In the noisy train station, the exit of the station with people coming and going, the surrounding passengers are constantly coming in and out. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Lu Zhanyan felt that for such a moment, it seemed that there were only two of them left in the entire train station. Everything around was empty, and nothing could be heard. He also held her hand, it was a long-lost temperature, it was still cold, but it made her heart beat vigorously.

Who was calling her, Lu Zhanyan couldn't hear it.

"Senior sister! Do you want to carpool together? Not far away, Su Nan walked more than ten meters away with a trolley suitcase, and when she turned around and saw Lu Zhanyan fixed in place, she shouted.

Suddenly, a tall figure was covered in front of him, but it was Xiao Mobai who was smiling.

"I happen to be alone and can carpool with you." Xiao Mobai said, snatched the trolley box in her hand, and dragged it away.

"Huh? How do you take my stuff? Stop! Su Nan was in trouble, and when she looked back, Lu Zhanyan and Qin Shijin were about to say something, but she immediately woke up and stopped bothering. Turned around and strode towards Xiao Mobai's departing figure, and roared angrily, "You bastard, give me back my luggage!" I don't carpool with you! ”

It wasn't until someone passing by bumped Lu Zhanyan's shoulder that she came back to her senses.

"What did you say?" Lu Zhanyan asked.

"Let's go to Germany together." Qin Shijin's eyes were very deep, and he said again.

Germany, Berlin, that distant city.

The city where he now lives and works is far away from an ocean, half a world away, and the city where he is.

"Why?" Lu Zhanyan asked rhetorically.

"Since you don't go back to Zhongzheng, then go to Germany." Qin Shijin's attitude was not a joke, he was very serious.

Lu Zhanyan was playful, "In what capacity?" ”

"Secretary." Qin Shijin Road.

Stay with him as a secretary? He thought he would be able to hide his eyes and ears from others? Lu Zhanyan smiled faintly and said softly, "I'm not interested." ”

"Lu Zhanyan!" Qin Shijin was a little annoyed, but it was because he couldn't handle her. In his world, there is no such girl who would make him such a dilemma.

"Qin Shijin, your proposal is very exciting, but unfortunately I'm really not interested. My ambitions are not that big, and it would be nice to live a stable life. I don't know German either, so the language is a problem for me. And, I don't want to go. Lu Zhanyan's words were very pertinent and equally resolute.

Qin Shijin's eyebrows furrowed, staring at her, "You don't have to reject me now, I won't leave until three days later." ”

"I don't need to think about it anymore at all, because it's not necessary." Some invitations that do not need to hesitate do not need to be considered, just like some unnecessary insistence, do not cling to them.

"You have to be so tough?"

Lu Zhanyan smiled, "Qin Shijin, why are you doing this, in this world, there are so many women, you will definitely not be lacking, is it necessary for you to stare at me like this?" ”

Qin Shijin's pupils shrank, and her figure was also tight, as if she couldn't go into her eyes. He jerked his hand away, shaking her hand away.

"I want to!" He said abruptly, but the look in his eyes seemed as if it was all her fault.

Lu Zhanyan was stunned, and his heart was stunned for a while.

"I ask you one last time, will you go?"

"No, no."

"Okay, whatever you want!"

Dropping such a sentence, Qin Shijin turned around and walked without looking back.

Lu Zhanyan was stunned in place, looking at his figure that was gradually moving away. She clenched her fists lightly, restraining her pace and not allowing herself to follow him.

Then, she turned around and left in the opposite direction.

※※※

After returning from the ancient city, Lu Zhanyan went back to her aunt's house, and her luggage was still there. The school hasn't opened yet, so Lu Xiaojie is also there. Seeing that she was back, he hurriedly asked for a gift, and Lu Zhanyan gave her the silver bracelet she bought in the ancient city. As for Aunt Xiao Hong, she chose a set of printed plain blue dinner cloths.

Lying on the bed at night, Lu Zhanyan was still very upset.

Su Nan's phone came in and asked if she was home.

Lu Zhanyan said, "I've already arrived home." ”

Actually, I'm sorry, so many things happened last night, Lu Zhanyan said again, "Senior sister, I'm really sorry, they came over suddenly." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, thank them, if it weren't for them, we would be miserable at the bar. Moreover, they also helped us carry our luggage later. Su Nan said with a smile on the other end, and couldn't help but ask, "Senior sister, can I ask you a question?" ”

"Ask whatever you want." Lu Zhanyan probably guessed it.

Su Nan said, "That Mr. Qin, he is Senior Sister's boyfriend." ”

almost in a positive tone, even if Su Nan was half a beat slow to react, he could guess it.

Lu Zhanyan has never talked to anyone about this relationship, she only feels that it is a relationship that she can't even tell herself, and she can't even understand what he sees her. After a moment of silence, she said lightly, "I don't even know myself, I didn't count it before." But to be sure, he's not now. ”

"Why?" Su Nan asked again.

Lu Zhanyan's mood was very upset, and those emotions couldn't be expressed, and in this night, she found someone to talk to, she felt very relaxed, looked at the ceiling and said a little abruptly, "He never admitted that I was his girlfriend." ”

"How so? When two people are together, they will definitely introduce it to their friends! Su Nan also expressed confusion and thought, "Either he is very withdrawn, or he doesn't have many friends!" ”

Withdrawn? That's in line with that!

As for whether there are many friends, Lu Zhanyan didn't think about it, the Qin family, friends, and fiancées...... Too many contradictions, too many problems, are mixed between them.

"Perhaps." Lu Zhanyan closed his eyes and said in a low voice.

"Then he went to the ancient city to find you, did he want to reconcile with his senior sister?"

If it was just a quarrel, it would still be possible to reconcile, and now they are not quarreling at all, Qin Shijin, he will never understand, what he gave her is a situation that cannot be accommodated.

Lu Zhanyan said gloomily, "We can't reconcile." ”

Su Nan was bored for a while, and then said, "Senior sister, in fact, I think that Mr. Qin is not bad......

"You just carried a bag for you, and you defected?" Lu Zhanyan quipped.

"I'm not a mutiny."

"What's that?"

"I just think that a man wouldn't come to you like this if he didn't really like you. Moreover, he is not bad looking, and he must be liked by many women, if this is not the case, why does he have to come to you? Su Nan's words made Lu Zhanyan's heart messy.

Lu Zhanyan was so dazed that Su Nan asked again, "Senior sister, do you still like him?" ”

Like him?

Does she like him?

This answer has never been spoken, but there is no doubt about it.

"What if you like that?" Lu Zhanyan's voice was also stunned, "He...... He is someone else's fiancé. ”

"Huh?" Su Nan screamed in surprise, as if he was extremely stunned, "He's someone else's fiancé?" Then why is he still ......?"

This is also the question that Lu Zhanyan is puzzled about, he has long known that it is impossible, why is he so entangled.

His words jumped out of my mind again &mda;&mda; Let's go to Germany.

There is no need, and going will only be more embarrassing.

Lu Zhanyan asked rhetorically, "So, Su Nan, will you be with someone else's fiancé?" ”

Su Nan was silent, and after a long time, she said, "No, even if I like this person again." ”

Yes, so, neither will she.

Even if I like you, even if I like you, but I won't.

&mda;

That night, a cold snap hit the port city, and it snowed in winter.

It was a belated late snowfall, and it didn't even have time to snow during the Chinese New Year.

But in the middle of the night after the New Year, it rained so loudly.

It snowed heavily overnight, and the next day it was beautiful.

The children of the neighborhood all ran out to play, and the laughter kept ringing.

Lu Xiaojie also played crazy, holding the snow and throwing snowballs to play.

Lu Zhanyan also walked out of the house and watched the children playing.

The big boy, holding the girl's hand and walking in the snow, reminded her of her childhood.

Port City has always had little snow, unlike Los Angeles, which is covered with heavy snow every winter. On those snowy days, Lu Zhanyan liked to go out to play the most. Every time at this time, we have to pull Qin Shijin together. The reason is that she will fall when she walks alone, and she can't do it if she builds a snowman alone. In short, no matter what, it is to take him with you.

It's just that later, I didn't even leave to say goodbye.

At night, Lu Zhanyan lay on the bed and took out his mobile phone to look, but he involuntarily found his number, so he was stunned.

Tomorrow, tomorrow he's leaving.

This time, he probably won't say goodbye to her again.

I don't know when I'll see you again, maybe never again.

Lu Zhanyan thought a little distractedly, but the phone suddenly lit up, the number began to beat, and the phone came in like this.

She hurried up and instinctively picked it up quickly.

He asked, "Did you sleep?" ”

“…… Something? She was even breathing fast.

"You go to the window now." But he said so.

Although Lu Zhanyan was suspicious, he really did it.

He added, "Pull the curtains open." ”

The night was very deep, it was snowing in the cold winter, but it was transparent outside, she stood in the room on the third floor, pulled the curtain in a corner, and saw him standing downstairs with a mobile phone. The moonlight shone with a smooth and clear light, and his hair seemed to be illuminated, covered with a soft layer, which was surprisingly beautiful.

Lu Zhanyan forgot to breathe, but he was surprised, why was he here?

Why did Qin Shijin appear downstairs?

Aren't you leaving?

Lu Zhanyan forgot to react for a while, only felt that this distance was very close, as if it was about to stick to the tip of his heart.

After a while, she moved her lips, "Why are you here?" ”

Qin Shijin said through his mobile phone, "Wear more clothes and come down, it's cold outside, I have something to say to you." ”

"If there's anything, let's talk about it on the phone." Lu Zhanyan is making a final struggle.

He hung up the phone and just stood downstairs looking at her.

In fact, he couldn't go down, but Lu Zhanyan couldn't help it.

How could he refuse to be like this, suddenly appearing downstairs in his house, as if returning to his childhood.

Xiao Hong and Lu Xiaojie had already fallen asleep, and when Lu Zhanyan went downstairs, his steps were very light. But there was a sense of excitement, as if he was doing something bad. The suburbs are not as cold as the urban areas, and the temperature is cooler at night. As soon as she stepped out of the house, the sudden cold air surrounded her, making her shiver.

Lu Zhanyan walked up to him, but Qin Shijin opened his mouth first, exhaling a large ball of white gas, "Let's go nearby." ”

As he spoke, he went forward, and Lu Zhanyan didn't squeak and followed him.

So one after the other, I have come a long way.

The two of them walked around like this, and then went back to the same place.

Lu Zhanyan asked impatiently, "Qin Shijin, what's the matter?" ”

Qin Shijin's eyes were fixed on her for a moment, and then he glanced at the snowman on the side of the road and asked, "You built it?" ”

Lu Zhanyan also followed his gaze and saw the snowman, which was built by Lu Xiaojie, although she also helped.

"When you build a snowman, you always like to leave your hat for the snowman. You say, the snowman is afraid of the cold. Qin Shijin said in a deep voice.

Lu Zhanyan was stunned, only to feel that the snowballs in front of him were blurred. The cold air intertwined, making her feel as if she had returned to her youth.

still remembers that year, when night fell, Qin Shijin found her in Jiexin Park.

That time it was Lu Zhanyan who lost his temper and ran away from home. The reason for running away from home, but now that I think about it, there is still a trace of sadness.

Lu Zhanyan, you don't have a mother, because your mother ran away!

You guys are talking nonsense! You're all talking nonsense!

Hahaha, no one wants a child! Lu Zhanyan is a child that no one wants!

No, I'm not, you're what no one wants!

……

When Qin Shijin found her, Lu Zhanyan was building a snowman. Pile on a big snowman, tall and big.

Leave your hat to the snowman.

Qin Shijin asked her why she put a hat on the snowman.

Lu Zhanyan said at the time: Snowmen are afraid of the cold.

Later, Lu Zhanyan said: Qin Shijin, my little pig is full, and it will be full soon, and when it is full, I will take you away. Go somewhere else, no one knows us, and never see those nasty people again.

She asked him at the time, Qin Shijin, would you like to go with me!

He didn't answer, he was always a cool and uncaring face.

Lu Zhanyan was obviously angry, and after holding the snow, he went to smash him: You can't go! Why don't you come with me!

At that time, when I was young, the feelings at that time were direct and calm, but now I think about it, it is also ridiculous.

Then Lu Zhanyan heard his voice, low, but clearly, "You really don't want to go with me?" ”

This time, Lu Zhanyan was silent, his position changed, and the scene changed, but they were still them, but they just grew up.

After staring for a long time, Lu Zhanyan spit out a word, "No." ”

No, she couldn't answer, she couldn't.

It seems that he has already expected this, and Qin Shijin is not obsessed.

He looked at the house, then looked at her and said, "If you don't go, you won't go, and it's up to you if you don't go back to Zhongzheng, but you are not allowed to leave Hong Kong City." If there's nothing to do, don't run around outside, and don't talk to strangers, now there are bad people outside. The weather is not warm yet, you are afraid of the cold and wear more ......"

He talked a lot endlessly, and Lu Zhanyan felt that he was a Tang monk in the Journey to the West, the same wordy. No, he is more wordy than Tang Seng. But she could endure it, and she heard it to the end. When he finished reciting, she finally replied, "I'm not a three-year-old child. ”

I want to refute it even more, I don't need him to care so much, but I just can't say it.

"Lu Zhanyan." Qin Shijin suddenly grabbed her arm and bowed his head and said, "You promise me not to leave the port city!" ”

Lu Zhanyan only felt a pain in his bones, and the pain was conveyed to his heart.

She didn't tell him that she didn't really like Port City, and that she had always wanted to go back to her own city.

However, at this moment, she had no way to refuse him.

"Yan Yan, promise me!" Qin Shijin stared at him and said, so persistent.

Lu Zhanyan just looked at him in a daze and didn't say a word.

After a long time, there was a stalemate, and there seemed to be no way, Qin Shijin gently hugged her and said, "Don't let other men touch you." ”

His breath approached, and Lu Zhanyan gently pushed him away, but as soon as she looked up, he kissed her. His breath then rushed in, his tongue wrapped around her and sucked, kissing her without strength, "If you don't agree, if you don't agree, I'll tie you up to Germany!" ”

She was about to speak, but he continued to kiss her. Every time she wanted to speak, he kissed her silently.

Lu Zhanyan felt that he was also crazy, otherwise how could he kiss him in the snow. Forget those principles that should be, and completely sink in this moment. After each of his inquiries, she nodded helplessly, not knowing what she was promised.

It wasn't until she was out of breath that she couldn't bear the load, and Qin Shijin let her go.

"Wait for me to come back in Port City, I'm leaving." Finally, he whispered.

Lu Zhanyan still didn't speak, she stood in place and couldn't say a word! Just watched him turn around, watched him walk away, watched his figure disappear, and she gradually fell silent.

He's gone.

The snow left his deep and shallow footprints.

However, many years later, it still lingers in her heart.

&mda;

Lu Zhanyan didn't know when Qin Shijin left, maybe it was early in the morning after that snowy night, or maybe it was a day after that, they didn't contact each other again. She didn't promise him anything, and refused his offer to go to Germany with her, but she didn't refuse his assurances to keep her waiting.

Lu Zhanyan didn't know if she was going to be stupid again, she was just at a loss and had no decision.

Or maybe she couldn't find an excuse to cling to it again.

"Why don't you have an appetite?" While eating, Xiao Hong saw Lu Zhanyan's wandering appearance and asked.

Lu Zhanyan suddenly came back to his senses and shook his head, "No." ”

"It's not your appetite, it's because you think the food I cook is not delicious?" Xiao Hong's face fell.

"Auntie, no, I'm just ......" Lu Zhanyan said silently, "I'm just thinking about work." ”

"Lu Zhanyan, why don't you go to work yet?" Speaking of work, Lu Xiaojie raised her head and interjected.

Xiao Hong also answered, "This annual leave has also passed, right?" Does your company have a particularly long vacation? ”

At the beginning, no one asked about Lu Zhanyan's work. Now that she has returned from her trip, it has been four or five days, and she has not yet gone to work, and there is some curiosity here.

Lu Zhanyan hadn't mentioned it to them yet, and at the dinner table, she whispered, "I resigned from the previous company." ”

"Aren't you working at Zhongzheng? Such a good company, you quit? Lu Xiaojie is a student of HKU, and of course she also knows the excellence of Zhongzheng.

Lu Zhanyan nodded, and didn't want to say more, "I plan to change the environment." ”

"Have you found a job? Or do you want to look for it again? Xiao Hong hesitated, and the fox asked, "Do you want to go back to Los Angeles?" ”

Lu Zhanyan was stunned and looked up at her.

Xiao Hong only thought that she had this plan, and hurriedly said, "What are you doing when you go back to Los Angeles alone?" There were no houses, no places to live, no people I knew......"

Xiao Hong said a bunch of things intermittently, and finally asked, "Don't go back!" If something happens there, how do you want me to explain it to your uncle? If you want him to die, you don't feel at ease? ”

Lu Xiaojie also said, "Lu Zhanyan, don't go back!" The development of Port City is better than that of Los Angeles! ”

The two looked at Lu Zhanyan in unison, waiting for her response.

Lu Zhanyan said, "I didn't say I wanted to go back, I plan to look for a job in the next two days." ”

"Looking for a job tomorrow, you will go back to the city tomorrow, you can't always stay here as big as you!" Xiao Hong immediately urged her.

"What's in a hurry, it's a holiday."

"What a vacation, find a job!"

The two quarreled again, but Lu Zhanyan smiled, as if she had found a reason to stay so that she could stay in the city.

※※※

Once he made a decision, Lu Zhanyan's movements became swift. After packing up and returning to the city, the roommate who lived with her had already returned, and I was very happy to see her.

Lu Zhanyan began to look for a job again, submitted several resumes, and started a new life.

The busy morning is the same as every day. She came to the station to take the bus, stood on the bus platform, and inadvertently looked sideways at the billboard.

It was a huge billboard.

It says in English &mda;&mda;

I&mda;believe

I&mda;believe&mda;there&mda;ill&mda;alays&mda;be&mda;a&mda;person&mda;aiting&mda;for&mda;me

Although&mda;I&mda;do&mda;not&mda;kno

ho&mda;is&mda;that&mda;man

here&mda;is&mda;the&mda;man

That&mda;person&mda;ill&mda;appear&mda;hen

But&mda;such&mda;a&mda;person&mda;because&mda;e&mda;kno&mda;that

That&mda;each&mda;day&mda;I&mda;feel&mda;very&mda;happy

……

Lu Zhanyan looked at these lines of English, and silently read in his heart: I believe, I believe that there is always someone waiting for me in this world. Although I don't know, who this person is, where this person is, when will this person appear. But because I know that there is such a person, I feel very happy every day.

Lu Zhanyan was suddenly silent, only to feel that the noise around him had turned into nothingness.

She also believes in this, believing that there is always someone waiting for her in this world.

Although it is not known, who he is, where he is, and when he will appear.

But because I believe that there is such a person, I should be happy every day.

Lu Zhanyan looked at the billboard and raised a smile.

I'm not waiting for anyone, I just believe that there is someone waiting for me, he will show up, he will show up at some point.