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In the afternoon of the next day.

"Zhan Yan, are you free at noon today?" Shen Yi said from the other end.

Lu Zhanyan held his mobile phone, pondered for a moment, and finally agreed.

I made an appointment with a place, and it was in a café near the Shun An company. When Lu Zhanyan arrived, Shen Yi had already arrived. Head in that direction and sit quietly. The aroma of coffee is very strong. There are relaxing piano music in my ears, and the atmosphere is very good. It was supposed to be a pleasant afternoon, but it wasn't pleasant.

Lu Zhanyan held the spoon and slowly stirred the coffee in the cup.

The brown liquid was stirred by her to form a whirlpool.

Shen Yi spoke, "I'm sorry for what happened yesterday. ”

Yesterday......

The hand holding the spoon tightened, and Lu Zhanyan lowered his eyes and said, "You have already apologized." ”

"But I still think it's necessary to say it to you again in private." Shen Yi said gently, those words came out bit by bit, "I know that it has caused you trouble, and it has also brought you a lot of harm. All this ......"

If you can deal with it better, if you didn't admit your mistakes and don't have attachments, if you didn't stubbornly chase back then, you can look back and see if there is another person around you, then there will be no today, whether it will not develop to the point where it is today, and whether everything can still be the way it was at the beginning.

However, there are no more such ifs.

Shen Yi was silent for a moment and continued, "In the end, it's my responsibility to do all this. ”

"So, I'm sorry for you." Shen Yi sincerely apologized, and then said, "Qin Shijin, I hope you let him raise his noble hand and let Xu Jing go." ”

The king of the mall, Qin Shijin, the eldest of the Qin family, announced it openly yesterday.

He was her lover.

All this seems to have been planned for a long time, just waiting for the current situation.

Therefore, Qin Shijin, he will definitely not give up like this.

And as far as he knows, Qin Shijin's ban order has been spread to various companies.

Lu Zhanyan smiled, slowly raised his head, and faced Shen Yi. Recalling the past, those days were in a trance, her eyes were calm, and suddenly her pupils closed, and she said resolutely, "Shen Yi, you are indeed responsible, because you didn't pay attention to it!" ”

I didn't bother to find out, in fact, there was a girl beside me all the time, watching him silently.

I like him like that.

But often, people are so strange that they disdain those who like themselves.

Only now, it's too late to say anything, it's already too late.

"You're not sorry for me, though." Lu Zhanyan looked at him, his eyes tightened, and said, "Shen Yi, you tell Xu Jing and let her come to see me." ”

This time, let her come and see her.

The relationship of more than ten years has been completely concluded.

There are no longer those emotions left, all buried in this winter.

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After meeting Lu Zhanyan, Shen Yi drove to the apartment where Xu Jing lived.

He got out of the car, looked up at the building in front of him, and paused in silence for a moment before he took a step.

Knock knock.

He knocked on the door.

It took a long time for someone to open the door.

The slender figure was submerged in the apartment, and the lights were not turned on, but it was very dark. Xu Jing was wearing pajamas and stood in front of him. Seeing Shen Yi outside the door, she was stunned, and then didn't say anything. She let go of her hand and turned, letting the door open.

Shen Yi walked in and closed the door with his backhand.

The apartment was very messy and it was clear that it hadn't been cleaned for many days.

There was also a pungent smell of smoke.

Shen Yi walked over and pulled the curtains open. The harsh sunlight suddenly came in and illuminated the entire apartment.

Xu Jing sat on the sofa, because of the sudden sunlight, she had to raise her hand to block it.

Shen Yi turned sideways and looked at her.

I saw that her appearance was much thinner than before.

"If there's anything, just say it." Xu Jing didn't look at him, just said softly.

Shen Yi looked at her for a moment, and then said, "It seems that you can't stay in Hong Kong City." ”

"I know." Xu Jing said lightly, hooking the corners of her mouth, "Qin Shijin let go, so that I can't continue to survive in Hong Kong City." ”

She has been resigned from the company.

Knowing the result early in the morning, it will come to this point.

It's just that the man is too desperate.

It even affected her family.

Shen Yi frowned and said, "Xu Jing, you are too obsessed. ”

Bigotry......

Hearing these four words, Xu Jing suddenly raised her head. She finally looked at Shen Yi, a man she loved so deeply. I can't tell what the emotion is for a while, maybe I already knew, I knew it from the beginning, maybe he didn't have a heart for her at all, he had nostalgia, and he had feelings.

Otherwise, how could he say that at that time.

I can prove that she is a patient!

Doctor, she's terminally ill, please cure her.

……

How could he be in such a situation, in front of everyone, to point out that she was a madman!

Doesn't he understand?

No, it's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he's already made a choice.

And this choice, she knew from the beginning.

The curvature of the corners of her mouth was a little stiff, Xu Jing smiled, but she tasted a hint of bitterness, "Because I'm a crazy person, it's normal." ”

Shen Yi was stunned and lost his voice.

"Really?" Xu Jing asked softly, looking into his eyes.

Where would Shen Yi not know, what she was referring to, his eyes tightened, "Xu Jing!" I told you a long time ago! I warned you a long time ago! ”

"Yes! So what? Xu Jing yelled at him, his mental state was a little broken, "It's all done, what can I do?" Can you act as if nothing has happened? Since it can't, then what else is there to say? I'm a horrible person anyway, aren't I? ”

Xu Jing's questioning made Shen Yi silent.

For a moment, I couldn't speak.

If it weren't for the time, by chance, I found the photos stored in her mobile phone. Then he wouldn't know that the mastermind behind the report to the school about Lu Zhanyan was Xu Jing. He had never thought of such a terrible answer, and he had forgotten the purpose of coming to her.

Questioning, asking, shocked, incredulous......

He angrily asked her: Aren't you good friends? Xu Jing! How could it be you! Aren't you friends? Why are you doing this? You're so scary!

His explanations, her reasons, all her words, he couldn't listen to them.

In the end, he just said: Xu Jing! You resign! Leave Zia! Stay away from me! I don't want to see you! You make me feel so hypocritical!

Soon after, she resigned and left Zia.

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If she hadn't come to KB and used those photos as evidence to testify against Lu Zhanyan, then maybe they were just in the same city.

It wouldn't be where it is today.

"Xu Jing! I gave you a chance! Shen Yi's expression was a little painful, and he shouted.

Actually, he could have told Lu Zhanyan. At that time, he knew that they were still friends, and they had kept in touch. Lu Zhanyan treated her the same as before. But thinking of the past, remembering Lu Zhanyan's single-mindedness towards Xu Jing, he chose to remain silent and didn't want to say anything.

Didn't he let her leave, and didn't he also give her a chance?

But as soon as the words fell, Xu Jing yelled back, "You&mda;&mda;no&mda;&mda;have&mda;&mda;!" ”

Xu Jing's eyes also turned red, her hair was scattered against her cheeks, she looked crazy, her emotions seemed to be on the verge of collapse, she clenched her fists, and said word by word, "Shen Yi!" You didn't give me a chance! Not two years ago, and not two years later! Never! ”

Two years ago, Shen Yi had only one person in his eyes and mind.

Even though she and Lu Zhanyan stood side by side, he never set his eyes on her.

She's just air, so it's negligible.

Even though he knew that Lu Zhanyan had Song Wencheng in his heart at that time, he had already rejected him, but he was still insisting.

Later, when they were about to graduate from college, they had to go their separate ways.

Even if it is separated by two countries, even if there is a time difference of several hours, even if she is the only one by his side, she is the one who has always been by his side.

But he didn't stop looking.

It's only her who has been chasing.

Years ago, she asked him: Why can't you like me? I like you so much!

But he said: Yes, I also want to ask her this sentence, I like her so much, why can't she like me?

With water in front of her, Xu Jing said with a smile, "Shen Yi, you said that I was obsessed, but in fact, you were the one who was obsessed. ”

Shen Yi was stunned, only to feel that her smile was too sad, which made his heart tighten.

With his thoughts confused, Shen Yi said, "You go and apologize to Lu Zhanyan, this is what you owe her." ”

"As for you and your family, I'll arrange it. It's okay to live in another city, it's okay to immigrate, you don't need to worry. ”

"Listen! You have to go! Shen Yi said resolutely.

Xu Jing's eyes were full of his figure, "What if I say that I don't want to leave Hong Kong City?" ”

"There's no way you're going to stay!" Shen Yi was silent for a moment, and then said.

It seems that she is also prepared for his answer, so this time, and for the last time, she didn't feel too lost.

yes, why should she stay?

He would not use the entire family to confront Qin Shijin for the sake of a terrible her.

It turns out that in the end, leaving is the only outcome.

Xu Jing smiled and said, "I'll go to see her, don't worry." ”

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"Manager Lu, there is a young lady named Xu Jing outside who wants to see you."

Lu Zhanyan didn't know what kind of pressure Qin Shijin put on Xu Jing after this, but within three days, she really received a message from her secretary.

Lu Zhanyan stared, only feeling that this moment was finally coming.

She thought for a moment, and then she spoke, "You tell her that I don't have time now, let her see her in the old place." ”

That old place, of course Lu Zhanyan remembers. It's near the middle school where they studied together, and the small shop they used to frequent. Smoothies in the summer and sandwiches in the winter were all favorites at the time. After the meeting in the afternoon, she left the company early, first went back to the apartment to get some things, and then came over.

When Lu Zhanyan arrived, it was probably two o'clock.

See you in the old place.

There was no time to say.

It has always been the first to arrive, and whoever waits first.

The shop has not changed much, and after a few years, it is also a little old. However, there is an inexplicable warmth. The boss recognized her at a glance, only said that she had changed a lot, matured again, and asked her what she had been doing lately, and she was very familiar and enthusiastic. Lu Zhanyan also smiled and responded one by one.

"Xiao Lu, Xiao Xu has just been sitting here for a long time, I think I was waiting for you. But she went out for a while, saying it was outside. Wait a minute, I'm sure I'll be here soon. The boss said.

Lu Zhanyan responded, and then found her former position, she sat down and waited first.

Dingdong&mda;&mda;

There is the sound of wind chimes.

It was a wind chime hanging from the entrance.

Every time a guest comes in, the door opens with such a crunch sound.

"Xiao Xu, you're back, Xiao Lu has arrived, waiting there! You're really interesting, one came and didn't wait, and the other continued to wait......" The boss's laughter came clearly, a little distant, but very close. As soon as Lu Zhanyan turned his head, he saw Xu Jing standing in front of him.

I don't know what Xu Jing said, and I didn't seem to say anything, just smiled at the boss.

Then, Xu Jing also saw Lu Zhanyan.

Closer and closer, a figure took a seat in front of her.

"Vanilla-flavored milk tea, there's nothing wrong with that, right?" The boss smiled and handed over the drink, and went to work again.

I remember the last time I was here, it was two years ago, when she had just filmed and she was still studying in Canada.

During the Chinese New Year, it is here.

"I'm sorry, I just went out for a walk, and the school is still the same as before." Xu Jing mentioned the campus like a nobody.

Looks like she's just walked through the school.

Lu Zhanyan glanced at the green campus in the distance, and the teaching buildings had actually been renovated. When I came that night, it was already dark, and I didn't notice it. Looking at it now, I'm afraid it's not what it was back then. Just like them now, they are so opposed.

Milk tea is steaming hot, and it has a warm feeling in winter.

Xu Jing suddenly said, "Lu Zhanyan, in fact, I don't like vanilla milk tea. It's just that every time you order this, I'll cooperate with you. ”

When you think about it, it seems that this is really the case.

Every time she came here, Lu Zhanyan always ordered this, and at first she would ask her if she was okay. Later, I stopped asking. Even the boss didn't need to ask, and consciously sent it up. She thought it was a habit, but it turned out that she was just cooperating, and she was cooperating with her.

"Do you know why?" Xu Jing asked.

Lu Zhanyan was silent.

yes, she wondered why.

When did they get to this point?

"Because of you, you're always alone." Xu Jing smiled and said softly, "It makes me feel pitiful." ”

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"Suddenly I appeared in the school as a transfer student, and I was introverted and proud. Your academic performance is very good, and the teacher likes you a lot, but what's the use. No classmate wants to be close to you, and no classmate wants to be friends with you. You're always alone, sitting in the classroom, people don't talk to you, you don't talk to others, you seem to be very draggy......"

Xu Jing's words reminded Lu Zhanyan of the past.

That year, Lu Qingsong passed away.

She was adopted by her uncle Lu Baisheng and brought to Hong Kong City.

After staying in the orphanage for several years, she became more and more withdrawn and did not like to talk to others. Because she was always bullied, the kids, stoned her. She fought with them, threw them to the ground, and beat them hard. Let them talk nonsense, let them still bully her, she doesn't need friends, no friends, and it doesn't matter.

Anyway, in the end, they will go.

Whether it's mom.

Still Dad.

Or is it ...... Qin Shijin.

It's all going to go.

After coming to Hong Kong City, Lu Zhanyan is still a person who goes his own way. Strange city, strange home, unfamiliar teachers and classmates, unfamiliar everything, sometimes even yourself, will feel very strange. Those gossips, the eyes cast in the classroom, she didn't feel it.

Look, come and see, it's that girl, the new turn.

I heard that she was an orphan and was adopted by someone else.

I also heard that his father was a murderer, he was sentenced, and then he died, and she was left alone, adopted by her uncle.

How do you know?

Her uncle's daughter, who was in the same class as my sister, she said.

No wonder, it turned out to be the daughter of a murderer, so gloomy and annoying.

……

Whoever wants to be friends with them doesn't need it at all.

She's not the daughter of a murderer!

Not really!

No!

Remembering the haze in his heart, his pupils instantly contracted, and Lu Zhanyan was a little unable to help himself.

Xu Jing supported her chin with her hands and said slowly, "I'm really unlucky, I actually got the number drawn at the same table as you." You don't know, at that time, I went to tell the teacher, don't sit with you. But I can't help it, because no one wants to sit with you. If I don't sit down, then you're really isolated. The teacher persuaded me to make me friends with you, and I agreed. ”

"Do you think I'm really happy to be at the same table with you?" Xu Jing asked softly.

Lu Zhanyan was just silent, and for a moment, the scene when Xu Jing came to her with a book appeared in front of him.

She lowered her head and looked at her book.

She leaned over, supported her chin with one hand and said: Your name is Lu Zhanyan, my name is Xu Jing, and we will work together in the future.

The smile at that time was so bright that she was caught off guard, and after being alone for so long, it seemed that she had finally captured the warmth.

At this moment, Xu Jing was also smiling, but only the sun was warm.

"Lu Zhanyan! I'm just pitying you! Have pity on you! Xu Jing gritted her teeth and said.

Lu Zhanyan moved his lips and said, "Then later, you can move away." ”

The next new school year, when it was time to draw numbers again, it wasn't actually with her. But she said, "Teacher, I want to change seats!" I sat with Lu Zhanyan!

"Huh!" Xu Jing laughed out loud, "That's because I think your grades are not bad, so it won't affect me!" I, but I must go to Hong Kong University! ”

First place, Lu Zhanyan.

Second place, Xu Jing.

Another exam, but it was the same, and again, it was still a repetition of history......

"Lu Zhanyan, do you know? I've always hated you! You always come first! When you're away, I'm number one! But when you come, I'm never again! If only you hadn't shown up! Why are you in my world! Xu Jing gritted her teeth and said.

Hey, that's a great newcomer. Xu Jing is not her opponent, and she is a lot worse than her.

Yes, yes, Xu Jing has been the second now.

"Once, I finally got the first place in the exam, but you deliberately changed the answer and reported it to the teacher, so that the teacher reduced the score for you!" Xu Jing narrowed her eyes and locked all the past, "You let the classmates in the class laugh at me, you think I can't afford to lose!" ”

Did you know? That Xu Jing, she has always been second in the exam, and Lu Zhanyan changed the answer for her!

After missing two points, Xu Jing is the first. She really can't afford to lose.

"After I went to high school, I finally got the first place on my own! Your grades have plummeted! I was the best student! But even the head teacher is particularly partial to you! Especially good for you! It's so unfair! Xu Jing was questioning her, as if she wanted to tell all the grievances she had accumulated over the years.

"But with such a grade, you can still be admitted to HKU in the end!"

Clearly......

Obviously, she works harder than her, and she works harder than her.

She did better than she did.

Listening to her accusation, Lu Zhanyan felt at a loss. But after the dazedness, there was a sense of heaviness, as if it was about to suddenly open up.

"I never knew you had so much resentment against me." Lu Zhanyan said softly.

Lu Zhanyan looked at Xu Jing, recalled what she said, and said lightly, "At that time, no one wanted to be friends with me. I'm glad you showed up. If it weren't for you, I might not have made friends in those years. ”

Because I always thought that it didn't matter if I was alone.

Anyway, they will leave.

"There are a few things I want to clarify, though."

"The reason why I try to get the first place in the exam is because I promised my dad that I would study hard. I used to be self-willed and didn't listen to him, so after he left, I always wanted not to disappoint him. Although, somewhat ridiculous. When people are dead, will they still see it? ”

"I didn't change the answer in that test paper, I really made a mistake. As for the teacher, it was because he saw me working outside, so he took care of me. As for the University of Hong Kong, because you said you were going to take the exam, that's why I took the exam. ”

In fact, her first choice at that time was not HKU.

It's a medical university.

At that time, I really wanted to be a doctor.

If you become a doctor, then you can cure a lot of people. There will be no more children like her, without a father.

It's just that at that time, she said: Zhanyan, you also have to be admitted to the University of Hong Kong, so that we will still be together! Sign up for a department!

Lu Zhanyan's gaze fell, fixed on the two cups of milk tea, "Actually, I don't like vanilla milk tea either." ”

Because at that time, she said: Zhanyan, vanilla milk tea is the best, right?

Since then, I've been trying this flavor all the time.

"My favorite is strawberries." Lu Zhanyan raised his eyes and looked at Xu Jingdao.