The Ancient Song of the Mountains part.92
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"I don't remember calling you back. 173" Faced with the straightforward questioning of Sui Liang, Yi Huaiyu chose to turn around and avoid it.
"I've already asked Yuzhi what happened that day." Even Suiliang didn't seem to have any intention of retreating, and his gentle eyes were dyed with a thin layer of anger, "When Shen Guoshi left, I felt strange, why didn't the queen mother come to see him off, although I thought that it might be Your Majesty who blocked it, but I didn't expect that Your Majesty would use General Sima to threaten the queen mother." ”
Yi Huaiyu sneered, raised his hand and looked out of the window of Anning: "I know that I can't hide anything from you, sooner or later you will know everything I did to Tu'er." But so what? Even if you know that I am despicable and shameless, and I have used despicable means, what can you remedy? Can Shen Junfang be resurrected? Or can you make Tu'er not hate me? Or do you want to turn back time and give me a chance to choose again? Even if there is such an opportunity, all my decisions will not change. ”
Yi Huaiyu's attitude can almost be said to be extremely ruthless, just as he threatened Sima Tulan at that time, Rao is always loyal to him is no exception.
However, this is not real in the eyes of the occasional seiliang, but some kind of illusion.
"Your Majesty I know is a person who likes to hide his true heart in his belly and does not hesitate to wronged himself in order to protect the woman he loves." Even Suiliang's tone suddenly softened, and his gaze shifted to the few thin books on the bookcase, "If Your Majesty is really dead set on the Empress Mother and hates her betrayal with Shen Guoshi, then why does Your Majesty still keep those art of war that she copied for you?" Walking in front of the bookcase every day, looking at her books that reminds me of her, can Your Majesty really turn a blind eye? In that position, His Majesty has always been accustomed to placing the most precious things. ”
Yi Huaiyu was silent for a while, lowered his voice and was unable to defend: "I just forgot to dispose of-"
"Your Majesty has a better memory than anyone else, how can you forget? After all, Your Majesty still can't let go of the queen mother, because it's for her good, that's why he does those things, isn't it? ”
The aggressive momentum made Yi Huaiyu a little flustered, took a deep breath, and Zhou frowned and turned around: "Even Suiliang, do you want to commit the next crime?" It's not your turn to point fingers at what I'm going to do, get out! ”
If it were someone else, he would probably have been frightened by Yi Huaiyu's dragon face and kept kowtowing to apologize, but the person who was scolded was an occasional scold, and Yi Huaiyu had known him since childhood, and he was familiar with him even better than himself. Even Suiliang knew very well that it was just Yi Huaiyu bluffing. 173
When his heart is weak, he always does it, and he has been doing it for many years.
Tao Shihai was introduced into the imperial study by Yi Huaiyu like a thunderous roar, looked at Yi Huaiyu and then looked at the indifferent Sui Liang, he had no idea for a while, and looked at the even Sui Liang cautiously. Without waiting for Sui Liang to give Tao Shihai any hints, Yi Huaiyu waved his sleeves first, and said in a dull voice: "It's okay, go down." ”
Nodding again and again and exiting the room, Tao Shihai closed the door tightly, and let the guards guarding the door retreat with a look left and right, and then he also retreated a hundred steps away and bowed silently, only casting his expectant eyes on the closed door of the imperial study.
Yi Huaiyu has not had a good time in the past two years, as an old slave who serves the emperor all the time, Tao Shihai knows better than anyone else.
Yi Huaiyu rarely had nightmares in the past, since he was awakened by Shen Junfang's bloodstained dream in the imperial study, the nightmare was entangled with the sentimental and thoughtful cold emperor, not only when he took a nap in the imperial study, but even after the bedroom untied his clothes and lit the incense to rest, panic cries often sounded.
As a price, Yi Huaiyu is getting thinner and thinner day by day, the luster on his cheeks is getting darker, and his temper is getting bigger and bigger.
Tao Shihai tried to persuade Yi Huaiyu to take some medicine for recuperation, but Yi Huaiyu refused, biting himself to death and was still angry, so scared that Tao Shihai didn't dare to mention it again, but there was always a knot in his heart, and seeing Yi Huaiyu emaciated day by day, he became more and more anxious.
Perhaps, the one who is most trusted by the emperor and has never been questioned from beginning to end can restore Yi Huaiyu?
Tao Shihai was not sure whether the couple Sui Liang would be able to successfully solve Yi Huaiyu, and it was not until he saw Yi Huaiyu's helpless expression just now that he was a little sure that his speculation was not wrong.
"There are many people who care about His Majesty, and there are some things that I don't need to ask, and what has happened will naturally reach my ears. For example, His Majesty's dispute with the Empress Mother before Shen Guoshi left the palace, and for example, His Majesty's frequent and quiet visits to Concubine Jing's mother, and His Majesty's contradictory behavior of expelling Shen Guoshi while constantly looking for famous doctors for treatment. ”
In the dimly lit imperial study, even Suiliang was still pressing step by step, word by word, reaching the deepest part of Yi Huaiyu's heart.
"Put away your self-righteousness, you have been avoiding me for the past few years, like a plague, and now I rarely settle down in the overall situation, what nonsense are you talking about? I don't need anyone, whether it's you or Junfang, no one needs it...... Anyway, what you do best is betrayal, right? Reining in the initial panic, Yi Huaiyu used indifference as a barrier to block the gaze that occasionally wanted to penetrate his heart.
Hearing the word "betrayal" again, even Suiliang's fingertips trembled and clenched hard.
"Even so, His Majesty chose to protect them."
"What crazy are you talking about? I protect them? Didn't you see how I drove Shen Junfang away, didn't you see that I sent Sima Dolan into the cold palace, and didn't even allow me to see Shen Junfang for the last time? Yi Huaiyu smiled hoarsely, and his voice was cold to his heart and lungs, "Even Suiliang, have you counted how many times I told you that if you want to achieve great things, you must give up your children's private feelings?" I was bought by a woman, this is what you saw with your own eyes, and now you still want to defend me and reduce your guilt? It's impossible, Sui Liang, I'm not the down-and-out prince you are familiar with, didn't you say it too? I've changed ......"
To what extent a person's laughter can be desperate, even Suiliang doesn't know, but he knows that Yi Huaiyu at this moment has thrown out all the despair, from the hoarse voice, from the silent eyes.
Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and put his hand on Yi Huaiyu's shoulder, and occasionally forced Emperor Dayao to face him with an arrogant act that was enough to be sentenced to death, and there was a deep melancholy between his frowning brows: "If Your Majesty allowed the Empress to see Shen Guoshi for the last time, the only result would be that the Empress Niang no longer hated Your Majesty, and after Shen Guoshi died, the Empress would stop all the blame on herself, with her character, I am afraid that she will not forgive herself in this life." Because I know the queen too well, my majesty would rather bear that hatred than see her force herself to death, so I am forced to use the most extreme way to transfer the hatred, am I right? From beginning to end, His Majesty was protecting the Queen. ”
In the first half of his life, he was infatuated with whom, and after suddenly discovering that person had an unshakable and important position in his heart, all he could do was to silently bear the hatred and wronged herself, so that she would not lose the idea of living.
Yi Huaiyu had long known that his behavior was ridiculous, but he still did it.
Because he loved her, more than he could have imagined.
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