Chapter 170: Heart Death
As soon as Changge arrived at the gate of the Zhuangyuan Mansion, he was stopped by the servants.
"Who?"
"I want to find Lin Zhuangyuan, can you please help me bring a message."
"Who are you, you? Do you think everyone has seen the champion? ”
Changge took out a silver ingot and handed it to the servant: "Please go and tell Lin Zhuangyuan that a person named Lin Changge is looking for him." ”
When the servant saw the silver, he relented and said, "Okay, you can wait here." ”
Changge waited in front of the door with Xingsheng in her arms, but for some reason, she was a little nervous in her heart, and she couldn't stop thinking nonsense.
If Lin Yanchen still wants their mother and son, does she want to stay, even if it is to be his concubine......
Changge was taken aback by this thought, when did he become so unproductive?
However, I really didn't want to leave him, I hadn't seen Lin Yanchen for so many days, and Changge clearly realized how much he liked him, and he had never liked him......
In the study, Lin Yanchen had just had a dispute with Bai Tan that was not a dispute, because since the two got married, Lin Yanchen had never touched Bai Tan.
At first, Bai Tan thought that Lin Yanchen had just forgotten Lin Changge, and he was a little uncomfortable for a while, but after so many days, Bai Tan found that Lin Yanchen had no intention of adapting at all. No matter how much he tried to please him, he was still cold to himself. I slept in the study every day and didn't say anything, and I wouldn't even say a word to her.
Today, she personally made snacks and sent them to the study, and seeing that he was still looking at the political affairs in charge of the Hanlin Academy, she stepped forward and said with some flattery: Husband, you are busy with political affairs every day, don't get tired. ”
Lin Yanchen ignored her, and Bai Tan said again: "The husband is really a self-motivated, being a six-grade official really buries the talent of the husband, I will go back to the palace another day to talk to the imperial brother and promote your official position." ”
"Not necessarily. It's okay, you go out first. ”
Bai Tan: "......"
"Can you come to sleep in your room tonight?"
"I sleep in the study."
Bai Tan couldn't help it: "It's been so long, hasn't your husband gotten used to it?" How long are you going to sleep in a separate room like this with me?! ”
Lin Yanchen didn't answer, still looking down at the file with a cold face.
Recently, there was a famine in the northwest region, because the treasury was empty, the general of the protector of the country did not provide disaster relief on the grounds of raising troops, the emperor actually approved, sent troops to trap those refugees, and let those refugees fend for themselves, Lin Yanchen is thinking about how to let Bai Yu take back his life.
In recent years, the border countries have been on the move, and the money in the treasury should indeed be placed on raising soldiers, even if he is not sure to persuade Bai Yu, but he must always try.
Seeing Lin Yanchen like this, Bai Tan's eyes were slightly red and said, "Do you have to be so indifferent to me?" ”
Lin Yanchen finally had a clue, but was interrupted by Bai Tan, and frowned slightly: "My personality has always been like this, don't come in casually when I am in the study in the future!" ”
Bai Tan: "......"
She endured her grievances and said, "Okay, since my husband doesn't like it, I won't come in in the future." ”
Bai Tan walked out of the study, took a deep breath, and told himself that he couldn't be anxious, and happened to bump into someone who was about to enter the study, Bai Tan stopped him and said: "My lord is busy with state affairs, so you can't go in and disturb me, tell me anything in advance." ”
"Mrs. Hui, there is a woman named Lin Changge outside who wants to see your adult."
Bai Tan: "......"
Hehe, Lin Changge, you are really ghostly.
Bai Tan thought for a while and said, "Let her wait, and take him to my bedroom with about three sticks of incense." ”
"Yes."
Bai Tan ordered his maid to dig out some sweat medicine, and brought her henchmen to hide in the dark to prepare for death.
Bai Tan mixed the sweat medicine into the wine, prepared two more side dishes, and returned to the study in person.
Lin Yanchen looked at her coldly, Bai Tan pretended not to see it, and said with a wry smile: "Which couple is like you and me, I know that my husband is worried about state affairs, and I will go back to the palace in a few days to find a way to intercede with the imperial brother for those refugees." ”
Lin Yanchen was stunned when he heard this: "Are you serious? ”
With Bai Yu's love for Bai Tan, Bai Tan is a clever person, and her appearance may really make Bai Yu feel relieved. Thinking of this, Lin Yanchen rarely gave Bai Tan some good looks and said, "I'm sorry for you." ”
"So, would you like to come and have dinner with me?"
Lin Yanchen came to the table, Bai Tan poured a glass of wine and handed it to him, Lin Yanchen looked at the exquisite dishes in front of him, and unconsciously remembered the meals that Changge had made for him, although they were all home-cooked dishes, but he had more appetite than at the moment.
It's a pity that I can't eat it anymore.
Lin Yanchen drank all the wine in the cup, and poured a glass for himself, Bai Tan saw him drinking wine cup after glass, and breathed a sigh of relief, the sweat medicine was extremely effective, and Lin Yanchen fell asleep without a single stick of incense.
Bai Tan helped him to the bed, stripped him of his clothes, and after covering him with the quilt, he took off his own, leaving only his belly pocket and dirty pants.
Bai Tan thought about it, and pinched him a few more times, and several red marks suddenly appeared on his fair skin.
Changge waited outside the mansion for a long time with Xingsheng in his arms, and the next person said that Lin Yanchen was busy and asked her to go in later.
He really changed, no matter how busy Lin Yanchen was, he would try to find time to accompany him, but now, he didn't even give the order to let him into the mansion first, so he let her wait here......
After a long time, the time for the next person to count the three sticks of incense had arrived, and he said to Changge: "My lord should be busy, you and I should come in!" ”
Changge immediately walked in, and the servant took Changge to the bedroom according to Bai Tan's words: "My lord is inside, you can knock on the door yourself." ”
After the servant left, Changge took a deep breath and stepped forward and knocked on the door. At this moment, she was very nervous, what would Lin Yanchen say to her when she saw her? Will she care about herself as gently as before, and ask her how she has spent all this time?
The footsteps in the bedroom gradually became clearer, and Changge held his breath, holding Xingsheng's hand unconsciously tightened.
The one who opened the door was Bai Tan, Bai Tan's long hair was scattered, and he was only wearing a plain white gauze robe, and he could clearly see the lotus-colored belly pocket and the ambiguous red marks on his body.
Bai Tan looked at Changge in surprise and said, "Why are you here." ”
"I'm looking for Lin Yanchen."
"My husband...... I'm afraid it's inconvenient to see you now. ”
"Your husband?" Changge sneered: "I remember that Lin Yanchen didn't write me a letter of resignation, you get out of the way for me!" ”
Bai Tan didn't insist, and walked in with a long song on his side.
When Changge came to the bedroom, he saw Lin Yanchen* dressed, sleeping soundly, the sheets were extremely messy, and Lin Yanchen and Bai Tan's clothes were scattered all over the ground.
Changge felt that the last wall in her heart had collapsed, and with the last bit of hope in her heart, it was shattered into ashes.
Changge didn't know how she got out of the bedroom, and before she could come back to her senses, she suffered a heavy blow to the back of the head, and Changge's eyes went black and she fainted.
Several men came over and said, "Madam, what next?" ”
Bai Tan wanted to say that he would kill her, but when he thought of the affection between the two in his previous life, he couldn't bear it.
Meng Changning, Meng Changning, if you hadn't robbed the love of my heart, why would I treat you like this? ?
Bai Tan said: "Now that there is a famine in the northwest region, the imperial brother will surround it, and the victims inside are only allowed to enter and not leave, so send their mother and son there." ”
I heard that the quality of the people in the northwest is not high, but now it has suffered from this natural disaster, diseases are rampant, there is no clothing and food, there has been civil strife, and there has been a phenomenon of cannibalism, which is also a reason why the imperial brother is unwilling to provide disaster relief, a group of barbarian-like guys, there is no need to waste the silver in the treasury.
Changge's mother and son went there, if they could still survive by luck, then she would admit it.
Bai Tan returned to the room, thought about it, took a knife and cut a hole in his finger, rubbing the blood on the sheets.
……
Changge, who was in a coma, was tied up in a carriage by Wuhua and taken all the way to the northwest.
The next day, Changge woke up, she was tied and couldn't move, but she didn't struggle, remembering what she saw last night, her heart was like a knife.
Changge asked the man driving the carriage outside, "Where are we going?" ”
"You don't care about that! Go where you need to go! ”
Where should she go? She didn't know where she was going now, but since Bai Tan didn't kill her, it meant that she just wanted to send herself away.
No matter what, I am the same everywhere now.
In the Champion Mansion, Lin Yanchen, who was hungover, woke up and was shocked to see the scene in front of him, "This ......"
Bai Tan got up lazily, leaned into Lin Yanchen's arms and said, "Husband, you and I have finally become a real husband and wife." ”
Lin Yanchen's whole body froze, forgetting to push away the white sandalwood that was tired of his body, his heart was filled with remorse and self-blame, and his slender ten fingers were inserted into his hair. There was a little pain in his expression.
Long Song ...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry......
I'm sorry......
Changge sat in the carriage for seven or eight days, but fortunately, the person driving the car would not embarrass her, and the water and food were also sufficient, and she found an inn to settle down halfway, and the person also allowed Changge to buy diapers for Xingsheng or something.
The only bad thing is that the person looks at her very strictly, even if she lives in the guest house, she can't find a chance to escape, but fortunately, Changge's desire to escape is not so strong.
After arriving at his destination, the man showed Bai Tan's token and sent Changge to the area where the refugees were.
"The place has arrived!"
Changge hugged Xing and gave birth to the carriage, shocked by the scene in front of him.
Within a radius of 100 miles, the barren grass was overgrown, the houses were dilapidated, and there were many people in tattered clothes who were skinny, desperately scraping the bark of grass roots and trees, and even some people turned out a worm in the crack of the stone, and sent it into their mouths frantically.
Changge looked at it with a burst of disgust: "What kind of place is this?" ”
"Northwest."
"I don't want to be here!" Changge picked up Xingsheng and was about to leave, but was stopped by the officers and soldiers, and the person who sent her showed his waist card and left easily.
Changge turned around and looked at this barren and barren place, there were stout men who grabbed women on the street and tried to misbehave, and there were also people who scolded each other, lying on the side of the road sickly, and they didn't know whether they were alive or dead.
Changge tried to keep herself calm, she knew that she was afraid that she would have to live in this kind of place with Xingsheng next, so whether she could leave or not, she would still find a way to survive first...... Only by staying alive can there be hope of leaving here!
Changge is now dead, but in order to survive, she must also work hard to live!