Now I was in a very bad mood, and I never thought that I would suddenly see a smiling face behind me, so I was startled.

But when I calmed down and looked at the familiar people in front of me, I slowly reacted, so I was not as nervous as before.

I patted my chest as much as I could, looked the people standing behind me up and down, and then slowly spoke, "Lin Xiangtian, didn't you go back to the company, why are you here?" Do you know you're going to scare me to death! ”

Lin Xiangtian had an embarrassed smile on his face, perhaps because my attitude had changed, so Lin Xiangtian did not have the awkward atmosphere when he met me before.

He watched me slowly become calmer, and then explained to me, "I thought about it for a while, it will be noon in the waiting, and you and Qin Han shouldn't have eaten yet, so you haven't gone to the company for the time being." ”

"The two of us haven't seen each other for a month, and even if it's at least unpleasant, it's time to get rid of our anger and go to lunch together."

Lin Xiangtian said happily to me, and it was not difficult for me to feel that he was motivated by good intentions, and the most important thing was probably that he wanted to apologize to me for what happened before.

If it were on a weekday, I'm afraid I'd say yes in one bite.

Although there was indeed some unhappiness between the two of us before, just like Lin Xiangtian said, it has been so long, and my anger should have subsided.

In fact, if it weren't for worrying about Lin Xiangtian's mood, I wouldn't have cared a long time ago.

But I can go out with Lin Xiangtian to have this lunch at any time, but I'm afraid not today.

The news I just got from Mr. Lin makes me unable to eat anything now, I just want to find a place to rest for a while, and I don't want to do anything anymore.

So in the face of Lin Xiangtian's invitation now, I could only shake my head, thinking about how to refuse him.

But before I could say anything, Lin Xiangtian may have seen from the embarrassed look on my face that I didn't want to have lunch with him.

The original smile on my face disappeared and was replaced by a deep sadness, a pair of inky eyes looking at me, and I was drowning in a hurt look.

"Xiao Ci, if you are a little inconvenient today, then forget it, let's make an appointment another day." Lin Xiangtian didn't wait for my answer, he had already opened his mouth to himself, "Anyway, I'm used to eating lunch alone, it's not a big deal." ”

I really don't know if Lin Xiangtian knows it, the more he says this, the more I feel sorry in my heart, and I hurriedly shook my head at him.

"It's okay, I can go to lunch with you. I'm just a little tired, and after lunch, I can't go anywhere else with you, I want to rest for a while. ”

After getting my consent, the sadness on Lin Xiangtian's original face immediately disappeared, and was replaced by a happy expression, he nodded at me, and did not want to embarrass me.

When I just wanted to tell Lin Xiangtian to leave quickly, I suddenly remembered that in addition to Lin Xiangtian, there was a more important person by my side, and I actually forgot him because I was sad for a while.

So I turned around and looked at Qin Han beside me, with an inquiry about him in my eyes, wondering if he would like to go to lunch with me and Lin Xiangtian.

Qin Han knew that I didn't want to make a noise about this question in front of Lin Xiangtian, so when I looked at him, he only nodded slightly and responded to my question.

The whole movement was smooth, and even Lin Xiangtian, who was walking beside me, didn't notice that a decision had just been made between the two of us.

So the three of them went to the restaurant, because they were all people I knew, and I knew that Lin Xiangtian didn't care much about what happened before, so he wasn't so restrained.

Although it still tastes like chewing wax, but because of Lin Xiangtian's appearance, my mood is a little better, but what his father said is still firmly occupied in my mind and difficult to shake away.

Just as I was eating my own food in a daze, Lin Xiangtian next to me suddenly opened his mouth to me, and before that, he stretched out his hand and shook it in front of me.

It was only after Lin Xiangtian's action that I reacted and turned my gaze to Lin Xiangtian, "Xiao Ci, what are you thinking?" I've called you a few times, but you haven't responded, do I have something on my mind? ”

"Oh no, I just didn't hear it...... Did you just tell me something? ”

I shook my head at Lin Xiangtian weakly, I didn't plan to tell him about his father's acquaintance with my father, otherwise he would definitely have a strong sense of guilt, which is not what I wanted to see.

Lin Xiangtian's question was denied by me, but it was not difficult to see from his frowning brows that he was obviously still very concerned about this matter and didn't ask again.

"I'm just wondering, do you remember what you said to me a month ago?" Lin Xiangtian's eyes were cautious and cautious, and it was obvious that he was afraid of getting an answer that did not match his heart.

If it were normal times, I would definitely rack my brains to come up with the most reasonable explanation, at least so that Lin Xiangtian would not be harmed.

But now I don't have any ability to use my brain except to tell the truth, or to lie.

So I just had the opportunity to bow my head helplessly, and I didn't even dare to look into Lin Xiangtian's eyes, and opened my mouth to him very apologetically.

"Of course I remember. I'm sorry I said that to you a month ago, I was really angry and wronged, that's why I did that, and I will never ...... again."

"It's not a small matter, I don't want to accuse you of doing too much a month ago, I just want to tell you that I have figured out a lot of things this month."

Seeing that the hard-won dinner had suddenly turned into my own self-blame meeting, Lin Xiangtian hurriedly interrupted me and began to explain to me.

"Don't talk about you at the time, I was the most impulsive one, otherwise I wouldn't have done something so scared of you. It's just that this month, I've thought a lot of things through here, and some things are really wrong for me, which I have to admit. ”

"You're right, we've been friends since the beginning, so we'll only be friends from now on, and there will be no other ...... other than the relationship of friends."

Lin Xiangtian explained to me one by one, what he had been thinking in his heart these days, but I don't know why, the more I listened to him say this, the more sad I felt in my heart, as if I had caused all this.

Today, after knowing what happened to my father, this has accumulated a lot of negative pressure in my heart, and now let Lin Xiangtian say this, his emotions are like a flood, galloping thousands of miles.

In order not to let Lin Xiangtian find out that I am different, I can only choose to lower my head and sob, trying not to show any abnormality.

But Lin Xiangtian knew me so well, the moment I lowered my head, he knew that I must have something on my mind, so not to mention, the scene where he suddenly saw me crying also made him feel at a loss.

In desperation, Lin Xiangtian could only stop temporarily, I heard him want to talk and stop wanting to ask me what was wrong, but in the end he gave up and asked Xiang Qin Han instead.

"What's wrong with this? Was there anything wrong with what I said, why did she cry all of a sudden? ”

"It's not your fault, she's been in a mood swing since she was discharged from the hospital, and it often happens. Just let her be quiet for a while, you don't have to comfort her. ”

I didn't expect Qin Han to answer Lin Xiangtian on my behalf, but I have to say that the excuse he used was indeed satisfactory to me. Now I don't need anyone's comfort, I just want to cry for a while, vent my emotions, that's all.

But in the face of my crying, Lin Xiangtian still seemed a little at a loss, he seemed to still want to comfort me, but he was a little worried about Qin Han's words, so he could only confirm with Qin Han again.

This time, Lin Xiangtian's voice was not loud, but he forgot, I was sitting next to him, and Qin Han was still sitting opposite him, how could I not hear what he was saying?

"Qin Han, are you sure we don't need to comfort Xiao Ci? But she cried very sadly, isn't it a little too cruel to do this? ”

Facing Lin Xiangtian's questioning, Qin Han just sighed helplessly, "If you are willing to believe me, just sit here and eat your own things." If you don't want to believe it, you can try it yourself, the choice is yours, not me. ”

Hearing that Qin Han's attitude was already so resolute, Lin Xiangtian had no choice but to shut up. But I could feel his gaze on me and never leave, because he was still worried about me.

In fact, the way the two of them get along like this, it really surprised me, obviously they almost fought before, but now they can talk normally.

Sometimes men and women are really not the same at all, just like Qin Han and Lin Xiangtian, even if there was a conflict before, they can still sit opposite each other and eat.

And Fang Xiao and I, even after sitting together and having dinner, have talked openly to each other, but we still can't become friends.

After only about five minutes of crying, I was much better than before, so I wiped the tears from my face, picked up the knife and fork at hand again, and began to eat.

Yu Guang saw Lin Xiangtian's face with an unbelievable expression, he looked me up and down, and then opened his mouth in surprise, "This...... Is it so fast? ”

"Xiao Ci, if you still feel uncomfortable, just cry all at once, Qin Han and I are by your side, and no one can bully you."

Lin Xiangtian said at least one sentence correctly, I still feel uncomfortable in my heart, but it is not because of him, but because of my father.

I can't tell Lin Xiangtian about these things, and I don't want to continue to infect the two of them with bad emotions.

After all, the three of us should be happy to come out for dinner, and I can't cry all the time.

So in the face of Lin Xiangtian's inquiry, I had to grit my teeth and pretend not to care, "It's okay, I'm already fine." Just now...... I just can't contain my emotions. ”