Chapter 1090: Five years can really change a person
pressed other people's faces back to the steering wheel, but Shen Shilan, who did this kind of thing, did not feel half guilty, but what rose in her heart was a helplessness that she had not experienced for more than ten years.
She knew that she should let go, but the kind of soft hair that she had not seen for a long time made her a little reluctant to raise her hand, so she simply pressed it, listening to Luo Xue crying like a noisy child, and the unspeakable emotions in her heart came up together.
She also wanted to cry, to regain what she had lost, to be angry at being feigned ignorant, to live like the walking dead for so many years because of her, or for ...... There are too many emotions, and for a moment, shrewd as Shen Shilan doesn't know how to face it, so Luo Xue might as well continue to lie on her stomach like this, because as long as you don't look at Luo Xue's face, you can at least give yourself a little time to think about and digest this kind of thing.
That's what Shen Shilan thinks, and that's exactly what she does, sitting in the co-pilot's seat, watching the idiot who shouldn't cry at all crying, she just sits, and when she sees her stop crying, she just twitches and wipes her eyes with her hands, and finally turns herself into a panda-eyed idiot, she really wants to pull her over and beat her up.
"Why?" Shen Shilan opened her mouth to ask, this question made Luo Xue suddenly quiet, and looked at her with a blank eye, where is there still the rumored appearance of a strong woman, she is still the idiot five years ago.
I was really blind, so I thought I recognized the wrong person just now, or in five years, so that such a fool could also learn to wear a mask, so that Shen Shilan, a mask expert, could not recognize her.
Thinking that he had just turned around and saw that her car had not gone far and stopped, he thought that something had happened to her.
Thinking about myself if not suddenly wanting to be nosy.
Occur...... Thinking that if it weren't for these, she might really want to leave Milan tonight, and then never see Luo Xue again, she gritted her teeth with hatred, hated Luo Xue's cruelty, and hated Xu Hengtong's cruel deception even though she knew it.
But none of this matters now, she just wants to know why Luo Xue is still alive?
Why not connect with yourself?
Why did you unite with Xu Hengtong to deceive yourself?
And she wanted to ask her even more, was this meaningless old meeting just to see her?
That's why she has always felt strange, where does Xu Hengtong have such a good relationship with herself, to this kind of friendship when she comes to Milan, he also wants to fulfill the friendship of the landlord, it turns out that it is only because she wants to see her, this is the real reason.
"At the beginning, I thought I wouldn't be able to live at all, because at that time, I really felt that I didn't deserve to live." Luo Xue smiled bitterly, watching one person after another die for herself, she felt that she was the one who deserved to die, but everyone who died would look at her before sacrificing themselves, that glance was so unhesitating, hoping that she could live well.
So no matter how much she wanted to die, she still survived, even if she wandered around the world like a walking corpse, she was still alive, because she was carrying too many lives and expectations.
"And what about later?"
"Later, there was a problem with the Xu family, Hengtong's father had a stroke, and there were signs of Alzheimer's disease, and Uncle Li knew that Martha, that is, Hengtong's sister-in-law wolf ambition, was even more afraid that the people in Martha's family would take the opportunity to use Bao'er to blackmail the princes of the Son of Heaven, so he proposed to let Hengtong marry immediately, so as to contain Martha and her family, I was the best choice, so Uncle Li helped me forge the identity of Melli, let me marry Hengtong, and then help take care of the company."