, I had a strange feeling in my heart for some reason.

After they went down, I said uncomfortably: "Fulin, no, the emperor, do you have anything else?" I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, but fortunately, he didn't hear clearly, I called his name, thinking that I secretly stuck out my tongue, "Why don't you dare to look at me?" His voice became more and more severe, I slowly raised my head, but my eyes returned to their usual stability, and I said neither humbly nor arrogantly: "No, Your Majesty, you think too much!" Looking at his deep eyes, a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling were staring at me tightly, as if I had been seen through, I had a moment of confusion, and quickly regained my clarity.

Sixue, don't lose yourself. I said softly to myself, and then chuckled in my heart, Fulin seems to have a special affection for Si'er, and although Si'er loves Fulin, she has disappeared into the time and space where she doesn't know, and me? I'm Mei Sixue. But it's really interesting, Fulin didn't know that Si'er loved him, and Si'er didn't know that Fulin loved her, he paused for a moment and spoke again, "Si'er." ”

I looked at him and asked suspiciously, "Your Majesty, what's the matter?" ”

"Si'er, you've changed. You never called yourself a courtier in front of me before, and you didn't call me the emperor, in front of you, I will always be just your blessing, and you are just my son, to be honest, I miss you before. He looked up at the geese flying south, and his eyes revealed loneliness and loneliness.

My once resolute heart suddenly wavered a little at this time, am I Borzigit Jaruo? Am I Mei Sixue? I shook my head, I might not be anyone now, just an ethereal soul passing through the world!

I looked at him again and sighed, maybe yes!

"Your Majesty, I don't remember the past. Ever since Concubine Li hit me and I was in a coma for nearly half a month, I have lost my memory! Fu Lin's eyes were full of guilt, "I know, that woman hurt you, maybe I don't have much power to protect my love...... You. I've hated Mongolian women since I was a kid, but because you...... Forget it, I'm not supposed to talk to you about this. He turned away indifferently, and uttered a word without any intonation. I'm sorry, Si'er, but I was abrupt. By the time I saw his silhouette again, his face was as cold as ever.

And I returned to my normal reaction, not thinking about those things that had nothing to do with me, and slowly walked back to Cining Palace, and saw Qiu Yan and Cai Die looking around in front of the gate, I sneaked behind them and patted them on the shoulder, they were so frightened that they jumped up, and when they saw that it was me, they instantly smiled, and a lot of reprimanding words were swallowed, I leaned on the door, crossed my arms and smiled at them: "You have been waiting for me here for so long, let's say, you want to ask me something." ”

They hurriedly pulled me into the Silan Palace, one closed the door, and the other brought the refreshments that had been prepared a long time ago, and lay down in front of the table, holding their chin and smiling flatteringly at me.

"Gege...... Gege, tell us what you talked about with the emperor alone? Is the emperor whispering to Gege again? "I almost squirted out the tea in my mouth when I drank it, Cai Die hurriedly came over and patted me on the back, cough cough, this Qiu Yan almost choked me to death.

Cai Die sat back in her place, took my hand and said coquettishly, "Gege, isn't it?" ”

"Do you really want to know?" Qiu Yan and Cai Die nodded hurriedly, "Since you want to know, then I'll ...... I won't tell you! "I made a mischievous grimace as I spoke,

"Gege, tell us! We promise we won't tell anyone! I scratched their noses and laughed and said, "I'm not going to tell you!" ”

"Gege!"

I was a little helpless by them, and quickly said: "Okay, don't make trouble, the emperor just asked me if I was better, pay more attention to my body and so on, where do you think?" I looked at them angrily, and they lowered their heads and smiled awkwardly, and buried their heads in eating their pastries.

"Blessing." I silently recited this name in my heart, which I can no longer be familiar with, I have to admit that today I have been a little tempted, what he loves, probably not me, if I don't love well in the Qing Dynasty, will I have regrets after returning to modern times? But Fu Lin also loves Dong E's after all! can even see through the red dust for her in the end, and I, Mei Sixue, will there be no status in his heart?

After dinner, I returned to the inner sanctum, dejected, and with a heavy stomach full of thoughts, my heart was like a mess, and I was cut and tied, and finally fell into a deep sleep.