Twins VIII.
When Queen Zun heard the truth from Changqing's mouth, her heart gradually tightened, followed by a cold from the depths of her body, which made her tremble violently uncontrollably. Changqing in front of her began to distort, everything familiar in the bedroom became blurred, I don't know why, her mind was blank, and she only felt that the world was spinning and she didn't know what to do.
Shuilian fell in love with Tianyin and Yun Yao successively, and also conceived children for them, and now she is pregnant with a child in her womb at the same time, and there is a danger that the mother and child will die at any time. This kind of ancient anecdote, how ridiculous and unbelievable it seems to others, but in the eyes of the queen, it is even more absurd than the eternal anecdote.
Twenty years have passed, and the tragedy has happened again, and it is similarly striking. At the beginning, she was torn between the two men of Liujing and Mozun, and she didn't expect what the result would be, she and Liujing's childhood sweetheart had a very strong relationship, and it was her greatest wish to marry him as a wife.
After Liujing succeeded to the throne and became the king of heaven, she found his estrangement, of course, he didn't have another woman, and his feelings for her were the same as before, but in his mind, the most important thing was no longer love, but the power and majesty of ruling the heavenly realm. When they first got married, even if he was too busy to come back, he would send someone to send a message to her, sending love letters he wrote, as well as all kinds of small gifts.
Those gifts included knick-knacks he knitted by himself, as well as flowers and plants that he picked casually, although they were all ordinary and unremarkable little things, but in her heart, they were all expressions of love. So even if her beloved isn't around, she won't feel lonely.
Later, the Earth Realm frequently disturbed the Heavenly Realm Border, and Liujing was quite sad about this matter, she didn't know what she could do for him, so she had to give more support and understanding. Her tenderness was his eternal affection, and she believed that their relationship would not change because of it.
She found out that she was pregnant, and she couldn't wait to tell him the good news, but what she was waiting for was a non-surprised and unhappy sentence "You have to take care of your body". She was already a sensitive woman, and being pregnant with his flesh and blood could not be exchanged for his affection, which made her uneasy heart begin to become suspicious.
Suspecting that he didn't love her anymore, suspecting that he didn't expect this child, in short, all kinds of suspicions came like a mountain of suspicions, and she was depressed all day long. The border war is urgent, Liujing is always worried, even if they come back at night, they lie together and do not communicate. She was secretly anxious, and hugged him in her arms, wanting to show her concern in this way, but he was even more irritable, and simply got up and left, without even a word of comfort.
She felt very hurt, he had never snubbed her like this, but she didn't blame him, he was inevitably depressed when he encountered the biggest test since he succeeded to the throne. She thought that he didn't mean to snub her, but because of his emotions. She was sad that she could not please her husband, and when night came, when he could not return, she could only hide her face and weep in the empty room, and talk to herself to the child in her womb.
The queen's beating heart gradually subsided, and she sat down with a limp body, her wandering gaze swept over Changqing and looked out the window. Now that I think about it, she still loved him back then, but why did it end up like this.
Liujing allowed her to go back to her parents' house to give birth, she finally got rid of the dilemma of washing her face with tears, and under the comfort of her parents and brothers, her mood gradually improved, and people became plump. I still remember the first time I saw Mozun, she thought it was her father's friend, but she didn't expect his true identity at all, he fell in love with her at first sight, knowing that she was the princess of heaven, and he still confessed to her.
Frightened by his recklessness, she hurried back to her room, but he did not give up, perhaps because she had heard her father mention that she loved to hear the flute, and that he was playing a lame tune in front of her window, and the timbre of the flute was excellent, but his skill was very poor. Still, he came every night.
The song is getting more and more beautiful, the panic in her heart is getting weaker and lighter, she feels loved and valued, she admits that she is a weak woman, she needs this feeling to give herself confidence. Maybe there is no eternal love, but she hopes that the feeling of love can last longer, even if there is no such passion, as a woman, she should be cared for by her lover.
She didn't know if she was asking too much, but she was irresistibly attracted to the man who tried to please her, and only when she thought of the six purifications could she force herself to take her heart, silently close the window and cover her ears, pretending that she didn't hear anything. Even so, on that rainy night, she still couldn't refuse him.
To her ears, the sound of his flute was already comparable to that of Liujing, especially the sweetness in the flute, which made her find the feeling of the past. The feeling of nostalgia for her, thinking that she could never get it back, did not expect that the person who made her return to the past was not Liujing. The rain kept falling, and he didn't want to leave, and the gentle and low sound of the flute was clearly beautiful, but it was like a sharp knife piercing her heart.
She is afraid of her own change, she is afraid that she will never return, she still has feelings for Liujing, but she is attracted to other men. She hated her shamelessness, hated herself for not knowing the point, she was a married woman, how could she want to throw herself into the arms of others, even if she longed to be cared for, she couldn't have such shameful thoughts.
The flute stopped abruptly, and her heart suddenly became notched, and she couldn't help but run to the window, leaning in to see that the person who played the flute for her every night was also watching her. Those black eyes were clear and deep, surging with hot feelings, telling of irrepressible love.
He walked over, his steps resolute, she told herself she had to run, but she couldn't move at all, his gaze was like a kind of magic that made her unable to resist. His rain-soaked palms burned like fire, igniting waves of love on her, and she collapsed in his arms, and he took possession of her without hesitation.
After that night, she regretted that she should not have betrayed the person she loved the most. She didn't meet her parents, and fled back to Jingming Palace. She didn't control herself and did irreparable wrongdoing, but she didn't want to leave Liujing, after all, there had been a relationship between them for many years, she was pregnant with his child, how could she leave him.
If it weren't for Yun Yao, she would still be the princess of heaven now, she would stay by Liujing's side and spend her life to atone for her sins, even if he continued to be cold, she would not waver again. She made mistakes, she felt guilty, she didn't have the face to care about it anymore, as long as there was still a chance to atone for her sins, she was grateful.
Unfortunately, her betrayal was not something she wanted to hide as if it hadn't happened, and the man left evidence in her body. This proof of shame made her worse than death, and in the face of Liujing's unbelievable tears, she hated to die on the spot. For the sake of the two children in her womb, she survived with great difficulty, she agreed to Liujing's request to take out the other child, she was unforgivable, what position did she have to fight for.
But she didn't expect that Liujing's anger spread wantonly, and she cut off her father's head in public, not to mention, and ordered the extermination of the clan. Overnight, all her loved ones were gone, and her heart drifted away. Liujing's actions made her completely chilled, and he not only wanted to kill her child, but also her family to atone for her sins.
More than 100 lives of the whole family were wiped away, and the blood flowed like a river, hiding her heart and taking away her nostalgia and guilt. Liujing was in her heart, from a lover to a demon, she didn't want to live with the demon, she would rather she was dead. When she had nothing to love, the man came, risked being discovered, and broke into Jingming Palace. He promised her that he would do everything he could to help her keep her two children, and then he would take her away and leave this sad place forever.
She has loved and hated Liujing, but she loves Tianyin unreservedly. In order to keep her child, the Demon Venerable would rather sacrifice her spiritual power and give up the war with the Heavenly Realm, what else is she not satisfied with. She agreed, and after giving birth to Tianyin and Yun Yao, she reluctantly put Tianyin into the cradle, sang the first and last lullaby for him, and left Jingming Palace with Yun Yao in her arms.
Time flies so fast, more than 20 years in a flash, she wants to get rid of that past, but the facts always remind her that she should go back to atone for her sins, for her crime of abandoning her husband and children.
"Your Royal Highness...... Changqing couldn't help but worry when she saw that she was silent for a long time, and asked tentatively, "Your Highness, what's wrong with you?" ”
Queen Zun slowly looked at Changqing, her wandering gaze fixed on her face, and she smiled reluctantly: "Do you believe in karma?" ”
Without waiting for Changqing to answer, Queen Zun said: "I believe it, there is really karma in the world, whether you believe it or not." ”
Changqing didn't understand why she said this, and when she thought of Shuilian, she had to remind her: "Your Highness, is there any way you can help Ah Lian's mother and son?" ”
Queen Zun smiled bitterly again, stood up with her hands on Changqing's shoulders, walked to the head of the bed and took down the bamboo flute and handed it to her: "Break it." ”
Changqing took the flute, which was taken from her by the Demon Venerable, and the queen has always loved it, so why do you ask her to break it?
"Your Highness, why?" Changqing couldn't understand what she meant, and shook the flute in his hand, "This is a gift from Lord Demon Venerable, you ......"
"Don't you want me to find a way to save the princess, then do as I say. Don't ask, break it. ”
Queen Zun's tone did not hesitate at all, and Changqing was stunned, and obediently broke the flute.
"Okay, now you can follow me to the Tourmaline Palace!" The queen put away the flute, which had been broken in two, and carefully placed it under her pillow.
"Tourmaline Palace?" Changqing saw her turn around and walk out of the dormitory, hurriedly followed, and asked with hope, "Your Highness, are you going to the Heavenly Realm?" ”
Queen Zun nodded: "If you have to face it sooner or later, there is no need to delay." ”
Changqing's heart was overjoyed, and he suddenly remembered something, and said puzzledly: "But Your Highness doesn't need to go through the Yin-Yang Mirror to go to the Heavenly Realm!" ”
"Because I still have someone to meet......" Queen Zun paused, turned back to Changqing and smiled slightly, "You can't just leave, at least do something." ”
Changqing followed in the footsteps of Queen Zun with a stomach full of questions, and there were some things she asked that she didn't know the answers. Anyway, Queen Zun promised to help Shuilian, and she could rest assured.