Chapter 236: Study Well for You
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Lin Momo didn't know where to go alone, and now she couldn't go back to the base, she just wanted to find a friend to comfort and comfort her pain of falling out of love, so she took out her mobile phone, and her first reaction was to call Bai Qingqing, but she remembered that now Ye Sen was here with Bai Qingqing, and the two of them definitely didn't want her to bother, so they called He Xinyuan.
"Hey, Momo, what's wrong?" He Xinyuan also paid attention to the game in the morning, they lost, thinking that Lin Momo should be in a bad mood at this time, or was being criticized, but she didn't expect her to call her.
"I'm out of love, can I go to your place for one night?" When she spoke, she didn't expect her voice to be so hoarse.
He Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, and immediately asked, "Where are you now?" I'll pick you up. โ
After Lin Momo ran out of the hotel just now, she had been walking indiscriminately without direction, and before she knew it, she walked to a strange place, she looked at the surrounding environment, and hesitated: "I...... I don't know...... I'll take a taxi to you. โ
"No, it's going to get dark soon, and it's not safe for you to take a taxi alone at this time. Turn on your phone, send me the location, and I'll be there right away. โ
Lin Momo answered, hung up the phone, clicked on her chat box, and sent a location.
He Xinyuan replied: "Received, it will be there in about twenty minutes, wait for me." โ
Lin Momo went to a coffee shop next to him and waited for her.
Sure enough, He Xinyuan arrived within twenty minutes, and she saw Lin Momo sitting alone in her position, so she took the initiative to hug her and patted her on the back. Lin Momo was fine when he was alone just now, but now when he sees her coming, his eyes are red and he can't help but want to cry.
He Xinyuan hurriedly comforted softly: "Don't cry, don't cry, come home with me." โ
"Hmm." Lin Momo nodded and got into He Xinyuan's car.
In fact, until now, she is in a trance...... Why did you break up with Lu Zhi like this? How...... Why did you get into He Xinyuan's car again after just knowing each other for a long time?
Lin Momo sat in the back, looking at He Xinyuan's calm face through the inner rearview mirror of the car, she knew why she was looking for her. Because, she thinks that He Xinyuan, a person with a cheerful personality and who has experienced strong winds and waves, should teach her how to deal with it...... Let's break up for the first time in my life.
Although the sadness in her heart made others see how humiliating it was, she still wanted to share it with someone, whoever it was, comforting her or waking her up.
Lu Zhi stared at Lin Momo on the street corner for a long time, and saw her get into He Xinyuan's car. He originally wanted to catch up and bring Lin Momo back, because she always felt that although He Xinyuan was a girl, it always made him uncomfortable. But you can take two steps and feel ...... Anyway, she is a girl, and she won't do anything to Lin Momo. And it seems that the beginning of Lin Momo's quarrel with her today was because she didn't let her associate with He Xinyuan.
The little thing is having a temper tantrum today, so let her go. He also had to find time to solve these public opinion problems on the Internet with Ran Yu.
However, if Lu Zhi knew that He Xinyuan was bisexual, he would not let Lin Momo go with her.
When he arrived at He Xinyuan's house, he turned on the light, and the black-and-white cold-toned decoration made Lin Momo calm down a lot in an instant.
He Xinyuan poured her a glass of pure milk. He Xinyuan herself doesn't drink pure milk, she brought it back from Bai Lin Momo yesterday, thinking about giving it to Lin Momo the next morning, she always felt that Lin Momo had a good smell of milk, but it was not a specific fragrance, it was her temperament that caused He Xinyuan to hallucinate.
Even if she knew that it was an illusion, even if she knew that Lin Momo didn't necessarily like to drink pure milk, she still bought it. Lin Momo was in too much of a hurry to drink this morning, but now it's just right.
"Thank you." Lin Momo took the glass of milk.
"Why did you break up?" He Xinyuan asked.
"I'm not worthy of him......" Lin Momo's heart was in a panic, and before he could start talking a lot, he couldn't control his crying.
"Don't cry, don't cry, even if you really break up, it's not a big deal." He Xinyuan smiled and comforted her, seeing that it didn't work, she thought for a while, and lifted her sleeve to show her, "Look." โ
Lin Momo looked in the direction she pointed, and on her wrist, there was a rose tattooed, and under the rose, there was a hideous scar.
"I cut my wrists."
Lin Momo opened his mouth and couldn't speak for a long time...... She thought that the scene of cutting her wrists would only be found in out-of-gas bitter dramas......
"Haha, it was cut for my first love when I was in junior high school." He Xinyuan shrugged her shoulders, "My first love was the top student in the class, I have always had a good impression of the top student, I was chasing him at the beginning, and he quickly took the bait." One day he called me to his house for tuition, and then I dedicated myself to love. Haha, I didn't expect it, do you also think that the top students are good children who study with their heads bored, so you think that I took the initiative that time? Not really, I really went to him that day with the mentality of going to him, and he forced me. But I didn't care at the time, because I loved him. โ
"And then?" Lin Momo stared at the scar and asked.
Later, he told his friends about me, that I was stupid, that he himself would not waste his feelings on people like me, that I was just a tool for him to vent his desires. He also said that I was a slut...... For the first time, my heart was broken. I drank a lot of wine that day, and when I cut the first incision, I didn't feel any pain, only the cold under the skin, and there was no bleeding from the first incarnation. When the second cut is made, the skin is reversed, and the blood gradually gushes out, and then the third and fourth cuts...... I kept hurting myself that night, I bled a lot, I thought I was going to die, I wouldn't wake up the next day, everything was over, it was all over, it was going to be a hundred times......"
Lin Momo didn't continue to ask. She studied medicine, and knew that cutting her wrists to commit suicide was just asking for pain, and the blood vessels in her arms were not like the major arteries in the neck, even if the blood was cut, it would clot on its own, and ordinary people would not die. It will only leave a hideous scar, reminding the person who attempted suicide of the unbearable and humiliating past.
"First love is like this, what can people do...... By the way, you and Lu Zhi are also in love for the first time, right? He Xinyuan asked her.
Lin Momo nodded.
That is, the first love is always easy to suffer from gains and losses, and think about it...... When you have enough experience in love, you will feel that what is not worthy of others, what is the size of the gap, it is not that important, and it is the most important thing to be able to come together in the end. โ
โ...... Is it? โ
"Yes, and in my experience, once someone like you is in love, it's easy to get to the end."
Lin Momo lowered his head: "Actually, I have had a crush on many people before, but they were all driven away by my brother......"
"Haha, a crush is not the same as being in love. Crush is sweet and bitter, and love is both sweet and bitter. The taste of love is much richer. โ
"Okay......" Lin Momo took a sip of milk, feeling much calmer now, and a little faintly regretful...... She really loves Lu Zhi, when she read that article, she was scared silly by the insults of those strange netizens below, and was scolded by a few comments on the top, most of them were saying that she was not worthy of Lu Zhi, she was really uncomfortable, so she said those words......
"So, what was the reason why you really broke up with Lu Zhi?"
"That's it...... It's just that I saw millions of netizens scolding me, saying that I was completely unworthy of him......" Lin Momo told He Xinyuan about the post he saw in the afternoon.
He Xinyuan laughed: "It turns out that it's because of this, not the two of you yourself, then you will definitely reconcile." Besides, what do you care about the trolls on the Internet? I was scolded like that, didn't I survive? But you should live with me honestly tonight, and leave it to Lu Zhi to solve this problem tonight. โ
After He Xinyuan said this, she was also stunned...... Didn't she promise Fang Lifeng to let his baby brother chase Lin Momo? How can you think about her relationship with Lu Zhi now......
Forget it, now, she only hopes that Lin Momo can be well.
Lin Momo didn't speak, she was a little entangled now, and she didn't know whether she should take the initiative to apologize.
"Let's take a shower and go to bed." He Xinyuan said to her.
"Hmm." Lin Momo responded, went over to take a bath, and after taking a bath, He Xinyuan asked her to go to the bedroom first.
When Lin Momo came last night, she was drunk, and she got up in a hurry in the morning and took a closer look at her bedroom, but now she looks at the whole bedroom in a cold black and white style like the outside, clean and tidy, and spotless. There is also a desk with a few books on the desk, all of which are high school courses that have not yet been opened.
After a while, He Xinyuan also came in, she was wearing suspender pajamas, and the tattoos under her clothes were visible, Lin Momo opened her mouth in surprise, because He Xinyuan basically didn't have any original skin on her body.....
"What, scared by me?" He Xinyuan was so surprised to see Lin Momo, and asked her with a smile.
Lin Momo realized that she was not polite like this, so she quickly withdrew her gaze, and changed the topic awkwardly, she pointed to the book on the desk and asked her, "Are you reading high school books?" โ
He Xinyuan nodded: "Yes, I want to go to university." โ
"Why? Are you running out of money right now? โ
He Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't understand why Lin Momo asked this. Lin Momo also found out, and quickly explained: "Do you want to go to college to get a diploma and find a good job?" โ
He Xinyuan smiled and shook her head: "I have been mixed in society for so many years, and I have seen too many people with diplomas and no strength, and I have never thought of using my academic qualifications as a stepping stone to find a job." Actually, these books are all newly bought by myself, and it was only after I met you that I wanted to read more books to improve myself...... I also want to become a high-quality person like you, and I can have more common topics with you in the future. โ
Lin Momo didn't dare to answer..... If you talk about high school, she can be regarded as a high-quality student, but now she is a complete scumbag......
"By the way, Momo, can you help me make up for the class? I want to take the adult college entrance examination and get into your school, but I basically didn't go to high school, and now these are too difficult for me. โ
Lin Momo looked at her in a daze and asked, "You want to study hard because of me?" โ
He Xinyuan nodded: "Yes, I want to be like you." โ
...... It turns out that she can also positively influence others, and it turns out that she will become such an important person. So many people scolded her, despised her, and doubted her, but she was still able to influence a person positively.
It seems that I have to work hard to become a person who can make others want to be. Lin Momo thought in his heart, and immediately nodded and said, "Okay, I will take time to tutor you every day in the future." โ