Chapter 68: The Past in a Dream (6)
Yichan went to Puqing Temple to pick up Yu Zichen, Qing Rang sat in the house and looked out the window, others thought she was too frightened last night, but Jin Niang knew that her young lady must not be ordinary sad at this time, and she had no smile after returning from the palace.
Yun Ze came with a sword, he saw Qing Rang's sluggish face through the window from a distance, his heart was half painful and half angry, he kicked open the door, entered the house without saying a word, pulled Qing Rang and left, Jin Niang didn't chase after him, no matter what, it's always good to have the eldest young master there.
Qing Rang didn't say a word, her hand was tightly grasped by the eldest brother, and tears slowly overflowed from the corners of her eyes, little by little. Her world slowly began to blur, and there was no clear distance, and she could not hear the clattering hooves of horses.
"Duanmu Yunze, where are you going to take my daughter-in-law to?" On the white horse, Yu Zichen raised his eyebrows and asked, he saw the woman who was crying like a water doll, sighed, and dismounted sideways.
Yun Ze let go of his hand for some reason, he only felt that Yu Zichen was so natural when he came, and he seemed a little unclear about holding Qing Rang, but he let go and knew that he had done something wrong again.
Yu Zichen raised Qingrang's chin with one finger, looked at the face wet with tears, frowned, and stretched out his arm to wrap her into his arms, "It's wronged, I'm back, why are you crying." ”
Qing Rang pushed him away violently, like an angry little leopard shouting at Yu Zichen: "Why two years!" Why two years...... Because in the past two years, I have not even been qualified to question him...... What's the use of me now two years later! What's the use! ”
Yu Zichen watched her squat weakly on the ground after yelling, his hands around him, and his body twitched because of crying. Yu Zichen reached out to help her, she took his hand and pressed it hard, even if the smell of blood filled her facial features, she was unwilling to let go, as if she wanted to vent all her resentment on him.
"He knows, knows about the two-year contract between you and Yu Zichen...... Yun Ze is not aggrieved for Yu Zichen, but he can't bear to have a grudge in his sister's heart, their two-year contract Yu Zichen has already told him, and he also secretly told Huashuo, but he didn't expect him to agree to the marriage with Fang Muyi.
Qing Rang let go, she looked up at Yun Ze, the eldest brother would not lie to her, and since he knew why he still didn't want to wait for her.
"Qing'er," Yun Ze rarely called her like this, he squatted in front of her, caressing her forehead like a child, "I remember that my father once said that if you can't get it, let it go, obsession is a demon." You've been smarter than me since you were a child, and you know what I don't understand, so it's going to be the same this time, right? ”
Obsession is a demon, but how many people in the world would rather be a demon than a god, I used to think that those people were too stupid, but now I know through my own experience that my life is by the sky, but the heart is not self-controlled.
Beating gongs and drums, a red team came here, it was hired with the Fang Mansion next door, Qing Rang slowly got up, the man in black on the white horse was at the forefront, once she imagined that he was dressed in red, standing in a red rowing boat to come to Su to pick her up, and now everything seems to be a dream.
Qing Rang turned his back, wiped his tears with Yun Ze's sleeve, and his face was full of embarrassment, and he turned around again and stood up with a smile, she greeted him step by step, since she took the initiative every time, then this time she also walked towards him first, even if he didn't marry her, even if he didn't love her, but he was still her seventh brother.
Huashuo sat on the horse, watching her come step by step, his heart was tightly gripped, he didn't stop the horse for her, as if he didn't see her, as if he didn't know her in front of everyone, he rode past her, and the whole convoy passed by her side like this.
He was afraid, afraid that if he stopped, she would beg him to repent of his marriage, and that he would waver. He was afraid, afraid that if he stopped her and came up to say hello, then he would want to draw his sword and stab himself in the heart, and the pain would be too cruel.
Yu Zichen stepped forward to take Qingrang, who was stunned, and protected her under the cloak, he knew that her strength had persisted to the end, but he didn't expect her to murmur like this: "It turns out that Seventh Brother, you have a hard time, I understand, you will avoid me like this every time you have something unspeakable." ”
Yu Zichen wanted to call her stupid, but her next words made him speechless.
"But this is the last time, the last time I let you be unspeakable, because I admit that I lost to you, from now on I want to live stingyly, only be your favorite sister, no longer be a woman who expects you to love."
There are no stupid women in this world, only women who are still in love, but once they decide not to love, women are smarter than anyone else, and they know how to think about themselves better than anyone else.